OK. Today I Getting Straight To The Point Because I'm Kinda Pissed Right Now.

I'm still unsure whether my PSP got bricked or my battery was modified. In anyway, I was scammed both ways. I wasted $____(Not going to specify) because my battery is working fine now, and I actually thought that it was modified... And if it was brick, then it was partially worth it. if it wasn't, I wasted $____. In total I wasted $____ if everything was fine in the first place!!! Black screen and green power light on really eats your money if you don't look it up on the internet. Failure, epic failure. Now there is no problem with either batteries, and all of them are normal batteries. There was a possibility it was bricked, but I'm still unsure about it. Now my wallet is crying, real badly. Could have use the money for other stuff.

Well, That's Taking Chances And Risk, And This Is How It Turned Out To Be.

Blogging Is Like My Escape, Its Like My Comfort Zone, And I Like It.

My Hair Stands For All The Right And Wrong Reasons.

I Hope I Leave Secondary School With No Regrets.

Sometimes, The Truth Hurts, But We Live With It, And Sometimes We Try To Live With It.
Sometimes, The Memories Are Painful, But We Let Go Of Them, And Sometimes We Try To Let Go Of Them.
However, We Can Only Try To Forget Them, Its Not Possible For Anyone To Forget. Unless You Were Hit By Amnesia.

I Have Went Cold Turkey For Too Long, I Need My Drugs Back: Music.

I Just See Things Moving So Fast. Too Fast.

Some People Really Need To Update Their Personal Message On MSN, And I Mean Really.

No One Had Gotten Everything They Wanted.

I Remember Everything Like Yesterday... How Quaint, Isn't It? I Missed All Those Times Spent With My Friends... How Cliché, Isn't It? Yet, It All Feels So True.

I Wished I Knew Everyone Earlier.

16 Just Like That? It's Going To Be A Fast Lifetime.

Is There An Answer To Everything?

Inspiration, It Just Comes, It Just Goes, Its Many Things.

Enough of it I guess. Had work today, and since it was on Saturday, it was considered half-day. I might have earned, from Tuesday, either $165 or $198 this week. Did the thing I was doing before, cementing gaps between the wires and the rubber tubings. Well went home to rot. Boring. Mafia Wars is having problems, but I just it is just me and my browser. Met Corey after that for lunch. He finally found a job. Working as a service crew at hotels. Yes, hotels. If they need people at different locations, they will just get him to that place. His first job is tonight, 8PM-6AM. Hope he is doing well now. Ate at Subway. Well, I ate at Subway, I just offered him a cookie. We chatted for awhile. Companied him to the bus-stop. Tried calling Nigel and GS if I could hang out with them, but as you know its a Saturday, so most likely they will be at church. Well no harm asking or trying. Anyways went home. Started watching HSM, HSM2 and HSM3. Totally bored. Anyways, after watching, chatted with Marcus. Now chatting with GS.

I'm Just Waiting For Something Exciting To Happen, Even By Watching The Live Feed On Facebook Move By.

I Forgot What I Wanted To Type Here...

This Is A Presumption, And I Hope It's Wrong.
I Starting To Wonder If My Thoughts Were Right.
At The Moment, Its Just Something To Me.
If You Want It, You Can Take It.
Cause I Not Willing To Fight Or Compete Over It.
I'm Too Tired, Too Worn Out, Too Sick Of It.
Having It Was Just To Pull Me Up.
It Is Just Not Worth Fighting For.
Especially With My Best Friend.
Thats An Assumption, And Many Times It Isn't Accurate.
Hope This Time Isn't As Well.

It's Like 7AM+ Now.

I Wonder Sometimes, If I Can Get A Hint, Or Is It Just Inaccurate Assumption.

I See, That Is Only How Far I Could Become, Unless There Is A Miraculous Change In Events From My Own Believes.

At Some Places, I Approach People More, In Others, I Get Approach More, And In Certain Areas, Either I'm The Only One Approaching, Or I Don't Approach At All.

Murderous, Don't You Think?

Tell Me If You Can, I Want To Hear It From You, But Who Am I Kidding? If Asked, It Shall Be Told For Me. If Asked, It Might Be Told From Others, And Not All Truths Are What You Expect Them To Be.

When In Doubt, You're In Doubt, Get Over It.

