Thinking... Thinking... Nope not today.
Short and simple. Had breakfast at MacDonald's with Ryan and WZ. Mega Mac Griddles! Anyway, Gerald came and we headed for school. Learned how to pitch a tent. Alex was there, but went home to sleep soon after because he thought it was a waste of time. We finished and started fooling around. Went to find Alex house and got lost, I left my phone in my bag, so couldn't ask them. Saw Gerald and ask him for directions. Poor guy, he lost his wallet. Anyway couldn't borrow a bike because Alex was only allowed 2 for use, one is his and the other a spare. Since Gerald borrowed one, I left his house without one. So went back to school. Took a ride to a petrol kiosk to pump some air into the wheels of Gerald's borrowed bike, Ryan loan me his bike. Went back to school. Played my PSP while everyone was dismantling the tent, except Alex. Then went for lunch while Ryan went off. Played basketball, then Gerald left soon after. It was about to rain so I decided to head home. Sleep, eat, use the computer.
Today's Choice Of Song: Wine Red By The Hush Sound
The Usual... I Like 'Google Chrome', Go Find Out What It Is.
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Thursday, January 29, 2009
I going to type random stuff, just catch up.
Twist, Turn, Rewind, Repeat.
Breaking the barriers of fear is going against the human instinct.
I like playing with my measuring tape.
Friends are the joy within the my heart and soul.
Even if you are defeated, you are still a winner. No one loses.
The seating arrangement is dull, and sitting at the back of the class is even worst.
I want to watch shows and animes, but I hate the restriction.
I stop and admire the beauties around me, not the beasts.
Idiocy at his highest level.
Love struck? Hopefully not.
Restricted, I have too. Yet I hate it.
Ignorance is bliss.
Men cry not only for themselves, but for their comrades.
Lead no matter the outcome, they need a leader to follow and guild them.
Many activities creates horrible explosive situations. I learned that the hard way.
I love music.
Cookies with nuts!
10 or below, Junior College, anything else, Nanyang or Ngee Ann.
I feel like Alex, except I write one line stuff in the same post.
I don't remember the number for 999.
Believe and it will happen.
Anything is possible, even making the possible, impossible.
Movies, movies and more movies.
Genocide, Genesis, Ultimatum, Holocaust, Armageddon, Apocalypse. Anything else?
Find your meaning in life.
The world is your stage.
If life gives you lemons, throw them at people who got expensive cars.
Wonder and wonder more.
Dparting is such sweet sorrow.
I wish I can save the world...
I feels good to write random thoughts. Today was tiring...
Today's Choice Of Song: I Don't Care By Fall Out Boys
What Else Is There To Write? Bye.
***POST ENDED***
Twist, Turn, Rewind, Repeat.
Breaking the barriers of fear is going against the human instinct.
I like playing with my measuring tape.
Friends are the joy within the my heart and soul.
Even if you are defeated, you are still a winner. No one loses.
The seating arrangement is dull, and sitting at the back of the class is even worst.
I want to watch shows and animes, but I hate the restriction.
I stop and admire the beauties around me, not the beasts.
Idiocy at his highest level.
Love struck? Hopefully not.
Restricted, I have too. Yet I hate it.
Ignorance is bliss.
Men cry not only for themselves, but for their comrades.
Lead no matter the outcome, they need a leader to follow and guild them.
Many activities creates horrible explosive situations. I learned that the hard way.
I love music.
Cookies with nuts!
10 or below, Junior College, anything else, Nanyang or Ngee Ann.
I feel like Alex, except I write one line stuff in the same post.
I don't remember the number for 999.
Believe and it will happen.
Anything is possible, even making the possible, impossible.
Movies, movies and more movies.
Genocide, Genesis, Ultimatum, Holocaust, Armageddon, Apocalypse. Anything else?
Find your meaning in life.
The world is your stage.
If life gives you lemons, throw them at people who got expensive cars.
Wonder and wonder more.
Dparting is such sweet sorrow.
I wish I can save the world...
I feels good to write random thoughts. Today was tiring...
Today's Choice Of Song: I Don't Care By Fall Out Boys
What Else Is There To Write? Bye.
***POST ENDED***
Monday, January 26, 2009
I don't encourage conflicts and fights, I disapprove them. What do you do when you see conflicts between 2 people?
A: Stop the fight and try to calm them down;
B: Talk to both or one of them after the conflict is over;
C: Go Against the person you think is in the wrong;
D: Stare and watch;
E: Totally ignore their existence.
People Who Chooses A are those outspoken, outgoing ones. They dare to intervene and not worry about themselves, but the others around. They are willing to help if they see trouble. A true friend one would say.
People Who Chooses B are low-profile. They wouldn't want to intervene because they themselves are worried for both themselves and the 2 people. They know right from wrong, but is afraid to say them when many people are around.
People Who Chooses C are simply one-sided. They don't look at the problem, and decided to take their stand, even when it leads them to a disadvantage. Sometimes these type of people have something a against the opposing party, and decided to join the forces of the one against it. They are the type of friends who thinks they are helping, yet only making things worst.
People Who Chooses D are cowards, busybodies or just total strangers. They either know what's happening, or they don't. They know what to do, but just don't want to voice out. They are more concerned about themselves them others. Friends like this depends. Some of them are the good ones, just shy. While the others just watch and pretend nothing happened.
People Who Chooses E are fuck ass. They think that it isn't their problem, so they walk away, or they are too afraid to do anything. Friends like this can't be thrown into the rubbish chute.
I'm more of B and D types than A. So what's your answer?
Chinese New Year Day 1. Went to the temple to pray first. I visited my godparents, both my grandmothers, and my great grandmother. Got many hongbaos but haven't counted them.
Today's Choice Of Song: I'll Be There For You From Friends
Guess What? Nothing.
A: Stop the fight and try to calm them down;
B: Talk to both or one of them after the conflict is over;
C: Go Against the person you think is in the wrong;
D: Stare and watch;
E: Totally ignore their existence.
People Who Chooses A are those outspoken, outgoing ones. They dare to intervene and not worry about themselves, but the others around. They are willing to help if they see trouble. A true friend one would say.
People Who Chooses B are low-profile. They wouldn't want to intervene because they themselves are worried for both themselves and the 2 people. They know right from wrong, but is afraid to say them when many people are around.
People Who Chooses C are simply one-sided. They don't look at the problem, and decided to take their stand, even when it leads them to a disadvantage. Sometimes these type of people have something a against the opposing party, and decided to join the forces of the one against it. They are the type of friends who thinks they are helping, yet only making things worst.
People Who Chooses D are cowards, busybodies or just total strangers. They either know what's happening, or they don't. They know what to do, but just don't want to voice out. They are more concerned about themselves them others. Friends like this depends. Some of them are the good ones, just shy. While the others just watch and pretend nothing happened.
People Who Chooses E are fuck ass. They think that it isn't their problem, so they walk away, or they are too afraid to do anything. Friends like this can't be thrown into the rubbish chute.
I'm more of B and D types than A. So what's your answer?
Chinese New Year Day 1. Went to the temple to pray first. I visited my godparents, both my grandmothers, and my great grandmother. Got many hongbaos but haven't counted them.
Today's Choice Of Song: I'll Be There For You From Friends
Guess What? Nothing.
Sunday, January 25, 2009
An Apple, it is something versatile. Actually, everything is versatile. Everything can be link to anything. It's all connected. The subjects taken in schools, Junior College, Polytechnics, Universities and places of higher learning helps us find this links.
From the word 'APPLE', what is the first thing that comes to our mind? The colour Red? It being A Fruit? It came from An Apple Tree? Newton's Law of Gravity? The Adam's Apple? Mr 'Apple' Chong?
From all this, we can link it to something else. Example, Red is a Primary Colour; The Formula for Newton's Law Of Gravity is F=(m1*m2)/r²; Mr 'Apple' Chong once acted as A Mermaid, and so on and so forth till it reaches back to the same thing, an apple.
The universe is linked. No it's not bugged, no hacking involved, it's just linked. But if you go in deeper, it is just like your reunion dinner, throwing everything(both Matter and Non-Matter) into the steamboat(the Universe). I can actually be just soup, a mixture. But humans want it simple, and made it into 'Internet Explorer', like a web.
