I failed as a friend... I lost a friend... The hate still lies within that friend, and I can't do a single bit about it... It feels as if I'm being hated by the world now, but no point telling you this. Although you are being frank, it might hurt, but I understand. Understand it very clearly. I was pissed, after the first time, I was still persuasive, I should have stop. I shouldn't have even fall for you... It would not have resulted in such disastrous turn outs... I'm sorry, but what can sorry do now? Even after I said sorry the first time, it did not feel like we were friends, because I know you felt that I was irrating. I think that you are trying telling me that our friendship ends here. That is what I'm guessing you meant. Well if it is, hope you will be happy. Maybe one day we can be friends again, like before all this happened. Good friends. I hope one day, you will just click on my MSN and have a chat with me...

Losing a friend is heartbreaking...