UPDATED: This Is By Far My Longest Post Ever.

Thoughts Of The Past, Present And Future.
It's Been Crazy, Stupid, Confusing, Irritating, Painful And Totally Absurd.
It's Been Fun, Great, Slightly Exciting, Awesome, Inspirational And Hilarious.
Somethings Were Made No Higher Than Perfection, Others Could Not Have Gotten Worst.
But If You Try To Picture The Future, This Could Be An Understatement.
There Were The Ups At The Start Of The Years, The Downs In Mid Year, And The Above Average Close To The End. Think Of It As y=Sin@+1 Graph.
+1 Is The Above Average.
Some Say It Was Destiny, Others Believed It Was A Mistake, While A Few Just Let It Go.
But Nevertheless, The Years Is Coming To And End, And All Hail 2010.
The Old, Whether Mental Or Materialistic, Is Pushed Aside, While We Call Forth The New.
What We Call Forth, Is Still A Question, As What The Future Hold You Know Not.
What We Know, Life Is Building Bigger Barriers, More Traps, More Surprises.
What You May Encounter In 2010 May Render You Speechless, Or Just Bore You To Death.
So Prepare Your Guns, Ammunitions, Food, Bunker, Your Favourite Soft-Toy And Gaming Console.
Cause As We Step Into The New Year From The Old Year, We Just Entered Enemy Territory.
Its Gonna Be One Hell'a Of A Bumpy Ride, Extremely Bumpy.

Although, One Just Can't Help Thinking About The Past, And That One Is Me.
Is Been Heaven And Hell Till 2009, As Far As I Can Remember.
Well, I Somehow Decided To Make A List, Something Like The Top 10(Or Less) Greatest/Worst/Neutral Moments In My Life... Well Other Than The Fact That I'm Bored Therefore Doing This, Its New Year's Eve, And I'm Spending It At Home In Front Of My Computer, How Pathetic.
Well Here Is The List:

Top10 Painful Moments I Remembered:

10. Breaking My Collar Bone During Judo Training
Actually, It Wasn't That All Painful. I Remember Hearing A Crack, Told The Guy To Get Off, Tried To Lift My Arm, And There Was This Piercing Pain. I Still Could Write With That Hand Though...
9. Hand Slapping Games
Sometimes I Wonder Why I Play This. And You Only Feel The Pain After 1 Minute Or So.
8. My First Time Falling Off From A Bicycle Without Training Wheels
Went Down The Slope On The Road, Lost Control, Fell Off, And My Left Knee Skidded Along The Pavement. The Worst Thing Is, That Happened To Me Last Year. I Have The Jeans To Prove It.
7. Burning My Tongue
I Always Forget That The Curry'O From Old Chunky Stays Hot Even After Leaving It In The Open For A Long Time. Always Get Ulcers After That. Speaking About Ulcers...
6. Ulcers
The Smallest Wound In Your Mouth Can Really Cause A Lot Of Pain, Especially When You Are Eating. The Pain Really Spoils The Enjoyment Of Eating.
5. Accidentally Stapling My Fingers
In Primary 4, And It Was Those Industrial Staplers. Pulling It Out Was The Painful Part.
4. Blisters
One Of The Most Irritating Thing, That Is Both Disgusting, And Painful, And I Still Go On Peeling It Out, Ouch.
3. Accidentally Hitting My Leg Very Hard Against Something Even Harder
It Always Happens.
2. Getting Hit In The Nuts By A Soccer Ball
That's Just Soccer, Competitive And Rough. Anyone Or Everyone Who Usually Plays Soccer, Gets Hit In The Nuts At Least Once, Whether By Ball Or What Ever Factors. Freekicks Kills, No Matter How Much You Cover Your 'Teabags', And When You Try To Stand In The Line Of Fire, Remember To Twist You Body.
1. Getting Hit In The Nuts By A Soccer Ball, 2 Times In-A-Row.
Whats Worst Than Getting Hit In The Nuts? Getting Hit In The Nuts A Consecutive Time In The Same Day, And That Rarely Happens To People. I Just Happen To Be The Dummy In Secondary 4. And The Second Ball-To-Nut Was Because Of Nigel Deflecting The Ball Towards My Pelvis.

