Changed my Blogskin, do you like it? This is my last post of 2008, so cherish the moment.

My friends and family, it has been a great year, but of course, not everything was great. It was considered neutral, average, middle. But nevertheless, the fun was there. The chalet, the camps, the holidays, the endless hours in class playing the PSP, making a fool out of yourself, the times spent during recess and the time we always look forward to in our daily lives, the weekends. It wasn't the best year, but it was still a hell lot of fun, and those memories will be treasured forever.
Next year will be better, and it something I'm looking forward to. It going to be a whole new
year in another 13 hours, so be prepared. I have many New Year resolutions, but the one I want it to come true is this:
I wish that the world will find the love and forgiveness in everyone.

This might be too early but WISHING EVERYONE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! MAY ALL YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!

I love you all!!!

There Is No Forever, Everything Comes To An End

I have so many things to say right now... But I'm going to play DOTA later, since school is going to reopen and most likely I'm going to play only on Saturdays and Sundays and maybe on Fridays. Post the stories and thoughts some other time.

Well, this is going to be a short post. It was just yesterday where I went to beach road to buy some stuff. Ryan invited me along with JiaLi. First off, JiaLi went to buy ranks for Alif and Eugene, and maybe for herself I think. She said she was broke after buying them. Then Ryan went to buy his and Joyce's Staff Sargent rank for No.3 which he paid 9 dollars, one pair which was 6 dollars, while the other was 3 dollars. Beach road never fails to scam us. Wanted to buy another standard 2, but most of the stores were close, and the shop selling badges were currently out of stock, especially those 2... In the end, I bought a Oreo. Had lunch there as well. We went back, to Serangoon Bus Interchange, wher JiaLi departed from there. Ryan and me went to Kovan to do some stuff. We were bored so we decided to pay a visit to WZ. Stayed there for awhile. WZ left for his muay thai, while Ryan and me went home. That's all for yesterday.

Today, cleaned my room. Yay! It looks neater now. At least I can see the tabletop. Lunched at home, and went out with Marjorie and WZ. Bought some stuff to eat. Then went to the near-by playground for some nonsense. Went to pick Alex up, and there was more nonsense. Ok, so I left after that. Went home for dinner, and here I am.

What You See In The Mirror Is Not Always True

I was to tired to blog yesterday... Had fun at the SBM Chalet. It was fun, but lazy to specify the details. Might be changing blogskin soon. I'm seriously bored stiff. Hopefully, I'll be prepared for the coming year.

3 days and 30mins left...

I just found out something.... I don't think... I think I'm lying....

I sometimes wonder why like like girls. Is it because of Puberty, where my hormones are rising? Human Instinct, where it is a natural behavior? Or is it because I think she is the one for me? Scrap that last idea. Somehow, it just total crap for now. At the moment, what I see, I like.
Usually, is that pretty face which lures me. I'm a guy, what do you expect? We see a hot/cute girl, we like, till we figure out their bad situation/problem/attitude or just lost interest, and that's when we stop giving chase. From this we either make friends or ignore. Then we find someone else to chase.
Sometimes I wonder why I give chase? Mostly it ends up in hurt, pain, suffering and the other feelings when you feel heart-broken. It is somewhat like a game of Risk, where a wrong move, action or word can suddenly result in your downfall. Allies becomes your enemies, and sometimes enemies become your allies. Weird isn't it? So it just like any other boardgames we play.
Things can be patched up, but sometimes it doesn't feel the same anymore. Sometimes it's best to keep it from others until they find out themselves, or sometimes it's best to tell them, which might end up in a happy ending. We make the decisions, but sometimes it comes out the way you didn't want it to be. Wow, there are a lot of 'sometimes' here.
It's all by chance. Yet, I take still take those chances, which resulted in my downfall. Mostly, it doesn't affect me, but on occasions, it take me awhile to get back on my feet. Yet, I give chase to another. Sometimes, I think I'm being an idiot,'why do something that pains you and gain nothing out of it?' Other times, I think it worth it,'it a learning lesson, that won't happen again'. It happens again, and I repeat the same mistake. Then the whole cycle continues.
What if it turns out the way you wanted it to be? Acceptance? It just result in happiness, more chances and more worries till break-up or forever. It's just the beginning.
Still, I haven't found the answer for my question,'Why Do I Like Girls?' Or have I?

Anyway, that is getting really boring. Now back to the topic about a boy spending his day at NCC for Promotion Parade, lunch at MacDonald's, Back home starring at the computer like a moron, chatting with friends, and doing nothing interesting for the next 12 hours. I think my work here is done. Great job Titiny Qwerz™.

I'm going crazy, I need a doctor quick.

The terrible death of a friend, of someone close to you, of someone you love is tragic. It shatters your heart to dusk, creating misery and sorrow, and yet, it's left behind by some, inside the dark corners of the soul, unable to view, unable to seek, forever forgotten. When death approaches to all, we see our true friends, and those who abandon us, seeking for survival. Selfishness grows stronger and show the other side of us, the side where we always said we will never fall in, but yet we did. Excuses of being dragged in by the darkness, in actual fact, you fell on your own accord. Some seek for forgiveness, while others follow that path that of darkness. Is it too late for forgiveness? The feeling of resentment, regret, can they be forgiven? That's when all is reveal and see their true colours.

What's about today? Nothing. I waiting for school to reopen.

An Orange May Sometimes Mistaken For An Apple.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!

I took something, something that should not be mine. I did not seek for allowance, I just took it willingly. That secret treasure box is in my possession, and yet the guardian is unaware.
The guardian, thinking that it would be safe, left it in the hands of the gatekeeper. The guardian told him to protect it, but did not tell him what it is. Out of curiosity, the gatekeeper took a peek into the box. That was when I came in. I took advantage of the chance and removed it from his hands. The gatekeeper tried to stop me, but my speed was an advantage, and left the gatekeeper only a trail of footprints as I disappeared at the horizon.
I took my time admiring the goodies in that box. I even showed the goodies to a fellow knight. After awhile, a thought came into my mind: The gatekeeper is going to get screwed by the king and his guardian. At that moment, I felt guilty, a decision full of regrets. A merchant told me if this ever happened, do something to save it. I was confused and did not know what to do. I don't think there is anything I could do to save it. I consulted the gatekeeper, who gave me a hard pounding when I asked. We were both screwed. We both wished that time can turn back, and prevented all of this from happening.
We are cherishing the minutes till our execution, until the truth is spoken. Day by day we wait in fear. How long can we avoid this? The lies will multiply more and more if it continues. Since the crime is committed, we were prepared for the consequences, but weren't ready to face it.
Till that time comes, they hide in fear and regret.

Like the story? I was bored so decided to type a story, typical me. Can you guess the moral by the way? If you could, I will give you a cookie. A COOKIE!
I used some of the ideas from other blogs and personal messages from my friends to form this story. Pretty impressive, right? I had some stuff to talk about, but I forgot... Typical me(again). So this post will be considered quite short.

Anyway, I decided to go for badminton today with WZ, Nicole, Kuku and Joyce. I woke up about 9AM+. I looked at the weather and it was raining. I kept calling WZ, but no response. So I went back to sleep until 10AM+. Gave him a call again and asked him where was the meeting place. So took a bath, had breakfast and travelled to Hougang Mall by bus. I thought I was late, but turns out I was the earliest there. Waited for everyone to arrive at MacDonald's. Obviously, Joyce was the last one to arrive. After badminton, and receiving a few hits from a high-speed shuttlecock, it was off to lunch. After lunch, we roam around the so-called 'playground'. Went took Nicole's house after that for Monopoly. Playing some PS2 games with Kuku while the rest used the computer. Kuku left, and I had to play with myself. Joyce, WZ and Nicole went to play badminton again. I sat at one side playing with handphone games and looking through WZ's wallet. Hope he does not read this part, Haha. Sorry WZ, I was bored. I hate it when your handphone games sometimes hang. I walked with them to Hougang Mall, and from there I left for home. After that, went to my cousin's house to celebrate Christmas. Had a great time there. Another 6 minutes there will be another post.

Sins Are Bad.

I'm thinking too much... Post it once I come back.

Now Something Is Voided In Me, And That Something Is In Me...

I need something or someone to occupy my time, life is such a boring thing at the moment. Isn't there anything or anyone to occupy my time with? I bored staring at the freaking computer the whole day! Why the fuck I'm I repeating myself again! I'm I really that bored? Nigel came my house today to use the computer. I'm so sick of Defence Of The Ancients! Saw that? I was so bored I typed out DOTA in full! I having a headache just by looking at it!

I need fun...

Am I mature? I'm asking myself that question... What do you guys and girls out there think? I might not look mature, but am I behaving that way? I wish to know... Somehow, I felt little more mature after all the camps I participated during the school holidays, and it made me thinking(yet again) 'in what way do I feel mature?' What do you guys think about being mature? Is something needed to show that you are mature? Or is there a ritual to being a man/woman? Will it just come by itself? Or do you have to search for maturity? Can anyone answer this questions? Or is it for me to answer? I sometimes think that the mind is playing a game with me. Giving me riddles and asking me to solve them. Is there an answer? I gave it a thought, and found out this:
If you THINK that it is the road to maturity, so be it.

Many people have different opinions on how to be 'grown-up'. If it is something positive and acceptable to the society, I consider that as 'moving a step closer upon being a man/woman'. Like I said, if you think being childish is the path to maturity, so be it. It could be a ritual to them, or might be retarded to others. The mind will never stay the same. It undergoes changes resulting to your maturity, and it depends on your mindset whether to speed up or slow it down the process. No matter how long it takes, maturity will set in.

In my case, I there is a way to speed up maturity, but you have to put it to use, continue practicing, make it a habit and become a way of life. This are the few points:

1)Show Yourself, Make Friends- Let people know that you are around. Be acknowledge. It will give you a good feeling when you are acknowledge. Don't hide in that dark corner alone, avoidance will stir misunderstandings and create avoidance from others as well. Friends can help guide and spot out your mistakes when something wrong is done, that's why you need them.

2)Sharing Helps- Share with others your thoughts and feelings, it will make you feel better by letting the mountain you have been carrying slide off your back. Carry no worries and it will be easier for you to move, to think and to listen. Your mind will be clear.

3)Open, But Not All The Way- Be open to suggestions and feedback. You can learn from your mistakes, and how not to repeat it and how to improve on it. You, yourself can be open as well. Just be careful not to go overboard, it might hurt his/her feelings, unless you know that he/she can accept that fact. You also have to remember when is the right time to open up as well.

