About Me

Last day of Pieces, the start of Aries (20th March 1993). Enjoys life as well as think about it. Contemplates on many things, and never always fixed to a single answer, as anything can happen. Humble, weird and funny, but underneath is intelligences and experience, yet he strives for more. Never liked losing friends, but understands that impermanence is present. Hotmail:glen-titinyqwerz@hotmail.com

Monday, July 12, 2010

There Is Always Boundaries Between Many Things.
Countries, States.
Dreams, Reality.
Night, Day.
Friends, Family.
Allies, Foes.
Relationships, Friends.
Family, Relationships.
And An Infinity More.
Many Are Natural.
Few Are Needed.
Others Due To Selfishness.
At Times Arrogance.
Some Made From Anger.
A Handful Of Ignorance.
Mainly Protection.
Maybe Prevention?
Or Even Obligation?
Possibly For Happiness?
Simply To Cause Pain.
Seeking Forgiveness.
Stopping Awkwardness?
Living By Rules.
And An Infinity More.
We Need To Know Them.
To Find Out What To Do About Them.
Break It?
Solve It?
Leave It?
Or Maybe All Of The Above?
I Experienced Some.
And A Few I Was Part Of.
But It's From Life Which We Learn.
Not To Bring The Mistakes Along.
But Leave It There And Then.

Maybe I Was A Bit Selfish That Time.
I Only Thought Of Myself.
Even Though You Allowed Me To Try My Luck.
I Could Have Talked And Joked With My 'Bro' Instead.
Which Did Not Required Luck.
For Me To Think I Had A Chance With Her.
Felt So Selfish When I Could Have Hanged Out With An Awesome Friend.
Where A Lonely Ride Home Was The Punishment.
And The Guilt I Felt.
Take Something For A 100%, Making Both Parties Happy.
Or Playing Chance, Seeing Whether Happiness Has A Chance?
Well, It Seems Impossible.
But The Impossible Is Always Possible.
Yet, I Rather Choice Something After Giving A Little Thought To It.
All I Can Say Now Is That I'm Sorry.
I'll Make It Up To You.

I'll Just Admire From Afar.
I Don't Think I Have An Awesome Chance.
Maybe Lesser Than A Slender Chance.
And Even Though There Is A Chance.
I Don't Want To Create A Possible Boundary.
So If You Read My Previous Post.
I Think I Would Keep It To Myself Instead.

Well, maybe it's time to talk about my Monday. Meet Jerry and Surya at the usual place. Went to buy a snack, while Jerry lodged a lost and found article for his shoes which he left in the shuttle bus. Zimin came soon after. Went for Thermodynamics practical, and just paid attention to the main stuff, while basically looking through the examples and not doing them. Had lunch at SIM food centre. Went back to the lecture theatre to have IPC. Maybe if I reread again, I would understand. Then stayed back with Kugan, Wan Teng And Vanessa to do our project. Jerry had to go home to get his shoes, so he did not meet up with us. Went home after, but not before visiting the dentist.
And Something About The Dentist Which I Don't Really Like.
There Is Always Pain Involved.
And It Being In The Mouth.
Sucks.
Well, Better Than Failing My Oral Hygiene.
And I Don't Really Like Others Tampering Inside My Mouth.
Unless It's Intimate.
By A Girl.
Like, I Said Before.
I'm Just A Guy.
So The Dentist Really Isn't My Favourite Place.
But Have To Visit It Every 6 Months.
Because That Short Painful Moment Helps In The Long Run.
So the rest of the day was just reaching home and bathing, watching TV and blogging.

I'm Just Tired Of Many Things.
I Want Change.
Or Equilibrium Of Everything.
With The Addition Of New Stuff.
Sounds Like Le Chatelier's Principle.

Every Song Has A Meaning.
We Just Need To Find That Meaning.

Seemingly Harmful

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