This post was due 2 days ago.

So how am I dealing with life? Fine... Except at times I tend to hate, not others, but myself. The guilt and conscience within always creates anger, and is caused by being blame, either by others or myself. That was how I felt after I left the stadium. I kept blaming myself for letting my friends down on both sides. I was in the middle, and you know how pressurizing the middle seat is. I kept flaring up at my friends as they either asked me questions or kept silent. I was so angry at myself, I felt like punching the walls until both my knuckles bleed, or even better, broken to pieces. But After we reached the destination, I cooled down as we did our project. I relaxed after laughing so hard. I thought of not dwelling in it and just have fun. I found time, with the help of my friends, of learning the moves for today's competition. It did not turned out as bad as I excepted.

I'm sorry to everyone I pissed off over the couple of days, it's my fault which made you guys flare up as well. I still love you guys.

Sleeping over at Guo Sheng's house was an unforgettable moment, and FSD wasn't half-bad, even though we did not get in the top 3. I fell like condemning Windows Movie Maker, because it hangs after every 1hour plus? Yet I still have to use it for my group's video. Bastard program, why don't they make a new one?

Guilt And Conscience Are Against Me.