Yesterday was a great day. After working, and not having overtime, I left for work to Ryan's House. It was raining at that time, so I waited for awhile. Miraculously, the last guy I said 'bye' before leaving work, was also leaving work, and he had an umbrella. He walked towards me and offered me shelter towards the nearest bus-stop. Had a talk along the way to Toh Payoh Station. Thanks Johnathan for providing shelter. He took the MRT back home while I was looking for a bus to Ryan's house. Luckily, there was a single bus, 73, going to his house. Ryan told me not to come so early, so I Went to BreadTalk to buy something custard-filled. I just had a craving for custard. The only thing custard-filled there was a chocolate Christmas Tree. Bought it, ate it and waited for the bus. I missed the actual bus-stop by 1 bus-stop. PSP more. Walked back to that bus-stop. It seemed that that bus-stop holds a few great memories. Anyway, walked to Ryan's House with his guidance. Darren came slightly earlier than me. Playing with matches and had a good chat. Well WZ was late as usual. Had dinner made my Chief Ryan. I love it, just because its spaghetti. Anyway we slacked and watch American's Toughest Jobs and American Gladiator. Great shows. Watched some videos on Youtube with Ryan. WZ and Darren was watching TV downstairs. Did some stuff with my PSP, don't ask what. Anyway, it was getting late and we had to go home. WZ and me were scared that we will get lost, but in the end we found our way out and walked to his house bus-stop. Took 112 home. Took a bath and watched the rest of Amazing Race and Survivor. Went to sleep after that.

Its Was An Important Day Yesterday For Me To Be Typing 20 Minutes Before I Leave For Work.

I Think I'm Going To Have A Headache Soon.

Tired, So Tired...
Labour, So Much Labour...

I Can't Think, Can Someone Make Me Think?

I Want To Ask If You Don't Think That Much.

Painful... Hands.

Have been working these 2 days. Yes I have found a job. Yesterday was the day I started work. Corey was considered on pending for that job, but they asked me to tell him he got the job. However, he told me he found another promising job, and was told that they will call, therefore rejecting the job I am doing now. How many times we've been to an interview and they actually calls us back? That's something he never learn! Well simply put it, my job is a general worker at this company called Prospec Electronic Pte Ltd. So I deal with electrical stuff now. At the moment, I'm doing a lot of things with wires. Well, yesterday was a somewhat easy job. Cementing open gaps in connecting wires to prevent water from seeping into the inside of the wires. Just required a steady hand. Was able to pull through that, although it got a little boring along the way. Today was a little tougher, with physical strength required, much patience and having a good eye for estimation. I was learning how to make those industrial wires. It seem like advance D&T there. Well I almost completed it, but went home before completion. Hands are kinda sore at the moment, but it is a good way of passing the time, cause you get paid and help gets rid of boredom.

I'm Thinking Something Right Now.

Is My Thoughts Telling Me The Truth?
That You Are Keeping Me Away For A Reason?
An Can That Reason Be The Obvious?
But I Don't Believe Those Thoughts.
Cause It I Don't Believe Thats You.
A True Friend, Thats What I See.
So Sorry I And My Thoughts Doubted You.

No Time At The Moment, Going To Summarise What Happen.

30 November:
Corey Came To My House.
We Looked For A Job In The Classified Ads, But Not Much Jobs.
Corey Decided To Play CS 1.6 At My House.
Watched Him Play.
Called Nigel If We Wanted To Play LAN.
After Endless Matches Of CS, Went To LAN.
Met Nigel. Darren Came Soon After.
Wanted To Play L4D, But Garena Was Having Maintenance.
Played CS And Fooled Around With Other Games.
Left After That.
Went Home To Eat And Sleep.

1 December:
Corey Came To My House Again.
Searched For Jobs Again, And Where The Interviews Were Located.
Played A Little CS 1.6 And Went For The First Job Interview.
Headed To Ikea At Alexandra Road, But It Wasn't An Interview, Just Writing Our Particulars Down And Dropping It In A Box.
Took A Bus To The Redhill MRT Station And Trained Down To City Hall.
Went For A Job Interview At Sake Sushi At Citylink Mall.
Had To Commited For 4 Months And At LEast Work 4 Days A Week, So Did Not Get The Job.
Tried Our Luck At Our Last Interview.
Trained Down To Potong Pasir For Our Last Job Interview.
They Let Us Have A Trial Run For The Job.
I Was Selected, While Corey Is Still Pending. Try To Convince Them In Accepting Him Tomorrow.
Went Home After That.