Humans made 1+1=2, because majority[exactly(estimated Numbers) 99.999999999999999% of Earth's population thinks that way] of the people decided that 1+1=2. If we went back in time and said that 1+1=3, then there will be extreme changes. Humans are so adapted to this simple equation, just but simply turning the switch, havoc arises. Humans made all this to their liking, and the majority fellow. Small changes we can adapt, big ones are dangerous.
In the end, simply put it, anything means everything, many things can be only something, while only something can mean many things, nothing means many things, only something, everything, anything or just nothing. It's all linked. Get the picture?
Well Chinese New Year is less than 30 minutes away. Downloaded some PSP games. Had some exercise this afternoon and a hearty reunion dinner with my parents, uncle and grandma. It's sad that my sister did not join us, anyway good luck studying in San Diego, Happy Chinese New Year, we all missed your presence. Watch 'Kung-Fu Hustle' on Channel U. Blogging now.
Today's Choice Of Song: 中国话 By S.H.E
A quote from Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core "Men Cry Not For Themselves, But For Their Comrades."
Wait Another 12 Minutes For The Next Post.
From the word 'APPLE', what is the first thing that comes to our mind? The colour Red? It being A Fruit? It came from An Apple Tree? Newton's Law of Gravity? The Adam's Apple? Mr 'Apple' Chong?
From all this, we can link it to something else. Example, Red is a Primary Colour; The Formula for Newton's Law Of Gravity is F=(m1*m2)/r²; Mr 'Apple' Chong once acted as A Mermaid, and so on and so forth till it reaches back to the same thing, an apple.
The universe is linked. No it's not bugged, no hacking involved, it's just linked. But if you go in deeper, it is just like your reunion dinner, throwing everything(both Matter and Non-Matter) into the steamboat(the Universe). I can actually be just soup, a mixture. But humans want it simple, and made it into 'Internet Explorer', like a web.
Humans made 1+1=2, because majority[exactly(estimated Numbers) 99.999999999999999% of Earth's population thinks that way] of the people decided that 1+1=2. If we went back in time and said that 1+1=3, then there will be extreme changes. Humans are so adapted to this simple equation, just but simply turning the switch, havoc arises. Humans made all this to their liking, and the majority fellow. Small changes we can adapt, big ones are dangerous.
In the end, simply put it, anything means everything, many things can be only something, while only something can mean many things, nothing means many things, only something, everything, anything or just nothing. It's all linked. Get the picture?
Well Chinese New Year is less than 30 minutes away. Downloaded some PSP games. Had some exercise this afternoon and a hearty reunion dinner with my parents, uncle and grandma. It's sad that my sister did not join us, anyway good luck studying in San Diego, Happy Chinese New Year, we all missed your presence. Watch 'Kung-Fu Hustle' on Channel U. Blogging now.
Today's Choice Of Song: 中国话 By S.H.E
A quote from Final Fantasy VII: Crisis Core "Men Cry Not For Themselves, But For Their Comrades."
Wait Another 12 Minutes For The Next Post.
Saturday, January 24, 2009
It's a long boring day today... Tomorrow is going to be the same as well, reunion dinner is nothing exciting, plus my sister went off to San Diego for an exchange program, so there is one less person to make the group more lively. Had my breakfast at 12:30PM. Watch some cartoons before placing my butt on the seat in front of the computer. Turned it on and waited for it to load. Wondered how to make it more interesting at home. Somehow, my MSN can't work. Try again later. Read some blog posts. Interesting, negative, positive, weird, stupid. Some posts just wants me to shot out my thoughts, but I didn't bother too. I don't like posts that targets someone. Intervention might make it worst. Sitting on the sidelines makes me feel worst. So what can I do? Now I'm bored...
Friday, January 23, 2009
When there is an end, there was a beginning. Where we come from, is what made us now. The roots of the tree is what made the leaves at the top. We always say 'forget the past, look forward to the future'.
If the past was forgotten, we will be lost.
There will be nothing to guide us, correct our mistakes, repent our wrongdoings, prevent our foolish acts. Even the worst memories must be left somewhere inside. Having 'amnesia' means that repentance will occur. You can never forget those memories unless you are senile, lack of brain-cells, have short-term memory loss, or actually having amnesia. If you are a totally normal person, your horrible memories cannot be forgotten.
We keep these nightmares in our Pandora's Box, to prevent us from making these mistakes again. One glance at the forbidden artifact that gives out the bad and dangerous aura, and we know what not to do. There will always be a sign there that says 'DO NOT OPEN' for idiots. Yet at times, a little imp wonders around the box, preparing to open and release the evil within. Don't let the imp appear, that's my suggestion. Overcome it and build the high-security prison for either the imp, or for your Pandora's Box.
Never let lust and temptation over power you and make you repeat the same mistakes. Remember that awful past and leave it aside, locked up. Whenever you think you are going through a repetition of something bad, take a quick glance at those memories. You will know what to do from there.
The great ones are those which helps ease the negativity. This is what pushes you to stay alive, to move on, to continue the journey. The happy memories we kept inside for years and years to come, to remind us of those great times and to laugh and cry over the funny and great things we did. We tell our childhood stories to our children and our grand-children, and they pass it down to our great grand-children and so fourth. You will be up in the great skies, listening to your stories, and that happiness blooms once again in your heart and soul.
The thoughts are always left open in our mind, never kept in a container. The angel in us keeps it that way. We never want to lose them, we what to keep them forever, never letting go. It follows us even in the afterlife. Memories like this can never be forgotten. Never forget this, is what makes you continue to move.
Never forget both the good and bad. There needs to be something to counterbalance the other. Always know the History, especially your own.
Keep on trying, no matter how long that stretch of road is, there will be an end. Fall, and stand. Fall and stand. Don't stop till you see that light at the end of the tunnel, and you will reach a beautiful place. When there is a start, there will always be a finish. This applies to everything. It's life.
The past is as important as the future, but present is so much more.
By The Way, you can't say you can forget about the past, there will be a flashback of your life before you die. It's still rememberance.
***END***(It's not everything, I can't remember some parts)
I have been very tired these past few days. I easily forget things now, my thoughts just disappear sometimes after a few minutes. I feel I'm becoming more of a idiot. I feel afraid. I feel stress. Sitting at the back row is impossible. The sitting arrangement is so boring, it's literally making me sleep. I knew it's going to be a hard year, but I didn't know it was this hard. It is going to get worst from time to time. It was the Chinese New Year Celebrations today at school. We were allowed to wear home clothes. Wore a red button-up collar shirt to school, and jeans. School started at 8:30AM today. After the performance in the hall, went back to class for our own class celebration. It was fun. Went to LAN at Hougang Green with Ryan, Darren, Corey, Nigel, JL and Jeremy. Then had lunch and went home. Tuition at 7PM.
'Choice Of Song' Either Has Something To Do With The Lyrics, Part Of The Lyrics, The Title, The Band and the TONE.
Yesterday's Choice Of Song: Can't Stop By Maroon 5
Today's Choice Of Song: Learning To Fall By Boys Like Girls
What Everybody Figured, Was Lies. I Know Why...
If the past was forgotten, we will be lost.
There will be nothing to guide us, correct our mistakes, repent our wrongdoings, prevent our foolish acts. Even the worst memories must be left somewhere inside. Having 'amnesia' means that repentance will occur. You can never forget those memories unless you are senile, lack of brain-cells, have short-term memory loss, or actually having amnesia. If you are a totally normal person, your horrible memories cannot be forgotten.
We keep these nightmares in our Pandora's Box, to prevent us from making these mistakes again. One glance at the forbidden artifact that gives out the bad and dangerous aura, and we know what not to do. There will always be a sign there that says 'DO NOT OPEN' for idiots. Yet at times, a little imp wonders around the box, preparing to open and release the evil within. Don't let the imp appear, that's my suggestion. Overcome it and build the high-security prison for either the imp, or for your Pandora's Box.
Never let lust and temptation over power you and make you repeat the same mistakes. Remember that awful past and leave it aside, locked up. Whenever you think you are going through a repetition of something bad, take a quick glance at those memories. You will know what to do from there.