Top10 Girls I Once Liked But Could Not Make It There 2000-2009(Names Are Not Mentioned):

10. What I Saw Came Short
This Is Quite Common. See The Face, A Bit Of Their Personality, And BANG! A Small Crush Is Created, For Awhile Though. Somehow, I Knew She Liked Me, And I Had A Crush On Her, But It Faded Faster Than I Thought, For the Both Of Us.
9. First Crush
Well, A Primary 1 Crush Seemed Stupid Now. I Actually Thought I Was Competing For That Girl With Another Guy, And Now When I Think Back About That, I Laugh At It, And Because The Girl Put On More Weight, From What I Thought.
8-6. Three?!?!
Hey, 3 Is Better Than 1 When You Look At It, It Gives You More Chances, Somehow, Even Though It Was Still Slim.
5. The Mistake
When I Start To Think Of This, It Makes Me Want To Slap Myself. Why Did I Even Like Her? That Was Extreme Blindness In the Making.
4. Two Years Long
She Was The Girl I Thought Was The Prettiest. Any Many Thought The Same. I Still Remember I Actually Followed Her And A Friends... Like A Stalker After Thinking Awhile, And It Actually Made Me Better Friends With Them And Her. Still, You Can Say I Was Still Too Short... Of Everything.
3. Met At Camp
She Was From NCC As Well, She Was Beautiful, And She Was Horny. Well, Maybe Because It Was After A Long Day And We Were Playing Dare And Dare. And I Was Like A Weirdo, Asking For Her E-Mail Address, Being So Paranoid etc.
2. Ouch...
OK, This Was Painful. I Emo-ed, And I Don't Emo! It's Like I Got Slap On The Cheek, Didn't Learn My Lesson, And Got Slapped Even Worst. Well, At Least Both Parties Recovered After Awhile.
1. Ouch²...
This I Emo-ed As Well, But It Did Not Last As Long As Ouch. Still, False Hope Crushed Me Badly. And That Was When I Found Out That I Have Not Learnt My Lesson From Ouch. Still, I Blame False Hope.

Top10 Funniest Moments Currently:

10. 10/10 Jokes
In Primary School, My Mum Subscribed For Me This Online Tuition Thingy Called 10/10. After Every 10 Questions Or So, A Random Fact Or Joke Appears. Most Of Them Were Lame Jokes, But There Was 1 That Made Me Laugh For 3-5 Minutes. It Was Involving This 3 People: Stupid, Nobody And Nothing. Ya, You Should Know The Joke.
9.Telling Mrs Bu That Nigel Was Fighting With Leonard
Just To Get Her Up To Class For Her Birthday, YuLing Told Her That. And Mrs Bu Thought That Nigel Was Dying.
8. Nigel's And Pamela's Arguments
Somehow, Their Arguments Go No Where, And Thats When Randomness Is Put Into the Picture.
7. Disturbing Mr Supra
Secondary 2, Sitting Next To Nicholas, And Our Favourite Teacher To Disturb Was Mr Supra. Give Him Funny Faces, Created Funny Noises, And Poking His Ass With A Pen.
6. 'BeiHO'
Oh Man, That Was Freaking Hilarious. Not Only Gerald Accidentally Burned Himself, Juan Had To Tell Him 'You BeiHO'. Funny Shit.
5. WZ's Face
Face It WZ, Your Face Is Just God Damn Hilarious, Especially During NCC.
4. JL's Bullshit
His Bullshit Is Classic, Laugh My Ass Off Every Time.
3. The Internet
Sometimes, You Just Can't Beat The Internet.
2. L4D2
Get Some Friends And It Will Be A 30mins-Whenever Joke-A-Ton.
1. The Excalibur
The Famous Excalibur, Known For Its Awesome Power, And Yet It Landed In The Hands Of Jeremy. And I Didn't Know Excalibur Had A 2-in-1 Function, It Can Also Be Used As An Umbrella. And The Greatest Scene Of The Excalibur Was When Jeremy Stabbed JL In Bio Class, While The Bio Teacher Was In The Class. It Can't Beat The Might Of The Teacher Thought.