I Have A Job As A SiaKang... I Mean General Worker.

So Many Thing To Say, But Now... Will See First.

8.30AM-5.30PM Lunch at 11.30AM-12.30PM (Weekdays)
8.30AM-12.00PM (Saturday)

Don't Like Summarising... Last Time I'm Doing It, Makes Me Fell So Cooped Up Inside My Head, Not Letting My Feelings Out. That Sucks.

Got To Sleep.

There Is Times Where I Just Want To Say
Beautiful
Pretty
Stunning
Gorgeous
Cute
To People Without Others Thinking Too Much.
Thats All I Mean.
Yet I Don't Say It.

Not Letting Out The Feelings Within Feels Heavy.

Why Do I Need A Trigger To Open Up?

I Want To Ask To Help, Will I Be Allowed To Help?

Is Sleeping The Only Way To Speed Things Up?

Bored The Whole Day.

Give Me A Laptop Or Desktop Or A Camera Or A PS3 Or All Of The Above.

My Friend Might Be Right, But I Don't Have The Guts To Do It.

Imaginations Of Being A Superhero And Saving A Damsel In Distress Never Seem To Be Boring.

Yesterday? Went to Hougang Point for an interview at NTUC. Darren told us about it. It wasn't actually an interview, just filling up forms. They will call us if we got it. Frederick is actually working there with Joel, although I did not see Joel. Anyway Freddy messaged me to tell me if they don't reply to us in 2 days time, we should search for other jobs. We went to Darren's house to use his computer to check up on the telephone numbers of the hotels we wanted to work at. Fooled around with his computer for awhile. Went to LAN with Corey and WZ after that. Their L4D sucks. Anyway Corey went home first, so had my pre-dinner with WZ at Kovan. Talked about stuff. Went to the bus-stop near his house and took a 112 home.

Today? At home. Simple Enough.

No One Is Alone, Is Whether Or Not You Want To Be Alone.
Kill, Or Be Killed. It's A Food Chain.
Typing 'LOL' Is A Habit.
Life Isn't Fair, Life Is Fair.

Been exploring Singapore lately in search for a job. Been going for job interviews lately. Was reluctant to go for one today cause it was a public holiday, therefore there will be lesser companies, stores etc. in operation, and it was planned that we did not do anything today. Well, still went to look for a job, while playing around with WZ's Camera. Been sleeping well lately.

Our Owl Hours.

Uninspired Today, That's What A Job Does. Ya, I Can't Multi-Task My Thoughts And Work Well, I Just Do It.

Hiding Stuff Should Be A Crime

Thinking... Nothing.
Too Tired To Think Of Stuff Right Now.
L4D2 Is Calling Out To Me...
I'm Getting Bored... Again.
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What is the verdict today? Boring, stupid, kills brain cells and zombie-fies(Wow! New Word!) you into retards asking for a freaking $10 donation, always with a smile on your face, saying Thank You every second. On the plus side, approaching people is much more easier now for me. On the neutral side, I'm starting to smile more to people when I approach them or talk to them, but I think this side-effect is temporary. Lets start for this morning.

