Rude, Spoilt, Horrible, Ignorant People, I Give You My Blessings.

I Got The Urge To Play Sims, So I Bought It. Awesome.

I Rid My Table And Cupboard Of The Messiness! Yay! Giving Myself 3-5 Months Before The Messiness Returns :/
Or Maybe Less :(

Friends Come, Friends Go, Friends Return, Friends Reunited, Friends Die, Friends Forever, Always In Our Hearts.

Have I Mentioned I Wanted To Play The Piano?
Have I Mentioned I Wanted To Take Up Photography?

I Just Heard My Father Pronounce 'Justin Bieber' As 'Justin Blu-Bleh'

Stay Strong And Endure. Your Way Might Be What You Think Best, But Give In To His/Her Way To Make It Better. That's Something Required In Love. Maybe One Day, They Will Find Out That Yours Was Better, Maybe They Won't, But Be Happy You Made That Person Happy And Smile.

Well, I can't thing of anything else to type, so lets start with the epic time I had at the BBQ/Christmas party gift exchange with LSCT! So awesome. Although it was me and Kaifeng doing the BBQ-ing, as expected. Aside from us cooking alone and starting the fire, we did have company once in awhile, and after cooking everything, we had an awesome and great time at the function room. should have catered food though. Got cookies as a Christmas present from JeiShi cause she forgot to buy the gift, but it was OK, as long as it came from her heart. I was actually going to get my Nerf gun back, but I swap my number with Royston so he could get it instead. Got another Christmas present from Alvin: an awesome Soccer ball plushie! :D Headed home later to have a good nigh rest.

[23 December] Gym-ed and swam with Gerald at my house, long time since I met him. Had some good catching up to do. Then after, met up with Ryan, Darren and Jeremy for a awesome dinner and much catching up. I say, I really missed my secondary schoolmates. The buddies I haven't met up with yet is JiaLiang, Corey, GuoSheng And Nigel.

[24 December] Dinner with my mum's side of the family for Christmas. Also been a long time since I saw them. Had a great time with my family, especially my cousins. Steamboat dinner, but vegetarian, of course. Since most of the food was flour, expect yourself feeling bloated fast. Christmas gift exchange was ongoing as we ate. 2 shirts, a wool-woven beanie, IKEA tray shelf, Taka vouchers accumulating up to $50, deodorant and $20 hongbao.

[25 December] Christmas at home.

[26 December] Shopping with the Tans, my parents.

[27 December] Went to Linus house with Darren. Long time since I met him too. He learn to play the keyboard, which I also can't wait to learn as well. Awesome. Went for dinner and had a nice chat. Bought Otah and bubble tea for supper and went home to prepare for camp.

[28-29 December] Trial camp, and my body wasn't feeling well since after CEP, but still went nevertheless. And no regrets. Relived the games we experienced during FOC, not excluding Ice-breakers. Forfeits included. Learn a few new cheers, and a modified versions of what I have heard from other camps, along with a few game too, like grandma and grandpa. Funny shit. Food was the usual, rice was dry, and it is usually the meat and the drinks which would be finished. Dirty games made us take a 1 hour bath, wash my hair 3 times to get the gunk out, took Tingyan 6 times. A night walk which shocked the hell out of me, a treasure hunt where we were unable to find the elusive red bra, and a Mabel Thong who ate chilli by accident for lunch and finished 5-6 pieces of bread for breakfast. Received our postings for FOC: I'm in Games, which isn't bad, but see if I can op to Welfare. Well, not everyone was happy about their postings, but we try to make the best of it, while some are eager to op to other positions. Went to MacDonald's for dinner and talked even more about the postings and FOC. Went home with my wallet taken away by Royston and Edwin. But got it back at AMK MRT bus-stop from Edwin. Went home to get a good nights rest. Overall, beyond legendary.

[30 December] A day before Qing Gong Yan celebrations and 2 days before the new year. Went shopping again with my dad and had a great time playing nerf with my SBM peeps, even though I slipped and fell. Went home to clear half of my room. What a great achievement! Oh! Forgot to mention, I bought Sims 3 and its expansion. Awesome. And it came with a cool water bottle, double Awesome.

[31 December] Typing this, and going for Qing Gong Yan with SBM at Changi Chalet later till the 1st of January. Most probably installing Sims 3 too. :D

So how was my school holidays?
My answer: It was worthwhile, meaningful, awesome, loved every minute of it, and not a minute wasted in this 2 weeks. Totally awesome.
Well what is there more to say?
My Christmas Resolution And A Recap Of Well, A Short Recap Of 2010.

2010 has been a great year. First year in Polytechnic, went back to SBM as a frequent member, continue having fun with my secondary school buddies and meeting new friends along the way. Seeing a wholesome of pretty girls at school, became the class rep, joined Fencing and LSCT Society, meeting great and awesome friends. Doing crazy stuff with them, fence with them and bonded with them. There were times of trouble and misfortune, times of tension and dispute, but we were able to overcome these obstacles, and even if we didn't, we will eventually. Friends come, friends go, friends reunite, friends disappear, friends forever, in our hearts.
Not everything was smooth sailing in 2010. Grades, studies, homework, misunderstandings, disputes, events, stress, more stress. Even for the world, Global warming, Miners trapped in all sorts of places, Slashing incidents here and there, BP oil spills, PSA touching you everywhere, Catholic priest doing bad stuff again, many many fails, many bad games and Justin Bieber. But from Destruction comes Creation, from the Chaos comes the Light. The discovery of a poisonous element that be part of the building block of life, closer we are to curing AIDS, further advances in technology, the IPhone4 and ITouch with a Camera, more fails, more Youtube videos, COD:BlackOps and other awesome games, more hot ladies, and well, many, many more.
As the year is coming to a close, and 2011 is lying and awaiting for our welcome, we are all growing, ageing but becoming wiser. We are prepared to face the full force of 2011 and whatever awaits, even the truth of 2012, so pack our bags and prepare all your weapons and equipment, 2011 is going to be tough.

But I am tougher.

New Years Resolution? Here's a few:
1) May All Be Well And Happy.
2) Pimping Up My Entire Room.
3) Improvement Of Grades.
4) Get My Full Set Of Fencing Equipment.
5) Learn The Piano/Keyboard.
6) Get A DSLR Of My Own And Learn Photography.
7) Go Out More With All My Awesome Friends And Family.
8) Become A Better Person.
9) Get A Girlfriend.
10) World Peace.
Just These Few Will Do :D

So What's Left?

A BELATED MARRY CHRISTMAS AND AN EARLY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY NEXT YEAR BLOG POST!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye 2010, It Was Fun. Hello 2011. Make It Fun.
Best Regards,
Glen 'TitinyQwerz' Tan

Incoming Post
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Transmission Fail.

Well that didn't work. So the 2 week term break has started, and I started it off with Camp Ehi-Passiko. A 4-day camp, but for organisers like me, it was more like a 5-day camp, where we started it off with day-zero. Well, that was the only time I slept in the bunk, and on the last night. Well, with all fun and games, and many many water bombs. We had an awesome time, not to mention the night walk on the last night, scary shit, but all-in-all, what I wanted to earn out of it was to tighten the knots of our friendship, and tie new ones as well, and I did, satisfied much :D Skits, Nerfs, Food, Water Bombs, More Food, And More Water Bombs, Massive Robot War, Sharing Sessions, Meditation, Night Mission, Water Bombs, Food, And Water Bombs. Overall, it was just awesome :D

Well, had lunch after the camp, and headed to Dhoby Ghout for pool. Went home to take a bath and went out with Fu Zhong, Wen Shi, Forester, Wen Chong and Rayner for a movie. Tron: Legacy, had stunning visual effects that blew your mind off, but storyline and character build up was average, or even lower than that. Overall, I give it a 6/10, due to the lack of action, and bad story telling, but awesome visual effects and graphics. Well, I went off to play LAN with Earnest and bunch. TF2 was awesome, but our team always loses out in points :/ Well went home after.
Played a game in the MRT with Ernest, Jian Yong and Kevin. The game was: guess which pretty girl drop at which station. I lost my bet for all 4 pretty girls, so gotta buy 4-6 tei pengs for them.

Well, meet Brandon, Kai Feng and Thet yesterday to check on the BBQ stuff, and to buy some presents. Ate like a king yesterday at Chop Chop, slack like crazy at Brandon's house, and took the long way home, which was sending Thet home with Kai Feng first, and then MRT-ed back home.

Well got to go out for the BBQ soon :D

Mockery Is The Result Of Pride, Jealously, As Well As A Form Of Interaction.

Time Ticking

Actually, The Hardest Game Has The Easiest Method To Complete It. Saying Its Hard Is Actually Simple.

Pessimists Are Realists With Logic. Optimists Are Protagonists With Beliefs.

It's the common test week, so I'm here in school early to study. But its an hour early before the Library opens, so decided to blog.

So spent my weekend chopping wood at SBM, being grossed out at maggots on cat dung(still itchy even thinking about it, eww...), packed the storeroom, and found out that my acting role in camp was the super secret weapon, heh, who knew. Well had a nice dinner with them after, and went home. Did I study on Saturday? Yup.
Well, my Sunday was spent well. Woke up, wash up, turn on the TV, study, play, watch TV, and did a common test paper. overall, 79.5% for that test, not bad, if they would just help me round it up, but you know, I mark my own test very strictly, so if I left out something which I might feel important, I would take away the mark.

Nobody said it was a crime, neither was it wrong. Yet, I feel such a pervert for looking at pretty, hot, cute girls and ladies, as well as their, put it bluntly, boobies, or for the minors, their top half. Yet after thinking so, what is my definition of Ji-Kok-Peh? Well, its a old man, looking at very young girls, where the age gap is around more than 50+ years, then I consider that as a Ji-Kok-Peh, pervert, or the conventional term, paedophile/Pedo-bear. And if that's the case, then child porn is expected in that's person's phone. If this does not apply to you, then go and admire the beauty around you.
Well, girls should be glad that guys look at them, and their chest muscles. It is to let them know that they are either beautiful, hot, pretty, cute or whether they have something on their face. At least we tell you, indirectly, that you have something on your face, or in your teeth, instead or just laughing at you. So girls, rejoice that guys admire your beauty, and guys, rejoice that we were bless with two big, watermelons.
If you aren't bless, then its karma, accept it.
Yet you can't, blame a guy's love for girls and beauty. It's in all the guy's DNA, the X chromosome is the cause, yet having child porn in your phone just mean your screwed, or your DNA is spoiled. Like Phil said 'don't scrutinise a guy's love for Asian girls', or something similar to that. Child porn is just sick and wrong.
I'm defending for guys all around the world, so if a mob of pretty, cute girls come after me, don't stop them, anything else, please help.
Boobies, there I said it.

well its 7:58 AM, going to the library now.

12 Days To Christmas, Lets Start Singing.

Have We Been Too Hard On Ourself? Take Some Time To Look Around, And Relax. Life Will Actually Feel Better.

Study Testing

Hello!
I somewhat remember having a fencing competition, losing in teams semi-finals, losing 3rd place match for teams, and losing my black jacket on the same day. For individuals? Out in the round of 32. But it was all in good fun, and Hwa Chong is a screwed up place, no offence... To the girls in HCJC. All team event matches was with Hwa Chong, how stupid was that. Oh, and a bird was walking on the piste, and then to the next, and the next, because Sheng Wei was too scared to pick it up and chase it half-way across the hall. So, overall, it was awesome.

