Where Did I Left My Life Last At?
Lets Search.

The Idea Of Something Can Manifest.
But It May Result As Nothing.

After Failure, We Seek Redemption.
But Will We Find It?

Thoughts Are Never Fixed.
We Think, We Follow, We Uphold, We Forget.
Time Moves On.
And Contradiction Occurs.
And So There Are Reminders.

Many Things Are Infinite.
What About People?
They Are Remembered.

We Tried, We Helped.
Listening Just Ain't Working Out For Some.
So But We Have No Choice To Let You Fall.
But Let Me Ask.
Will You Be Strong Enough To Stand After That?
Or Fall Even Further?
If You Fall, Not Only You Regret.
We Regret, For Not Being Of Help To You.
As A Fellow Person.
As A Fellow Friend.
Trust.

Everyone Will Dwell In Their Past.
Whether Good Or Bad.
Don't Let It Spoil The Future.
They Are Only Reminders.

People Might Be Ass-Holes.
Faggots, Or Just Spoilt.
But Why Judge?
You Are Not Better By Doing So.
Even If They Are, They Are Humans Like All Of Us.
And Everyone Has Issues.
Can You Sense The Backlash?

Just A Friend?
Or A Spy?
Clueless Or Smart?
Looks May Be Deceiving.
Yet, Can Also Say It All.

It was a Monday, and Kaifeng, Royston, Alvin and Elena decided to come down for a visit. Slacking, swimming and basically eating is what you can do at my house. I wished I had a LAN/arcade room. Went out to eat and arcade, but Elena went home before that. And Awesome day I have to say.
And then came Tuesday, where there was S&S practice and fencing training after. Ate at market after.
And next came Wednesday, for LSCT Society. The training was well, as usual, with circuit and all. Next came lunch followed by the group games from Group 1, with Clara, Jewel, Mabel and Weiler as Game Masters. I really loved their third game. Spanking awesome. Had dinner after bathing, discuss about our group games and played pool as well. Royston pawned me with a golden break, and I self-Owned, yours truly, in less than 3 minutes. I need a pool table at home. Did some of the group games proposal but fell asleep.
Thursday was another S&S practice, and had fencing training after. When I held the blade, my hand started shacking. That's the drawback of circuit training the day before. MacDonald's afterwards. Went home to try completing The S&S proposal, but fell asleep again.
Friday, another S&S practice before our SGL showcase hours later. Collected keys and stuff. Lunch, and went to the big stage to rehearse at LT26. Kinda crazy with all the PA and stuff. Well, did it, twice, and gave some feedback to us. Did it better again, but still not an epic performance. Well went home to rush the proposal after having dinner at MacDonald's, but, I fell asleep again!
And guess what? I woke up today to find my that my SGL in-charge was pissed. Half awake, I rush do complete the rest of the proposal and schedule. Then send it in. Sorry Kimberly, I did not mean to not send it in on time. Then just wasted my day at home. Tomorrow is LOFT day.

Sympathy Or Negativity?
Tell Them It's Your First Day On Your Job.
They Sympathize You For Not Being Able To Do A Good Job.
Or Let Them Complain About You?
I Don't Want Sympathy Or Negativity.
I Want Feedback So I Can Work On My Mistakes.
But If I Had To Choice Between The Two.
I Would Rather Be Yelled At Than Be Sympathized And Not Learn Anything.
But They Only Yell Cause They Don't Know Your Side Of The Story.
If Both Parties Knew Why This Happens And What Is Going On.
Then We Can Understand And There Will Not Be Any Flaring Up.
Simple Yet Humans Made It Complex.

Waiting For It.

Tall Tales