Generosity, it goes a long way. It gives me a sense of happiness, not in a I think I'm richer than you a kind of way, but like if I help you, in the future, I will get help in other ways possible. I believe in karma. By doing good things , you will be bless by it in the future. If you do bad things, it will come back to haunt you. Somehow, it also gives me a warmth feeling inside me. I don't know why, but that's my nature. It makes me feel happy when give things away. Maybe it's because of the smile I see went the receiver gets it, even if it is a fake one. It is the 'Gift of Giving'. See someone else happy, makes you happy as well. Even if some one scammed me, I might feel happy cause I donated my $2 away... I do not know what is causing this phenomena, but I just that way.

I do not know why I was Emo, after the concert, I just felt that way. I think I got a split personality, according to Wei Zhuang. But if I know I have a split personality, that means I actually don't have one. National Day Parade in school. Came to school about 6.20AM, then prepared for the actual parade. Soon it started, and was not as bad as I expected. Anyway, went to the hall after that to practice singing. Had recess, then the concert started, 3E1's Cheer rocked, but it came in second. Went to MacDonald's after that. Emo the whole time after that. Guo Sheng and Wei Long, you two are like peas in a pod. Corey, don't get to pissed up over small things. Ryan, you have a pussy. Marjorie, I found out that your Ernie can be shove in a small size cup. Wei Zhuang, you like putting stuff toys into small cups. NCC, good job, I sometimes feel it could be quite bias, but it does not bother me much, maybe to the others.

I feel that my life is wasted on simple things, and I really do agree.. I wish i could do more...

Drugs are not plushies..