The great ones are those which helps ease the negativity. This is what pushes you to stay alive, to move on, to continue the journey. The happy memories we kept inside for years and years to come, to remind us of those great times and to laugh and cry over the funny and great things we did. We tell our childhood stories to our children and our grand-children, and they pass it down to our great grand-children and so fourth. You will be up in the great skies, listening to your stories, and that happiness blooms once again in your heart and soul.
The thoughts are always left open in our mind, never kept in a container. The angel in us keeps it that way. We never want to lose them, we what to keep them forever, never letting go. It follows us even in the afterlife. Memories like this can never be forgotten. Never forget this, is what makes you continue to move.
Never forget both the good and bad. There needs to be something to counterbalance the other. Always know the History, especially your own.
Keep on trying, no matter how long that stretch of road is, there will be an end. Fall, and stand. Fall and stand. Don't stop till you see that light at the end of the tunnel, and you will reach a beautiful place. When there is a start, there will always be a finish. This applies to everything. It's life.
The past is as important as the future, but present is so much more.
By The Way, you can't say you can forget about the past, there will be a flashback of your life before you die. It's still rememberance.
***END***(It's not everything, I can't remember some parts)
I have been very tired these past few days. I easily forget things now, my thoughts just disappear sometimes after a few minutes. I feel I'm becoming more of a idiot. I feel afraid. I feel stress. Sitting at the back row is impossible. The sitting arrangement is so boring, it's literally making me sleep. I knew it's going to be a hard year, but I didn't know it was this hard. It is going to get worst from time to time. It was the Chinese New Year Celebrations today at school. We were allowed to wear home clothes. Wore a red button-up collar shirt to school, and jeans. School started at 8:30AM today. After the performance in the hall, went back to class for our own class celebration. It was fun. Went to LAN at Hougang Green with Ryan, Darren, Corey, Nigel, JL and Jeremy. Then had lunch and went home. Tuition at 7PM.
'Choice Of Song' Either Has Something To Do With The Lyrics, Part Of The Lyrics, The Title, The Band and the TONE.
Yesterday's Choice Of Song: Can't Stop By Maroon 5
Today's Choice Of Song: Learning To Fall By Boys Like Girls
What Everybody Figured, Was Lies. I Know Why...
Tuesday, January 20, 2009
I don't know how to start, so I can't help. I felt bad at that point. Until I saw the problem being resolved. I felt great even if I did not do anything. Smiles, it just passes on.
Think people, I already mention it in my previous post, why still do it? Think then carry out. Especially when you are already in a difficult position.
At the moment I only can speak this few words, I totally forgot about the thoughts I had the whole day. I think my mind blanked out suddenly. I can't think. Maybe not today.
School today? NCC? News spread fast, I blame myself. Bad news resolved? Hopefully. After school pre-dinner snack as usual. Headed for home after that.
'Today's Choice Of Song' Either Has Something To Do With The Lyrics, Part Of The Lyrics, The Title, The Band.
Today's Choice Of Song: Five Minutes To Midnight By Boys Like Girls
Is The Danger Zone Worth Entering? I Need Some Time To Think.
Think people, I already mention it in my previous post, why still do it? Think then carry out. Especially when you are already in a difficult position.
At the moment I only can speak this few words, I totally forgot about the thoughts I had the whole day. I think my mind blanked out suddenly. I can't think. Maybe not today.
School today? NCC? News spread fast, I blame myself. Bad news resolved? Hopefully. After school pre-dinner snack as usual. Headed for home after that.
'Today's Choice Of Song' Either Has Something To Do With The Lyrics, Part Of The Lyrics, The Title, The Band.
Today's Choice Of Song: Five Minutes To Midnight By Boys Like Girls
Is The Danger Zone Worth Entering? I Need Some Time To Think.
Monday, January 19, 2009
A tsunami of thoughts is rushing towards my brain... Voicing it out it's the best opinion.
Yet... I'm at a blank now. Where to start? In the middle? We sometimes feel we stand in the middle. We don't know whether to go left, right, up or down. In between friends? To choose them? To side who? To leave one? We are always in this dilemma. We might think is easy at times, but that is totally wrong. We decide blindly. We choose without looking at the scenarios, without thinking of what will happen both now and then. When we think too much, we feel pressurise and continue to be caged up in the middle. By blindly deciding, you roll the dice, you take the chance, and the odds are extremely risky. You imagine the scenarios, estimate the probability, and can easily differentiate left from right. Staying in there too long is risky as well. Time does not wait for you, but flows with you. The longer you delay, the narrower the path gets, and once it disappears, you are stuck, lost, helpless. Think fast or it's over.
If you seen my post, or heard what a friend told me, you should know that 'What Has Happened Made You. Don't Regret. The Past Made The You Now'. What if, you were given a chance to restart? To go back to any point in time and to make you life for the better or worst? Think about it, you could have stop yourself from saying a certain sentence, or doing a certain behaviour which ruined your life. Everyone wants a do-over, so that they can get perfect results. Would you? Thinking of the scenarios happening in between is endless, anyone of them could happen, anything could happen. Is it possible to stop this process we call the butterfly effect? Is there away for everyone to win? No there isn't. It's forever a win-lose situation. We all want a restart where everyone stands victorious, but if you heard the saying 'Life Is Unfair', you will know why it will not happen. You think by rewinding time is going to help, think again. Start thinking fast and get ready for what's ahead of you.
I read, I listen, I lean. I see the misery, the torment, the sorrow. I want to help. I see, hear, feel all of it, I myself feel being pierced in the centre of my heart, feeling the pain for an eternity, until the problem is resolved. Some people says god made us, but why did he create suffering and misery in the world? I want to see the world smile. Yet I can only do so little. Before I can help, I have to take things very simple and straightforward. It limits me if you don't tell me how you feel or what you don't like about me. If you think having me around is something that will upset you, tell me. I want happiness from me and others. Seeing people happy makes me happy. I think I found my purpose in life, to create happiness and joy to the world around me. It hard for me to help people if they don't take things in a mature manner, especially girls. One wrong word and they might change their whole opinion of you, that's how sensitive they are. I hear everyone need feedback, yet no one is giving them, because everyone thinks its to afraid it will hurt each others feelings. If they all knew each others thoughts, they will find out how foolish it was. It seems like a endless cycle. Sometimes I want to help, but yet I can't. You, yourself have to help yourself as well.
It seems boring today... Monotonous as usual. I was sleepy and tired today, so I felt a bit grouchy.
Today's Choice Of Song: Signal Fire by Snow Patrol
Can I Help The World? I Hope I Could...
Yet... I'm at a blank now. Where to start? In the middle? We sometimes feel we stand in the middle. We don't know whether to go left, right, up or down. In between friends? To choose them? To side who? To leave one? We are always in this dilemma. We might think is easy at times, but that is totally wrong. We decide blindly. We choose without looking at the scenarios, without thinking of what will happen both now and then. When we think too much, we feel pressurise and continue to be caged up in the middle. By blindly deciding, you roll the dice, you take the chance, and the odds are extremely risky. You imagine the scenarios, estimate the probability, and can easily differentiate left from right. Staying in there too long is risky as well. Time does not wait for you, but flows with you. The longer you delay, the narrower the path gets, and once it disappears, you are stuck, lost, helpless. Think fast or it's over.
If you seen my post, or heard what a friend told me, you should know that 'What Has Happened Made You. Don't Regret. The Past Made The You Now'. What if, you were given a chance to restart? To go back to any point in time and to make you life for the better or worst? Think about it, you could have stop yourself from saying a certain sentence, or doing a certain behaviour which ruined your life. Everyone wants a do-over, so that they can get perfect results. Would you? Thinking of the scenarios happening in between is endless, anyone of them could happen, anything could happen. Is it possible to stop this process we call the butterfly effect? Is there away for everyone to win? No there isn't. It's forever a win-lose situation. We all want a restart where everyone stands victorious, but if you heard the saying 'Life Is Unfair', you will know why it will not happen. You think by rewinding time is going to help, think again. Start thinking fast and get ready for what's ahead of you.