Other than that, test and quizzes for the week. Been going home early to study, but that totally sounds like a lie, even right now. CCAs are cancelled, what a bummer. Its like light years since I hanged out with the LSCT peeps and fencing friends. Feel so sad about it. With the common test around the corner, I only talk to my classmates, and head home after.

Not that my classmates sucks, they are awesome, just that I haven't seen that awesomeness yet. Its like a fortune teller prophesying that you will be living on an island with hot Asian women, especially Japanese, and yet can't grasp that bit of heaven, until it comes knocking at your doorstep.
And I'm still waiting for a bunch of Asian girls to come knocking at my doorstep.

Well, introverts are good at hide-and-seek, while extroverts are good at girls, and I'm kinda in-between: I'm not good at hide-and-seek, and I'm not good at women.

I miss my CCAs buddies, want the class to bond, want to meet my secondary school friends, get closer to SBM peeps, hangout with my cousins, want to travel the world with all of them, be good at fencing, be better at photography, and be great at the Keyboard/Piano, get the girl, my PhD, and achieve my lifetime goal of being a great, well re-known Scientist, or just a great Scientist.
Sounds like the Sims:
First name: (Titiny) Last Name: (Qwerz)
Traits: Popular, Smart, High Achiever, Lazy.
Lifetime Achivement: Be a well re-known scientist (+35,250 Lifetime points)
I should play the Sims again.

When Life Give You Lemons, Wait Till Christmas Presents.

When I Die, Who Will Come To My Funeral? And What Will They Say? I Wonder.

Common test is next week, and I'm still blogging, that is so 'uncool'.

Living Life At Medium.

Love Unforgotten

Adding In A Small Post To The Previous Post.

Want To Travel Overseas For A Holiday With These Group Of People:

LSCT GLs, which must include, mainly:
Alvin, Royston, KaiFeng, Brandon, Issac, TingYan, Edwin, Nicholas, JeiShi, Clara, Elena, Joyce, Thet, Michelle, Yu Han.

Place we should visit: South Korea (But Not At This Time)

Secondary School Buddies, which must include, mainly:
Ryan, Darren, GS, Jeremy, Corey, Nigel, JL, WZ, Gerald, Alex.

Place we should visit: Japan, And Maybe Detour To Korea (If Corey, Nigel And Gerald Is Able To Pay)

My Cousins, which must include, mainly:
Darren, Sam, Cleon, Keith, Ming Ming.

Place we should visit: Switzerland (If Our Parents Allowed Us)

Fencing Peeps, which must include, mainly:
All Epeeist.

Place we should visit: France Or Germany Or London (Epic-ness)

1A06 Friends, which must include, mainly:
Kugan, Alex, Melvin.

Place we should visit: America Or Australia or England (Cause We Will Fail At Translation)

Well, I said mainly, so the rest are invited too :D
But First, I Must Be Able To Buy A Private Jet That Can Fit Around 23 Passengers.
And Needs Licensed Pilots.
That's Where You Come In Ryan And Alex :D

But We Also Could Combine Everyone Together In A 60 Seater Business Class Plane.
First Class Not That Many Seats.
And If That's The Case, I'll Be Their Travel Tour Guide Around The World.
From Singapore To Australia, America, Switzerland, France, Germany, London, South Korea, Japan And Back.
But I Need A Bus Driver.
Both Left And Right Hand Drive.

Flying High

Rewind to the the Thursday, where I had many test, but turned out to be pretty good, to my standards... Actually wanted better though. Was it a Friday I went to Alvin's house? Should be, I remember camping with Royston at the LSCT's ODA booth before we went to his house, due to the fact that Kaifeng and company had an urgent make-up class, so me and him got caught up doing it. Awesome time spent. Slacked, had pizza, and watched 3/4 of Transformers there. Had a camp on the 20 and 21 of November. Monday was a boring day, don't remember what I actually did on that day... I think I went home early. Tuesday, something of significance was playing FIFA 11 for the 3 hour break with Alex and Melvin. And fencing PT after. Wednesday, volleyball-ed and Jump-started, followed by LSCT training. My name was used for a group name, so awesome. Went to bath and had MacDonald's. Thursday, Computer, Physics and Maths, simply put it, Geek-day of my entire week. Rushed to do my Engineering Maths tutorial, handing it up to him in his pigeon hold after lessons. And closing to the weekends, Friday, where we slack and play. Went for gym orientation and met with Kugan, Alex and Melvin after their band performance. Talked and relaxed, then headed for home. Saturday and Sunday, slacking and playing. Saturday was great spending time at SBM, and we were front page news on Straits Times. Well, good thing about today was being able to meet up with GS.

Jealously... Lazy To Think.
Hatred... Did Before.
Some Poem... Lazy.
I Been covering Through Many Things.
Repeatedly.
TSA... Boring, And Doesn't Concern Singaporeans.
Korea and North Korea... As Long As We Are Not Enslaved.
Friends... Done That, But More To It.
Slashing Incidents... Need To Be Stopped.
Retards... Need To Be Stopped Too.
This... Needs To Stop.

Searching For Google Gets You Google.com.
Yay! But I Don't Get The Logic Of It Being Fun.

Listening To 987FM every time on my way to school and back.
How awesome is that.

Lazy To Edit The Capitals Above.

Common test is two weeks away.
Lazy To Edit The Above Too.

Lets Play GE.

Laziness Overwriting

What You Define As Weird Might Not Be The Same As What I Define As Weird.
Majority As I Call It, Or I Might As Well Say The Society, Makes These Unspoken Rules That Says 'We Are Not Suppose To Do *Insert Action Here* Cause Its Weird/Rude/Impolite/Disrespectful'.
But Note The Word 'Unspoken', And The Word 'Suppose'.
We Were Taught To Be 'Polite' And Not 'Disrespectful'.
We Were Told To Be 'Normal' And Not 'Weird'
But What Is Polite In Some Cultures Maybe Disrespectful In Others, And Vice Versa.
What Others Believe Is Weird Might Be Normal To The Rest, And Vice Versa.
Take For Instance, A Scene Of A Group Of Teenagers Talking Loudly On An MRT.
Other Passengers Feel Its Rule And A Nuisance For Them To Talk Loudly Cause It Is In A Public Area, And Annoying The Other Passengers.
The Group, Feel That It's Fine Because In The Tunnel Where The MRT Is Travelling Through, It's Noisy, And When In Other Public Places, Speaking Loudly Did Not Affect People That Time, Or Was Not Complained Or Told Off By These People, Therefore Thinking Its OK To Do It.
But Even By Saying This, Does Implementing Pain, Mental Or Physical, On Others Something That Is Of The Norm?
Those Who Kill, Those Who Rape, Those Who Injure, Is It A Reason Other Than Being Hurt Inside Themselves Or The Result From A Bad Experience?
Here Comes A Question Of Knowing Right And Wrong.
But What Is Right To You, Might Be Wrong To Others, Vice Versa.
And That's What The Culture Believes And Accept That These Things Are Wrong.
But To The Bad Guys, Other Than Being A Psychopath Which Makes You Think In That Manner, Maybe That's What They Believe Is Right, But Right In What Way?
Justice? Fun? Pleasure?
But What I Say Here Narrows Down To Each Individuals Believes.
What You Think Is Right, Wrong, Rude, Weird, Respectful, Polite Comes From What You Believe.
And Yet It Can Be Greatly Affected By Society And Culture.
I Just Created An Infinite Loop In This Topic.
Read Sentence 2 To Know Why.

Well, a week went by, actually 10 days, but you get the idea. A test, no, 3 tests in a few hours, such a pain. S&S was awesome yesterday, I had to say, and we rocked the house down! Though the cleaning up sucked. A fencing training where none of our Epee seniors where around. Awesome, I know right? The usual lessons happened, with S&S practices in between. AV crew for the win! And went out with my good friends WZ, Gerald, Nicole, Joyce and a new friend, Kelvin. Had a spectacular time with these awesome people, I really missed them. So this Hari Raya Haji was dedicated to my bunch of NCC pals. Love them all. And I should have spend the time studying, crap.

I Had Many Things To Say, But The Thoughts Just Faded Away.

Hoping Your Pain Would Go Away.

The World Is Scary, I'll Just Go With That Until I Remember What I Wanted To Type.

Future Uncetained

Well, it's been 1, no, 2 weeks since I posted a post.
All has been well. If you notice, the start of each word is not capitalised, yet.
Well, Now It Is.
However, Capitalizing Will Be Done Later, Now To mellow down.
During these 2 weeks, much has happened. But if I have to rewind now, I can remember parts of it only. Friends bitching about people here and there, and then putting on an act when they are around, or totally ignoring them. Many meet up with the people from LSCT Society, usually around the orange seats near E-Mart. LSCT training. Remember having dinner at VivoCity with Qiai, Dom, Alvin, Weiler, Kaifeng, Yumni, Brandon and Daneal at Banquet, but instead Alvin and me took a detour to Superdog instead, then we were suppose to have a HTHT session at the open area on the 3rd floor, which instead turned out to be a GLGT session.
And about GLGT session, although I receive 'scratches' from one to the other, its a good thing that I can withstand the 'attacks' and 'blows' from you guys, with the shield that grands me power, I call it *takes a deep breath*:
'Accepting Negative Feedback Because I'm Open And Not Falling Into A State Of Depression, Which Could Have Resulted Myself In Become The Things That Sprout From The Mouths Of Frank, And Allows Me To Prove Them Wrong And Change, Yet The Side Effect Is Laziness, If You Know What I Mean', or in short, ANFBIOANFISD WCHRMBTTSFTMF AAMPTWAC YSEIS IYKWIM.
Hmm... Maybe I'll just call it 'shield'.
Maybe if they targeted anyone else to use as a way to socialise, that guy may have suffered, badly.
Being aware out loud for the win.
Anyway, that was on a single day, still remembered having S&S practice, fencing training, no tutorials, birthday celebrations, some pool, and Friday, where, I think, I went home early on the first week. Well, had two awesome Halloween parties, on a Saturday, and the other on a Sunday. Saturday was with the SBM crew, and I wore as a Cowboy. Sunday was awesome party with, well, drinking. I drank one of the most I think, but I was high, I do say.
And last week, well, nothing much, boring lessons, practicals, fencing, and a outing on Friday. Went to Dhoby Ghout to play. But wasn't planned well, so we just roam the arcade, heading off to LAN with Alvin, Isaac, Brandon, Royston. Went to catch a movie with my fencing buddies, it was Magamind. And then went to collect my Ez-Link card because I forgot to take it from the person mending the LAN shop. Had to go all the way to Marina Square to meet Brandon to collect it. I also played LAN with Nigel, Jeremy and JL on Monday.
Well Saturday was awesome, LAN, boardgames and a dance contest to watch, but at a cost.
Anyway, that was most of the stuff I remember... OH! I saw a middle-aged guy peeing at the bus stop close to midnight, and a girl staring an array of condoms at 7-Eleven on another night! Never expected a girl to look a condoms that much, or a a guy to pee at a pole of the bus stop. What the world has come too these days.

I Think I Have Mentioned Before.
My Persona Varies From People To People.
So Try Not To Guess What Type Of Person I Am.
Or Guess It From My Blog.
If You Can't Decode It Don't Assume.
Being Frank And Having Simple-Mindedness Has Its Pros And Cons.
But It's Just A Con Here.
I Can Prove Wrong In Many Aspects.
But Like Few, I Don't Bother.