4)Please And Thank You- Be polite, mind your manners. Try to be polite around your friends, family, and everyone around you. When asking for something say 'please', and upon receiving it, say 'thank you'. Wait when everyone is at the table, then you start eating, and remember to acknowledge people around you, don't ignore them.

5)Lead And They Will Follow- Step up when you have the chance, take lead and bring the colony to freedom. If can do that, great job. If you are not the one leading, no problem. A great leader has to lead their strong warriors out to battle, and he needs your help to win that battle, so help him whenever possible.

6)Speak When You Know- Speaking the right things at the right time. This is important, this prevents conflict and misunderstandings. Do not speak when it's not your time to speak, it is consider being impolite. Remember to think through before saying anything.

7)Understand To Love Yourself- Understand yourself, it is one of the most important things you have to know. Try to figure out what you look like, how you talk, what you think and from there, you can change and find love in you. If you don't know anything about yourself, ask your friends or family, just be prepared what they are about to say.

8)Love For Others- Simply put it: To love others, you have to love yourself.

It is quite a brief list of things I thought about maturity. If I wrote the full story, it would be morning already. I'm say this yet again, this is my opinion about maturity, it could be right for some people, it could be wrong for others. It up to you to decide.

Today was simply boring. Had tuition for Physics, then Chemistry, where Shermin joined the class. Went to KFC with her for lunch. She left for Biology, while I went to the toilet, then home. Had a Webcam chat with Ryan. Played a bit of DOTA, blog and chatted with Joyce, my cousin's friend, my cousins.

Words Are Simple, Actions Are Difficult

It seems my days of boredom has finally come to an end! Till school reopens I mean.

Woke up early and went for Guo's church party. Met many new people there, and had tons of fun games! I love the chocolate cake... sang Christmas carols a watch a show about a guys life and how did being Christian change his life. I love these life-changing stories. Played more and headed for Hougang Mall. Bought a few stuff and was wondering around, browsing around. Met up with Bubukid. Headed for Potong Pasir for my Buddhist talk. Headed for MacDonald's to meet up with the seniors. Walked to the place and listened to the talk. Met up with my other cousins along the way as well. Had a feedback session for those who went for the camp. Went home after eating dinner with my cousins.

Saying Is Simple, Action Is Difficult

I accepted my official Nickname: Titiny Qwerz™

I have been away from home for 7 days... But it was worth it. I love the camp, I love my friends, I love everything now... I think. I was a really great impact on me, I have changed since this past 7 days away from home.

Everything comes to an end.
I harvest the fruits of my labour, which was lemons, and then made lemonade.
Life is a bitch, so don't let that the bitch overpower you, instead, give them the lemonade you made.
Titiny is quiet and think too much when it is nighttime, this is the exact opposite in the morning. Proven by Dr Qwerz™ from the University of Mind Development.
Friends, they are hard to find these days, but not impossible.

The grouping wasn't really what I had in mind, I would have preferred to go into Two Piece, but after the days we spent together as a team, and not to mention Best Cheer Award, Feelings for this group has tighten... And I'm missing them every minute of it. The Ice-Breakers were not enough for me to remember everyone names, sorry guys and gals. I love have themes for the camp, but with the big group of friends, it was difficult to complete our task on time.

Official Jack Jack Cheer

Jack Jack are you ready?
(Ready!)
Ready?
(Ready!)
Ready?
(Ready! Steady! Bom-Pi-Pi!)
Who's in the house?
(Say J-A-C-K!)
Who's in the house?
(Say J-A-C-K!)
Who's in the house?
(Say J-Aaaa-C-K! Say J-Aaaa-C-K!)
3,2,1!
We Like To Move It Move!
We Like To Move It Move!
We Like To Move It Move!
WE LIKE TO MOVE!
We Like To Move It Move!
We Like To Move It Move!
We Like To Move It Move!
WE LIKE TO MOVE!

Jack Jack ka-la-la-la!
Jack Jack ka-la-la-la!
Jack Jack has his pacifier, say Suck! Suck! Suck It Up!
Jack Jack Likes To Suck It UP!
Jack Jack has his superpowers, say Flame! Flame! Flame It Up!
Jack Jack Likes To Flame It UP!
Jack Jack has his milk bottle, say Drink! Drink! Drink It Up!
Jack Jack Likes To Drink It UP!
Jack Jack Likes To Suck It UP! Flame It UP! Drink It UP!
Ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh... JACK JACK!

I love the games and the cheering! It's so fun and exciting! Especially The night mission! I received friendly fire on my way back... WTF! The talks were interesting, and the campfire rocks my socks off! I love you JACK JACK! I love everyone! The best camp I had so far!

Chalet was a hell of a night to remember! BBQ and drunkards! Truth and Dare! Escape! I miss everything, but everything comes to and end. I will miss that feeling...

Great job... Now let's began...

I was bored, so decided to change my blogskin. Going to be away for 5 days starting from tomorrow, I have camp with my cousins.

Is a good thing to think, but sometimes thinking too much has it disadvantages. Thinking can cause misunderstandings, because whatever you thought wasn't what that guy/gal was trying to say from their actions. Instead, you think of something negative, which misleads to misunderstanding. We are curious people, but when we don't get what we want to know, we tend to think why or what. Secrets are meant to be told, but not kept. It's impossible to keep a secret forever. Even thinking positive sometimes wouldn't help, because the thought is there. Being open is the best way to stop getting misunderstood. Keeping lies or secrets for too long can stir up plenty of things, bad ones. The truth is the best way out of misunderstandings. Sometimes we tend to think what people thinks about us, and this also creates the above. Feedback is a good way to avoid that kind of behavior as well. Never take feedback as something negative, take it as neutral, or even positive. It tells you where to work on in order to change for the better. This might be bullshit to some, but might be true to others. It's a piece of advice, weather you what to take it or not, it up to you.

Yesterday was great. Had kayaking again. Many people capsized, some was on purpose, some wasn't. About 11-15 capsizes. They thought us how to save someone who capsized out at sea, which means everyone had to capsize again. At least this time I did it right. After that we had lunch. Then out to sea we went. that is where the numerous number of people start to capsize. They thought us a few new tricks we can use when were were out at sea. I was really fun. We went back and washed up. We received our certificates and have a group picture taken. We played Ouch! to kill time before our bus arrived. headed for KFC again, and went to the Libary. For the full story, please visit SinLee's blog, or any other blog who went for the one star course.

I'm the 4th.

I'm so tired... Yet I want to blog... Should I blog about today? I will do it after the quiz SinLee passed to me, and it's the same quiz I did few months ago.

1. Who's the person that tagged you?
SinLee

2. Relationship between you and her?
My So-called mother

3. Three impressions of her?
Crazy, fail at spelling and (I can't believe I'm going to say this) fat.

4. If she becomes your enemy, you will?
Do nothing, she won't be able to do anything that will kill me.

5. What will you say to the person you like very much?
I like you.

6. Characteristic i like about myself?
Random, always thinking and helpful

7. Characteristic i hate about myself?
Lazy, being a back-stagger and distracted

8. For the person whom you hate, you say?
I don't hate anyone, but to anyone who hate me, hate will just shorten your lifespan

9. What do people feel about you?
My mind wonders too much, so I don't really know how people feel about me

10. Your crush?
Not sure, it comes and goes

11. Pass this to 10 people.(You don't have to do it, because this are the 10 people who came to my mind first, and some of them don't have blogs)
1 Corey
2 Ryan
3 WeiZhuang
4 Joyce
5 GuoSheng
6 Nigel
7 SinLee
8 JiaLiang
9 Marjorie
10 Javen

12. If 5 & 7 were together?
(GuoSheng & SinLee)
They are my So-called Dad & Mum

13. Who does 5 like?
(GuoSheng)
His a playboy(haha), so I don't really know.

14. What colour does 9 like?
(Marjorie)
Not sure... Red?

15. Say something about 8
(JiaLiang)
Loves to bite ears

16. Who is 2?
(Ryan)
Ryan, my good friend

17. Talk about 3
(WeiZhuang)
Short, over-hyper random guy

18. Who is 10's best friend?
(Javen)
Must be me

19. Who's the sexiest among all 10?
None of them, they all look the same... Human...

20. What colour does 4 like?
(Joyce)
Red

21. Is 4 single?
(Joyce)
Yes, currently

22. Your relationship with 1?
(Corey)
He was my Ex, now have relationship with 2(Ryan). HAHA

23. Are 5 & 6 best friends?
(GuoSheng & Nigel)
Ya, we are

24. 9's surname?
(Marjorie)
Ng.

25. 7's nickname?
(SinLee)
Don't know... Ah-Fat? SL? Mum?

26. Say something to 8.
(JiaLiang)
Stop chewing on ears

27. Say something to help 9.
(Marjorie)
Good Luck in becoming a pilot, you will need it

28. Who does 1 admire?
(Corey)
Someone in his church

29. Where does 1 live?
(Corey)
somewhere near Kovan a Hougang Sports Complex

30. 10 of them know who you like?
I don't even know who I like...

