.I don't like to go, because I have no close friends there. I don't want to leave, but it's getting boring. I have lost interest, but I'm trying to be dedicated. I try to be dedicated, because once I'm in, I hate backing out. I need a push, I need patience, I need help. I can't always be help, but now I really need it.

I was so moody today. I had PE, and it was totally lame today. Why must the soccer field be occupied. Had Mathematics. Then History. I love History, I just can't pick up the skills... felt sleepy in History as well. Went for recess at the usual place. Then had Mathematics again. This time I fell asleep for 5-10mins? The wind was getting to me. But at least I understand the lesson. Had English, didn't really care. PC was free period. Went to the canteen for lunch. I was about to sleep there as well. I don't know why I fell so sleepy on Mondays. Then in the 112 Bus, Corey, Guo Sheng and Nigel were making a lot of jokes. Laughing my socks off. Then Guo Sheng and Nigel came to my house to do a project. Corey had to go home because the parents will kill him if he don't go home on time. They finished the project at my house and stated humping each other after that. I have been violated by them, and it happen on my bed. Anyway, the left 1hour 15mins after the project was over. Fixing my Sims2 now, and adding on the other expansion packs, maybe tommrow. Played a few games of Gunz. Now going to study...

I need to be in the High Drug Mood...