And Keep Things In A Circle.
What Happened To, Only In This Circle Of People?
Weak-Willed, Break A Promise, Cover It Up.
In Some Cases, Please Do Not Say It In Front Of Others.
Its Not Funny When People Start Implying Lies Into The Truth.

No Limitations

Blogs Are Mirrors Which Reflects The Imperfection Of Humans.
Other Than Updates On The Latest News And Shopping.

Some Flaws Can Be Changed, While Some Have To Be Accepted.
It Has To Be Two-Sided.

We Live To Learn And Understand.
We Observe And Listen.
We Know And Hide It.
But For How Long?

I Have Multiple Personas Around Different People.
What Is My Real Self Then?
Even I Have No Clue.

You Are Like A Flower.
You Won't Blossom Until It's Time.
And You Follow A Straight Path Of Growth.
And You Fight To Be Better That The Others,
Plants.

Well, a week has past, and been going out very frequently during these days. School is starting tomorrow. My Monday wasn't much, got to spend time with my good old friend Gerald. Went swimming. Tuesday had Fencing training and S&S practice after. Wednesday was LSCT training and pool after. Thursday was bowling day, KOI day and mass fun day at Farrer Park! Friday was another training and more pool! Hanged out with SBM and gang on the Saturday! And visit grandma and cousins today!
School is starting tomorrow, and I'm still sick of it.

Curiosity Killed The Cat, But Cats Has Nine Lives, That's Why It Killed The Cat.

Don't Fake A Smile.
Dependency Is Required Everyday.
Don't Worry About Us Worrying.
Worry About Yourself Worrying.
We Will Help You.
That's Why We Are There.

Imperfection Recreated.

Life Moves To Fast.
Many Things Need To Be Done.
Time Waits For No Man.
Stop And Think.
Waste Time Thinking.
Stop For That Minute.
Relax From The Stress.
Being Robots With No Limit.
Being Humans Needing Rest.
Robots Require Repair.
Humans Need It Even More.
Stop A Day Or Two.
Remember Though.
Time Waits For No Man.

The Friends And Family.
Enjoy That Time.
Feel The Love.
Love Their Presence.
Protect From Harm.
Acknowledge Them.
Listen To A Voice.
Laughter Fills The Air.
Respect And Accept.
Wish All Happy.
Pray Each Healthy.
Rid Away The Wrong.
And Hold On.
Tight.

Religion Should Not Be Persuaded.
Never Approach Someone Just To Introduce It.
It'll Just Sway Others Away From It.
Effort Wasted.
A Target Of Gossip.
A Misunderstanding Among The Masses.
Don't Need To Spread The Word.
If You Believe.
They Will Come To You.

English Songs Varies In Awesomeness.
Chinese Songs Portray Strong Feelings.
Japanese Songs Tell Tales Of Life.
Korean Songs Shows Stories Of Love.
Indian Songs Are Destroyed By Buffalax.
And I Barely Listen To Malay Songs.

Last Monday, it was another S&S rehearsal day. Alvin did not come for it. And we discovered that some of the main and supporting actors could not make it for the AGL performance. Ate dinner with them, and headed home to pack my bag for the Fencing camp the next morning.
Arrived at school at 8.30am on a Tuesday morning at the atrium. Had morning PT, lunch, then stayed at the loft till coach's training. Well, we played Frisbee before the training. My team won due to my awesome support(Kidding, its call teamwork). After buying a drink, went back for a rest, and at 6.30pm, it was training time. Went back for dinner, some chit-chat, truth and dare, and sleep.
Woke up by KaiKin with the pillow-whacking-me-while-I'm-still-or-half-asleep technique, or can be called a one-sided pillow fight. Seems to work on most people. Well, it was raining, so the morning run was cancelled. Went back for a nap before Wednesday LSCT training. I would have skipped it, if it wasn't for my group games that day. So well all took PT, survived a long, difficult, painful yet numbing circuit run, packet our lunch, collected our logistics and started with our games. It was crazy and fun. After pumping, debriefing, and our group's debrief, I ran off for my training for Fencing. Trained more and then fell asleep, after talking.
Was awaken by Ben with that pillow technique. Took a short nap, and then had breakfast. Pack up some of the stuff in the fencing room, went back for lunch while watching some videos. Played Frisbee after, which my team won, YAY! Had free fencing and dinner at Market, met up with Saberers at a bowling ally, bought some food, hanged out with them, and sleep.
Slept well through the night, packed up and went to S&S rehearsal. It was full dress that day, and the AGL showcase later. It was crazy but fun. Went to MacDonald's after, and went home.
Saturday was GS birthday, so went to Sentosa with the 6 musketeers(it was actually five because Corey wasn't there). Ben and Marcus also came. Had some crazy fun there. Washed up and LAN with GS, JL, Ben and Marcus, while the rest went home. Awesome shit to end the day.
Sunday was slack day, camping at home.
Today? Going to gym later with Gerald.

Living The Way I Didn't Dream Of And Wanted.
But Living It The Way I Love.

Relaxing Stress

I Already Mentioned That I'm Weird.
And Also, No One Actually Was Forced Into Doing It.
So No Harm Done.

Let run through the week shall we?
Loft-ed for 4 days, till Wednesday.
Shall not go into details cause there was to many things that happened, but to summarise:
Drinking, PSPs, Games, Practice, Hear-to-Heart Talks, Toplessness for the guys, Dota sharing session, Flaring up, Politics, Eating steamboat, Pool, and many more things.
Moving on to Thursday, I only went to fencing I guess, and ate at MacDonald's.
Friday, went for Group games meeting, went out to buy logistics, and KOI. YES! KOI. Headed down to Dohby Ghout to meet GS and Nigel. We ate, play LAN and talked.
Saturday, presented my Movie 'Tuesdays with Morrie' to them for the sharing session. Had dinner and played BANG! Awesome game. Went home after that.
Today? Went for LAN with Jeremy and Nigel. Headed to school for our school anniversary banquette. Ryan could not get in because he ain't got no ticket, so he went off with Nigel and Jeremy for dinner. Met GS and Jo'di, and other classmates and friends of mine. Well, I want to cut this short, so I'm not going to list them. I almost left the place because I had to sit away from GS and Jo'di with some random people. But then I remain at the table, being the extra one there. Well, I couldn't say they tried. Took some pictures and went home with GS after.

See How Boring My Blog Is When I Only Type About What Happen.
Boring...
Weirdness Is My Thing.
Live Would Be Boring Without Me, To Me That Is.

Accepting Feedback, But Some Things Have No Choice For You To Accept And Live With It.
It Cannot Be One Sided All The Time.
We Accept Some Of Your Habits, You Accept Some Of Mine.

Unchangeable Change

Where Did I Left My Life Last At?
Lets Search.

The Idea Of Something Can Manifest.
But It May Result As Nothing.

After Failure, We Seek Redemption.
But Will We Find It?

Thoughts Are Never Fixed.
We Think, We Follow, We Uphold, We Forget.
Time Moves On.
And Contradiction Occurs.
And So There Are Reminders.

Many Things Are Infinite.
What About People?
They Are Remembered.

We Tried, We Helped.
Listening Just Ain't Working Out For Some.
So But We Have No Choice To Let You Fall.
But Let Me Ask.
Will You Be Strong Enough To Stand After That?
Or Fall Even Further?
If You Fall, Not Only You Regret.
We Regret, For Not Being Of Help To You.
As A Fellow Person.
As A Fellow Friend.
Trust.

Everyone Will Dwell In Their Past.
Whether Good Or Bad.
Don't Let It Spoil The Future.
They Are Only Reminders.

People Might Be Ass-Holes.
Faggots, Or Just Spoilt.
But Why Judge?
You Are Not Better By Doing So.
Even If They Are, They Are Humans Like All Of Us.
And Everyone Has Issues.
Can You Sense The Backlash?

Just A Friend?
Or A Spy?
Clueless Or Smart?
Looks May Be Deceiving.
Yet, Can Also Say It All.

It was a Monday, and Kaifeng, Royston, Alvin and Elena decided to come down for a visit. Slacking, swimming and basically eating is what you can do at my house. I wished I had a LAN/arcade room. Went out to eat and arcade, but Elena went home before that. And Awesome day I have to say.
And then came Tuesday, where there was S&S practice and fencing training after. Ate at market after.
And next came Wednesday, for LSCT Society. The training was well, as usual, with circuit and all. Next came lunch followed by the group games from Group 1, with Clara, Jewel, Mabel and Weiler as Game Masters. I really loved their third game. Spanking awesome. Had dinner after bathing, discuss about our group games and played pool as well. Royston pawned me with a golden break, and I self-Owned, yours truly, in less than 3 minutes. I need a pool table at home. Did some of the group games proposal but fell asleep.
Thursday was another S&S practice, and had fencing training after. When I held the blade, my hand started shacking. That's the drawback of circuit training the day before. MacDonald's afterwards. Went home to try completing The S&S proposal, but fell asleep again.
Friday, another S&S practice before our SGL showcase hours later. Collected keys and stuff. Lunch, and went to the big stage to rehearse at LT26. Kinda crazy with all the PA and stuff. Well, did it, twice, and gave some feedback to us. Did it better again, but still not an epic performance. Well went home to rush the proposal after having dinner at MacDonald's, but, I fell asleep again!
And guess what? I woke up today to find my that my SGL in-charge was pissed. Half awake, I rush do complete the rest of the proposal and schedule. Then send it in. Sorry Kimberly, I did not mean to not send it in on time. Then just wasted my day at home. Tomorrow is LOFT day.

Sympathy Or Negativity?
Tell Them It's Your First Day On Your Job.
They Sympathize You For Not Being Able To Do A Good Job.
Or Let Them Complain About You?
I Don't Want Sympathy Or Negativity.
I Want Feedback So I Can Work On My Mistakes.
But If I Had To Choice Between The Two.
I Would Rather Be Yelled At Than Be Sympathized And Not Learn Anything.
But They Only Yell Cause They Don't Know Your Side Of The Story.
If Both Parties Knew Why This Happens And What Is Going On.
Then We Can Understand And There Will Not Be Any Flaring Up.
Simple Yet Humans Made It Complex.

Waiting For It.

Tall Tales

Saying Things You Don't Know.
Please Don't.
Ask Or Confront.
Don't Say It Behind Someone.
Especially Me.
I Suggest Confronting Me.
Don't Need To Be A Coward.
I Will Only Take It As Feedback.

You Can Call It A Spy.
Not The One From Team Fortress 2.
It Is Around.
Seems Like A Double Agent.
Or Triple.
Don't Be Fooled.

I Laugh At Misunderstands Others Have On Others.
And It Is Usually Due To Simple-Mindedness.

I Know I'm Easily Influenced.
So I Always Look Things On Both Side Of The Fence.
Is This True? Or Were We Wrong?
People Think To Much At Times.
Which Is Sometimes Right.
While Others Think Beyond That.
Well I Do.
There Is Never Just One Or Two Possibilities.
There's Are Endless Possibilities.
I Never Stop Just To Look At 1.
It's Never Like Glucose.
My Thoughts Are More Like Glycogen.
But In The End, It's Usually The First Or Second, Or Maybe Even The Third Possibility That Occur.
But It's Also Possible Of The Other Possibilities To Occur.

You Can't Love Someone Forever.
You Only Can Love Someone Till The Day That You Die.