31. Say something to 6 when you see him/her.
(Nigel)
Nigay!!!

32. 10's spouse?
(Javen)
XiangJing, my So-called uncle Kuku's wife

~~~END OF QUIZ~~~
(Pleasc check your answers for mistakes)

Well... Lets start off today. (Had to use reference from Joyce's blog, I'm too tired to think) Arrived at school about 9:05AM. Waited for Miss Nadleen before we could board the bus. Arrived at Changi Beach. Started the day off with introductions from our instructors, Eugene and Ting Sheng. Introduced the parts of the kayak to us and some of their uses. They had to teach us a few safety precautions about the kayak before we could go out to sea.
We had to wear shoes, and most of use were wearing sandals, so they asked those who did not wear covered footwear to borrow them, and the shoes were all unwanted ones they recovered from people who did not want them. The shoes were so old and tattered. Reminder, bring shoes tomorrow. Took our life-vest, paddle, kayak and headed for the beach. We had a capsize drill to learn what to do if the kayaks we were in capsized. I hate the feeling of water running into your nose. We also learned how to get back into the kayak when you are in water. I had to constantly empty my shoe which was full of sand, and have sand in my shoe without socks was painful.
Washed up and went for lunch. As usual, Wei Zhuang mixed the leftovers on the plates into who-knows-what? Went back to carry more kayaks for everyone. Learned how to paddle the different styles, and we're off! The sea was very rough, and it stated drizzling. I missed the first 2 times trying to make a chain together with the others, but the next few times was easier for me. So far, 5 people capsized(not according in order): Alex, Chun Wee, Chun Kiat, Julia and Juan.
We had to stop since there was already slight rain. We quickly empty the water-filled kayaks and hurry back to the place of arrival. Along the way, the downpour started. The wind was extremely strong, so strong that a few trees stayed in the position of where the wind was blowing after the storm ended. It was like a hailstorm. The rain pelted so fast and hard onto everyone, it felt like someone was trowing a thousand pieces of ice onto you. everyone reached safely back, with a few cuts and bruises.
Had a headcount. We retrived our items and changed into our dry clothing and headed back to school. The girls were bored in the bus back, so they started taking pictures of people on the bus sleeping. Had KFC with Sinlee, Joyce, Nicole, ShiYing, Marjorie, WenTing, WeiZhuang and Gerald. WeiZhuang, Gerald and me left early for home. Took a bath, ate dinner, watched TV, blog.

That was a mouthful... Wonder what wound happen tomorrow...

I wish I could change many things, starting from me.

I'm missing everything already... Sadly, everything has to leave us, and it was made possible. We just have to prepare for departure, separation, removal, disappearance, destruction or just plain gone. Sometimes it means nothing when it leaves, sometimes it means so much that you could die to sense it again. But nothing last forever, dwelling in the past too much can cause a person to haywire, go insane and many other side-effects that I can think off, but think there is no need to list. Stay present, keep moving forward, and be aware and prepared for what the future has installed for you.

Fun. That is a simple word to express the day. Great times, great jokes, great memories.
I was prepared to leave tuition. I left on time, and met up with Guo at Hougang MRT Station. I was walking as fast as possible to the MRT Station, I saw 113, and began and mad dash towards the bus. Soon after, we reached Vivo and waited for JL and Jeremy. Jeremy arrived ahead of JL. Now we had to wait for YuLing at the Station entrance. While waiting, we started cracking jokes and played Bleach™ to kill time. After a period of time, she arrived. Along the way, we met up with Gina, JiaHui, FengZhu and Lena. Went Shopping for foodstuffs. I was playing DJmax™ while the shopping occurred. More jokes and laughter. After the food was paid for, we met up with Deborah and Constance.
Took a LRT-shaped train to Sentosa. We were still talking bullshit as we ventured. At the station, we came down and decided to take a tram to Siloso Beach. We guys further decided that walking was faster. After awhile, the girls followed as well. Arrived and made our picnic-site. Started munching down on the food we bought. Crap more as well, something about underwear, survival training, how Guo will go berserk if there were sand in his shoe and how JL and Jeremy were going to make it happen. Humour was in the air.
Nicolas, Matthew and Company(Jody, Daryl, Archer) arrived after that. They went half naked and had a dip in the sea. We started playing some games, the girls were willing to do the forfeit when they lost, but JL and Guo refused. Anyway we wondered around the beach, and Sand-Wars started. I was enjoying the action. Kane, XiangJing and BoLun joined in with us soon. Nicolas ask me if I wanted to play Rugby with them, since they were short of a player. So I was in Nicolas team, along with Jody and Archer. Matthew, Daryl, XiangJing and Kane were on the other team. We own them in Rugby. Half-time, and they had a dip in the sea. Folded up my jeans and walked around in the water.
Found out that Mdm Tan, Pam, Priscilla and Vanessa were around. Next half, we still won. Then Soccer, which we lost by 1 to 2 goals. After that watched more action as I walked around near shore while the Jeremy, Jl and Guo started Water-Wars with Lena, JiaHui, Pam, FengZhu and Priscilla. I wasn't involved till Priscilla back-stab me. Had my payback. I started friendly-fire, and somehow, Jeremy and Guo exchanged fire too. We went to relax. Jeremy and Guo were then stuck in a 1-on-1 fighting game. JL was using Jeremy, and BoLun was using Guo. Turns out that Jeremy lost, because he was too pussy.
Anyway, Vanessa started requesting for people to help make sandcastles with her. Turns out I was the one helping her. So we started making it out of plastic cups. After awhile, she poured sand on my head because my sandcastles were better than hers. In the end, we dug a hole in the sand. Lena wanted to pour water at me because she thought I splashed water at her. I did not, but she kept thinking that it was me who did it. Turns out I didn't and wasn't splashed at and by her.
We headed for Vivo to have dinner. Steamboat buffet was on the menu. Met Jo'di, Janner and Jolene on the way to dinner, and Edna, then Joel at dinner. Laughed even more there, Jeremy got burned by hot soup because of Guo, he failed to crack the eggs and all the insides dripped onto the table, we drank hot and spicy soup and it stung our tongues till it went numb. YuLing laughed at all I mentioned. We had other jokes, like eating Jeremy's 'hair' which was made of seaweed.
Everyone was happily eating, it was an enjoyable moment. Me and JL walked around the mall since he felt very bloated. Looked around in Challenger™, and went back after that. Wrote our good-bye messages to Mdm Tan, because she is leaving school next year, and won't be our form teacher anymore, and gave it to her in a card. Nicolas and Company left, we walked around and took pictures with everyone, even at the buffet.
Departed outside Disio™(I think that how to spell it) with a few photo taken there. Left Edna, Jolene, Pam, Jo'di, YuLing, BoLun, JL, Jeremy, Guo, Mdm Tan and me. Took a few pictures and off we went for home. YuLing and BoLun followed us 4 to the MRT Station, while Mdm Tan went off, and the rest went to look at candy. YuLing and BoLun did not board the same MRT with us though. Jeremy tooked a bus home I think, JL alighted at OutrumPark, while me and Guo played GundamSeed™ all the way to Hougang. He made a mad dash to 165 and boarded the bus home. I waited for 112. Bathed, replied tags, tagged a few people, went on facebook, had a chat with my cousin online, started blogging.

I love lots of things:
Japanese Movies and Shows-> They make the small, large.
Friends-> Read the above
Family-> Always there when needed
The World-> It so facinating
Granado Espada(GE)-> Great MMORPG
The Acer's Predator™-> Liquid cooling, 2 graphics cards and its orange!
SuperPowers-> Who wouldn't?
Food-> Really, who wouldn't?
QWERZ-> The name I created
Etc.-> Makes me stop saying more

I love all of you people out there! I wish I could know everyone!

The Future? It's Scary, So Be Prepared.
(Yet Again I Am Cheating Time-> 11:59PM 12/9/08 which should be 1:25AM 12/10/08)

I haven't been posting for a very long time... Why? I'm rotting... Every single day was boring... At home starring at the computer, it driving me crazy! It seems like I'm stuck in the same timezone, over and over again. At least I know time was moving when Nigel visited yesterday. We both were feeling the radiation of the computer screen, but this time I wasn't the one using it, thank god.

Due to the time of loneliness and boredom I spent, I figured out many things, but somehow I only can remember a few. As usual, here are a list of things I have been thinking for the past one week, I think:

Fact #1: Girls look best when they go to their Prom Night.
Fact #2: Persevere when something good comes out of it and its side-effects
Fact #3: Do a bad cause, have a bad effect, making you do a good cause, to receive back the good effect
Fact #4: Quantum Winter Equinox Resurrecting Zealot (QWERZ)
Fact #5: Your parents and family are the true people who will help you in times of crisis
Fact #6: Somethings are just too dangerous, even though we crave for it
Fact #7: Everything is nothing, unless you think otherwise
Fact #8: When I'm busy, give me a call on my phone, or I might not respond
Fact #9: I don't know everything, but enough to help

The Gone Has Arrived, Rejoice!

I'm Missing Everyone Already...

Nothing exciting happened, as usual. Counting the days... Place an IPod on my blog... Now I'm bored.

Equinox, I Like The Sound Of It. I Like That Word.

Changed My Blogskin!!!! And I Love This One!!! It's December!!! Anyone from E1 Done Their Homework Yet? Please Read My Post Below This One!!! Just Telling You There Is Aonther Post Down There!!! DOn't Have To Read It, Just Be Aware!!

Boredom Overcomes Fear.

This is getting stupid, I'm starting to talk to myself... I need to get a life. Although I already have one, I need to find a better one.

The Genius Is Within Everyone, Is Your Decision To Use It On White Or Black.

Somethings Are Meant To Be Said, But Not Spoken Off.

Sometimes I Think I'm An Idiot For Reasons I Don't Even Know Why.

Perseverance Is Either Achieving Satisfactory, Or Receiving Discrimination From Others.

I think I should change my blogskin, I have been using Naruto Themes too much.

It's an utterly boring day today. Booked the chalet for Wei Zhuang and company, had plenty of trouble doing that. Now let me wonder off into the zone.

I think too much.
Or I'm I Imagining Things?
I Wonder Why I'm Not Good.
I Wonder Why I'm Not Bad.
Should There Be A Day Where I Can See Beauty?
Or The Day I See Evil?
All This Seems Random To You,
But To Me It's Not.
I Don't Understand Things.
Yet I Understand Plenty.
Pictures Of My Mind Drifting Off To Wonderland.
Or To The Depths Of Earth.
I Don't Know Which Will Happen.
I Want To Know The Effect Before The Cause.
But Like I Said,
I think too much.

One Day I See You, The Next Your Gone. What If That Day Never Ends? I Will Be Stuck In That Parallel Dimension. I Won't Be That Fool, But Yet, I Think I'm Already Stuck Without Knowing.

It's 12:01AM... No... 12:02AM. Time to cheat time and put it at 11:59PM.

Lets start from Thursday, shall we? Went out for badminton with Corey, Nigel, Guo Sheng and Ryan. Actually me and Nigel did not play at all. Nigel's reason was that that he has been playing tennis for so long, he is not used to play badminton now. Bullshit. That answer resulted him in 60 seconds(or more) of humping, by our very own Guo Sheng and Corey! I just suck at badminton, so just came by to pass them their Class Tee, collect my charger, and played PSP. I got hit in the head by badminton rackets a few times, ouch. Guo Sheng and Nigel headed home, while Ryan and me accompanied Corey home. After doing that, Ryan and me decided that instead of going home, we will take a bus down to the nearest LAN shop. To do what? Play of course. Played for 1 hour, took a bus home. We saw Wei Zhuang at the bus-stop, and pretended to ignore him.