Met up with Corey and WZ for the job we were offered before having prata for breakfast and topping-up my Ez-Link Card. It was late when I met them at the bus-stop. However, we were not late. So, we waited, and waited, and sat down, and waited more, till they called our names and were sent into our individual group. My group leader in-charge of me was call Kris. Short girl, but older than me. Thought me the basic of advertising their product. Oh wait, I forgot. We were working for this charitable organisation called 'Operation Renewal'. It has been on for 16 years, but who the hell knows about it? Anyway, we were selling $10 tickets to help the needy. So we were trained. Introduced ourselves, introduced ourselves more, told a story, made fun off for fun, get a bit enthusiastic then were dispatched to our location where we were going to sell our stuff. Corey and me were lucky to be close. My location was at Hougang Mall, Corey's was at Hougang Central(difference much?). On the other hand, WZ was separated all the way till Outrum(Don't Know How To Spell) Park. Had lunch first. Me and Corey were already talking about quitting during lunch. Anyway, we tried the job. I sold 9 tickets, and was pure dumb luck. Corey and WZ sold only 2 each. After that we slacked and talked to the rest of the students who were scammed by the advertisement in the newspaper. They all had the same thought: being sacked or quitting. We joked around while slacking, talked about a few stuff. It was also flag day today for the St. John's Ambulance Brigade for YuYing(if I'm not wrong) Secondary School, and they were all girls. It felt like a competition. But after awhile, we had small talk with them who were doing Flag Day, they were quite nice and funny. I donated to them as well, although they didn't help me one bit(I'm a sucker for flag day, and a even bigger sucker for girls in skirts who act cute, which means they are cute, and at least look average, and uses a elastic band with a bow on it). Anyway, Corey and me went to Fairprice, where Corey took some pictures of us slacking and bought his kiwis(the fruit) for his mum.
Anyways, my mum called me and asked me to collect pay from them or she will call in for a complain. The organisation never receive any complains before. So I decided to tell my group leader about it. She wanted to pay me, but I did not REALLY(see the emphasis) want to accept it. I also told them that my mum was the type of person who is daring enough(which she actually is) to complain about this type of thing. Newcomers were not suppose to receive pay on their first 'observation' day, but my group leader did not want to take the chance, so she paid me $22 dollars. Corey did not receive any cause his was prepared to not receive it. I wanted to split the money, but he did not want it. So we went home before have his dinner and my pre-dinner at Long John Slivers. Went home after that to use the computer, talk to my cousin, watched Singapore Idol, and had dinner.
I think I left a few parts out, but it doesn't matter much, I think. Or does it? Could have been memorable. Well, and least I have my two working buddies, other than Corey and WZ, Hotmail account. Search for jobs are still on until 3 Dec, and if we don't get a job by then, we are not working anymore.

I Will Miss My New Friends I Made Today.
Damn I'm Too Emotional.
Is That A Bad Thing?

Perfection Is Prospective, Nothing Is Perfect.
Imperfections Makes One Unique In A Perfect Way.
Contradiction Much?

I Have Seen This Before.
Both Sides Have A Path Of Regret.
One Side Is Where You Will Regret.
The Other Is Where You May Regret.
Where You May Regret, You May Satisfy.
But It's Probability, It's Chance.
You Don't Know That Probability.
It Again, Is Chance.
For Some, They Will Regret Again.
For Some, They Avoid These Choices.
For Some, They Seek The Satisfaction.
Only To Fall Into Regret.
So, Will The Regret End If You Keep Trying?
Or, Lose Hope Along This Road Of Chance?

We All Think When There Is No Need For It, We Are All Just Humans.

Always Expect The Unexpected.

I Don't Know, But I Just Feel Like Helping, But Feel Helpless That I Can't Do Anything.

Met up with Corey and WZ at Hougang Mall to prepare for our job interview. I called up the person working at the company, and he told me that the walk-in interview was from 2-4pm. So we had nothing to do during this few hours. We stayed at MacDonald's to look for more jobs in Straits Time's Classified. After awhile we found a job we were interested in, called up and were told to go for a interview at 2:30pm. Then we still had a long time, so we decided to go to Corey's house before we browse around Hougang Mall. We were the first 2 friends he invited to his house. We looked in the street directory for the place we were going to for the interview. Saw his dad, and he looked like one of those Chinese/Japanese/Russian guy with a mustache, small eyes, round head and bald. Like those old bald Chinese officials. Anyway, had lunch at his house, then headed off for the interview. After the interview, went to WZ's House to slack. Went home after that. (It's a summary, I'm lazy)

Bored, Job Tomorrow, Yay, I Guess...

Everyone Is Blinded By Emotions
Nothing Is Ever Too Wrong Too Correct, Its All About When You Correct
Disappointment, You Don't Have To Be
If You Make Failure An Option, Your Chances Of Succeeding Is 50/50, Or Maybe Less
Never Believe In Failures Even Before The Race Has Started, You Are Just Putting On Extra Weight
Nobody Knows, Nobody Sees, Cause Its Hidden, Why Not Let It Out? Thats An Option
Knowing Your Limit? Or Exceeding The Limit? Depends On The Situation
Easier, Less Time Consuming But Feel A Lesser Sense Of Achievement? Then Read The Instructions. Or Harder, Time Consuming But A Greater Sense Of Achievement? Do It Yourself

Went for a game of badminton with Corey, GS and JL. Thats all. What can I say, boredom is taking over soon... Until I find a job. Going for another job interview tomorrow.

Tick-Tock Tick-Tock... Running Out Of Time Soon, For Many Things...