I Should Have Posted This On Thursday.
But I Was Lazy To Type From Here.
Plus I Did Not Want To Jump To Conclusions.
Anyway, Just To Say.
Please Don't Drag Anyone Down.
And Help Yourself.
Good Luck.

So lets us rewind back to Wednesday, where us LSCT GLs went to buy stuff for our OAC. Got a glow in the dark bottle, a raincoat, insect repellent, zip-locks and a few other important stuff. Went to Qweentown Shopping Centre to find stuff for Alvin. He and Isaac bought a pair of shorts each. Went to Isaac to eat and chit-chat. Went home where the next day, I packed. Friday to Sunday, I had OAC, but I might talk about that later. I'm so tired now after a game of pool and lunch.

Tired
So Tired

An Owl's True Potential Is Only Shown In The Night.
But If It Doesn't Watch And Learn How To Hunt For It From His Father.
It Will Die Of Starvation When It's His Turn.

Seriously, After Giving A Though To It, It's Kinda Stupid.

It's Amazing To See People Facing Reality In The Eye, It Fasinates Me To Find People Hiding From The Face Of Reality.

The Invisible Line Between People.
We Don't See It.
So We Misgauge It.

What Is Scary?
The Mind.
His Mind, Her Mind, Our Minds, Their Minds, My Mind.
Each Individual, Like We All Know, Has A Mind Of Its Own.
And What A Single Mind Can Do Is Very Dangerous.
It Can Kill You From Within.
Or Can Drastically Affect Others Within Them As Well.
But That's Only A Single Mind.
Multiple Minds Of The Same Idea Is Beyond The Term 'Danger'.
If The Collection Of Minds Think Differently, Chaos Will Likely To Occur.
However, The Mind Can Be Both A Friend And A Foe.
It's Just How You Condition It.

Grasping Hold Of Something Dear.
Letting Go, Leaving A Trail Of Tears.
And Moving On For A Reason.

I'm A Question Mark.
Unwind Me To See The Exclamation Mark.
Don't Think Otherwise.

Life Was Never Easy.
Life Presents To You Many Surprises.
Many, Many Bad Things.
But That's What Makes The Good Things So Awesome.
Even The Smallest Of Positive News.
Would Make You Feel Great.
Life Might Be Painful And Saddening When You See The Big Picture.
But When You Go Into The Smallest Details Of That Picture Which Are Perfect.
Life Is Just Great.

So rewinding back to Monday, which was yesterday, had rehearsals and preparations for S&S, whereas after, had group games meeting in school. Had dinner at school and went somewhere near Clementi MRT station. They wanted to buy some stuff for our Overseas Adventure Camp(OAC). So did some window shopping, slacking and talking cock, before heading home. Well, today, there is S&S practice, and currently rehearsing for the skit, partially. Having Fencing later, Hoho.

Somehow, Everyone Seems Similar When You Notice It.
Or Were They Always Similar?

Similar Difference.

I Missed Saturday, Sunday, Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thursday, Friday, Saturday For Blogging, See If I Can Catch Up Today.

Well, last Saturday, I only remembered having SBM sharing session about Karma, and awesomely, I'm loving these sharing sessions, it really does teaches me to be an upright person, well trying my best to at least. Could remember I at Roti Prata after the sharing, and it was awesome too. If I'm not wrong, after dinner, we just slacked around. I was offered by the rest to go PlazaSing, but me and Fu Zhong were afraid that we would encounter the previous problem of not doing anything there. So I went home after.
Lets talked about Sunday... Nothing much.
So Monday was chalet day for our class, a pathetic number of 6 people show up in the end, one of them which was me. Alex, Melvin, Kugan and Ninette. Vanessa came late at night. Alex, Melvin and me met at White Sands and had our lunch at Burger King. Headed to the chalet and it was so screwed. Someone 18 and above can only help book in for us. Tried to do a bluff, but the attempt failed. So we went looking around for someone who was, found a guy after an hour. Checked in and clean up our room. Kugan and Ninette came later on. Went out for a walk then came back to the chalet to slack. Vanessa arrived after awhile, and then went off to another chalet no long after. Walked around and slacked at Downtown East. Ordered Pizza and brought it back for dinner. Vanessa came back to the chalet, while we watched the 'Hangover' on Melvin's laptop, after drinking a small cup of vodka. Vanessa went to sleep halfway through. Then went drank quite a lot. It was awesome, Melvin vomited. Went to sleep later on.
Tuesday, we woke up and went for cycling and blading. Vanessa did not know how to ride a bike and skate, so I had to get a two-seater. Ride to the playground to, well, play. Rode back and slacked in the chalet. Went to sleep and woke up to prepare for the BBQ. Well, almost all the girls and guys from our class came. The chef was Kugan and Melvin today. Dr Tan was there as well. Ninette invited some guys from our lecture theatre to come. It was quite awesome. Watched the match between ManU and Rangers, it was a Nil-Nil. Went home to prepare for LSCT training in the morning.
So Wednesday, I reached home at 5:30AM. Went to print out some stuff, took a bath, and went for training. Circuit training was crazy after what I have been through. Played games of luck, and my group owns. Had a briefing for my OAC trip. Went home straight after for dinner and to sleep.
Woke up on Thursday and rushed to school for S&S training, some politics going around. Shall not go into it. Had fencing after. A 1:1 WIn-Lose Ratio(3:3) that day. Had Dinner with Ben, Louis and KaiKin at market.
Friday, S&S training again. Much lesser people came for it. Celebrated YuHan's birthday, and went out for dinner at Beauty World. Played pool and talked cock.
Saturday, well yesterday, went to SBM sharing session. Learnt more about the 5 precepts. had an awesome dinner after, and played with sparklers, firecrakers, smoke bombs and lanterns after. Although I feel at times I don't click with the group, I just love their presence and enthusiasm, makes me feel happy every Saturday.
Today? Nothing much.

Well, I Wanted To Type My Thoughts.
But The Post Is Quite Long Already.
What A Excuse.

It Doesn't Seem Like A Holiday.
It Seems Like Preparing For An Exam On 1st October.
Even During The Holidays.
I Feel Stress.

Right's Not

What Can I Say? Manga And Exams Have Been Restraining Me From Blogging.

Fairy Tail, Read It.

I Thought Of So Many Things, But I'm Not Sharing, Because I Forgot, And I'm Lazy.

Well, away due to exams, last left off was Alvin, JieShi, Clara and Elena came to my house to study. Me and Alvin went swimming while the girls hanged out in my room and around the condo. Made instant noodles. Biomolecular Science Examination the next day, I played the day after that, went to studay the day next. Last Saturday went to SBM and had dinner with family. Then Fangshen the next day. Studied on Monday, then Mathematics, Thermodynamics And IPC to end it. I had painful stomach problems after Mathematics. And it lasted after IPC, stright after that. I vomited at home a few times, in the sink of course. After IPC, went out with GS and JL for Dinner and to play LAN. We love Team Fortress 2 now. So talked cock and went home after that. And here comes today. Ate and sleep, and went out to get my PSP fixed while torrenting games at home, and Lunch/Dinner with dearest sis.

Ending Off Here.
Short One

We Contradict Ourselves Everyday.
Lack Of Self-Control Is A Reason.

How Did One Come Up With The Word Beauty?
How Was It Defined?
Why Does Our Mind Think That One IS Beautiful?
The Complexity Of Beauty Doesn't Stop Here.

We Use Common Sense To Help Us In Our Daily Lives.
It Makes Us What We Call 'Normal'.
But When We Are Face With A Difficulty.
Do We Follow Common Sense?
Or Do Think Out Of The Ordinary?

I'll cut this short.
Been rotting at home other than Saturday, and Teacher's Day. Went to a talk about spectres, casper and ghostbusters related stuff, if you know what I mean. So learn a bit more about them and well, got slightly less afraid. Anyway, ate lunch with them after packing up the area. Then went home.
Well, yesterday, since the day has already past, went back to HOUGANG SECONDAY SCHOOL(I know it's capitalized, that's a warning to prepare readers who are planning to go this school for the worst).
Met with Ryan, Alex and Darren at Hougang Point's MacDonald's for breakfast. Went back to school and walk around, met some teachers and old pals. Then as it approach the afternoon, more and more arrived and we went for the concert which was... Well, it was a good try, plus it was for the Teachers. Corey and JL arrived right after the performance ended, nice timing. So waited, and waited, and talked cock, and waited, and took a picture of part of the class, and finally Mrs Lai was out of the meeting so we could catch hold of her for that few minutes to chat. After doing some catching up, went back to Hougang Point for lunch at KFC. Ryan and Darren met up with the 5 of us, where Jeremy wasn't there, to talk more crap. Decided to go LAN, after 30 minutes of deciding, while Darren and Ryan went home. Too a bus to the MRT station. Corey had to go home cause he could not contact his parents to inform him on his misadventures with us. So we LAN-ed, Battlefield 2 and L4D2. Where we had dinner after at PizzaHut, where Jeremy finally arrived. So we ate, chat, chatted more, and we finally departed. Won't go into details but I have to say: Time Flies When You Are Having Fun Wasting Time With Them, It Was Awesome.
What about the other days?
Short and sweet: DOTA and Study.

Till Two Years
Or 10/10/10 :D

Bored On A Friday Night.
How Epic Can That Be?
Gaming On A Friday Night.
So Nerdz.

Currently, I've been only doing two things at home... OK, 5 things: sleep, eat, study, game and rot. It sucks when you are not in school. You don't do a lot at home. Maybe going to watch Youtube later, and maybe continue studying. How exciting is that(sense the sarcasm)! Teacher's Day is around the corner, something to look forward too, and 2 days after is my Semester's Biomol Test. 40% of my marks, great(Sarcasm again). However, around at 20% plus would get me my A, so I'm kinda confident, the rest of my exams are luckily a week later, because I need to get close to full marks for those. Like kill me for not studying for the tests and quizzes before.

Playing With Sand

Believe Me.
I'm Playing For Leisure.
I Don't Want To Be Serious.

So making this short, today went out to study with Brandon and Chuan Yan.

Bored, Playing Dota With The Guys.

Lies.
Something I Never Liked.
Something I Don't Like People To Do.
But I Experience It Everyday.
And I Myself Will Lie Too.
So I Don't Like Myself As Well Possibly.
We Live In A World Full Of It.
We Need To Lie To Achieve Things In Life.
But There Is No Point Lying If It Hurts You.
There Is No Point Lying If It's Pointless.
Some Stuff Are Not Meant For Lying.
White Lies Are Good In A Sense.
But It Is Still Lying.
Bending The Truth Is Partial Lying.
But Still Considered Lying.
But When Someone Or That Person Finds Out The Truth.
Gossip And Rumours Will Spread.
And Nasty Things Will Be Mention.
Disappoint And Unhappiness Is Seen.
You May Expect The Truth Being Bent Along The Way.
Till It Reaches The Receiver Of The Lie.
It Will Hurt That Person Worst Than Telling The Truth At The Start.
That's Why They Say When You Lie, You Need 10 Lies To Cover Up That Lie.
And You Will Need 100 Lies To Cover Up That 10.
And The List Continues.
How Long Can You Lie?
How Long Will It Last?
Will You Ever Get Tired Of It?
We Live In A World Of Lies.
To Cover The Secrets And The Truth.
I Try Not Lying To A Friend.
I Would Say 'I Can't Reveal That Secret' If It Wasn't Obvious.
But I Would Lie For The Sake Of A Friend If I Had To Protect Something Dear To Him/Her.
Even If It Is To Another Friend.
We Live In A World Of Lies.
Think About It.
We Have To Accept It.
But Will It Ever End?

