I'm beginning to rot at home. As I'm sitting on the chair at the very moment, I can feel my exterior shedding away and turning into dust. I'm bloody tired, cause of the long hours in front of the flat-screen monitor. I want to go out, but not alone. I'm dying of boredom. It's a Saturday and I bloody have nothing to do than to sit facing the radiating myopia-inducing machine, we call a desktop. Why the fuck is my life like this? Did I do something wrong to deserve this? I don't really know the different between right form wrong (Some thing only). I hate this, even if I log on to MSN, no conversation happens... Only when my friends ask me to play DOTA... I'm seriously getting sick of that game... This is a fucked up life, in a fucked up world..

Had tuition at 9AM-1030AM, it was a Physics extra lesson. Then tomorrow I'm having another one. This is the first time I'm looking forward to tuition. My Chinese tuition was cancel cause it is National Day. I came back, my cousin call me for a match of DOTA. We lost. I ask him if he was going out later. Wild Wild Wet with his friends... Played one match with him then he got to go. Going to have lunch soon, time freaking moves to slow, especially from morning to mid-afternoon. It feels like forever...

Happy National Day by the way. Great job China, at the Bird's Nest Stadium for the Opening of the Olympics, it was totally spectacular and breathe-taking.

Drugs only make my life feel interesting.