The Mind Of A Simpleton Could Actually Have The Complexity Of A Genius.

Friday was... Boring, on the computer the whole time. Slept at 3AM today, and woke up at 12:30PM. Was Bored today as well. Please find me something to do. I'm saying please this time, so please reply to this message. Give me a list of things to do and I might just reward you a cookie. A COOKIE.

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It time to blog. Starting form Saturday. If you had read from Marjorie's blog, We went to FightWorks to watch a boxing tournament. Sat on the seats available, but we had to sit on the mats for some reason. We were playing around with the Anti-Burst Exercise Ball. The competition started. After awhile, most of us were not paying attention to the match. During the second or third interval, we left. Most of them went back to Hougang, some of us decided to take a detour to Tampines. On the bus, Alex, Marjorie, Wei Zhuang and me listen to the perverse thoughts and ideas which were imagined by the secondary ones from Fatul and Olivia. The almost surpass the level of that of Ryan's. Decided having dinner at Han's. Fatul did not join us. Olivia left after her meal. Wei Zhuang and Alex were cutting watermelons and pouring other red stuff into the plate of minced watermelon. Took 72 to Hougang Point. That's where we decided to start prank-calling people. It was totally hilarious. I almost laugh my ass out loud.

The Mind Is The Strongest Weapon Anyone Can Have.

Sunday, nothing special, at home looking at the stupid boxes I call computer and television.

Okto Is Something That I watch Every Night.

Monday, met Wei Zhuang and Marjorie at Compass Point. I forgot there was Muay Thai, so came in my home clothes. Bought them cookies as well. After lunch, met up with my maid to get my PE attire. Changed and ruched to school. Had Muay Thai, where we learn Wai Kru. Had a before-dinner snack. Prank-called so other cadets again. Back home.

Can You Think What I'm Thinking Now?

Yesterday. Went to FightWorks again for Muay Thai training. Before that, met up with Sin Lee, Marjorie and Wei Zhuang at Compass Point for lunch. Saw Donnovan, he told me he was working at OG and asked me who I was waiting for. After lunch, Joyce took the kayaking form and passed it to Sin Lee. Wanted to ask her if she wanted the cookies now, but the others asked me to keep quiet. Bought Sin Lee cookies. Departed there and headed for school. Took a bus hired by Miss Nadleen to FightWorks. Had warm-up, 10 minutes on the skipping ropes, shadow boxing, some kicks and punches and Wai Kru. Went to Hougang Mall after that. Bought bubble tea and left after that.

Music Is Something I Heard Whenever An Action Is Carried Out, Or Am I Just Going Mad?

Today, went to school to collect the class T-Shirts for Guo Sheng, Nigel, Jeremy and myself. Corey was there as well to collect his class tee, so I talked to him until we reach the bus stop. Walked back to school and took a bus to FightWorks. Skipping ropes, kicks and punches, light sparing. Gerald is fast at his legs, but he is easily tricked. Said our good-byes and took a bus to Hougang. All the others went home, so it was only Ryan, Alex and me who went for a before-dinner snack. Talked about some computer stuff, and headed for home.

Time for dinner!

The Enthusiasm Was There In The Early Years, Now That Feeling Has Disappeared.

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4 Days has past, well, in more than 15 hours you should be able to see a new post, so till then, wait for it, or don't bother.

The Abundance Of Homo-Sapiens Sometimes Question Me About Their Intellect

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I'm have a kaleidoscope of things in my mind right now, but I'm lazy to blog such a long post... What to do? Simple, scrap the word laziness out of my thoughts and continue with what I'm doing.

I'm a back-stager. I lead from the back and do not take credit for the job well done. I keep things bottle up myself and seldom receive acknowledgement. I can be a great leader, but I don't have the self-confidence that resides within me. That's something I need to grasp hold of, and I have to start searching for it from now on. I also have to step up more and show that my helpfulness is to no avail. I have to gain the acknowledgement which will create great results among myself and the rest of my team. Take note of this.

Day one was something to remember. We settle down at the campsite. Our instructor, Tony was the lead facilitator of this whole camp.Played 'Alphabet Race'. It shows us that there are people with different ideas and mind-set. A game where everyone has a letter and we have to find others with letters than can form from 4-7 words. We formed our groups after that. The group had to consist of at least 3 Alpha, Bravo and Charlie, and has to have 5 people. Our Team consisted of 16 people. Song Jie, Ying Chong, Choon Wee, Xin Hao, Wei Ting, Fariz, Nulfal, Michelle, Yee Xuan, Xiang Yue, Hui Qi, Gerald, Wei Zhuang, Shi Ying, Choon Kiat and me. Our team facilitator was Jones, and he was a really great guy. There was another game which involve throwing paper balls into a basket. A few people were called to somewhat disturb yet encourage them. The theme of it was encouragement, and how people reacts to different types of it. It also shows us that by setting goals, we can achieve better results. We named our Team "'Indiana' Jones" and it was thanks to the name of our facilitator, Jones. Played 'Ouch!', and that game really hurts, but it hurt Wei Zhuang even more. Most of our thighs were turning red. Had our low elements, and it was really challenging. But at least we completed most of our stations at least once. The last station we completed twice. It was Dinner Time! Before dinner, we went into our bunks. Corey threaten us that he will rape us all tonight. Played 'Mind-Field'. It was all about memory, teamwork and perseverance, as well as self-awareness. In the end, our team completed it first! Waited for the other teams, debrief, and 2 hours of free time! Took a bath, and started going crazy in our bunks. Talked about lots of guy stuff. Corey started taking pictures of us. It was just too hilarious when all of us were in the bunk. Even after nights out, laughter could still be heard. Slept at 2am plus. We had panelling, and Wanted! team won. Our team had too wash toilet.

Next day, turns out that we did not had to wash toilets! I woke up due to the fact Corey humping Ryan, and Ryan was sleeping just next to me. The cleaner already help us. Thank You mysterious cleaner! Had breakfast and off to for Kayaking! We were brief on how to kayak. Moved the kayaks to Kallang Basin. Had our buoyancy test with our floatation devices on. Went I stepped into the water, I felt so disgusted! But aftr awhile, I got used to it. Kayaked all the way to our destination. I team up with Song Jie. Great fun man. Had some activities. Lunch, then the final activity, where a few guys and to be in the water to connect the kayaks as we moved from point to point. at each point, more had to get out. After completing that, we celebrated by splashing water at each other! I got Corey to fall in! Paddle back to the location where we started. Great job Song Jie, We capsized Julia and Sin Lee! Went to return the kayaks and walked back to our campsite. Took our bath, ate dinner, and had a feedback session with the whole NCC. Went crazy in the bunk again. Don't want to go deep into what happen that night. Ryan, you totally got owned.

Next day, we won panelling, so our team was leading in the morning stretch. Played this game 'Silent-Web'. It's just a game where you have to keep silent, and move a string through the holes of the man-made web. Did not complete it, but we were happy that we did not give up. We were to complacent. We almost finished, but at the last few holes, the web moved. Anyway had our high elements, although not everyone did every element. We shared element with 'Wanted!' because we had to stick to the game plan, like what Jones said. Two groups from each team went up the rock wall. Many people at the left of the wall had trouble climbing. But many of them did not give up, and that what I like, determination. Anyway it started to rain, so we had another activity under this huge tent(don't know what is it called). Our team had to stand on a ground sheet, and had to flip it over with everyone still in contact to it. In the end, we combined mats with 'Wanted!' team and completed the job. Had a game of 'Ouch!' with the NCC after me and the guys sang and talk crap in the bunk. BBQ time! Me and Gerald help to BBQ the food for everyone who came to us, in turn we ourselves did not eat much. Anyway had a session where we gave feedback to everyone. We had this exchanging of gems session, where we gave gems to people to those we acknowledge. I got many gems, but deceided to just keep one since one is enough to represent the whole of this camp. A group of Charlies (Joyce, Shi Ying, Corey, Guo Sheng, Wei Long, Alex, Juan and me) had a talk with the Alpha guys. That was where we found out that Juan was going to be a future bouncer. The guys all felt tired and went to sleep. Then Wei Zhuang and Sin Lee had a talk with us concerning the Bravos. After that we all prepared for bed.

Final day, Ryan, Corey, Wei Zhuang, Gerald and me left for camp early for the shooting competition. We reached there at about 830am. And stayed there for 10 hours. The girls arrived later on. Had dinner outside and went home.

Mixed feelings I had at that camp was simply memorable, I so which going back was possible. What's done is done, the facilitators already implanted the seeds into the minds of the cadets, it just up to the individuals to make a choice whether or not to grow it in real life. I will miss this camp, you made a great impact on my life, and the memories will never be forgotten. I love you guys!

Now back to my boring old life. Was so tired yesterday, I woke up at 1230pm. Used the computer and left for Muay Thai. I took a taxi there, I might go out tomorrow.

I have to learn and put it to use, if not the time spent will be wasted.

Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.

Let's start from yesterday at school. There was a briefing, checking-in, some ice breakers which involved face paint. Had a short break and breakfast. Set out for Sentosa. We were having an amazing race as usual... We walk all the way to the first check point. we had to build a sturdy structure with Satay sticks and lot of tape. Simply put it, my team pawned the others in that station. Walk all the way to Fort Siloso. The team was suppose to count the number of cannons in the park, but we needed tickets, so we just answered a few question outside and we left. We took a bus ferry to Tanjong Beach, build some stuff in the sand and we left. Next was lunch. There was some disturbing scenes that involve toddlers letting the jets of water to be sprayed at their *fill the blanks with the things between girls and boys legs*. We were laughing crazily at their actions. My trainer felt the same way too. anyway we continued on to the race after lunch. We went to this place where there was a head of a dragon, and we played charades there. Along the way, there were talks about Russell Peters, Hard Gay and DOTA. It started to rain so we went to seek for shelter, and had a TCS while we wait for the rain to stop. We had to play Chaptheh at our second last station. And that delayed us the most. We took more than one hour to complete it, after giving us handicap. At our last station, that too was time delaying, which made us second after the whole race. We went to the restaurant we book for dinner. Durring dinner, there was a limbo competition just for the fun of it. Kok Wee won. After dinner, watch Songs of the Seas. That was the end of our trip to Sentosa. Went back to school and played some games. Washed up and wondered around till I was forced to sleep. Woke up, washed up and played some games, breakfast and more games after breakfast. Ended the camp at 12pm.