I read, I listen, I lean. I see the misery, the torment, the sorrow. I want to help. I see, hear, feel all of it, I myself feel being pierced in the centre of my heart, feeling the pain for an eternity, until the problem is resolved. Some people says god made us, but why did he create suffering and misery in the world? I want to see the world smile. Yet I can only do so little. Before I can help, I have to take things very simple and straightforward. It limits me if you don't tell me how you feel or what you don't like about me. If you think having me around is something that will upset you, tell me. I want happiness from me and others. Seeing people happy makes me happy. I think I found my purpose in life, to create happiness and joy to the world around me. It hard for me to help people if they don't take things in a mature manner, especially girls. One wrong word and they might change their whole opinion of you, that's how sensitive they are. I hear everyone need feedback, yet no one is giving them, because everyone thinks its to afraid it will hurt each others feelings. If they all knew each others thoughts, they will find out how foolish it was. It seems like a endless cycle. Sometimes I want to help, but yet I can't. You, yourself have to help yourself as well.
It seems boring today... Monotonous as usual. I was sleepy and tired today, so I felt a bit grouchy.
Today's Choice Of Song: Signal Fire by Snow Patrol
Can I Help The World? I Hope I Could...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
This is 151. I suggest you read everything.
Well yesterday, there was nothing of interest. GS came to my house to get a PSP game and I went for tuition.
Today was a big day. Woke up early and headed for my cousin's house. Took a 112, and transferred to a 72. I glanced out the glass of the 72 bus. Then I saw a reflection of everything inside the bus. In that reflection, everything is opposite. There was no colour, their left was right. I start to think, is there a world totally opposite from our world? I thought of scenarios where I was a total bastard, where my friends all despise me instead of loving me. Even the single thought of that was frightening.
Had breakfast and headed to Potong Pasir MRT. Met some of the fellow Buddhist youth members there. Headed to the actual meeting area. Had a Certificate Presentation and watch a video about the SBM camp. Soon, it was lunch time. Took a shuttle bus to Sentosa. At there, we headed for the beach, and at 1pm, the sand was scorching hot. Still we had our free time to do whatever we wanted. We had a Frisbee game. We were put into our different groups. Next was a fifteen minute break. Then my younger cousin, Cleon, arrived at our location. Had a sumo wrestling game A.K.A Royal Rumble. Had a very long break, so my cousins and me wondered around the shore area. Made fools of ourselves. I almost got pushed into the water by my fellow SBM youth members...
Laid down on the sand and slack. Started starring at the clouds. The feeling of it felt nice. I could have slept there. I wish I was like the clouds, calm and free to move, from the help of the wind of course. It looked so lazy, it's very important and it is known for its presence around the world. The only flaw is it's self-control and consistency. Although it helps in the continuity of life, it rains whenever it felt so, and roared thunder with out any warning. It's sometimes get crazy, and destruction occurs. The calm look might just be an act. I want to be like the clouds, but without the flaws.
My cousins also buried my feet in the sand. Had a soccer match after that. Lost by one goal. Maybe I was not there to defend the left position, which made a big opening. Was wasn't I there. I got an injury. Someone took a corner kick and my toes clash into one of my seniors knee. We both got out of the match immediately, due to the agonizing pain. We both got our just desserts. My little toe and my second toe is injured on my left. After awhile, the pain wore off a little. Went to continue playing the last few minutes of the game.
Soon the game ended, and we were playing another game, after another break. It was something like Captain's Ball, But instead, we buried half of our slippers in the sand in a upright position, and had to use ball to knock them all down. We won in sudden death. Slack till the time we left the beach.
Took a group photo, and headed for the monorail station. The area was extremely pack. It took quite awhile before we entered the monorail. Saw a pretty girl through the refection of the glass. I wonder why my eyes takes notice of this. I try not to, yet resistance is futile. Is it a natural reaction? Maybe. I also wonder why guys go ga-ga over some pretty girl they see. Usually after that, either one of the four things happen:
1. Go talk to the person and get to know them better
2. Be a flirt
3. Act ignorant as you glance at her from time to time
4. Complaining about your friend that they left you because the saw a girl
I think this also applies to girls as well? Next had dinner there. Was suppose to meet them at the rooftop area of Vivo, but couldn't find them. We decided to go home. Took a bath and blogged.
If you know that I was typing my thoughts and daily events together, excellent job. If not, you are a total retard.
By the way, I got to say sorry to people, especially to those I put in misery.
Is True Love True? Of course not, although people Have their different definitions.
Sometimes I Like To Listen To A Certain Song Depending On How My Day Went.
Today's Choice Of Song: The Middle By Jimmy Eats World
Forgot What I Wanted To Say Here
Well yesterday, there was nothing of interest. GS came to my house to get a PSP game and I went for tuition.
Today was a big day. Woke up early and headed for my cousin's house. Took a 112, and transferred to a 72. I glanced out the glass of the 72 bus. Then I saw a reflection of everything inside the bus. In that reflection, everything is opposite. There was no colour, their left was right. I start to think, is there a world totally opposite from our world? I thought of scenarios where I was a total bastard, where my friends all despise me instead of loving me. Even the single thought of that was frightening.
Had breakfast and headed to Potong Pasir MRT. Met some of the fellow Buddhist youth members there. Headed to the actual meeting area. Had a Certificate Presentation and watch a video about the SBM camp. Soon, it was lunch time. Took a shuttle bus to Sentosa. At there, we headed for the beach, and at 1pm, the sand was scorching hot. Still we had our free time to do whatever we wanted. We had a Frisbee game. We were put into our different groups. Next was a fifteen minute break. Then my younger cousin, Cleon, arrived at our location. Had a sumo wrestling game A.K.A Royal Rumble. Had a very long break, so my cousins and me wondered around the shore area. Made fools of ourselves. I almost got pushed into the water by my fellow SBM youth members...
Laid down on the sand and slack. Started starring at the clouds. The feeling of it felt nice. I could have slept there. I wish I was like the clouds, calm and free to move, from the help of the wind of course. It looked so lazy, it's very important and it is known for its presence around the world. The only flaw is it's self-control and consistency. Although it helps in the continuity of life, it rains whenever it felt so, and roared thunder with out any warning. It's sometimes get crazy, and destruction occurs. The calm look might just be an act. I want to be like the clouds, but without the flaws.
My cousins also buried my feet in the sand. Had a soccer match after that. Lost by one goal. Maybe I was not there to defend the left position, which made a big opening. Was wasn't I there. I got an injury. Someone took a corner kick and my toes clash into one of my seniors knee. We both got out of the match immediately, due to the agonizing pain. We both got our just desserts. My little toe and my second toe is injured on my left. After awhile, the pain wore off a little. Went to continue playing the last few minutes of the game.
Soon the game ended, and we were playing another game, after another break. It was something like Captain's Ball, But instead, we buried half of our slippers in the sand in a upright position, and had to use ball to knock them all down. We won in sudden death. Slack till the time we left the beach.
Took a group photo, and headed for the monorail station. The area was extremely pack. It took quite awhile before we entered the monorail. Saw a pretty girl through the refection of the glass. I wonder why my eyes takes notice of this. I try not to, yet resistance is futile. Is it a natural reaction? Maybe. I also wonder why guys go ga-ga over some pretty girl they see. Usually after that, either one of the four things happen:
1. Go talk to the person and get to know them better
2. Be a flirt
3. Act ignorant as you glance at her from time to time
4. Complaining about your friend that they left you because the saw a girl
I think this also applies to girls as well? Next had dinner there. Was suppose to meet them at the rooftop area of Vivo, but couldn't find them. We decided to go home. Took a bath and blogged.
If you know that I was typing my thoughts and daily events together, excellent job. If not, you are a total retard.
By the way, I got to say sorry to people, especially to those I put in misery.
Is True Love True? Of course not, although people Have their different definitions.
Sometimes I Like To Listen To A Certain Song Depending On How My Day Went.
Today's Choice Of Song: The Middle By Jimmy Eats World
Forgot What I Wanted To Say Here
Thursday, January 15, 2009
I have too many things to do. Maybe next time.
Anyway it's getting busier and harder for me to keep up, as the time passes by. Homework flying across the room, lessons that are boring me to sleep. So... Nigel decided to come to my house after extra lessons. He played a litte DOTA and some other games. Lended him my MP3 so watch out when he starts to sing. Got to go.
