Nightmares And Fairytales.

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST

Friends.
They Are The 2nd Most Important Thing That Is Required In My Life.
I Like Having Plenty Of Friends, Good Friends.
I Like Knowing More People.
But What I'm Missing Now Are Best Friends.
True Friends.
When In Secondary School, I Had A Few True Friends.
Many Of Us Went Separate Ways.
While Some Came Here, They Scattered In Different Places.
I Came Here Alone, Because I Liked What I'm Doing, And Because I Wanted To Meet New People.
I Know These Stuff Takes Time, But It Would Be Great If It Was Earlier.
Wouldn't It?
It Would Be Awesome Being Able To Share Almost Everything With Each Other.
Know Almost Everything About Each Other.
To Tell Secrets Which You Had Never Told Any Other Person.
Having Conversations Ranging From Randomness To Heart To Heart Talks.
And I Have Not Much Preference On Who Or How They Are Like.
All They Need Is To Fill The Conditions Above.
You Can Be A Nerd, A Jock, Popular Kids Or Whatever.
It Sounds Like I'm Advertising Myself.
Well, These Are Just Thoughts, I Don't Mean It In Any Other Way.
Continuing:
And The Last Thing A True Friend Has To Do Is To Point Out And Tell You What Are The Things That Make Him/Her Uncomfortable.
Actually, Everyone Else Should Tell Me Too, Not Just My Best Friends.
Maybe Not Everyone Should Be Told Of Their Flaws.
But I Preferred To Be Told.
So I Can Change.
Even Though Everyone Is Flawed, Therefore Being Perfect/Beautiful In Their Own Way.
Not Everyone Sees It Like Me.
Anger, Hate, Back-Stabbing etc. Will Occur.
Due To Their Flaws.
And I Don't Want Anyone To Do Any Of The Things Above.
Well, These Things Can't Be Rushed.
But It Would Be Better If It Came Earlier.

The Paragraph Above Seems Very Weird When You Read It.
Feels A Bit Stupid.
Maybe I Could Not Put Those Feelings Into Words.
Or Explain It Well Enough.
Even This Paragraph Feels Weird.
Maybe I'll Try To Express It Some Other Time.

If The World Has One Huge Common Enemy Where Everyone Is Needed To Be Able To Stop, There Is A Very High Chance Of Gaining World Peace, Or Something Close To That.

Even If I Love You.
You Don't Have To Love Me Back The Same Way.
I Actually Wanted To Keep It To Myself.
You Can Love Any Other Person.
I'm Fine With It.
My Love Will Still Be The Same For You.
At The Most We Remain Friends.
At Most You Remain Happy.
That's All I Want.
I Have No Regrets.
Because I Already Met You.
-From Some Taiwan Actor In Some Taiwan Show, Where The Guy Swaps Body With A Dog
OK, Maybe I Edited Some Parts Here And There.
The Original Idea Was From The Show.

I Remembered I Had A Dream Awhile Back.
Seems As Though I Was At A Music Store Buying A Bass Guitar.
I've Been Looking For An Instrument To Play.
Possible Future?
Maybe.
But I Thought I Wanted To Learn The Violin Or The Keyboard.
Maybe I Already Learn One Of The Two In My Dream?
Or Both?
It Could Be The Future.
Maybe?

Suddenly, I'm Starting To Dread Homework Again...
I Can't Stay At Home And Do Work.
I Need To Go Out.

Song Downloads.
I Have A List.

