It seems that feelings can't be taken away, I wish it could. Anyway feel better from yesterday, just letting out some steam, I will never hold a grudge, but unfairness still lurks around me. I'll try to let bygones be bygones, but than I still think secondary school sucks, worst time of my life. Who cares, just live on with this fucking life till I leave this school. Friends are weird, but I think I still need them. Now I must fuck care about things that are not related to my studies, except CCA and friends. Forget about who like this and that, giving up on all this nonsensical shit. My life is changed, but it's OK, it's for the better. I gave up on a lot of stuff, but that doesn't mean I won't give up on things in in future. Giving up everything now, so I can clear my mind. I hate life, but I just have to live with it, dying soon will be easier to get a new one. Now the scars are everywhere, and aid is at its minimum. My life sucks, but who the hell bloody cares? I don't think anyone reads this shit though.

Next on, I don't think the contest is going to make my life exciting, so I'm canceling it. English was on first. I should have done something for Show-&-Tell. Found this note pad in my bag, wanted to use that, but didn't have the time to think, shall do it tomorrow. Did a failed Biology experiment. Had a boring Chemistry lesson again. We started learning Electromagnetic Waves in Physics. It is also known as a electromagnetic spectrum. From the longer to shorter wavelength in order: Radio waves, Microwaves, Infrared, Visible Light, Ultraviolet rays, X-rays and Gamma Rays. Wow, I can remember that much. Then Chinese, listen to Drugs then went to sleep. Had a really heavy lunch. Then went to Judo. As a QM, I want the right to have the key to the NCC room.

Drugs, it helps.