Sometimes 1, Sometimes 2.
Anyway it's getting busier and harder for me to keep up, as the time passes by. Homework flying across the room, lessons that are boring me to sleep. So... Nigel decided to come to my house after extra lessons. He played a litte DOTA and some other games. Lended him my MP3 so watch out when he starts to sing. Got to go.
Sometimes 1, Sometimes 2.
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
Cliques. What are they?
It gives an identity to a group of people. It splits the good, bad, physical, musical, crazy, quiet, intelligent, morons and whatever types of people you can think off. Some cliques are mixtures of the above. It also strengthens the bonds between you and the fellow clique members. In the clique, you can usually seek help from fellow members, and they should be willing to. Having cliques is also a way to know each other better. It's also fun having them. Sometimes you have different roles in a clique, like a mafia gang does.
It also separates you more from the outside world. Usually, more of your time will be spent with the clique, than the people walking pass you. It is hard to balance time with friends outside and the clique. Everyone in the clique is important. Usually, if one step or more step out of it, it gets disbanded. That's why sometimes its a short-term thing. At times, They will disband, regroup, disband and regroup again and again.
If you think you can overcome the above, then having cliques is not a problem. If not, then either make changes or stay the way you are. Anyway, who am I to say this? I don't make the rules. Still, it's just what I myself personally thinks, and this is my blog, so I type with no law.
Well, it's been boring. Lessons and more lessons. I type about something more interesting next time, I think.
You See That It's There, You Walk Towards It And It Disappears
It gives an identity to a group of people. It splits the good, bad, physical, musical, crazy, quiet, intelligent, morons and whatever types of people you can think off. Some cliques are mixtures of the above. It also strengthens the bonds between you and the fellow clique members. In the clique, you can usually seek help from fellow members, and they should be willing to. Having cliques is also a way to know each other better. It's also fun having them. Sometimes you have different roles in a clique, like a mafia gang does.
It also separates you more from the outside world. Usually, more of your time will be spent with the clique, than the people walking pass you. It is hard to balance time with friends outside and the clique. Everyone in the clique is important. Usually, if one step or more step out of it, it gets disbanded. That's why sometimes its a short-term thing. At times, They will disband, regroup, disband and regroup again and again.
If you think you can overcome the above, then having cliques is not a problem. If not, then either make changes or stay the way you are. Anyway, who am I to say this? I don't make the rules. Still, it's just what I myself personally thinks, and this is my blog, so I type with no law.
Well, it's been boring. Lessons and more lessons. I type about something more interesting next time, I think.
You See That It's There, You Walk Towards It And It Disappears
Monday, January 12, 2009
My Friends Say Sugar, I Say Salt.
I'm not going to say much today, because I'm extremely tired. Had school as usual, came back and used the computer to read blogs. Watch some cartoons and had dinner. Tuition at 7pm. I came back and started on my homework. Went to the study room and found that my computer wasn't turned off... Left some tags, and replied some tags, tomorrow is another day. Boring isn't it?
I'm requesting Ryan to reply his tags, that's all, try to make an effort. And readers, read the post below this. My 'fans' thinks it is a good read, I think.
I'm Stuck Between Split Roads.
I'm not going to say much today, because I'm extremely tired. Had school as usual, came back and used the computer to read blogs. Watch some cartoons and had dinner. Tuition at 7pm. I came back and started on my homework. Went to the study room and found that my computer wasn't turned off... Left some tags, and replied some tags, tomorrow is another day. Boring isn't it?
I'm requesting Ryan to reply his tags, that's all, try to make an effort. And readers, read the post below this. My 'fans' thinks it is a good read, I think.
I'm Stuck Between Split Roads.
Sunday, January 11, 2009
I love it when others post their thoughts and ideas on their blog like me. Reading them, simply, makes me feel happy. I understand how they feel. At times, it's heart warming, meaningful, partially true but at times it is totally wrong. Time is on my hands at the moment, so this might be a long post. My thoughts might just skip from one topic to another. You may want to skip the in between if you didn't feel like reading them.
Friends just come and go, but it's the memories that we cherish which makes us remember them. Sometimes, even your biggest rival can become your best friend. Like what Gerald and I once said, 'anything is possible'. Perfection is something not obtainable? It's still possible, but maybe we just have not figure out the solution to that yet. Our circle of friends are everywhere. My cousin and me think that our friends are all around us, even the strangers walking pass us everyday. Our world is linked, for example, you have a friend who know this person, and that person knows someone else, who knows another person, and so on and so forth. Along that path of friends, you are sure to know someone, ending up linking back to you.
Strangers are people we don't know, but they are indirectly our friends, the differences between friends and strangers is the communication and interaction. Making friends is an easy yet difficult task. That stranger can be your friend by just talking to him/her, but after awhile, the communication and interaction between the both of you stop, and he/she is forgotten, becoming just strangers again. When friends are gone, we feel sad. When a stranger leaves, nothing is felt between the both of you.Keep in contact so the bond we tighten or at least maintain.
Sometimes during that process we call friendship, facing challenges, obstacles and roadblocks are common. There are commonly known as the 'Test of Friendship'. This tests are dangerous. A wrong move, action or speech, and it can result in the loss of a friend.
What are this challenges, obstacles and roadblocks I'm talking about? The constant hate for someone, the misunderstanding of others, the ignorance of one, the criticism by others, all the bad things you can think off. It both shows the good and bad side of you. At times, you are stuck between. You could side that friend, but could be hurting some other friend in that process. It's possible to have a win-win, than lose-win. Always try to avoid the lose-lose. Everyone has a choice, but it up to which that decides the future.
Hate sometimes worsen that situation. Your anger, sometimes uncontrollable, will make others not just between the two parties, to go against you, creating the lose-lose situation. Thanks to a friend, I found out that the feeling of anger and hatred is childish. It as well, is a total waste of time and effort. Why? By using all the time spent hating and think about that hate, you could have many things meaningful. Throwing a tantrum will not get you anywhere. It's deemed better to ignore than to hate. If you heard and understood the phrase 'Ignorance is bliss', you will know what I mean. If not, look it up on the Internet.
Envy turns to Hate. Hate turns to Revenge. Revenge turns to Destruction. Destruction results in a Lost. The Lost results in Regret. To me, that's how it turns out. Never reach Regret. If you have a life without regrets, your happy will last till your grave, or maybe ever after that. A quote from a friend, 'What Has Happened Made You. Don't Regret. The Past Made The You Now'.
Saying 'Please' and 'Thank You' is something everyone have to do, especially the 'Thank You'. When someones helps you, say 'Thanks' is to show appreciation of one's kindness, and recognition of one's self. This part is for those people who don't understand why we say 'Thank You'. Thanks too all who inspired my to type this long post. To all my friends who were always there for me and to the people around the world. Also to my ancestors who created letters, words and numbers and also for giving birth to my fathers and fore-fathers and so on. Thank you Evan Williams and Meg Hourihan for launching Blogger. Thank you Bill Gates for Windows(although Vista Sucked). Thank you to the people who came out with ideas which resulted in the creation of the computer. Many Thank you to the universe for just being there, and last but not least, to the Buddha and god and to whoever is in that sky way above from planet Earth.
This is where I end this post... Wrong, I still have the last 2 days of my life to post about, so be patient.
So what did I do on Saturday? Woke up about 7:50am. Took the 9:30am shuttle bus to Hougang Mall. I though I was meeting Darren and Nigel there, but there were at Hougang Point. They were taking 74 to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Open House, so I took 74 from the interchange and meet with them when the bus reached thier stop. Once at Ngee Ann, we alighted and found Jeremy hiding behind a potted plant. So we toured the area. Saw Nigel's scout leader, Victor. We did some activities, and see some of the CCAs there. I can do acrchery! My arrow barely went into the bull-eye. We also played Wii Tennis. Went to buy some stuff with the voucher I received from a lucky draw. Visited the library there. Saw some channel 8 celebrities, and went to look at the courses available. Saw some people from Hougang Secondary there. Headed for the 'Makan Place' to eat. Went to look at more cources and soon we had to depart. Headed for the blocks near Hougang Point. Sang songs and talked with Joyce, Alex, WZ and Ryan. Ryan left soon after. Then after about half to 1 an a half hours, we too departed for home.