Time to sleep my lazy ass off for tomorrow.

I shall be away for quite awhile. Tomorrow is the Humanities Camp. and this coming Monday is the NCC Adventure Camp. So I will be back on Sunday to blog about the Humanities Camp. I pawning myself with camps.

Limitations, I need to get one of those.

Let's talk about yesterday, went out to meet my cousin and his friend for a movie. Then went to his friends house to play PSP, PS3, Wii and the Computer. Sorry Ryan for not helping out in the stock-taking, I owe you one.

Lies should not be spoken, but why do we still speak of it?

Today went out to meet my uncle who is at the hosipital. Get well soon! After that, went to shop for some shoes for the upcoming camp.

Wow, that was short.

I change the Skin.

Perfection, you can never attain it. Don't even try to be perfect, you are already perfect the way you are. Even if you try, you will forever be stuck at infinite ninety-nines.

The only exciting that happen today? Muay Thai. Going out with my cousin and his friends tomorrow. Good Night.

Changing this blogskin soon.

I'm Too Lazy To Bother About Social Hierarchy

Yesterday, met up with Corey at Kovan. After so long, I finally get to see his face. Parents have been keeping at him at home 24/7 to study Chinese. He had to buy clothes, so he ask me to tagged along. He got a haircut, and we went to the nearby LAN. Departed at 2.55PM.

Today... Best way too put it:
I was rotting at home... NCC tomorrow, I think I'm looking forward to it, I guess.

This is blog entry 109:

I foresee and imagine things that, hopefully will or will not come true. The things I imagine and foresaw was either satisfying, ballistic, gracious or disappointed, perverse, destructive. My mind always drift off somewhere, hungry for an idea when ever it is bored. Imagination is something everyone needs, but is dangerous when used in the wrong ways. You can float along with your imagination, but do not dwell in it for too long. You can be pulled so deep into it, that you yourself will be the imagination.

People visited my house yesterday. Ryan borrowed my PSP.

Leave it and let it move on. Even the slightest change could affect us. Whatever good that happens to you, be grateful to every single thing around the universe, for even the slightest change could affect the blessing which occurred on you. Everything has it's advantages and disadvantages, but why risk it when you don't know what the future has installed for you?

Went out with Ryan to eat lunch today. Jia Li came along after that. Went for tuition later.

Everything you see, hear and touch has at least one purpose. Nothing is useless. You just need to brainstorm to find its many uses. Just relax, think and imagine. Give yourself ideas on how to fix and use it. It might need to be in partnership with something else for whatever you want to work. That one function might actually save your life one day. You will never know till you try.

Do not dwell past, stay present, and look forward towards the future.

I think Wednesday was nothing interesting...

Today was alright, watch a movie. Go find out what it is. Went to play bowling. Had great time with Wei Zhuang, SinLee and Marjorie. Joyce came for awhile to see us bowl.

I see busy days ahead of me... I need more cookies.

Let's start from NCC (I'm going to do this quick, I'm so tired). Arrived late and played infected. Ryan got pissed because I wasn't showing sportsmanship, but I was only just kidding, I'm sorry. So everything was OK and we had our break. Boring break. Had to change to long-fold for IFC, so I hesitated, took my time eating cup noodles. In the field, I was attack by the legion of Part Cs. They failed. Then they sent out two Part Bs after me, I was so tired running from the Part Cs, that I did a sacrificial move, it ended up in a bloodbath, or just being mobbed by the two Part Bs and Part Cs, and just because I was too lazy to pull down my sleeves. Less than 5 minutes, the IFC ended. What the Fuck. So I was mobbed for nothing. Had another break and then last parade. Along the way home, someone asked me to donate $2 for this organisation, or just for the disable guy with her. I was not hesitant to give up the $2, didn't really bother if it is for that guy or charity, I just feel like giving, and they ask me, I can't say no to that. After that I blogged and had lunch at the same time. Took a bath, changed and out I go to meet Ryan. Along the way to Hougang MRT Station, a lady ask me a few question and ask me to donate some money. Being the guy, which I am, obviously donated $5 two her, and I received 2 pens. Met up with Ryan. Took a MRT to Orchard. Met up with Joyce, SinLee, Marjorie and Wei Zhuang. Wonder around and saw many cool cars. Window-shopped as usual. Then headed for the airport to pick up Xiang Jing. Joyce had to go to Tampines for I do not know what. The rest of us went to the airport. Ryan and me went home early because we were too tired to function. At the bus stop, we took our separate ways. I slept while standing, and my head knock against the pole a few times. Once 27 reached a Tampines stop, many people alighted. I quickly grabbed the back seat and fell asleep. I hit my head against the window a few times as well. I think the guy sitting next to me could hear the bang. Took a one hour trip to Hougang. Walked home after that.

We all need money...

WOW! It's been three days since I blogged! Hurray for me! Let's cut the chit-chat and get down to point.

Sunday, Ryan and me explored the world! I mean Orchard Road. The rest were too pussy to follow. Went to so many places just to find something to eat. We wanted pasta. Look here and there, and there was pasta, but too high-class for us, we only eat middle-class food (we just did not want to spend so much... Alright, Ryan did not have that much money). In the end, after exploring about 1hours 30minutes (Estimated), we decided to go to Plaza Singapura to lunch at Pasta Mania. Then we kept roaming and window-shopped here and there, both Orchard and Plaza Singapura, for what guys and geeks always dreams to have, other than girls. Electronics, Games and Weapons. I want a Predator! But is six thousand dollars! Make a guess what a Predator is. No, I won't give you a cookie for that. Went to Kovan to check if we could go to Wei Zhuang's house. He said NO. Roam around Heartland Mall since we had nothing better to do, went to Hougang Mall to relax in the Library. Went home about 4-5 PM. Play my usual games.

This proves that I don't have short-term memory. Next up.

Yesterday, met up with SinLee, Marjorie, Wei Zhuang and Gerrald at Compass Point for lunch. We talked about Maplestory. Went for Muay Thai training. SinLee left early while Wei Zhuang waited for us, while playing my PSP. Once it ended, we rushed home since Ryan said there was going to be a 'Don't Forget the Lyrics' Recording session, and he invited both me and Wei Zhuang. Rushed home, changed and headed for Darren's house. I had to take a cab to his house since Ryan pushed me. While in the cab, Wei Zhuang message me and told me that he could not make it. When I arrived, we took a 74 bus to MediaCorp. An auntie in the bus scammed us and told us to get down 3 stops after our stop. We did, and ended up in the middle of a FREAKING HIGHWAY! We took a bus back to that stop, and the bus we boarded looked like it was made and shipped form China! There was a few Chinese words, the interior looked quite old, and the way the doors open and how it is position gave me the feeling that it was made in China. Everything was about the same, even the seats! Only thing that was out of place was the Air-conditioning and the people who don't look Chinese (I'm not being racist or anything). We missed our stop again! One stop before our stop! Then we walked towards MediaCorp despite of the distance travelled. We though we were late. The tickets stated 7:15 PM. We arrived at 8:15 PM. We sat down and waited till an interval occurred. Then we were lead by the crew members into the set. And guess what? The recording had not even started. The crew told us it was the last recording of the season, but will be the first episode of that season, so watch out for Ryan, Darren and me! Gurmmit Sigh was the host, and it was the Pop star Special tonight, and they were playing for charity. Please welcome... First let's talk about the band. There are two background singers, one guy and a lady. The ones playing the instruments were cool! the Guy playing the drums looked like he was in his Sixties! Now for the contestants: Johnathan, Taufik and Hardy. Anyway, it takes 3hours to do one recording! We started to fool around with things we found on the floor. Anyway not going to go in details, it will ruined the show, or maybe it just I'm too lazy to think that much. So we left. Oh I forgot to mention that I saw Patrica Mok, want to tell Gurmmit something, I think.

Continued from yesterday night... Maplestory is a no life game. We play it cause we have no life.

We were waiting for the bus, took a 74 back. They alighted the bus at Darren's stop, so it was only me. Went to 7-Eleven to have Dinner. Ate along the way home. I slept about 1AM, woke up at about 8AM and prepared for NCC. One problem, I could not find my beret! tooked 1/2 an hour to find it and that's the reason why I was late. Some stuff happen in NCC, go into details later, or not. Leaving home now because I have other plans, will fill in the information in the night, or a few days later.

Looking for a job, help me please.

"It's fast... It's day after day, month after month, holiday after holiday, and it does not stop moving..."

"Why won't everything come to a standstill, so that we can prepare, so more can come within us?"

"You should have prepare before it even started, now it's nearly too late."

"It not too late, everything has loopholes."

"What if the wall has no cracks? What do we do?"

"We make one. There is a possibility to everything in this universe."

"How do we do that?"

"It's all about time, practice and luck."

"Do we have that time, the practice and this we call luck?"

"You won't know till we try, just remember to buy life-insurance, or Good Game!"

"It's the main essence of it... But it is moving too fast, and we won't be able to catch up... It's going to take forever to achieve it."

"Improvise! We have the other other two, work with them first. The third one will be late"

"What if we don't make it?"

"We will, but only part of it. The rest is up to the future. If we won't catch it, someone else will."

"We all will be watching from the heavens until it's being completed."

"So what are we waiting for? It's moving away further and further as well speak!"

So they gave chase, but will they seize it? Will it be completed? Only time will tell...

Good evening everyone! Went to my cousin's friend's house to play and help some computer games yesterday! That's all folks!

MAPLE, MAPLE, MAPLE
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In the meantime, lets talk about today. It was a clear sky, no rain, had morning tuition. Watch 'Ratatouille'. Went to buy some clothes. More tuition, had dinner and watch 'Mean Girls'.

MAPLE, MAPLE, MAPLE
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*ERROR : System Overload, Computer exploding in 10 seconds*

Dammit... Should have bought the original ver---

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Hello!! MAPLESTORY, MUAY THAI, MAPLESTORY. Met up with friends as well.

Bye!!!

Someone lied. I'm going to hire a Mafia to hunt Mdm Ng down, I shall ask Ryan's Gang, their cheap and sometimes I don't get charged. Heck, they pay me to let them do the job, although they never really get the job done...

Mdm Ng, why? I was so looking forward to empty that purse of yours. But instead you gave the excuse 'I have a last minute meeting'. You made all of us disappointed. I stayed at home doing the same-old, same-old. I was nearly killed by boredom! Now you shall pay. I hired a group of train assassins from Ryan's Mafia to annihilate you, they should be attacking...(pause of 5 seconds)... NOW!

(1 second later) *beep*

SMS reads: Our Tricycles got stolen and we left our EZ-Link Card at home. We are now stuck in a canal, just called the local authorities to pick us up. They should be arriving in 1/2 an hour's time. Will commence attack tomorrow morning.