Top10 Discoveries So Far:

10. Everything Else Except The Things Bellow
Well, I Had Discovered Many Things, Good, Bad, Ugly, Funny Etc. But There Are Just Too Many To Count, So Everything Else Except The Ones Below Are Classed Under 10. Everything Is A Good Discovery To Me, Just That Which Is Better, And Which I Can Remember.
9. The Computer
Looking At The Animated Games My Sister Played On My Uncle's Computer When I Was Young Made Me Want To Try It Out, However, My Sister Did Not Let Me, Nither Did My Mum And My Uncle, And That Was A Big Mistake, Because That Just Made Me Want More.
8. Kindergarten Mathematics
It Was Great And Was Always Simple. And It Always Gets Me Sweets From My Teacher When I Was Practicing My Mental Sums After Lessons, While Waiting For My Maid To Pick Me Up.
7. A Guy Dying From Exploding Chewing Gum
Sad Thing, Yet Can't Help But Laugh Cause The Way He Died Was Ridiculous.
6. Money
What Else Is There To Say?
5. Crushing On Someone
Well, This Lead Me To Many Downfalls, But It Trained Me For Further Downfalls. I'm Already Prepared To Take The Pain.
4. The Internet Is For Porn
I'm Talking About Three Things Here. 1)The Internet 2)Porn 3)The Song 'The Internet Is For Porn'. The Internet Is The Greatest Place For Everything. And It Just Had To Be The Greatest Place For Porn As Well. And I Found Out About Porn When I Was Primary 3 Or 4. Somehow, There Were Pop-Ups When I Entered The Internet, Ad-Ware. I Got Curious And Well Stuff Happens. And Then They Made The Song, Which Is Kinda True.
3. Online Gaming
This Was Something Which Changed My Life. At First There Was Gunbound, Runescape And Dragon Quest. These Games However Got Boring After Awhile. What Actually Made Me Hocked Onto Online Gaming Is Maplestory, And That Was Where I Learned About...
2. LAN
It Wasn't Actually A LAN, It Was A Community Center, Which Had A Room Full Of Computers. A From There, I Heard About LAN From My Cousin And Then LAN Came Into My Life.
1. Friends
Friends Ain't Forever, But The Discovery Of Friends Is Something I Can Can Never Forget, And This Just Makes It Forever For Me.

Top10 Saddest Moments I Can Recall:

10. I Can't Torrent That Torrent
It Was So Irritating When No One Was Seeding It Man. So Disappointing.
9. Mininova Died
It Was The Best Torrent Website, And It Just Had To Get Pinned Down Like That. *Sob*
8. My Accounts Getting Hacked
Maplestory Was The Main One. I Got Hacked Twice, Which Made Me Give Up On That Game. And The Addiction Slowly Faded Away. Screw The Guy Who Hacked Magicaluni.
7. My Gameboy Colour
My Dad Was So Angry That I Was So Addicted To It That He Threw It Down From The Second Floor Of My Mansionate When I Was Primary 1.
6. Losing My Pokemon Cartridges And Gameboy Advance SP
It Was Perfect. My Pokemon Was All Godly. First I Lost Ruby Version. Then When My Emerald Was Hack, I Lost Every Version And My Gameboy Advance SP.
5. Ouch...
I Emo-ed... And Like I Say, I Don't Emo!
4. Being Mocked In Secondary 1
I Was So Sad, I Got Bloody Pissed At Him(1 Guy), I Raised My Voice And Dared Him To Fight With Me. He Was Bloody Scared. IF You Have Never Seen Me Pissed, You Wouldn't. Could Have Killed Him.
3. Ouch²...
Being Unhappy And Angry At A Person For 3 Hours Might Be Short, But It Will Still Hurt.
2. Movies
Movies Always Have Some Parts Which Are Suppose To Be Sad, Which Makes Me Want To Cry, Yet It Feels Dry.
1. Feelings Towards My Parents And Inspirational Courses, Talks And Camps
Some Feelings Towards My Parents In The Past Was Really Scary, But We Got Over It And Cry About It In The End After Talking. Courses, Talks And Camps Is About The Same As The Movies, Just More Impact, Still Hard to Cry.

