I think about amnesia. How frightening it will be to one day wake up, unsure of your location, the people you see, and one's self. 'Where?', 'Who?' and 'What?' Questions will be frequently asked. You will be in a total lost. The collection of memories over the years has turned to smoke. To dust. You might know your name, but the friends accumulated over the previous 'life', became strangers the next day. Your friends forgotten, creates a penetrable wall for manipulation to arise. That's where your once called 'true friends' protects you from the evil around you. Yet some of these 'true friends' left you in the dark with the 'creepy-crawlies'.
You get migraines everyday just trying to remember your past, and sometimes to no avail. Yet some people don't bother, thinking of a new start, and from there, follow the currents of the river. Forever still lost, making you feel inhuman. Is it worth it to lose the memories of one's self? Nothing to you is the same, yet everything to you seems at norm. Was it worth losing those memories? You, yourself will never know, till that time of remembrance. After you recall, did you think it was worth find about that previous 'life'? Would you have wished you had amnesia again? And the cycle repeats itself. Scary isn't it? Lost in a cycle forever.

I felt so sick today, still I can't skip school tomorrow. My first SPA Biology Test is on tomorrow. I think I'm prepared, hopefully. Active once in awhile, but occasionally quiet, and tired. Slept through Additional Mathematics. Today morning at 1AM, I woke up and started coughing till 2AM. Couldn't sleep. My mum woke up and gave me some medicine, and I forced myself to sleep. Thanks mum. Fuck my throat. NCC today was extremely boring. After arranging the things in the room, I sat in there with Marjorie and rot. I wanted to move around and visit the Part A's and B's. Three reasons which did not made me go out:

1- I felt too sick to move
2- I did not have the key to lock the door up
3- I did not want to leave Marjorie in the room alone

Anyway, did not have first parade and last parade. So I was clueless about the schedule. After NCC. Went to Macdonald's for a pre-dinner snack. Did not eat the fries though. Reached home about 8PM.

Today's Choice Of Song: Disease By Matchbox20

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