Cry Me A River.

Book Smarts VS Street Smarts.
Street Smarts Wins Hands Down In Life.
But It Seems You Don't Have Any.
So It's Impossible To Hide It.

Manners, Please Have Some And Learn Some.

I Go Crazy At Times.
Heck I Love Being Crazy.
But When I'm Quiet And Conserved.
I Observe, Listen And Watch.
I Pay Attention To My Surroundings Clearly.
I Pay Attention To The People Around Me.
I Pay Attention To The Gestures And The Actions.
I Listen To The Sound, Music, Voice, Tone And Pitch Around Me.
And I Think And Interpret.
And At Times, It's Scary When I'm Right.
And It Has Been Scary Since The Beginning.

Study Progress: 13%
Improvement, But Can Do Better.
Take Note.
Seems That Most Of My Friends Either Have Girlfriends Now, Before Or Someone That Likes Them, While I Don't.
Noted As Well.

Singing And Dancing.
A Form Of Self-Expression.
Whether You Are Happy, Sad, Angry, Confused, Irritated, Jealous And Many More.
The Two Above Will Help Overcome This Feelings.
And It's A Way Of Life.

Seems That Naming Stuff Isn't Important.
It's A Waste Of Time.
But It's Fun.

I Should Start Charging My PSP.

*Rewinding back to Saturday and removing caps at the start of most of the words*
Well, went to SBM for the Handing-Over Taking-Over Ceremony. Had refreshments after that. Went to City area to waste time, then headed home.
Sunday, stayed over at Weiler's house for some fun, studied on the way there. Went to play basketball with Kaifeng, Weiler, Chuanyan, Dominique and Qiai. Went to his house after. Had a bath, dinner, cleaning the plates and utensils, and simply slacking around. Clara and Alvin came after. Talked to Alvin in the kitchen, at the same time help him eat some of the rice he could not finish. Drank tequila and redbull. Played cards, mahjong and music throughout the night, although Qiai and Dominique had to go home early. Lost a lot of money in blackjack. Sang with ChuanYan all night long.
So its saturday morning and we decided to take a snooze. Sleep till around 10am and Kaifeng, Chuanyan and Clara left. So I spend almost 1 and a half hours trying to wake the other two up and went to take a bath. Went out after to meet the rest at PlazaSing. Went shopping, window shopping played more cards and went for the movie. StepUp3D was spanking awesome. 8/10 rating for me. The acting was a bit crappy, and the romance very cliché, but Since dancing was the main thing, it gets that high. Went to the arcade, then dinner, then Lan, then pool. $40 was spent wisely I guess. So headed home around 11PM.
Today, studying, and rotting at home too.

Do I Fit In?
Or Am I Just Observing?
I Always Wonder.

Thinking Over The Edge.
Awesome, Time To Make A Bridge To The Other Edge.

Making The Impossible Possible.
Not At A Cost Of Friendship Though.

Shit Biomol Test Is Next Week.
No Problem, But I Have Not Study Yet.

Story Musically

Dude, Sorry That I Did Not Say The Truth.
I Don't Want Anything To Occur.
I Only Admire From A Far.
Therefore I Said 'No'.

At Times I'm Still Not Convince.
But At Times I Think To Much.

My Thoughts Which Question My Understanding.
Also A Bitter-Sweet Feel.

Things Which I Want To Do/Get Yet Afraid To Achieve.
Afraid To Get Hurt.
But We Still Get Hurt Deliberately.
When You Don't Do It.
Or The Process Of Doing It.
And At Many Times, The End Of It.

Time Warp! Thursday, where I went out for a game of pool and dinner at PizzaHut with ChuanYan, Clara and KaiFeng for pool, while dinner with ChuanYan, Clara and JeiShi. Went home after. Friday, did some rehearsals for the script, and pool after S&S practice.

I've Been Playing Lots Of Pool.
And Been Short Of Lots Of Cash.

Everyone Wants To Be in A Relationship.
That Why Everyone Has Somebody They Like.
Even I Want To Be In A Relationship.
I Want To Know How The Feeling Is Like.
But Will It Be 'Till Death Do Us Part?'
And Could It Leave A Scar?
My Christian Friend Told Me.
That There Will Be One True Soul-mate.
You Just Got To Find That Person.
I Want To Believe That.
But Why Do Some People Die Single?
I Wonder.

Thinking Questions

Frequent Blogging Reduces Lengthy Post.
Take Note.
Studying Progress: 2%
Noted.

Maplestory Doesn't Need To Be A 2D MMORPG.
Some People Made It Into Art.
An MMV by 'omgPockii' Youtube Channel. Click here to see the MMV 'Face Down'.

Relationships...
I Was Discussing About That With My Friends A Day Ago.
...
Lets Skip This.
Some Other Time Maybe.

So guess what? I gym-ed today with Gerald. Then Subway, and went to buy swimming gear. Browse around and went home.

This Is Really, Really Short.

A Long Shot

Life Is Always Balance.
On One Side There Is Your Bright Side Of Life.
On The Other Is What You Think Is Horrible Side Of It.
I Like My Friends.
But I Can't Bare To Choose Between Them.
Plan A, The Simple 'Just Choose' Way.
Plan B, Sit On The Bench, Which Is A Difficult Thing To Do, And May Not Work Out.
Plan C, The Suicidal Choice Where You Don't Be Their Friends, Resulting Them To Not Like You And Be Friends Instead.
C Doesn't Always Work, Its Like Having A Common Enemy That Helps Them To Be Good Friends.
Plan D, Sit Down Together As A Group And Make New Friends And Settle Differences.
Well, If Plan D Could Just Always Happen.

It's LATE.
Monday, read some stuff and rot.
Tuesday, S&S practice, and I got to say we are doing well. Pool after :)
Yay! My first smiley on my post.
From what I remembered.

My Inspiration Came And Gone.
My Train Of Thoughts Arrived And Left.
So Keeping This Short.

You Can't Chat And Blog At The Same Time.
Doesn't Work That Way When You Are To Involve In The Chatting.

Face Down And Just So You Know Are Awesome Songs.

Ohh!!! Garena Crashed!
I'm Just Reading Off A MSN Display Name.

Hold On, I'm Going To Do Some Stuff First.
Been Away For Five Minutes.
Don't Think You Can Feel My Five Minutes.
I Should 'Dot' For Five Minutes To Show I Have Done Stuff.
Dot, Dot, Dot, Dot, Dot.
Or Maybe Not.

EATZ TEE SUIDHUSHZ MWEZTBALLZ!!!!@#$%^&*()_+

OK, Totally Random.

Been Watching 'Tobuscus' Videos.
Hilarious.
Click The 'Tobuscus' Above To His Channel.
Or That 'Tobuscus', Or This One.

Going to make this short, or somewhat shorter than my previous post. Here's the weekends events!
Saturday! Rot.
Sunday! Went out with Marcus and Ben for lunch!!! And slacked at YangYew's House.
And that's my weekends!!!
Oh man, that is so... Fun.

So lately I have not started on my revision yet.
OMG!!!!!
I'm not capitalizing at the start of each word!
Amazing.
Back to the think about revision.
I keep thinking that I have a lot of time and I can do it later.
Which currently now I have unless I waste it away.
And that is the major concern.
My tomorrow never comes, and I have to keep telling myself that that tomorrow won't come.
And it has to be today, NOW.
It like saying your ulterior motive on doing that, for example :
I'm going to use reverse psychology to like my post by saying 'I wonder if anyone would like this status?' as my status. Friday at 11:31pm · Comment · Like
Maybe that might work.
Or your just an idiot.
But in my case, its just being an idiot.
And I don't want to be one of it.
Even though I part dodo already.
So I better do it ASAP.
Starting from tomorrow!
Not now because it's late and it harms my health.

Hmm, Cooling Tea.
Capitalized On.

Girls Are Hard To Understand.
Their Flow Of Thoughts Are Everywhere.
Or What It Seems.
Girls Are Smarter Than They Look.
But A Few Can Be Done With That Comparison.
If Not Where Did The Term 'Bimbo-tic Look' Come About.
Sometimes They Do Have A Motive Behind What They Do.
Or Maybe They Don't.
But Guys, Well, Depending On The Type Of Guy, They Sometimes Think There Is A Motive.
Or Some Rather Just 'Heck-Care' About It.
And Usually We Think There Is A Motive, We Just Don't Know What It Is.
So We Try Figuring Out What That Is.
In The End, We Are Wrong, There Was Nothing At All, Or We Guess The Wrong Motive.
And Writing This Is Through Experience.
I Think.
Or Was It In A Dream?
Maybe I Should Write A Handbook On How Girls Think.
Or Someone Should.
But It Is IMPOSSIBLE.
Notice The Caps.
Because Of The Ever Changing Generation.
It Is Not Fixed, And That Flow Of Thoughts Changes.
One Generation Could Like Justin Bieber, The Next Gen Could Hate Him.
Please Let It Be True, Please Let That Be True.
WAIT!
It Already Is Judging By The Fact That Someone Threw A Water Bottle At Him.
Kudos To You.
So Ya, Its Impossible.
Unless...
What Type Of Guy Am I?
Once Was The One That Believes There Is A Motive.
And Still A Guy That Believes There Is A Motive.
But On The Outside, It Seems Like I Don't Know About It Because It Might Affect The Course Of Life As We Knew It, Cause Chaos And Confusion Among The People And Then...
Moving Back To The Course.
So I'll Be Thinking About It, By Keeping Quiet About It.
That Sentence Feels Slightly Ironic Now.
No, Very Ironic.
And Proving Myself Right When I Am Right, Boosting My Self-Esteem.
I Know Sounds Very Douchebag-ish.
Or 'OK, I Was Wrong, That Was Right, So What?'
Another Douchebag-ish Thought.

Its Hidden Everywhere.
You Can Find It If You Decrypt It.
Shhhh....

My Blog Is Too Noisy To Me.
Lets Stop Here.

Impossible Codes

Seems That I Have Passed 400. Post.

I Shall Not And Would Not Fall For A Girl.
It Kills A Man If It Don't Work Out.
I Shall Just Admire Them From Afar And Let Them Get Snagged By Other Fishy's In The Big Open Ocean.
Eh. I Got Over The Phase Of Scaring Myself.
Unless There Is A Ninety-Nine To A Hundred Percent Guarantee That I Can Get It, With A Warranty Card And Excluding GST And Interest Fee.