Today went to tuition, had lunch and headed to Hougang Point to study. after about over an hour, we started fooling around. I forgot to mention that Joyce, Javen and SinLee were there. Joyce younger cousin was there too. We then went to the near-by playground. The girls used me and Joyce's cousin ans an amusment... Anyway, Joyce left along with her cousin, while Javen, SinLee and me walked to our bus stop. Javen left and The two of us went to Hougang Mall. Once we alighted, I went to top-up my Ez-Link card, while SinLee went to buy her stuff, we departed from there. Came back and went to sleep.
That was a long post, about 3 hours or so. Anyway here is the end of the post.
I Love You All
Friends just come and go, but it's the memories that we cherish which makes us remember them. Sometimes, even your biggest rival can become your best friend. Like what Gerald and I once said, 'anything is possible'. Perfection is something not obtainable? It's still possible, but maybe we just have not figure out the solution to that yet. Our circle of friends are everywhere. My cousin and me think that our friends are all around us, even the strangers walking pass us everyday. Our world is linked, for example, you have a friend who know this person, and that person knows someone else, who knows another person, and so on and so forth. Along that path of friends, you are sure to know someone, ending up linking back to you.
Strangers are people we don't know, but they are indirectly our friends, the differences between friends and strangers is the communication and interaction. Making friends is an easy yet difficult task. That stranger can be your friend by just talking to him/her, but after awhile, the communication and interaction between the both of you stop, and he/she is forgotten, becoming just strangers again. When friends are gone, we feel sad. When a stranger leaves, nothing is felt between the both of you.Keep in contact so the bond we tighten or at least maintain.
Sometimes during that process we call friendship, facing challenges, obstacles and roadblocks are common. There are commonly known as the 'Test of Friendship'. This tests are dangerous. A wrong move, action or speech, and it can result in the loss of a friend.
What are this challenges, obstacles and roadblocks I'm talking about? The constant hate for someone, the misunderstanding of others, the ignorance of one, the criticism by others, all the bad things you can think off. It both shows the good and bad side of you. At times, you are stuck between. You could side that friend, but could be hurting some other friend in that process. It's possible to have a win-win, than lose-win. Always try to avoid the lose-lose. Everyone has a choice, but it up to which that decides the future.
Hate sometimes worsen that situation. Your anger, sometimes uncontrollable, will make others not just between the two parties, to go against you, creating the lose-lose situation. Thanks to a friend, I found out that the feeling of anger and hatred is childish. It as well, is a total waste of time and effort. Why? By using all the time spent hating and think about that hate, you could have many things meaningful. Throwing a tantrum will not get you anywhere. It's deemed better to ignore than to hate. If you heard and understood the phrase 'Ignorance is bliss', you will know what I mean. If not, look it up on the Internet.
Envy turns to Hate. Hate turns to Revenge. Revenge turns to Destruction. Destruction results in a Lost. The Lost results in Regret. To me, that's how it turns out. Never reach Regret. If you have a life without regrets, your happy will last till your grave, or maybe ever after that. A quote from a friend, 'What Has Happened Made You. Don't Regret. The Past Made The You Now'.
Saying 'Please' and 'Thank You' is something everyone have to do, especially the 'Thank You'. When someones helps you, say 'Thanks' is to show appreciation of one's kindness, and recognition of one's self. This part is for those people who don't understand why we say 'Thank You'. Thanks too all who inspired my to type this long post. To all my friends who were always there for me and to the people around the world. Also to my ancestors who created letters, words and numbers and also for giving birth to my fathers and fore-fathers and so on. Thank you Evan Williams and Meg Hourihan for launching Blogger. Thank you Bill Gates for Windows(although Vista Sucked). Thank you to the people who came out with ideas which resulted in the creation of the computer. Many Thank you to the universe for just being there, and last but not least, to the Buddha and god and to whoever is in that sky way above from planet Earth.
This is where I end this post... Wrong, I still have the last 2 days of my life to post about, so be patient.
So what did I do on Saturday? Woke up about 7:50am. Took the 9:30am shuttle bus to Hougang Mall. I though I was meeting Darren and Nigel there, but there were at Hougang Point. They were taking 74 to Ngee Ann Polytechnic's Open House, so I took 74 from the interchange and meet with them when the bus reached thier stop. Once at Ngee Ann, we alighted and found Jeremy hiding behind a potted plant. So we toured the area. Saw Nigel's scout leader, Victor. We did some activities, and see some of the CCAs there. I can do acrchery! My arrow barely went into the bull-eye. We also played Wii Tennis. Went to buy some stuff with the voucher I received from a lucky draw. Visited the library there. Saw some channel 8 celebrities, and went to look at the courses available. Saw some people from Hougang Secondary there. Headed for the 'Makan Place' to eat. Went to look at more cources and soon we had to depart. Headed for the blocks near Hougang Point. Sang songs and talked with Joyce, Alex, WZ and Ryan. Ryan left soon after. Then after about half to 1 an a half hours, we too departed for home.
Today went to tuition, had lunch and headed to Hougang Point to study. after about over an hour, we started fooling around. I forgot to mention that Joyce, Javen and SinLee were there. Joyce younger cousin was there too. We then went to the near-by playground. The girls used me and Joyce's cousin ans an amusment... Anyway, Joyce left along with her cousin, while Javen, SinLee and me walked to our bus stop. Javen left and The two of us went to Hougang Mall. Once we alighted, I went to top-up my Ez-Link card, while SinLee went to buy her stuff, we departed from there. Came back and went to sleep.
That was a long post, about 3 hours or so. Anyway here is the end of the post.
I Love You All
Friday, January 9, 2009
I think so many things at once. Before blogging, I thought about me being some character on my own Sci-Fi book, and yes I always think I'm a superhero. I also thought about events that might happen if we did this, instead of that. At the moment, I shall leave those behind, I might type about those some other time.
Limits. Everyone has it. It has a sensitivity level. Those at the lower levels tend to keep their anger to themselves and totally ignore what is happening, or some might keep calm and peaceful. Those who don't share, will suffer a danger of despair and being confined. Those calm and peaceful ones will help in the long run, but try to talk to someone about this, it feels much more better.
Others with very high levels, flare up easily like a room full gasoline. That's why adults keep telling us not to play with fire. Good thing is you express yourself. Bad thing is you express too much, you could actually insult them without knowing. Learn to lower the temperature and cool down.
Remember, never test people's limits, it is insulting to some and irritating to others. It is wost that breaking the law. Entering the lion's den is chance. If you are lucky, you might go unharmed, but if not, you can even die. Even a mouse can turn into a savage and ruthless animal. Simply put it, the calm can also go crazy.
Everyone has their limits, and everyone knows their limits, or do they?
I'm think I'm bullshitting. CCA orientation was a success by the way, but was a hassle. Don't really need to go in dept in that, although it was fun at one point. Thanks everyone one for arranging the tables back for me, I appreciated it. Thanks Gerrald for the banners, I own you one. Thanks S4 for the help in preparing the room and the booths before hand. And thank you everyone for making this happen. And sorry GS for leaving you in the room. For a more inside story, please vist SinLee's blog.
After that, headed for Hougang Point for a pre-dinner snack. Listen to music and sang along as well. thought of a few stuff to do during CO Night at Part A Camp.
My Addiction Of Music Came Back
Limits. Everyone has it. It has a sensitivity level. Those at the lower levels tend to keep their anger to themselves and totally ignore what is happening, or some might keep calm and peaceful. Those who don't share, will suffer a danger of despair and being confined. Those calm and peaceful ones will help in the long run, but try to talk to someone about this, it feels much more better.
Others with very high levels, flare up easily like a room full gasoline. That's why adults keep telling us not to play with fire. Good thing is you express yourself. Bad thing is you express too much, you could actually insult them without knowing. Learn to lower the temperature and cool down.
Remember, never test people's limits, it is insulting to some and irritating to others. It is wost that breaking the law. Entering the lion's den is chance. If you are lucky, you might go unharmed, but if not, you can even die. Even a mouse can turn into a savage and ruthless animal. Simply put it, the calm can also go crazy.