So guess what?
I'm going to start talking about the week!
YAY!
Read my sarcasm if you may.
So starting from Tuesday, since I've talked about my Monday. What did I do? Or what did Tuesday did to me? Well, the usual Biomolecular and IPC stuff. We went to find our Thermodynamics Practical Teacher, Mr Eric at the lab. However, since our IPC lesson ended at 3PM, and I told him we would meet him at 3PM, we were late. And we could not find Mr Eric. Luckily, Zen, my LSCT Senior, was around and I asked him. He said he was around the area a minute ago. Anyway, decided to ask him, by any chance he had his number. And lucky me, he had. Gave him a call to meet us at the foyer. Thanks Zen! So went to the steam plant in school. Got some info, took some pictures, and had to do a project about it. Putting that worry aside, I had fencing that day. Went to the market to eat after.
Wednesday, went to IS after doing homework in the morning. Met Wee and talked to her. Sat down with me to study. Well, went off to IS, did some work and some stuff about my project on plastic surgery. Went home because I felt sick, so missed LSCT Society.
*Cries*
And on the bus back home, there were these two Indian guys. And like, I was damn close to them. So, they were holding hands and, well, 1 guy was feeding Long'John Slivers to the other. So the holding hand I ignored. Feeding each other with fish and chips, I expected that the other guy's hands were busy with something. As the bus moved from one bus stop to another, there were lesser passengers on the bus. So I decided to move. After awhile, decide to turn back to look at where I sat at, and if you don't know where this is going by now, you are retarded.
The two Indian guys were kissing, and hugging.
I mean, I have nothing against Gays, let alone Indians.
But for two grown teenage adults to be doing that in public.
It feels awfully weird, and gross.
Maybe because I'm not used to seeing it in public.
But still, whether gay, or lesbian, or straight couples.
I still suggest you get a room.
Or somewhere with lesser people.
Well, to be honest.
This is points more towards gay couples and less towards lesbian couples.
What?
I'm just a guy still you know?
And if you think I'm gay.
Then you are stupid.
So, sorry gay couples.
I'm just not used to seeing that in public.
Well back to Wednesday, well, nothing much, got home and sleep.
Thursday, went to School, had Maths, then IPC Practical. Fencing after which was awesome. Free fencing today, but using a right-handed French grip on my left hand. I play more aggressively today.
Now, for me, I found out how the different grips affects my playing ability. A French grip gives me more distance for my attack, as well as more power in my trust, but at a cost of my control and speed. My accuracy is actually better. A pistol grip, however, Gives me a slightly better control and an increase in speed, but distance is shorter than a French grip, and my attacking power is weaker. Accuracy is between below average-average, not as good compared to a French grip.
The verdict?
Pistol grip.
Because I'll choice better control and speed than power and distance.
And accuracy can be trained.
So, since my speed was reduced, you kinda guess that I lost my matches against SW and Elton. For Elton, since he was a senior, I expected to lose, but I did not expect to lose without a point, so getting one point during the match was good, but not enough though. Well, I was happy with the attacks I did during SW match, and my parry was good but my riposte was too slow, either that, or I have not master the right technique. So went to Mac to eat.
Friday, Thermodynamics and Maths. OB after. PT like crazy and games. Debbie was complaining about her weight. Then a few of us were telling her how to cut down. Went to Mac after. Me and WenXuan disturbed her with curry sauce, while she was eating yoghurt. Met some friends, and old friends there. Went home on the bus with Sabbie and Raymond. Talked about PSP for awhile, then Darren, my cousin called. talked to him about many things. Went home to play some games, till very late. Then went to sleep.
Saturday, did some work. And played the rest of the day.
Sunday, still playing, and watch some of the world cup. Germany 3-2 Uruguay. It was like, a super tense match. Slept after the 70th-80th minute. Then woke up, researched on a few of my project, and played some more. And now I'm here.

If Soccer Had A Full Time Of 120Minutes For Each Match.
Then History Would Totally Change.
And We All Would Have Lesser Time.

Heard Of Female Contraceptive Pills?
Now, There Are Male Ones!
At $2US A Box!
Or Was It Anti-Rape Condoms That Were $2US?
Now Guys Can Go Around Screwing Girls And Raping Them Without Any Worries.
Because Nothing Will Happen After 9 Months.
Just Remember To Take It Every Three Months.
Or Less.
Or Just Screw Yourself.
So Whether Male Contraceptive Pills Are Good Or Bad.
Girls, Just Stick With Chastity Belts.
Or Anti-Rape Condoms.
Because Nothing Says It Better Than Vagina With Teeth.
Or Something Like That.
Yes.

