Huh. Was so EMO today, few things almost... Took 3 periods sleeping during Chinese. And I came across this dream, I see everyone playing happily together. All smiles on their faces. Then I saw conflict between a few people, they all were siding one another. Soon groups were formed. Then I saw a war happen between them. A lot of them died, and they cried over those who have been close to them, they were like family. They were in regret, the others who survived. Then I woke up. It seems that the dream made me come to my senses, it was clear. I know what to do. I was not that EMO anymore. Sleeping always does wonders.

I gave in, gave up and gave out. I cheated, and cheaters never prosper, so you win. You got the way you want. You pushed me to far off the edge... It actually worked. I knew what was going on. I got pissed and very upset yes, but I controlled. You knock me out of my senses. Thanks. But for that to happen, the pain you inflicted was unbearable, I could barely stand up, till the light shone. I found out that you were right. When the light shone, the damage was healed instantly, but it left a small scar. Sorry for my selfish thinking, sorry for making you angry, sorry for all the trouble I have cause, don't hate him, because it was me who was the mastermind.

Now I just want to know, do you hate me because of this? If you don't, I still wish we still can be friends, good friends, or maybe even best friends. If you do, then don't hate him, focus your hatred on me, if it pleases you to do so. Now I just want to know...

I want to know what you all think about me. If there is anything, ANYTHING that is needed for me to change, TELL ME WHAT AND HOW. I WON'T BE ABLE TO KNOW WHAT IT IS FOR ME TO CHANGE, IF YOU DON'T SPECIFY. I WANT TO KNOW SO I CAN BE A BETTER PERSON.