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Luckily, I still have the receipt... WHAT! No refund! Now I won't be able to get back my two Bucks!

Sleeping 12 hours a day does get your beauty sleep, but you sure miss out a lot during these 12 hours, and your hair gets messy too. Reason for not blogging yesterday was due to over-excessive sleep. I was freaking tired after my friends left my house. I slept at 2 AM yesterday and woke up at about 8 AM. I was so sleepy... But I put myself together and went for NCC training. NCC was a total waste of time. there were only 7 Part As! Even the number of Part Cs was greater than that. Most of our time was spent on crapping and playing a game we like to call 'Infection', or was it 'Infected'? Ah, who cares. Had our last parade very early. As usual, people came to my house to play. And soon they left. I slept after have a meal, and when I woke up, it was today.

Q:What would you if your friends were hurt? Explain your answer.(25m)
A:Question above is redundant, it all common sense. <<< (0m, not answering the question)

Good day people! It was a great day yesterday, played Granado Espada and Maplestory the whole day! Yesterday was the last day of my Physics tuition until the next month! Wohoo, how exciting! (Please insert sarcasm in this paragraph)

I'm so bored! I need W.T.F. Work, time, fun. Went out with Ryan today for lunch at Subway. Had a foot-long. Those amateurs, only I can eat a foot-long and not get stuffed, unless eat another 6 inch or 9 inch. We went all the way to Funan to eat. Then started roaming around. Ryan went to my house after that. He played the PSP and I played the computer. Left at about 4-5pm. Went to find another Private Server for Wei Zhuang. Told you it sucks. Played one, but we kept disconnecting. Finding another one tomorrow. Until then... Eat my spam.

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Why is no one receiving my S.O.S... I need to get off this god forsaken house!

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Still no one... I going bored here, wasting my time sending S.O.S to the world. Just staring at the computer, minding my own business. Hold on, I received a signal!

*BEEP*
The number you have reached is not available, your number will be sent by S.M.S to the customer, good bye.
*BEEP*

... NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! What customer?

Getting tired, of what? Life. I want something to waste my time on, something meaningless to do. Only to that extend. I need more cookies. I have downloaded games for my PSP, and now I need another memory card, and don't remind me about money. I need about $100 now. Can anyone give it to me?

Boredom keeps going round and round,
round and round, round and round
boredom keeps going round and round,
Till I fall asleep

Before tasting the sweetest of fruits, you have to endure the bitterest of herbs.

Cookies are best when fresh.

I only have a 30GB external hard-drive, and a computer with a 512MB RAM, and I need so funds to get better ones. Anyone care to donate?

Do you know what is (x-a)²+(y-b)²=r²
If you find it out before me I will gove you a cookie.
To late! I already know! No cookies for you!

Let's us sing the alphabet song!

A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H,I,J,K,L,M,N,O,P,Q,R,S,T,U,V,W,X,Y & Zee (not Zed)
Now you know the alphabets, please read out the following letters:
W.H.A.T.T.H.E.F.U.C.K

Am I feeling bored? The answer is... no. Of cause I not feeling bored, if I am, what the hell would I post this crap here? (If anyone believes this, your and I.D.I.O.T, idiot. So do I get a star? No, I want a cookie)

I consume 20 pistol bullets to use R.I.P on you. Instant kill, K.O. Cry about it. Or 16 pistol bullets to use Bloody Overdrive on 16 people, letting 16 of them have a slow death, with a possible chance of survival. And if I do that, I will use the last 4 bullets to do a quadratto firing on someone, and burn of the rest of him/her life force. So... take your pick.

2 months of torture... On the bright side... I can't think of any good ones. Oh how can it get any better than this. Seriously, HOW?

If you see a black hole, show it to me and I will call you god.
If you see a Black bald guy around his 20-30 who works at NCC HQ, do anything violent to him and I will give you a Cookie.

So what the hell am I waiting for? A miracle, superhuman powers, a job and wings. Anything else? Not sure haven't thought about it yet.

On 23 October 2008, an alien name Mr Charlie Chia, Fiancee of Mr Chia, principal of Hougang Secondary School, was invited to watch our Speech Day Performance. They called him the 'Guess-Of-Honour' or also known as the 'GOH'. My colleague, Juan, was the first guy that made eye-to-eye contact with the 'GOH'. He was rendered speechless when I talked about him (because I did not even talked about him).

Cookies! Cookies! Come out! I have a friend that I would like you to meet. His name is Mr Tongue! Go ahead, shake his hand!

Slacked in 3A1 classroom playing PSP and goofing off after the parade. Had cheer rehearsals, and soon the actual cheers. Had adventure quest after that. It was somewhat fun, but mostly a waste of time. Please read Ryan blog for more information, thank you and have a pleasant flight.

*beep*

The plane will be crashing in 5 minutes, please buckle up your seat belts to increase the chance of survivability. Thank you.

*beep*

In another 4 minutes, we will be hitting the ground at maximum velocity, I have killed the crew as well. I'm bad at Mathematics so my estimation of 4 minutes can be wrong. So be---

[End of Transmission]

Osama & Mas Salamat: GOOD GAME!

Skin Changed.

Spending my time on downloads, have not been blogging lately. I now only blog when I'm bored, and since I found an online game to play, I'm occupying my time off it. Monday and Tuesday was just rehearsals and more rehearsals, only difference is that one is full-dress rehearsal while the other wasn't. That's all I remembered, I think... Oh, yesterday Ryan, Guo Sheng and Corey went to my house to play, play and play. Monday is already static... Wait, had Muay Thai. Corey and Nigel went to my house today. Played more and more, till we got sick of it.

I Foresee Boring Gloomy Days Ahead

Yesterday was Saturday... reason for not blogging is because life is unfair, boring, and sometimes make no sense at all. I want to do so many things, but so little time. Now that I have so much time, me myself can't do that many things. I want to spend time with friends, number one priority. The time spent is on the things I don't want to do... I so want to rebel, but I forgot why. My life now is revolving around the computer, and it not really much fun.

Defame me please.
I think I'm getting bored of this blogskin, it's like so plain, and spacious.
I need a desktop and a laptop, a high-definition, flat-screen television, an IPod, an IPhone, a new phone, a glass display with many figurines of anything, PSP stuff, a PS3. I really need all those, along with money which is essential to get the things mention.

Went out with Ryan and WeiZ for lunch after tuition. Went to Comics Collection before their arrival. Went to VivoCity and roam around in Toy'R'Us. Couldn't find a place to eat, so went to Plaza Singapura and dine at Pasta Mania. Walked around some stores. Sat down and had a small snack, roam around more. Went home after that, I'm to lazy to go in details.

Keep moving forward.

It's going to be tomorrow soon, updates today:
NCC rehearsal, Guo Sheng and me left early for Class Outing.
Class Outing, went to Soul Gardens to eat lunch, Mdm Tan's treat.
Followed Jia Liang to help him choose a PSP.
Followed Guo Sheng to Funan to buy some stuff, in the end nothing was bought.
What else? Played PSP, No DOTA today, blah, blah, blah...

Skins cannot be trusted
Soul must be checked

Destiny, is it that which created you? Is it that which controls your movement and thoughts? Is destiny to blame for our sadness? Our anger? Our wrongdoing? Or is destiny controlled by you, yourself, alone? Do you create your destiny, or does destiny create you? Were you destine to be the chosen one? Or were you chosen to fulfill your destiny? The answer lies within.

Simple turns complex complicated=Time change turns middle to static

I'm so tired... I'm spiraling into an endless vortex... Oh, that was just my toilet bowl being flushed. Muay Thai is consuming my energy fast. I never had my king's meal, had a late queen's meal, and a hearty beggar's meal. If I carry on like this, sooner or later, I will be in a wheelchair, all skin-and-bones, or maybe even reduced to dust (over exaggerating). Been doing some stuff, like playing MMORPG and Strategies and Tactics games, which makes me feel nerd... Think about it, playing on the computer the whole day, endless hours on the PSP... Eww. I need a life, which I'm have apparently because of god. I need a better one. Got our postings of NCC, and I'm a QM (quartermaster), like I have always been. Anything else? Today is SinLee's Birthday, Happy Birthday to you again. Tomorrow is Guo Sheng's Birthday, Happy Early Birthday(Sounds weird) to you as well. Speech Day Rehearsal. I get to 'open door' for the GOH! Yay! Along with Ryan, Juan and Gerrald. Anything else? I have to cut my toenails, they are too long... Oh ya, made some votes invalid as well. We rock Corey. Can't remember anything else... Got back my results, that's all.

Flying up, up, and away...

We make our own Philosophy. Believe what you want. Most importantly believe what is right.

I'm flying without wings...(hallucination in progress)... Anyway I did not blog yesterday, SO SAD, CRY. Anyway, had NCC Speech Day Rehersal, which totally consumed my time for 'what the fuck'. Anyway went to Hougang Point to eat, and off to my house they went. We linked up our PSPs and started whacking each other silly. Corey had to go back home as usual. So left Guo Sheng and Nigel. Watch a Movie on my computer and the usual stuff.

Next day(bum-bum-BUM!). Went out early because I thought I'm meeting SinLee at 10.30am. Turns out WeiZ told me she would be late, so I took a detour to WeiZ house. I wasn't in his house, I was waiting downstairs, because he was watching 'Prison Break'. Anyway, Gerrald found me and waited with me as well. Went to Hougang Point after that. They were making a fuss on who to go Pasir Ris to buy the stuff and who to stay and accompany SinLee. WeiZ and Marjore left for Pasir Ris. So Nicole, Gerrald and me stayed with her. Ate MacDonald's while Nicole and SinLee played Pokemon on the PSP(HAHA, I'm not alone). After that waited for them to board their bus. Then took another detour to Nigel's house, before going to AMK Hub. I had Subway there as well. Not long, Jeremy and Guo Sheng arrived. Watched 'Eagle Eye' on the big screen, and bought a popcorn combo. Not bad, not bad at all. Today was really expensive. Played PSP again before we said our goodbyes.

Had a discussion with my mother yesterday, that's why I did not blog, but it was a good talk...

HAHA! I found a cure to cancer! Just kidding...

Have been really bored this past few days... Staring at this screen the whole day long... Playing a new online game called PerfectWorld, and it really lives up to its name. HAHA! I'm also spending my time on, you guess it, Pokemon (I'm really reaching a new low...). I'm rotting at home in front of the computer, but who doesn't? Tomorrow is speech day rehearsal... At least I get the exercise...

Boring, boring, boring....

WoHoo! It's 12AM! It's Saturday! I should change my blogskin... Few hours later...

Laughing is good for the heart.

Had so much fun at Pasir Ris Park today. Kuku, WeiZ, Marjorie and Cindy rode bikes with me in the park, it was great. Fun, fun, fun. After that Cindy and Kuku left, so the rest of us went to White Sands Mall to eat. Was totally exhausted went I reached home, but I still played 3 rounds of DOTA! Won 1, lost 2. Anyway Now I'm so tired... I should go to sleep.

Sometimes we take chances, sometimes we take pills.
-Sister

I have my partner in crime! You are clever, you really are! I treat you to B & J, that's a confirmation. You rock! You help me solve this case so easily. We own so easily! Hook, Line, Sinker.