Going Thorough Almost The Starting Half Of My Polytechnic Life, Year 1, Has Thought Me Valuable Things And Lessons.
No, Not My Actual Lessons In School.
No, Not Porn Or Anything Related To That In Anyway, Because No One Can't Teach Me That.
And No, Not How To Vomited In My Sleep, That Doesn't Need Learning, It Requires Drinking.
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1) Never Base On Luck To Help You Find The Right Working Partners, You Most Likely Get Yourself In Deep Shit If You Do.
2) Eating A Whole Orange On A Stick, That Sentence Says It All.
3) Get Two Instead Of Three, You May Feel The Stress When You Have Three.
4) After A Camp, Never Expect Contacts To Contact.
5) Having Many Friends Is A Good Thing, But There Comes A Time When You Are In The Middle And The Stress Of Choosing Sucks.
6a) In Polytechnic, Hot Girls Are Sometimes Sluts, Pretty And Nice Girls Are Well, Nice, But Any Girl Under This Category Is How You Say, Occupied.
6a#) By Any Chance You Fall For One Of The Above, Listen To 'She Got A Boyfriend Now'
6b) If Somehow Any Of This Girls Become Vacant, You Most Usually Have 1 Week To Occupy It.
7) Never Let Your Emotions Make You An Idiot, Because You May Provoke Someone By Punching Them Or Just Being An Idiot To Stare.
7*) In A Case Where You Have To Stare, Smile, That Should Do The Trick.
8) In A Polytechnic, Finding A True Friend Is More Difficult Than Finding A Girlfriend.
8!) You Can Talk About Things To Your Girlfriend Like A True Friend, But At The Risk They Don't Break Up With You.
9) Practice And Hard-Work Really, Really Pays Off And Works, Tested.
9@) Last Minute Doesn't Work Any More.
10) Hi-Bye Friends Are Usually Seen Everyday, From What I Know.
...
...
...
30979s?) Girls With Boyfriends Are Usually Expected To Lose Their Virginity In Year 2.
[30979s? Is A Question Mark Because I Have Morals]
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Please.
I Don't Want To Fall For You.
Because I Don't Believe I'm For You.
Heck, I Don't Believe I'm Fit For Any Girl.

Respect The Ladies.
I Learn That In Polytechnic Too, But It Was Not Listed Above.
Because That Is The Zero Rule, Or Zero Law Just To Make It Sound Cooler.
It's Zero Because It Is More Of An Ideal Than A Lesson.
Don't Stare Or Ogle At Them Because It Rude.
Respect Their Body And Looks, Even How Heavy Their Make-Up Is Or How Little They Wear.
Take Notice Of Them, Acknowledge Their Presence, Admire Their Beauty, And That's All.
Respect Their Personality, Don't Mock It Unless Jokingly When The Person Is Present Around You.
All Women Have To Be Respected, Not Insulted.
Because I Believe They Have The Upper Hand Among Guys In Many Ways.
Just Don't Remain Shy, Be Open With The Correct Mindset.

It's Going To Rain.

So it has been a busy week. Monday was my stay at home to relax and play National Day. Tuesday was a stress day for the S&S practice, which ended off in an awesome PT at Fencing Practice. Wednesday, had a rough and tough training during LSCT which ended off in a movie after. 'Street Dance' was the name, and a 3 out of 5 stars for the movie. Would have been 2.5 without the dance moves. Windowed shopped after that. Thursday ached but gym-ed with my good'old buddy Gerald, had a great Pepper Lunch after, and received my European Blade during Fencing training. Friday brought be shoulder aches with S&S practice, which I have finished the script, with out the in-depth details, leading to singing, Pool after and MacDonald's for dinner.

Impressing Someone Is Not About Words, But About Actions.
I On The Other Hand Have No Plans Of Doing That.

Girlfriend's Pictures On Facebook.
Became Ex-Girlfriend, Pictures Mysteriously Vanish.
Ooo, Supernatural.

There Are Many Things That Makes Life Stressful, But Once You Get Those Things Done, You Feel A Sense Of Relief And Achievement.

If What We Do And Say Had A 'Like' Button, I Would Like It.

Favouring Facts

Inspiration Comes Short.
Take Note Of It Whenever You Got The Chance.

A Paradox Stuck Within A Paradox.

Sometimes, I'm Confused.
Friends Are A Big Confusion.
I Wonder How Would It Be If I Had Another Me As A Friend.

I Wonder If I Can Type In My Sleep.

OK, so it has been the normal routine from Monday to Thursday, lessons as usual, Tuesdays with two test and fencing. Wednesday with a happy ending to my IS module, and getting A's for my presentation and test, with LSCT after. Thursday, life became a bore. Got up on the wrong side of the bed, and had a very tired feel. went to school with the same feeling. Totally sucked at fencing today. Then thoughts rushed in my mind on my way home. Then came Friday, where I went back to school with Nigel to visit the teachers, met GS and Jeremy for lunch and a movie. LAN for awhile before the movie. The Sorcerer's Apprentice was very cliché, but not a bad cliché. A magic fantasy film cannot be shown in a single movie. Met Ryan and Darren after dinner, it was more like a surprise meet up, did not expect them to be there too. So walked around and talk cock, went to MacDonald's and talk more cock. Well, it was fun till we had to go home. Thought of stuff on my way home.
Saturday went to SBM, listened to sharing, cooked and slacked.
Sunday, I played GE.

I'm Already Feeling The Holiday Blues.
The Holiday Tiredness.
The Holiday Stress.

Hey Readers!
I Know There Are Some So Don't Lie To Me!
Well Going To Continue On From My Previous Post To Complete This Week.
Or Not It Will Be Incomplete.
And My Phone Just Buzzed.

OK, So The Lesson For The Thermodynamics Practical Is Kinda Screwed.
Partially My Fault For Not Checking My NP Email Over 4 Days.
Maybe I Should Start Using Internet Explorer.
Save Me One Hell Of A Time Typing In My Freakishly Long User And Password.
Hmmm...
Google Chrome Still Rocks.

Paradoxical Structure.

So as you all know that I might have went to a movie after school that day. Well, I have. Met up with GS and Marcus Chan at AMK hub. I, myself expected to be late. However, both of them were later. So, went to take a shit, literally. They both gave me a call, one after another, as soon as I was about done. Went out and saw the two cool dudes.
Well, since the 7:30PM slot for 'Inception' was sold out, and the 9:05PM one was selling fast, we decided to head down to Junction 8 to watch the movie. Turns out it was selling fast too at 7:30PM, front row seats only. We checked the later timing, and it was the same, at most the seat behind the first row. So we bought the tickets for the 7:30PM slots, front-and-centre, which in a baseball match, basketball match, soccer match, music concert and many other stuff a good thing, for a movie, its not. Was so hoping it wasn't that close to the screen. Anyway, headed to Subway to eat fresh, also literally. Got the fit fresh meal with a chicken teriyaki sub. I know its a scam, but well that was the only meal that would not kill me, with the cookies and chips and all. Got bottled water. Fail.
So just talked and enjoyed the meal. Seems that we all having problems. I'm having phlegm, GS is having a sore-throat, Marcus has a machine attached to his chest due to irregular heartbeat. OK, Marcus is way worst than us. So after dinner, we waited outside the cinema since, well, we had time to spare. Guess what? I saw an Indian guy. I think you guys is going to expect some criticism or racist comment here, well its not. I saw a girl somewhat familiar. And I thought, what a coincidence, since I was asking about how were our classmates doing. It was Vanessa Ng and, if I'm not mistaken or wrong, that Indian guy is her boyfriend, which means her previous boyfriend got dumped, or vice versa, or she and the Indian guy are just very close friends. Well, do correct me if anyone knows. Seems both of them wanted to watch the same show as well, and asked if sitting in the front row was worth it as well. We suggested it will be awesome, since we too bought the front-and-centre tickets. The 7:30PM one was sold out, so she got the later timing.
Went into the cinema, and hell, the screen was too bloody close to the front, my area of sight was just fit the entire screen, not my peripheral vision though, it wasn't that bad to that extend. Well, we all thought it would totally spoil the movie. But it did not. Despite the neck-pain, It was totally awesome and worth it. I mean, the concept of the movie was ingenious, the action was great, the physics of it was mind-blowing, the theory of it made sense, and the show was totally something you had never seen before, totally new and fresh. The ending was a two-way cliffhanger! It was just too epic, too awesome, beyond awesome! Or maybe its just my preference. Well, I wouldn't mind watching this show again, its too good. Even now, I'm interested in dreams, how it would work, and the concept of it, heck, I think it could be possible in the future. I would not spoil the show for you guys, I'm just going to say one thing:
One Hour Is Equivalent To 5 Minutes
I would give it 4.9999999/5 stars, just because of the front row seats.
Well worth the neck-pain, but went home because it was around 11PM already. Took 88 with GS. Walked to his house and took a 101 from there. Walked home and took a nice bath. Slept like a pig till 12PM in the morning. It was a Saturday, what you expect? Did my powerpoint slides and read up on IPC. Slept from 3AM till 11PM today. woke up, watched some TV, had brunch, took a bath and went to Compass Point's Starbucks to study. Awesome. Studied from 230PM till 830PM. Had a caramel frap for tea-time, and had a sugar glazed snack and a normal cup of classic brewed coffee for dinner. Starbucks just owns, big time, but Tom & Toms Coffee is cheap, at my school that is. Took another bath when I came back. Now blogging.

What Is Contagious?
An Idea.
-Inception

I Want To Manipulate My Own Dreams.
I Want To Try Dreams Within A Dream.
But I Don't Want Dreams To Be my Reality.
Or Do I?
Then My Reality Would Be A Nightmare.

Dreaming Reality

Due To My Stupidity, I'm Going To Blog Today.
Tell You Why Later.

I'm Starting Wonder If It Is True.

Somehow, Whenever I Start To Blog.
I Forget Everything I Wanted To Say.

It's Not Impossible.
Is Whether Or Not You Choice The Right Methods.
And If It Fails.
Blame The Methods Given To You.
Or Something Like That.

I Always Wish I Had Superpowers.
Like I'm Just Walking Causally On The Side-Walk Or In School.
And Then A Laser, Or A Bolder Or Some Monster Starts Charging At Me.
Then I Lift Up My Hand And Deflect/Block The Attack.
I Take Out My Two Magical Swords.
Wielding The Power Of Darkness On One Hand And The Blessed One On The Other.
And An Epic Battle Begins.
As I Stare The Enemy In The Eye, Or If It Doesn't Have Eyes, I'll Just Stare At It.
Maybe Some Intimidations.
And Then Awaits The First Attack.
Lasers Fire In My Direction, And With The Darkness, I Absorb The Light.
And Immediately, I Raised The Blessed Sword And Fire Off A Blinding White Light.
While My Target Is Blinded, I Jump In The Air.
He Regains Sight, And Look Around...
In The Nick Of Time, He Looked Up And Block My Duel Blade Attack.
I Jump Right Off It, And Still In Mid-Air.
It Flung A Huge Chunk Of Rubble At Me At A Speed Of 300m/s.
Due To The Power Of The Blessed Sword.
It Has Given Me The Power To Move At The Speed Of Light.
Along With The Darkness, Which Can Enhance My Power From A Tens To A Billion Folds.
Of Course, At A Cost Of My Life Energy.
With It I Was Fast Enough Not Just To Move Away.
But Cutting The Chunk Of Rubble To Mere Dust.
I Dissipated The Dust In The Air.
Causing Confusion To My Enemy.
As It Cleared.
10 Doppelgängers Of Myself Appeared.
The 10 Attacked.
But Each One Of Them Were Defeat.
1 At A Time.
None Of Them Was The Real Me.
The Sucker Took The Bait.
After My Last Clone Was Defeated.
The Next Split Second, The Blessed Sword Travelled At Light-Speed Directly Above, Towards My Enemy's Head.
While The Blade Of Darkness Emerged From The Ground A Shot Upwards Towards His Chin.
Although Grabbing Both Of Them In His Bare Hands, Stopping A Vital Attack.
He Was Finished.
I Moved Behind Him So Fast, He Wasn't Able To Sense My Presence.
And Delivered The Finishing Blow To My Enemy With My Judgement Daggers.
One Behind His Head.
The Other In The Centre Of His Spine.
I Removed It, And He Fell To The Ground.
Turning To Black Ashes.

