I sometimes wonder why like like girls. Is it because of Puberty, where my hormones are rising? Human Instinct, where it is a natural behavior? Or is it because I think she is the one for me? Scrap that last idea. Somehow, it just total crap for now. At the moment, what I see, I like.
Usually, is that pretty face which lures me. I'm a guy, what do you expect? We see a hot/cute girl, we like, till we figure out their bad situation/problem/attitude or just lost interest, and that's when we stop giving chase. From this we either make friends or ignore. Then we find someone else to chase.
Sometimes I wonder why I give chase? Mostly it ends up in hurt, pain, suffering and the other feelings when you feel heart-broken. It is somewhat like a game of Risk, where a wrong move, action or word can suddenly result in your downfall. Allies becomes your enemies, and sometimes enemies become your allies. Weird isn't it? So it just like any other boardgames we play.
Things can be patched up, but sometimes it doesn't feel the same anymore. Sometimes it's best to keep it from others until they find out themselves, or sometimes it's best to tell them, which might end up in a happy ending. We make the decisions, but sometimes it comes out the way you didn't want it to be. Wow, there are a lot of 'sometimes' here.
It's all by chance. Yet, I take still take those chances, which resulted in my downfall. Mostly, it doesn't affect me, but on occasions, it take me awhile to get back on my feet. Yet, I give chase to another. Sometimes, I think I'm being an idiot,'why do something that pains you and gain nothing out of it?' Other times, I think it worth it,'it a learning lesson, that won't happen again'. It happens again, and I repeat the same mistake. Then the whole cycle continues.
What if it turns out the way you wanted it to be? Acceptance? It just result in happiness, more chances and more worries till break-up or forever. It's just the beginning.
Still, I haven't found the answer for my question,'Why Do I Like Girls?' Or have I?

Anyway, that is getting really boring. Now back to the topic about a boy spending his day at NCC for Promotion Parade, lunch at MacDonald's, Back home starring at the computer like a moron, chatting with friends, and doing nothing interesting for the next 12 hours. I think my work here is done. Great job Titiny Qwerz™.

I'm going crazy, I need a doctor quick.