Owned if you must, just don't get pawned back later. If yo---

Cut the crap... Finally, it over!!! The path to enlightenment has reveal! Oh... It was just a smudge on my glasses... Well the Examinations has turn into dust till the next hundred thousand... minutes or so. It is time to do something exciting! Something trilling! Something breathtaking... Time to read a book... NOT. Ok even if the examination are over, I will still be lazing around the house like a slug... And being a slug is not fun. I need to play! Play! Play! Being cooped up in the house can do things to you... weird horrible things... Nigel, Jeremy, Jia Liang came to my house to play DOTA, Gunz, Pokemon(don't ask) and the forbidden act! Watched Russell Peter's on Youtube... Now... It's time for... I can't remember...

Mysteries are something we all need to unravel, it just takes a matter of time... I don't know if this is a joke or not, since lately so many stuff is happening, I can barely fit Biology in my head... I better start learning. After tomorrow, I'm going to find the evidence so I can crack the case. I don't know if it is what I think it is, till I seek the truth. Since I have a not-giving-up personality, I will not stop seaching till the puzzle is complete. Anyway even I find that person, at least I crack the case, and I know the truth. But I will just leave it as is even after I find who did that. Who knows what will happen.

I love when the truth is being told.

Praying that it will all be fine... Left one final roadblock-Biology. Once I break that, I'm FREE! 1 more day! God, please give me all your blessings, because I really need them...

Fear, anger, excitement,curiosity. This are the emotions that arouse our adrenaline. We can't prevent ourselves from the actions we do, from the movements we make. At that point, we humans have no self-control. As the body react, we follow. What if you could break the restrains? And take charge of it? The mind is complex. Only by understanding, you can then pilot it. Weakness will not be tolerated.

If you see the future, you can change it. But what if the future gets worst?
If you change the past, the future could be destroyed.
Leave it as it is, unless you know what you are tampering with.

Chinese paper is... (no words to say) Physics was alright, but failure is a possibility. Additional Mathematics was fine to me, just that saying it is must easier that believing it... Anyway, tomorrow is Chemistry... I'm so D.E.A.D, Dead! Finish, mati, muerto, tot and G.O.O.D G.A.M.E, Good game... It's predicted, by my forefathers and their forefathers. I'm so going to fail, I have to study! The examinations are going to end! I need to survive for 2 more painful, agonising, grueling days. I think I should get some rest first. See'ya dudes and doodads.

This is what I think about the daily mugging... What was it again?

It is man's ability to remember that sets us apart. We are the only species concern with the past.how memories give us voice, and bear witness to history,So that others might learn.So they may celebrate our triumphs,and be warned of our failures.

I love anything that involves time travel and the Butterfly Effect a.k.a Chaos Theory. I always wanted to know what if we change the past? Or do something that will affect our future? Will the change greatly affect the future, past or present? Or will it stay the same? It is so fascinating! I just love it. Especially TV-Programs and Movies with this factor in it. The Terminator: The Sarah Conner Chronicles and Heroes are some of the shows I love to watch which involve the changing of the space/time continuum. I want to watch that old movie, The Butterfly Effect. My sister told me that it was a nice movie. I love Time Travel...

There are many ways to define our fragile existence, many ways to give it meaning.But it is our memories that shape it purpose and give it context.The private assortment images, fears, love, regrets.For it is the cruel irony of life that we are destine to hold with the dark with the light,the good with the evil, success with disappointment.This is what separates us,What makes us humans.And In the end, We must fight to hold on to.

Did not do much this past few days. My last two paper was not bad. Chinese paper is on Monday. I did not post yesterday because I was lured by the most popular show around the world! Heroes is in English, Japanese, Spanish, Indian, German etc. It's worldwide! Watch it, it will make you want to watch more.

Angels, do they really exist?

A random quote:

When confronted by our worst nightmares, the choices a few. Fight or flight. We hope to find the strength to stand against our fear, but sometimes, despite ourselves, we run. What if the nightmare gives chase? Where can we hide then?

From Heroes

Simply put it, Social Stuidies sucks, Mathematics was not badly done. Had a nice meal with my buddies, and went back home. Tomorrow is History and Mathematics Paper 2. Pray to god that it will be fine.

Fight or Flight?

Today... was all about studying at Compass Point with my friends Wei Zhuang and SinLee. Then Nigel came as a disturbance. Went to subway for dinner. Before that, went to have lunch with my lovely family, relatives and cousins... And please, that is not my taste... This is a simple post, because I have to study, and I have not bath yet... This might be my last post till examinations end... or not... I shall see...

Belive in yourself, belive in others, success will come

Lets see what should I post today... First off, my friend's display picture looks hot. Second, Ryan thinks he messages are working. Third, my friend appreciates my blog! Thank you... Fourth, I finally got my class-tee! Nice design. Fifth, I had school today and I appreciated the lessons today. I actually listened to all the lessons today, I rock, HAHA. Studied with friends as well, and there was progress! Wohoo! I found out that 93 cents of interest over 1000 years will accumulate up to 4.3 billion dollars! And that is what I found out during Mr Woo's lesson. Was watching 'Futurama' (not sure if the spelling is right). Finished watching 'August Rush'. I love the music!

Love, hearts and red roses. Red roses Symbolizes love. Heart shape pictures and objects also have the same symbolic meaning. Most things red have that exact meaning as well... Love has categories. True love, Puppy love, One-Time love, Family love and anything else you can think off.

True love is the deepest love you can ever get, the warmth that can turn you into butter, the feeling which makes you feel as light as a feather, the deepest passion of romance that you can ever imagine, the person that will stay with you for a lifetime, the kiss that will forever be memorable. That is what it means to me.

Puppy love is something that happens in our youth, especially from age 7-16. It can't be avoided because the power is too great. You get absorbed into it as fast as the speed of light. There are a few cures for it, rejection and the lost of interest. But the effects last from 1week-a few months, depending on the type of personality he/she has. Puppy love is strong, but not as strong as true love. It's something that we are aware of, but we do not know the difference between them. That's why this can deeply hurt someone. It is highly impossible to maintain puppy love, but there is a extremely small percentage of people who can mature it to true love. It's highly impossible, but still possible. And remember, have a short attention-span like me, should not get involve in this.

One-Time love has something to do with Puppy love. It involves having a short attention-span. Usually, this are relationships that last from a week to a month, and then on to another relationship, and so on and so forth. Whoever is being dump, could really affect his/her self-esteem, and that could happen every few week. So this is one of the worst.

Family love is the love that you receive from your family. No matter what family: real family, made-up family or distant family, you still can feel the love around you, just at a different wavelength.

There are still plenty of categories like love at First Sight, love is Blind, love Sick and much more. These are mine definitions, but love is up to your imagination, it has no definite meaning. This whole thing might not be true to you, but might be for others.

No matter how bad a leader you are, if someone leads, the rest will follow.

I'm addicted to blogging and that is a good thing... BUT! End-of-Year is something I can't escape! Even if I listen in class, I still have to memorize the shit out of the bloody textbook, and that is something I cannot do at home, maybe with friends, MAYBE. Social Studies are around the corner! And it is one of my weakest subjects! Good game for me. I should start spinning around in circles for no reason because I feel like it... I being lame cause boredom is taking over me... Even for the most exciting things in my life, I have a very short attention-span about it (I don't think there was a link in my sentence... Oh well). That's why studying is something I can't do well in. I just want to say this again, good game... I'm waiting for exams to be over so I can watch all the shows online, but! (there is always this 'but' in my way) I'm totally doing nothing for my studies, so why I'm I waiting till the exams end? Instinct I guess... Well this year was nothing interesting, except of pain and suffering... Why the fuck am I thinking about pain and suffering! (In his happy world at the moment) OK......

I miss secondary 2, where there were only 10 guys in class, and when our teacher were at their best. Secondary 1 was a bad year for me, because I broke my collar bone and could not go for CCAs for 2 months, and this was where my short attention-span kicked in for this secondary school life. Hoping that next year will be so much better for me.

Off topic... Or was there even a topic to start with??? Never mind that, I have been shooting the thoughts that are going through my mind at the moment. Today was nothing special... It seriously feels like week after week, there is no difference in my day, we just get older and wiser/dumber. My brain cells are yawning... I think they are shouting 'we need adrenaline!' or they just want to sleep.

Hatred is something evil, something which we are suppose to know, but not have. When we know it, we don't adapt it. It is so scary just by knowing what hate can do to us and other people, but people still carry out this sick ritual of hate. Soon, hatred voids in their lungs, heart, brain and soon the who body, where it starts to take over and becomes a habit. It's all in your mind, and you have control of it. Never let it possess you, break free of the chains that restrains your happiness. This world is not for the weak-hearted, be strong, everyone can. You will feel better if you knew this.

Do your best fighting, even if you are defeated, you are no loser if you did your best.

I'm going on a Anime Blogskin frenzy! So most of my background will be related to Anime! Going to put the song in later.

I'm so tired... I'm getting tired of my blogskin as well. Anyway here's what I have found out this pass few days, as well as today:

I have this can't-let-go-of-things personality. When I see it, I want it. Good thing is that I won't take things for granted. Bad thing is that I can't let go, I keep it to myself. Found this out about 3days ago. Today, I accept it and taking note of it. For this, I like to thanks to almost everyone I know.

Next, loving and caring for people is one thing, and for me to do that, I must care about myself as well. If I don't, carrying out the this above will be more difficult. Found this out today, thanks cousin.

Third, if you still hate me, this is what I got to say: Hey *blank*, I apologise for umm, irritating you in the past. For doing all those stupid stuff as well. Even if you still hate me after this message, I'm fine with it, although being friends will be much better, I think. Hoping your life will get better, and no hard feelings. Not sure if this is for the better or the worst, but we wont know till we try. I like to thank my cousin for this, in some manner.