Being Demoralise Is Another Way Of Working Harder.
But First You Need To Get Out Of That Depression.
How To Get Demoralise?
When Someone Has better Results Than You.

Well, back to Tuesday: felt a sore throat coming, but went to school and Fencing anyway. Lessons were the usual stuff, Dr Tan wast commenting on Starcraft 2. Went to Fencing, and only 3 Epee Juniors came! Sad, I was part of the three. So did some PT and Yong Chi came to compress the 2 hour training into 45 minutes. SuTian came later. Well, gave a small comment to JinRu and SuTian that the rest of the epeeies that they were able to accept my friend request, but no time to come for training. Laughed about it, but SuTian wanted me to post it on my Facebook wall. I told him he was crazy, then he did it to his wall instead, well, some got the joke, while Cheryl got angry at him. Anyway, had dinner and went home after that.
Wednesday, it gotten worst. Bought Lozenges. Went to IS lessons and went down to LSCT after. Had some games, and was the operational I.C. for the November event which will be involve in. Went to MacDonald's for dinner and went home.
Thursday, my morning was ruined by being close to getting a fever. Hot and Cold, reminds me of a song. So slept at home during the optional Maths lecture. Went to school later in the day for IPC Practical. Went to fencing to watch after that. Was score taker that day.
Today, screwed myself by coming early to school, which I could have used the time for sleep. Well, Melvin, Alex and Brandon also screwed themselves like me as well. Anyway, they met me at the Attic to slack. Went for Lunch after, more like brunch.
Now having Thermodynamics. More lessons and a Maths test later on, and maybe a movie.

I Have To Know My Limits.
Even Though I Believe I Have None.

I Think Everyone Can Be Einstein.
Heck, Even I Think I Can Be Better Than Him.
But There Is Just This Huge Wall Blocking Us Called 'Laziness'.

Some People Act Stupid.
Maybe They Are.
But They Are Damn Hard-working.
And That Beats Ingenuousness Any Time.
And That Is Scary To Me.
Time To Be Hard Working.
With A Combination Of Hard-work And Brains.
You Will Have Epic Win.
Bad Grammar.

Finishing Miss

Politics, I Say Something About This Before.
I Don't Really Like It.
It's Everywhere.
Every Time.
I Don't Want To Be Involve.
Yet At Times, I'll Be Part Of It.
Why Can't Everyone Be Peace Loving.
Tolerate Their Habits Here And There.
And Just Become Good Friends.
Because They Won't Mind Each Others Bad Habits.

That Time You Asked Me.
I Couldn't Believe It.
It Still Makes Me Shiver.
But I Thought To Myself.
It's Just Not That.
I Believed.

I Overheard Something.
It Seems There Is Something Linking Me To What I Eavesdropped.
The Thought Of It Seems Hopeful.
But Fantasies Ain't Reality.
Unless It's Shoots Me In The Face.

So it has been a week since I blog, shall do a quick recap.
Monday, can't really remember what I did. The normal lessons, I think we ate at Magabites this time. Seems like the distant past already, even though it was a week ago. I think I went home early on Monday?
Tuesday. Lessons per usual. Went to Toms & Toms that day with Alex, Melvin, Kugan and Ninette for tea break. For lunch, ate with them including MeiZi and Vanessa. Had Fencing after. Lovely PT, Ninja jump was hilarious. At ate MacDonald's after that.
Wednesday, Lessons as per normal. Did my IS test that day, conclusion, I believed, was totally screwed. Had LSCT Society after that. Finally bought my bottle. Thanks Joyce and Elena for buying it. Ate with Alvin and the rest at MacDonald's, again. Took the same bus home with Alvin, and we talked about the politics in LSCT.
Thursday, same old lessons. Did IPC practical test. Awesome. I think I ace it. So had Fencing after. And after fencing, I found out I lost my jacket. Fail. Well, it should be at the SIM lost and found corner. MacDonald's yet again.
Friday! No CCAs! Well, actually NPOB had a camp, but did not sign up for it. So went home and relaxed.
Saturday, Went to fencing training. At a light lunch at Tom & Toms. Went to SBM for sharing session. Ate food prepared by Monggolana Group. Awesome Udon. Played Nerf after. Then went home.
Sunday, Did my Powerpoint presentation slides for Thermodynamics.
Today, did not study much for my Thermodynamics test, so I'm just going to get a pass. Damn sad. Went to eat and more lessons after. Now blogging after discussing on the project. Going to study after this.

Lightning Flashes Like A Camera Does.
Thunder Is The Shutter Sound.

Turning Out

Sometimes, I Think I'm Working With Idiots.

Politics, It's Everywhere, No Matter How Much You Try To Avoid It.
Cliques, It Will Still Form, How Can It Be Prevented?
Friends, I Will Only Betray Them, For Their Own Safety.
Thoughts, Some Inspire, While Others Kill.
Love, Some For Friends, Some For Family.
Crushes, It Seems Hopeless, But It Gives Hope.
Mystery, We Seek For The Answer, But We Have To Break It First.
Truth, What Is True To You, May Not Be For Others.
Rumours, True Or Not, Bad Or Good, It A Mystery.
Perpetual Cycle, Something Like This, It Starts But Never Stops.

It's Difficult On Me.
But I Strive To Carry On.
How Long Will That Last?
Is Another Thing.

Reflection, It's A Cheat Sheet.

Why Does Silence Make People Uncomfortable?
Why Does Speaking Reduce Tension?

Tuesday was a slow day. OK, not really, but nothing much happened, I think. Almost similar to last week, except that Melvin and Kugan called a Indian dude 'Ah-Neh'. Well, went to play soccer with Kris's friends, played aggressively the first few rounds, then relaxed, but still ran like an idiot cause it was fun. Scored 1 goal. Took a cab back with Melvin and Alex. Dropped them off along the way and went back to school for fencing. There were playing captain ball. So I decided to join in and I scored the winning ball. So we PT-ed like no fencing PT ever, yet I think. Went to market to eat. Saw Darren and Leon there. Awesome prawn-mee. Went home after that.
Wednesday, same study place, same time. This time Surya decided to skip IS. So did my Maths, Wee came to the library as well to study. talked to her fore awhile and left for IS. Found out that around 5 people were skipping IS. Went for IS lesson and mainly watch the movie 'Tuesday With Morie'. Awesome movie. I Cried once, almost cried twice. Went for LSCT training after, before eating with Ben and Surya in school. Headed to Mac after.
Thursday, fatigue kicked in, down in my calves. Lessons as usual, and had fencing today. Free fencing was great. Loved it. won twice(can be consider as once), and lost once. Mac again and headed home after that.
Friday, fatigue is still present. School, like before is usual. Did not have lecture on Maths though. went to NPOB. And along to worsen my fatigue is a physical test. got the necessary points to pass. went to Mac for the third time again. And headed home.
Well, Saturday, fatigue was slowly going away. And I celebrated my grandma's 80th birthday with my family and relatives. Awesome since I haven't seen my cousins in awhile. Watch a movie after, which was HotTub Time-Machine, and went home.
Had a good morning rest today, and woke up to do some presentation stuff. Blogging now.

I Been Through Many Things To Know How Life Is Like.

When You Are Best Friends With Someone, You Won't Mind Their Bad Habits.
Because You Just Love Them For Being There.

I Love Being An Unsung Hero.

Victorious Defeat

There Is Always Boundaries Between Many Things.
Countries, States.
Dreams, Reality.
Night, Day.
Friends, Family.
Allies, Foes.
Relationships, Friends.
Family, Relationships.
And An Infinity More.
Many Are Natural.
Few Are Needed.
Others Due To Selfishness.
At Times Arrogance.
Some Made From Anger.
A Handful Of Ignorance.
Mainly Protection.
Maybe Prevention?
Or Even Obligation?
Possibly For Happiness?
Simply To Cause Pain.
Seeking Forgiveness.
Stopping Awkwardness?
Living By Rules.
And An Infinity More.
We Need To Know Them.
To Find Out What To Do About Them.
Break It?
Solve It?
Leave It?
Or Maybe All Of The Above?
I Experienced Some.
And A Few I Was Part Of.
But It's From Life Which We Learn.
Not To Bring The Mistakes Along.
But Leave It There And Then.

Maybe I Was A Bit Selfish That Time.
I Only Thought Of Myself.
Even Though You Allowed Me To Try My Luck.
I Could Have Talked And Joked With My 'Bro' Instead.
Which Did Not Required Luck.
For Me To Think I Had A Chance With Her.
Felt So Selfish When I Could Have Hanged Out With An Awesome Friend.
Where A Lonely Ride Home Was The Punishment.
And The Guilt I Felt.
Take Something For A 100%, Making Both Parties Happy.
Or Playing Chance, Seeing Whether Happiness Has A Chance?
Well, It Seems Impossible.
But The Impossible Is Always Possible.
Yet, I Rather Choice Something After Giving A Little Thought To It.
All I Can Say Now Is That I'm Sorry.
I'll Make It Up To You.

I'll Just Admire From Afar.
I Don't Think I Have An Awesome Chance.
Maybe Lesser Than A Slender Chance.
And Even Though There Is A Chance.
I Don't Want To Create A Possible Boundary.
So If You Read My Previous Post.
I Think I Would Keep It To Myself Instead.

Well, maybe it's time to talk about my Monday. Meet Jerry and Surya at the usual place. Went to buy a snack, while Jerry lodged a lost and found article for his shoes which he left in the shuttle bus. Zimin came soon after. Went for Thermodynamics practical, and just paid attention to the main stuff, while basically looking through the examples and not doing them. Had lunch at SIM food centre. Went back to the lecture theatre to have IPC. Maybe if I reread again, I would understand. Then stayed back with Kugan, Wan Teng And Vanessa to do our project. Jerry had to go home to get his shoes, so he did not meet up with us. Went home after, but not before visiting the dentist.
And Something About The Dentist Which I Don't Really Like.
There Is Always Pain Involved.
And It Being In The Mouth.
Sucks.
Well, Better Than Failing My Oral Hygiene.
And I Don't Really Like Others Tampering Inside My Mouth.
Unless It's Intimate.
By A Girl.
Like, I Said Before.
I'm Just A Guy.
So The Dentist Really Isn't My Favourite Place.
But Have To Visit It Every 6 Months.
Because That Short Painful Moment Helps In The Long Run.
So the rest of the day was just reaching home and bathing, watching TV and blogging.

I'm Just Tired Of Many Things.
I Want Change.
Or Equilibrium Of Everything.
With The Addition Of New Stuff.
Sounds Like Le Chatelier's Principle.

Every Song Has A Meaning.
We Just Need To Find That Meaning.

Seemingly Harmful

Nightmares And Fairytales.