If Slaughterhouses Were Made Of Glass Walls.
Everyone Will Go Vegetarian.
Visit www.meat.org

Vegetarian.
I Don't Know Why People Not Understand It.
You Still Eat Vegetables, Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Animal Products Which Does Not Involve Killing Them, Like Cheese, Milk, Eggs etc.
Vegan.
Someone That Does Not Consume Animal Products At All, Only Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Vegetables.
Raw Vegan.
Someone That Eats Unprocessed And Raw Food That Have Not Been Heated Over 46 Degrees Celsius, Excluding All Animal Products Because They Believe That Food Loses Most Of It Nutritional Value And IS Harmful To The Body.
People Ask.
If The Store Is Vegetarian, Why Is It Selling Eggs?
Well, The Egg Has No Life Inside It Yet.
Only Protein And Fats.
Which Are Not Alive.
If You Know That Most Birds Fertilise Their Eggs Externally.
There Is No Embryo Form If It Is Not Fertilised.
So We Are Not Killing A Life.
We Are Just Taking Proteins And Fats From The Animal Without Killing Them.
Same Goes To Sheep.
We Use Their Wool.
And Same Goes To Cows.
We Take Their Milk.
Being Vegetarian Is More About Having Compassion To Animals.
Since We Use Their Products.
While To Some, It Is More Of A Health Benefit.
Some People Think That Eating Meat Is Necessary For The Growth Of Our Body And Health.
Wrong.
Studies Shows That People Who Are Vegetarian Lead A Healthier Life Than Those Who Ain't.
The Energy From Meat Is Much Lesser Than Vegetables And Fruits.
Only 10% Of Energy Is Pass Down From The Next Consumer To The Next.
The Rest Of The 90% Is Removed By Heat And Excretion.
Since Plants Are The Base Of The Food Chain, Or Also Known As Producers.
Energy is 100% There.
Nuts And Beans Can Provide You With All The Essential Amino Acids.
And Vegetables Provide You With Iron.
And Since 100% Of It Remains There.
Guess What?
100% Of It Isn't Used.
Also, The Amount Of Fat, Saturated Oil And Cholesterol In Meat Is Higher Than In Vegetables And Fruits.
For Healthier Means, Try Unsaturated Fat Products, Which Mainly Comes From Vegetables And Fruits.
F.Y.I
Unsaturated Fats Breaks Down Easier Than Saturated Ones, So Eating The One Which Is Healthier Will Reduces The Risk Of Clogging Your Arteries.
And Believe Me.
Eating Meat Can Make You Sick.
Mad Cow Disease, Bird Flu, Mercury Poison From Fish Etc.
So Ya.
Going Vegetarian Is A Good Thing.
At Most For Me Now, I Go Pescatarian.
Which Is Abstaining From Eating Animal Flesh, Except For Fish.
Excluding Fish Eyes And Eggs.
Which Is A Plus Point.
Unless I'm Force To Eat Them Due To A Life And Death Decision.
I'm Actually A Flexitarian, Or Also Known As A Semi-Vegetarian.
Where I Usually Eat Vegetarian Food.
At Home And With My Family And Relatives Most Of The Time.
But I Can Eat Meat Outside.
“I’m a level 5 vegan—I don’t eat anything that casts a shadow.” –Character on The Simpsons

Deciding Things Are Not My Strong Side.
I Only Do It If I Don't Have A Choice.
Or Do It Randomly, Sometimes.
That's Why I Like Anything Random.
Really.
Anything.

A Black Hole Emitting Light.
Or Light Which Emits Darkness.

If There Are Spelling Errors Or Misused Of Words.
I Apologised Because I Did Not Check.

Actually, Even Though I Do Not Have Best Friends I Can Talk To About Everything.
I'm Glad To Have Many Good Friends.
Who Knows?
Maybe One Day They Will Be My Best Friends.
And Maybe One Day, Those Friends Who Are Girls Maybe My Girlfriend.
I'm Just Glad To Have Awesome And Cool Friends.

The Future.
It Holds Many Mysteries.
And I Want To Know It So Badly.
But It Won't Be Exciting Any More Since You Know Everything.
Boring.

I Need A News Feed On Game Updates.
And Everything Else In The World.

Aeroplanes And Astronauts.

Failing Win.
Winning Fail.

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