Fourth, I love my family, not just my Dad, Mum and Sister, all my relatives as well. It's easy to share things with you all. I feel safe being around with you all. You all were there when I needed help, but I just did not open up. Found this out yesterday, and it obvious who I going to thank this too, my family.

Fifth, friends come and go, did not really believe that until today. But my belief might be different from what people say: We have no enemies, everyone is our friend, it is just weather or not we ever meet them or not in anyway. Even if we meet them, it has to be constant, or the bonds between them will loosen, then they might really go, even though they are your friends. Thanks to me and my cousin to make such simple things complicated, HAHA.

Sixth, I'm getting bored of this skin. Just found out a few hours ago.

Seventh, SinLee birthday is going to be troublesome, so many hamsters...

Eighth, when people are talking behind your back, thinking that it is about you, think that they are talking something good about you and walk away, with a smile.

Ninth, Risk is a dangerous game, look at the amount of plastic thrown around, and the rape the soldiers do when it's not their turn.

Tenth, there should not be the word hate in your mind, it will affect you in ways you do not want to know, facts from my mother.

Eleventh, be yourself, don't care what other people think bad about you. If you want to change, change for the better, for yourself. True friends are the one who tells you what your flaws are so you can change for the better and for them, even though they might think it will hurt your feelings. Thanks to you again cousin, and those who owned up to me about my flaws.

Twelfth, lies are only for you to listen, not for others to hear.

Thirteenth, if I have a chance to have superpowers, I know which are the ones I want.

Fourteenth, cockroaches will rule this world in the far future.

And lastly, I feel very warm...

Wow! I have found out so many things today! And that is only just 1/100 of it! I think too much... HAHA! Now for the overview of today. Went for Physics tuition, went to Buddhist class, went to Compass point with my cousin, bought Mac, had a good talk with her and took a 119 home. Wow! Search for stuff about hamsters for SinLee's future reference. Good Night! Or Good afternoon!

Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy... I actually resorted to playing Pokemon on the computer... How bored can my life get? Chatted with a few people on MSN as well. I'm starting to wonder if there is a possible way to get my friendship back... I wonder what would it be like if I had the super powers I want... I wonder what if I did not go to this school... I wonder what life would be with out friends... I wonder too much. I need to stop thinking and take action. I need do do something... Or I would just wonder off into my own world... Now I'm wondering if I paired up this two people, what would the outcome be? Again I'm wondering how does God look like... Damn, it getting seriously boring, and I need to start mugging... Examinations are just 4-5 days away... Biology might be good as gone, Chemistry, it's already confirmed, Mathematics for both, I can pass them, but can't ace them... Physics is not a problem getting a passing mark, Chinese, give up... Humanites, even if I get a A1, 55% of it failed. Damn,kill me... Stop wondering already!

EXAMINATIONS ARE A SERIOUS WASTE OF TIME!

Biological warfare is unfair, using dirty tactics like Hitler is horrible, stop this war!!! But still so much bloodshed happened across the world, what can we do to amen for this? In the end, the world is living in poverty and unhappiness. When major powers starts to team up, it's the end for the weaklings, we retreat, we hide. But alliances are always being broken, you can never really predict the future. Sometimes weaklings can still dominate, they just need the brains and to buy time. So we have to just buy time... But there was to much bloodshed, we are afraid. So what if we buy time? Timid as we are, we can never accomplish anything. Even the major powers are threatening us, but some just prefer to die... So much bloodshed, all the plastic was thrown all around the world, the blacks and yellows were dominating, while blue and white was wipe out. The whole of Asia was taken over by the reds, the greens was limited in Australia, due to the great depression. The army in Australia and Asia did not want to see plastic being thrown around anymore, they surrendered, and were killed for starting the war, they preferred to die than continue living, just like the blues and the whites... And they needed to go home. But amendments still have to be made for the plastics that had been used in the war... Risk... It's that dangerous in a game of Risk. Nigel and Me dominated the game. Corey was the reds, Jeremy the Greens, JiaLiang the Blues and GuoSheng the whites. Nigel was the yellows. I'm what's left. Then there was plenty of rape, not in the game, at Nigel's house. Luckily I wasn't involved. More than 2 hours long... Before going to his house, they were gaying around at the playground. I was the one who wanted to go Nigel's house to play risk. But along the way I got so bloody bored, I was pissed... I was waiting to play it, but they were fooling around like idiots. I reached his house. Played, with the maximum number of people, 6. Then, I got more bored because it was taking so long for one person to take their turn. I was so pissed... But anyway their antics never fail to bring a smile on my face, even if it was a small bit. Took a bus to Hougang Mall with Guo and Jeremy. Went to buy a doughnut and waited for my shuttle bus. went home and type some notes on the computer. Went for tuition too.

Selamat Hari Raya!!!

I would like to dedicate this post to my Family! (Not NCC family)

I love my parents, they are there when I need them. They help me though my times of hardship, and I only knew this yesterday. Although you both scold me, shout at me and get mad at me, in the end we are one big family. I know you all scold me because you want me to change, you don't want me to repeat that mistake, like someone. Although I scold back as well, I don't mean a thing I say when I was shouting, I'm sorry.

Caring Daddy, thanks for encouraging me to do well in my examinations, you have been a great help all these years. You are funny, you like to joke around at times, but when you are serious, you are really serious. Although you criticise me at times, I still have fun when you are around. Word of advise dad, stop smoking. I love you.

Sister Dearest, you were the person I played with the most when I was young. We always fight, we always quarrel, we always blame and we always argue, but we had fun. When you leave home to go for exchange programs or when you go back to your hostel, I feel lonely, no one to quarrel with or talk to. You are a great sister, I still remembered the times you brought me to watch movies and the times we play Sim2 together. I love you too.

Lovely Mummy, Thank you. Thank you for everything, for teaching me Chinese, for enrolling me in tuition, for the advise you gave me yesterday, you make me feel happy again. Now I know than I can open up to you anytime. If not, I would have been hiding in the darkness for a very long time, and by then, it will be to late. Thanks for the talk yesterday with me and sister. I appreciate it. You give great advise mummy. Don't overwork too much ok? Take a break. I love you so much.

You all should cherish your family while you still can, do as much as you can for them. The best person to talk to when you feel down or angry are them, remember that. Love them to the fullest.

Family, that's what everyone needs...

Change the skin... I living in hatred now... Because of my fucked up life which I screwed it up more... I thinks this suits me... But who cares?

I failed as a friend... I lost a friend... The hate still lies within that friend, and I can't do a single bit about it... It feels as if I'm being hated by the world now, but no point telling you this. Although you are being frank, it might hurt, but I understand. Understand it very clearly. I was pissed, after the first time, I was still persuasive, I should have stop. I shouldn't have even fall for you... It would not have resulted in such disastrous turn outs... I'm sorry, but what can sorry do now? Even after I said sorry the first time, it did not feel like we were friends, because I know you felt that I was irrating. I think that you are trying telling me that our friendship ends here. That is what I'm guessing you meant. Well if it is, hope you will be happy. Maybe one day we can be friends again, like before all this happened. Good friends. I hope one day, you will just click on my MSN and have a chat with me...

Losing a friend is heartbreaking...

Huh. Was so EMO today, few things almost... Took 3 periods sleeping during Chinese. And I came across this dream, I see everyone playing happily together. All smiles on their faces. Then I saw conflict between a few people, they all were siding one another. Soon groups were formed. Then I saw a war happen between them. A lot of them died, and they cried over those who have been close to them, they were like family. They were in regret, the others who survived. Then I woke up. It seems that the dream made me come to my senses, it was clear. I know what to do. I was not that EMO anymore. Sleeping always does wonders.

I gave in, gave up and gave out. I cheated, and cheaters never prosper, so you win. You got the way you want. You pushed me to far off the edge... It actually worked. I knew what was going on. I got pissed and very upset yes, but I controlled. You knock me out of my senses. Thanks. But for that to happen, the pain you inflicted was unbearable, I could barely stand up, till the light shone. I found out that you were right. When the light shone, the damage was healed instantly, but it left a small scar. Sorry for my selfish thinking, sorry for making you angry, sorry for all the trouble I have cause, don't hate him, because it was me who was the mastermind.

Now I just want to know, do you hate me because of this? If you don't, I still wish we still can be friends, good friends, or maybe even best friends. If you do, then don't hate him, focus your hatred on me, if it pleases you to do so. Now I just want to know...

I want to know what you all think about me. If there is anything, ANYTHING that is needed for me to change, TELL ME WHAT AND HOW. I WON'T BE ABLE TO KNOW WHAT IT IS FOR ME TO CHANGE, IF YOU DON'T SPECIFY. I WANT TO KNOW SO I CAN BE A BETTER PERSON.

Was so bored I went to visit blogs:

Came across a few test on Joyce's Blog, Decided to take them.

{Get to know yourself better}
I think the 4th one is a joke.

Your view on yourself:You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

{Your hidden talent}
Might be true...

The Mass Communicator:You have a cheerful personality and you are a naturally kind person. Your hidden talent isn't really that hidden at all: you shine among a crowd. You would make an ideal news announcer, flight attendant or model - any position that would give you an opportunity to deal with plenty of people. A tip for you is to avoid getting too deeply involved in others' personal lives - otherwise you might find yourself constantly being asked for help.

Note: The following Quiz below was just for fun, I it was only 1 question.
{What would you do if your boyfriend dumped you?}
Another thing to joke about, I mean the boyfriend part:

Here is the analysis:You believe that whatever will be, will be. If he wanted to leave you, you would take it as your fate. You might laugh or cry, depending on your own mood at that moment.

{Love test}

Like I say, it might be true.

Here is the analysis:
When it comes to love, you take your time and do not fall in love easily.You give 50% to your relationship and expect to receive 50% in return. If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself. You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible. You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you. When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

I'm done time to sleep.