Life is cruel, it stabs you on the back when you least expected.. when you get shot down, it brings your moral down, it make a person pessimistic.. You think your whole life is over, and that's what I think as well.. Love is even worst. It is blind, it is the keyhole to destroy your life, or make it even better. It's 50/50. I should have listen to the advice you told me, I have wasted my time asking, I should have kept it away, not letting you know... but I did not listen, I just have to tell you.. now you are a total stranger, I don't know you at all.. My cousin, Darren, your friends were un-supportive.. and you might have lost what you always wanted.. we are in the same predicament.. our life sucks, but what the FUCKING HELL CAN WE DO ABOUT IT?

DRUGS.. I NEED DRUGS..