If time was reversible... I could make the life I wanted my way, I could make myself the most popular kid in school, I could get the girl I always love. I could prevent my misfortune, and be the luckiest guy in school. But, if I did that, I might not have the friends I have now, I could ruin and destroy their life, or invite fortune and popularity. I love my friends, cause without them, my survival would be meaningless. Even if it's in a mess and thrown around every single corner of this container, I still have my friends to help me clean it up. To my best friends : Guo Sheng, Corey, Nigel, Jia Liang, Wei Zhuang, Jeremy, Ryan, Darren and Gerrald, thanks for all that you help me in. Guo Sheng, Corey and Nigel, the trio which are the closest to me. Jia Liang and Jeremy, the masters of Chinese Chess who never fails to make my day. Wei Zhuang and Gerrald, the 'counsellors' who listen and help me when I'm feeling down. And the double duo, Ryan and Darren, where we share stuff openly to one another. I'm not willing to sacrifice the friendship I had with you all for things like the above..

I'm confused, I'm reaching the point of insanity... I do not know what to do... I'm dying from the stress, the pressure, the heat... This is dangerous, even if time was to fall back, nothing would change the course of of this from ever happening... Judo, I don't feel that I'm a part of you, but I missed it. All those who gets to wear No.1 in NDP, congratulations (except for Alex). Alex, No.1 is not a big deal to me, but stop pushing it into other people's faces. NCC cadets, those who came today, thank you. Those who did not, you all better fucking come... Making this short and simple cause my mother is nagging, and I have to wake up at 6am for the scrabble competition... Insanity, Insanity, Insanity...

Drugs are good if you use them for the right purpose..