Everyone has their limits, and everyone knows their limits, or do they?
I'm think I'm bullshitting. CCA orientation was a success by the way, but was a hassle. Don't really need to go in dept in that, although it was fun at one point. Thanks everyone one for arranging the tables back for me, I appreciated it. Thanks Gerrald for the banners, I own you one. Thanks S4 for the help in preparing the room and the booths before hand. And thank you everyone for making this happen. And sorry GS for leaving you in the room. For a more inside story, please vist SinLee's blog.
After that, headed for Hougang Point for a pre-dinner snack. Listen to music and sang along as well. thought of a few stuff to do during CO Night at Part A Camp.
My Addiction Of Music Came Back
Thursday, January 8, 2009
Change is possible. At times, sacrifices have to be made. At times, you walk down that road like a breeze. And sometimes, it just happens naturally. Some look forward to it, while others don't. Those who look forward to it is taking a chance, while those who don't, they run, they hide. Some people challenge it, but was not seen at the battlefield. Some people were afraid of it, yet they got attack by it. We all look forward to somethings, and not others. Most of the times, we just have to accept the change, no matter how painful or heat-breaking it is. We cry, we fled, we destroy, we hate, we kept quiet, we were afraid, but as time passes on, we got over it, even though that scar was left behind. Sometimes it's something great or a huge achievement. We got overjoyed, we rejoice, we celebrate, we remember, we cherish. Whatever the outcome is, be prepared and hold in that willpower. It can be difficult, but if you say it's not, it's not. Stay strong no matter what the future holds, I know everyone can.
Tomorrow is the day of our CCA recruitment. I listen well in the class, at least 3/4 of what the teacher says goes into my head. Mr Chong did not conduct lessons, since half the class(or maybe more) went for CCA recruitment. I felt bad when I saw something. Did a short Mathematics paper from last year's textbook, I think. Anyway, came home and put songs in my MP4.
Our Presence Is Still Here, We Won't Leave.
Tomorrow is the day of our CCA recruitment. I listen well in the class, at least 3/4 of what the teacher says goes into my head. Mr Chong did not conduct lessons, since half the class(or maybe more) went for CCA recruitment. I felt bad when I saw something. Did a short Mathematics paper from last year's textbook, I think. Anyway, came home and put songs in my MP4.
Our Presence Is Still Here, We Won't Leave.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
I over think, I over imagine. I talk too much, I regret too much. I try to help as much, I try to learn as much. Should I stop over exceeding my capacity of what I been doing and just lay low? Relax? Now, during secondary 4, it's easier to break down and break out. Anything in excess is bad, but yet I'm exceeding satisfactory point. It could be too much, which could result in irritation, or just a headache. If I relax, it also might be just too much to handle, and may go below satisfactory point, occurring laziness or just being a loner.
Studies, friends, play, time, tests, examinations, girls, exercise, CCA... Balancing all that on my back till the end of the year? I might fall, hurt myself and break everything. All will be spoilt. I want to walk on flat ground, not on a plank. A wrong move and down you fall. Still, you have to stand up, pick up the broken objects, fix them and continue till the end of that road. Although, it feels better before than after the fall, it always does. And how you wish that mistake, action or sentence wasn't made? Too much of one might just create that fall, and it has to be equal, somehow.
Everything with a word 'too' is mostly bad, and seldom good. It's excessive. Everyone, especially me, needs to find their/my satisfactory point, and balance their/my necessities and cravings. Think it's easy, think again. It's Secondary 4, it's totally different.
For those who think the above is 'chim', try reading more. for those who understand, ask yourself whether this is total crap, or the actual fact. Nothing interesting happen today. Lessons and NCC, and after NCC, headed for MacDonald's. Found out an interesting fact:
If lessons were carried out in CLASS, I will listen. Anywhere else, only half of what the teacher thought will be stored in memory.
The Headaches And Sleepiness Is Getting The Better Of Me. Too Much Thoughts And Feelings Are Running Through Me. It's Just Too Much, And It Feels Horrible...
Something to add -> I love the songs on my friends blogs, there is so much feelings in it, it's good.
Studies, friends, play, time, tests, examinations, girls, exercise, CCA... Balancing all that on my back till the end of the year? I might fall, hurt myself and break everything. All will be spoilt. I want to walk on flat ground, not on a plank. A wrong move and down you fall. Still, you have to stand up, pick up the broken objects, fix them and continue till the end of that road. Although, it feels better before than after the fall, it always does. And how you wish that mistake, action or sentence wasn't made? Too much of one might just create that fall, and it has to be equal, somehow.
Everything with a word 'too' is mostly bad, and seldom good. It's excessive. Everyone, especially me, needs to find their/my satisfactory point, and balance their/my necessities and cravings. Think it's easy, think again. It's Secondary 4, it's totally different.
For those who think the above is 'chim', try reading more. for those who understand, ask yourself whether this is total crap, or the actual fact. Nothing interesting happen today. Lessons and NCC, and after NCC, headed for MacDonald's. Found out an interesting fact:
If lessons were carried out in CLASS, I will listen. Anywhere else, only half of what the teacher thought will be stored in memory.
The Headaches And Sleepiness Is Getting The Better Of Me. Too Much Thoughts And Feelings Are Running Through Me. It's Just Too Much, And It Feels Horrible...
Something to add -> I love the songs on my friends blogs, there is so much feelings in it, it's good.
Monday, January 5, 2009
This feeling just comes and goes. It's weird though. Especially when you like someone. Saying this sentence feels like deja-vu though, like I'm repeating this sentence from somewhere else.
By the way, I owe people money now. Anyway, I'll be paying them tomorrow. So school was the same. As usual, the first time the teacher comes in for lessons, he or she says stuff outside the box, just like our principal during assembly. Had a Chinese test today and no PE. Started on Chapter 14 for Additional Mathematics, and heard a talk from our English teacher. Had lunch in school and went home to sleep. woke up about 7:30PM and took a bath. Had dinner and watch some TV-programmes. Packed my bag and blogging right now. Same old stuff, don't you think? BORING!
Everyone Has Their Own Beauty, Is Whether To Hide It, Or To Reveal It.
By the way, I owe people money now. Anyway, I'll be paying them tomorrow. So school was the same. As usual, the first time the teacher comes in for lessons, he or she says stuff outside the box, just like our principal during assembly. Had a Chinese test today and no PE. Started on Chapter 14 for Additional Mathematics, and heard a talk from our English teacher. Had lunch in school and went home to sleep. woke up about 7:30PM and took a bath. Had dinner and watch some TV-programmes. Packed my bag and blogging right now. Same old stuff, don't you think? BORING!
Everyone Has Their Own Beauty, Is Whether To Hide It, Or To Reveal It.
Sunday, January 4, 2009
I so wish something can inspire me now. Reading blogs, personal messages, actions that a human does, newspapers made me go through a series of thoughts, but I can't think of any words to describe or explain those thoughts. Well, it just has to wait. All I want to do now is just go to sleep.
Before that, let talk about my day, or my yesterday. Shall we?
Left home at 9:15AM. Reached the playground near Alex house about 10AM. Ryan and him were already on their bikes. We went back to his house to take two of his 13 bikes, or 14, for me and WZ. Once we brought down the bikes, WZ arrived. Cycled around the area. I fell off my bike because the brakes were not working that well. I avoided the lamp-post and almost hit a tree. So we waited around the area while Alex brought up the bike back to the house.
Once he brought down the better working bike, we headed for Compass Point. Took about a half hour to one hour ride there. Once there we bought some drinks to quench our thirst. Cycled to a near-by park and talked some tech stuff. Played around the area as well. Cycled back to Alex's house. Watched 'Top Gun' there.
Went to MacDonald's for lunch and the NCC meeting. Soon after, Gerrald, SinLee, Joyce, Nicole and Javen arrived. Discussed our plans for the CCA orientation. Ryan and WZ, along with Alex went back to his house to take the bikes down to cycle. Talked and and soon after SinLee and Javen left. The rest all headed to Hougang Mall. Alex, WZ and Ryan raced our bus there, and only Alex was able to catch up. Went to the playground near Hougang Mall. Took some pictures and played there. Ryan left first, then Gerrald, Alex and WZ, next Joyce, and left Nicole as I ran for my bus. Reached home, and did the usual.