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST

Friends.
They Are The 2nd Most Important Thing That Is Required In My Life.
I Like Having Plenty Of Friends, Good Friends.
I Like Knowing More People.
But What I'm Missing Now Are Best Friends.
True Friends.
When In Secondary School, I Had A Few True Friends.
Many Of Us Went Separate Ways.
While Some Came Here, They Scattered In Different Places.
I Came Here Alone, Because I Liked What I'm Doing, And Because I Wanted To Meet New People.
I Know These Stuff Takes Time, But It Would Be Great If It Was Earlier.
Wouldn't It?
It Would Be Awesome Being Able To Share Almost Everything With Each Other.
Know Almost Everything About Each Other.
To Tell Secrets Which You Had Never Told Any Other Person.
Having Conversations Ranging From Randomness To Heart To Heart Talks.
And I Have Not Much Preference On Who Or How They Are Like.
All They Need Is To Fill The Conditions Above.
You Can Be A Nerd, A Jock, Popular Kids Or Whatever.
It Sounds Like I'm Advertising Myself.
Well, These Are Just Thoughts, I Don't Mean It In Any Other Way.
Continuing:
And The Last Thing A True Friend Has To Do Is To Point Out And Tell You What Are The Things That Make Him/Her Uncomfortable.
Actually, Everyone Else Should Tell Me Too, Not Just My Best Friends.
Maybe Not Everyone Should Be Told Of Their Flaws.
But I Preferred To Be Told.
So I Can Change.
Even Though Everyone Is Flawed, Therefore Being Perfect/Beautiful In Their Own Way.
Not Everyone Sees It Like Me.
Anger, Hate, Back-Stabbing etc. Will Occur.
Due To Their Flaws.
And I Don't Want Anyone To Do Any Of The Things Above.
Well, These Things Can't Be Rushed.
But It Would Be Better If It Came Earlier.

The Paragraph Above Seems Very Weird When You Read It.
Feels A Bit Stupid.
Maybe I Could Not Put Those Feelings Into Words.
Or Explain It Well Enough.
Even This Paragraph Feels Weird.
Maybe I'll Try To Express It Some Other Time.

If The World Has One Huge Common Enemy Where Everyone Is Needed To Be Able To Stop, There Is A Very High Chance Of Gaining World Peace, Or Something Close To That.

Even If I Love You.
You Don't Have To Love Me Back The Same Way.
I Actually Wanted To Keep It To Myself.
You Can Love Any Other Person.
I'm Fine With It.
My Love Will Still Be The Same For You.
At The Most We Remain Friends.
At Most You Remain Happy.
That's All I Want.
I Have No Regrets.
Because I Already Met You.
-From Some Taiwan Actor In Some Taiwan Show, Where The Guy Swaps Body With A Dog
OK, Maybe I Edited Some Parts Here And There.
The Original Idea Was From The Show.

I Remembered I Had A Dream Awhile Back.
Seems As Though I Was At A Music Store Buying A Bass Guitar.
I've Been Looking For An Instrument To Play.
Possible Future?
Maybe.
But I Thought I Wanted To Learn The Violin Or The Keyboard.
Maybe I Already Learn One Of The Two In My Dream?
Or Both?
It Could Be The Future.
Maybe?

Suddenly, I'm Starting To Dread Homework Again...
I Can't Stay At Home And Do Work.
I Need To Go Out.

Song Downloads.
I Have A List.

So guess what?
I'm going to start talking about the week!
YAY!
Read my sarcasm if you may.
So starting from Tuesday, since I've talked about my Monday. What did I do? Or what did Tuesday did to me? Well, the usual Biomolecular and IPC stuff. We went to find our Thermodynamics Practical Teacher, Mr Eric at the lab. However, since our IPC lesson ended at 3PM, and I told him we would meet him at 3PM, we were late. And we could not find Mr Eric. Luckily, Zen, my LSCT Senior, was around and I asked him. He said he was around the area a minute ago. Anyway, decided to ask him, by any chance he had his number. And lucky me, he had. Gave him a call to meet us at the foyer. Thanks Zen! So went to the steam plant in school. Got some info, took some pictures, and had to do a project about it. Putting that worry aside, I had fencing that day. Went to the market to eat after.
Wednesday, went to IS after doing homework in the morning. Met Wee and talked to her. Sat down with me to study. Well, went off to IS, did some work and some stuff about my project on plastic surgery. Went home because I felt sick, so missed LSCT Society.
*Cries*
And on the bus back home, there were these two Indian guys. And like, I was damn close to them. So, they were holding hands and, well, 1 guy was feeding Long'John Slivers to the other. So the holding hand I ignored. Feeding each other with fish and chips, I expected that the other guy's hands were busy with something. As the bus moved from one bus stop to another, there were lesser passengers on the bus. So I decided to move. After awhile, decide to turn back to look at where I sat at, and if you don't know where this is going by now, you are retarded.
The two Indian guys were kissing, and hugging.
I mean, I have nothing against Gays, let alone Indians.
But for two grown teenage adults to be doing that in public.
It feels awfully weird, and gross.
Maybe because I'm not used to seeing it in public.
But still, whether gay, or lesbian, or straight couples.
I still suggest you get a room.
Or somewhere with lesser people.
Well, to be honest.
This is points more towards gay couples and less towards lesbian couples.
What?
I'm just a guy still you know?
And if you think I'm gay.
Then you are stupid.
So, sorry gay couples.
I'm just not used to seeing that in public.
Well back to Wednesday, well, nothing much, got home and sleep.
Thursday, went to School, had Maths, then IPC Practical. Fencing after which was awesome. Free fencing today, but using a right-handed French grip on my left hand. I play more aggressively today.
Now, for me, I found out how the different grips affects my playing ability. A French grip gives me more distance for my attack, as well as more power in my trust, but at a cost of my control and speed. My accuracy is actually better. A pistol grip, however, Gives me a slightly better control and an increase in speed, but distance is shorter than a French grip, and my attacking power is weaker. Accuracy is between below average-average, not as good compared to a French grip.
The verdict?
Pistol grip.
Because I'll choice better control and speed than power and distance.
And accuracy can be trained.
So, since my speed was reduced, you kinda guess that I lost my matches against SW and Elton. For Elton, since he was a senior, I expected to lose, but I did not expect to lose without a point, so getting one point during the match was good, but not enough though. Well, I was happy with the attacks I did during SW match, and my parry was good but my riposte was too slow, either that, or I have not master the right technique. So went to Mac to eat.
Friday, Thermodynamics and Maths. OB after. PT like crazy and games. Debbie was complaining about her weight. Then a few of us were telling her how to cut down. Went to Mac after. Me and WenXuan disturbed her with curry sauce, while she was eating yoghurt. Met some friends, and old friends there. Went home on the bus with Sabbie and Raymond. Talked about PSP for awhile, then Darren, my cousin called. talked to him about many things. Went home to play some games, till very late. Then went to sleep.
Saturday, did some work. And played the rest of the day.
Sunday, still playing, and watch some of the world cup. Germany 3-2 Uruguay. It was like, a super tense match. Slept after the 70th-80th minute. Then woke up, researched on a few of my project, and played some more. And now I'm here.

If Soccer Had A Full Time Of 120Minutes For Each Match.
Then History Would Totally Change.
And We All Would Have Lesser Time.

Heard Of Female Contraceptive Pills?
Now, There Are Male Ones!
At $2US A Box!
Or Was It Anti-Rape Condoms That Were $2US?
Now Guys Can Go Around Screwing Girls And Raping Them Without Any Worries.
Because Nothing Will Happen After 9 Months.
Just Remember To Take It Every Three Months.
Or Less.
Or Just Screw Yourself.
So Whether Male Contraceptive Pills Are Good Or Bad.
Girls, Just Stick With Chastity Belts.
Or Anti-Rape Condoms.
Because Nothing Says It Better Than Vagina With Teeth.
Or Something Like That.
Yes.

If Slaughterhouses Were Made Of Glass Walls.
Everyone Will Go Vegetarian.
Visit www.meat.org

Vegetarian.
I Don't Know Why People Not Understand It.
You Still Eat Vegetables, Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Animal Products Which Does Not Involve Killing Them, Like Cheese, Milk, Eggs etc.
Vegan.
Someone That Does Not Consume Animal Products At All, Only Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Vegetables.
Raw Vegan.
Someone That Eats Unprocessed And Raw Food That Have Not Been Heated Over 46 Degrees Celsius, Excluding All Animal Products Because They Believe That Food Loses Most Of It Nutritional Value And IS Harmful To The Body.
People Ask.
If The Store Is Vegetarian, Why Is It Selling Eggs?
Well, The Egg Has No Life Inside It Yet.
Only Protein And Fats.
Which Are Not Alive.
If You Know That Most Birds Fertilise Their Eggs Externally.
There Is No Embryo Form If It Is Not Fertilised.
So We Are Not Killing A Life.
We Are Just Taking Proteins And Fats From The Animal Without Killing Them.
Same Goes To Sheep.
We Use Their Wool.
And Same Goes To Cows.
We Take Their Milk.
Being Vegetarian Is More About Having Compassion To Animals.
Since We Use Their Products.
While To Some, It Is More Of A Health Benefit.
Some People Think That Eating Meat Is Necessary For The Growth Of Our Body And Health.
Wrong.
Studies Shows That People Who Are Vegetarian Lead A Healthier Life Than Those Who Ain't.
The Energy From Meat Is Much Lesser Than Vegetables And Fruits.
Only 10% Of Energy Is Pass Down From The Next Consumer To The Next.
The Rest Of The 90% Is Removed By Heat And Excretion.
Since Plants Are The Base Of The Food Chain, Or Also Known As Producers.
Energy is 100% There.
Nuts And Beans Can Provide You With All The Essential Amino Acids.
And Vegetables Provide You With Iron.
And Since 100% Of It Remains There.
Guess What?
100% Of It Isn't Used.
Also, The Amount Of Fat, Saturated Oil And Cholesterol In Meat Is Higher Than In Vegetables And Fruits.
For Healthier Means, Try Unsaturated Fat Products, Which Mainly Comes From Vegetables And Fruits.
F.Y.I
Unsaturated Fats Breaks Down Easier Than Saturated Ones, So Eating The One Which Is Healthier Will Reduces The Risk Of Clogging Your Arteries.
And Believe Me.
Eating Meat Can Make You Sick.
Mad Cow Disease, Bird Flu, Mercury Poison From Fish Etc.
So Ya.
Going Vegetarian Is A Good Thing.
At Most For Me Now, I Go Pescatarian.
Which Is Abstaining From Eating Animal Flesh, Except For Fish.
Excluding Fish Eyes And Eggs.
Which Is A Plus Point.
Unless I'm Force To Eat Them Due To A Life And Death Decision.
I'm Actually A Flexitarian, Or Also Known As A Semi-Vegetarian.
Where I Usually Eat Vegetarian Food.
At Home And With My Family And Relatives Most Of The Time.
But I Can Eat Meat Outside.
“I’m a level 5 vegan—I don’t eat anything that casts a shadow.” –Character on The Simpsons

Deciding Things Are Not My Strong Side.
I Only Do It If I Don't Have A Choice.
Or Do It Randomly, Sometimes.
That's Why I Like Anything Random.
Really.
Anything.

A Black Hole Emitting Light.
Or Light Which Emits Darkness.

If There Are Spelling Errors Or Misused Of Words.
I Apologised Because I Did Not Check.

Actually, Even Though I Do Not Have Best Friends I Can Talk To About Everything.
I'm Glad To Have Many Good Friends.
Who Knows?
Maybe One Day They Will Be My Best Friends.
And Maybe One Day, Those Friends Who Are Girls Maybe My Girlfriend.
I'm Just Glad To Have Awesome And Cool Friends.

The Future.
It Holds Many Mysteries.
And I Want To Know It So Badly.
But It Won't Be Exciting Any More Since You Know Everything.
Boring.

I Need A News Feed On Game Updates.
And Everything Else In The World.

Aeroplanes And Astronauts.

Failing Win.
Winning Fail.

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