Today, had tuition. After tuition, had lunch with Shermin. Reached home and played computer games although I was sick of them. Wondered around in the house like an idiot. There is school tomorrow, and that's when lessons start... All I want to do now is sleep.
Talking Behind People's back. It's Wrong, Yet We Still Do It. Why?
Before that, let talk about my day, or my yesterday. Shall we?
Left home at 9:15AM. Reached the playground near Alex house about 10AM. Ryan and him were already on their bikes. We went back to his house to take two of his 13 bikes, or 14, for me and WZ. Once we brought down the bikes, WZ arrived. Cycled around the area. I fell off my bike because the brakes were not working that well. I avoided the lamp-post and almost hit a tree. So we waited around the area while Alex brought up the bike back to the house.
Once he brought down the better working bike, we headed for Compass Point. Took about a half hour to one hour ride there. Once there we bought some drinks to quench our thirst. Cycled to a near-by park and talked some tech stuff. Played around the area as well. Cycled back to Alex's house. Watched 'Top Gun' there.
Went to MacDonald's for lunch and the NCC meeting. Soon after, Gerrald, SinLee, Joyce, Nicole and Javen arrived. Discussed our plans for the CCA orientation. Ryan and WZ, along with Alex went back to his house to take the bikes down to cycle. Talked and and soon after SinLee and Javen left. The rest all headed to Hougang Mall. Alex, WZ and Ryan raced our bus there, and only Alex was able to catch up. Went to the playground near Hougang Mall. Took some pictures and played there. Ryan left first, then Gerrald, Alex and WZ, next Joyce, and left Nicole as I ran for my bus. Reached home, and did the usual.
Today, had tuition. After tuition, had lunch with Shermin. Reached home and played computer games although I was sick of them. Wondered around in the house like an idiot. There is school tomorrow, and that's when lessons start... All I want to do now is sleep.
Talking Behind People's back. It's Wrong, Yet We Still Do It. Why?
Friday, January 2, 2009
Seems that everything changes at the start of the new year. New challenges, like changing from a 3x3 Rubik cube to a 6x6 one. New looks, like wearing contacts instead of spectacles. New Difficulties, like from learning 12 chapters in one year, to 13 chapters. New things arrive or old things become new.
Can you say usual first day at school? A three-way kill by our principal and vice-principals from their talks. Secondary 2-5 went back to class to meet our form teachers, fill in some particulars, rearrangement of seating positions, formation of class rules and class positions. Mrs Boo/Miss Lau did a good job on managing the class. Anyway, school was dismiss earlier today, so we had more time for the meeting for the CCA recruitment plans. Ate lunch with them at Kovan and went home.
There Is A Low Wall Ahead.
Can you say usual first day at school? A three-way kill by our principal and vice-principals from their talks. Secondary 2-5 went back to class to meet our form teachers, fill in some particulars, rearrangement of seating positions, formation of class rules and class positions. Mrs Boo/Miss Lau did a good job on managing the class. Anyway, school was dismiss earlier today, so we had more time for the meeting for the CCA recruitment plans. Ate lunch with them at Kovan and went home.
There Is A Low Wall Ahead.
Thursday, January 1, 2009
This is just a feeling though... I think from what I seen from my past DOTA matches, 2009 will be a rough and tough year for me, or maybe even flat-out horrible. Hopefully, my hypothesis is wrong.
Anyway, talking about last year, the day before this year, was quite memorable. Met up with Marjorie, Javen, WZ and SinLee at Hougang Mall. Took the MRT to Vivo. On the way down the station, WZ said 'Hi babe' to me. Then a middle-aged lady walked past and kept glancing at him. Then he got embarrassed and quickly ran off. Laughing madly at that time.
Went down to Vivo and looked around. Headed to the shallow pool on the roof to sink our feet in it. We started throwing WZ's, Javen's and Marjorie's slippers into the pool. At one point, WZ went to take his slippers which was floating near the middle of the pool, then a small girl walked towards him and for not reason, kicked water at him. WZ gave a 'WTF! What did do to her?' face at us, while we were laughing and laughing away. I concluded that WZ is a babe magnet towards small kids below 8. Anyway, we were bored and went for lunch.
After that, headed for Giant to buy some drinks, but instead we went there to play. Soon after Ryan came along, followed by Alex. We walked around looking at stuff in the supermarket. We arrived at the Ice-Cream section, and again, WZ took out a tube of Ben & Jerry's Chunky Monkey flavor. This is(from what I can remember) what he said while holding that tube of ice-cream, 'Marjorie! You see this? You see this? I'm that monkey! That's me!', without knowing that an old lady was in front of him. Then that old lady said something to him(which I think was crazy in Chinese or something). as we laughed, he was stunned yet again. He got owned. In the end, our main objective, which was buying a drink, failed. We just wondered around aimlessly.
So we went back too the rooftop to play in the pool. But got chased away by a security guard. So we decided to take pictures instead. Went to the arcade there, but decided to go to PS to play the arcade. Had lots of fun there. We to a few figurine shops and weapon store. From there me and Javen left.
Headed to Bishan to meet up with my cousins and other SBM youth members for the spiritual countdown at a huge temple. I shall put this simply: There was talks, bands from fellow youth groups, plenty of jumping and cheering and loads of fun. Reached home about 3am, my cousin and I shared the same cab home. Midnight fare burns a hold in your wallet. Reached home, took a bath and sleep. That's all for now.
I Love Surprises, So I Hope 2009 Hold Plenty
Anyway, talking about last year, the day before this year, was quite memorable. Met up with Marjorie, Javen, WZ and SinLee at Hougang Mall. Took the MRT to Vivo. On the way down the station, WZ said 'Hi babe' to me. Then a middle-aged lady walked past and kept glancing at him. Then he got embarrassed and quickly ran off. Laughing madly at that time.
Went down to Vivo and looked around. Headed to the shallow pool on the roof to sink our feet in it. We started throwing WZ's, Javen's and Marjorie's slippers into the pool. At one point, WZ went to take his slippers which was floating near the middle of the pool, then a small girl walked towards him and for not reason, kicked water at him. WZ gave a 'WTF! What did do to her?' face at us, while we were laughing and laughing away. I concluded that WZ is a babe magnet towards small kids below 8. Anyway, we were bored and went for lunch.
After that, headed for Giant to buy some drinks, but instead we went there to play. Soon after Ryan came along, followed by Alex. We walked around looking at stuff in the supermarket. We arrived at the Ice-Cream section, and again, WZ took out a tube of Ben & Jerry's Chunky Monkey flavor. This is(from what I can remember) what he said while holding that tube of ice-cream, 'Marjorie! You see this? You see this? I'm that monkey! That's me!', without knowing that an old lady was in front of him. Then that old lady said something to him(which I think was crazy in Chinese or something). as we laughed, he was stunned yet again. He got owned. In the end, our main objective, which was buying a drink, failed. We just wondered around aimlessly.
So we went back too the rooftop to play in the pool. But got chased away by a security guard. So we decided to take pictures instead. Went to the arcade there, but decided to go to PS to play the arcade. Had lots of fun there. We to a few figurine shops and weapon store. From there me and Javen left.
Headed to Bishan to meet up with my cousins and other SBM youth members for the spiritual countdown at a huge temple. I shall put this simply: There was talks, bands from fellow youth groups, plenty of jumping and cheering and loads of fun. Reached home about 3am, my cousin and I shared the same cab home. Midnight fare burns a hold in your wallet. Reached home, took a bath and sleep. That's all for now.
I Love Surprises, So I Hope 2009 Hold Plenty
First post of 2009... Cool. It's time for the past to end and start a whole new beginning. It time to make new decisions and new sacrifices. Now it the most dangerous year among the rest, so your choice have to be right, because the big leap I have to prepare for is coming closer and closer, O'Levels. Well restricting myself from my computer games is something I have to do, except on weekends and public holidays. I also have to balance W.T.F(Work.Time.Fun), so it's going to be a very difficult year. Till 2010, or just after my O'Levels, is all more work and less play, I hope. Wishing all good luck, and also a Happy New Year!
The War Is Just Beginning.
The War Is Just Beginning.
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