Top10 Great Moments And Things Of All Till 2009
10. Everything That Won't Be Mentioned
Read It.
9. Secondary 3 & 4
Great But Not As Great As...
8. Secondary 2
The Epic 10 Guy 30 Girl Class
7. Hanging Out With My Cousins
Oh Its Was Great
6. Quarreling With My Sister
One Of My Greatest Hobby In The Past, Maybe Thats How We Got Closer.
5. Opening Up To My Mum And Dad More
The Feeling Was Great
4. Finding Out That Girls Like You
Hey, When You're A Guy, You're A Guy. You Feel Great When A Girl Likes You.
3. My Birthday 2009
Thanks To All Who Celebrated With Me! The 5 Of You Rocked: GS, Nigel, Corey, JL and Jeremy.
2. Hanging Out With My Friends
I Just Love You Guys
1. Friends And Family
It Would Have Killed Myself Without Your Support And Love. You Guys Will Always Be Remembered. Love You Everyone.

Then All For The Top10. 2010 Is Coming Soon, Less Than An Hour.

Oh, forgot about today's events:
Woke up and used the computer. Went out with my dad. Came back and used the computer.

Going To Miss 2009, See You All In 2010. Peace Out.

Till The 31st And I'm Scot Free, Except Saturday.

I See The Left, I See The Right.

Uploading Stuff On Facebook On The 1st.

Born For This, That's What You Get.

Love My Black Jacket.

Yesterday, went to upgrade my RAM to 2.25GB with my cousin at FuNan. He went to get a better graphic card. My dad fetched him from his house and sent us to FuNan. Somehow, we should have waited for a while so we would pay lesser. Anyway had lunch at Subway(and it rocked) and went home.

Today, went for our POP rehearsal. Was told to come at 8AM, but it was actually at 9AM. The Guard-of-Honor rocked. It only consisted of me, Juan, Corey and Wayne, while Joyce was In-charge of our platoon. The four amigos. Well, that was rehearsal, so hopefully, on the actual day it would be better. Went to eat lunch at MacDonald's after that. Talked about crap and Naughty G. Then went to NTUC to look at Naughty G and get some drinks and a Newpaper. Forgot to mentioned that Ryan, Corey, WZ and Wyane was with us from lunchtime till now. Joyce, Nicole and Shi Ying were eating at Kopitiam. Gerald was sick so he decided to go home. Juan just left. We took a bus home after that. Reached home and used computer for awhile. Left, with my lovely black jacket, to meet Corey at Hougang Mall. Followed him so I could sign up for the job his currently working. Met Vanessa at Hougang Mall doing the job that I believe I couldn't do: selling coupons for charity, from Project Renewal. Well, went to Ochard to sign up for the job. Took the MRT back after buying black socks for $1. Went back to Hougang and saw Vanessa again. She asked me to accompany her to chit chat, so I did. Talked with the people who were there the last time I sold tickets. Anyway, went home after that, but not before buying a Curry'O and a cup of Oreo Crunch. It's been a long time since I gotten myself a cup of bubble tea. Went home used 15 minutes of the computer. Got tired, left it on and took a nap. Woke up to have dinner.

It's Seemed Short.
Just Be Prepared For New Beginnings.

I'm Getting A Tad Irritated.
Of All The People, You Had To Ask Me To Help.
And Out Of The People You Asked, You Asked The One Who Will Always Help.
And The One Who Dies Not Giving Up.

Went to Ubin today with Gerald and WZ. It was raining, but we still went, in hopes that it will stop when we arrived there. Found out from them that Alex and Marjorie were already there. Took a bus then ferry across the sea or ocean to Ubin. It was still raining, so waited for the rain to stop. Met the other 2 there. Rented bikes there and cycled around. Took pictures with WZ camera. Returned the bikes at around 6PM. Waited for a ferry back to Singapore. Had Pre-Dinner at Compass Point. Gerald went home first. After eating at Long John Slivers, took the same bus as WZ while Marjorie and Alex took another bus. Reached home and ate dinner.

I'm Shagged.
Mud Flies Everywhere.

It So Late, Or Early.

Cut the crap, been up looking at some Polytechnics this whole morning. Well spent Christmas at my Aunt's Place. All my relatives were there. Used the computer awhile with my cousins. Played basketball after that. Received presents and went home later on.

Simple, Short, And Sweet.

Merry Christmas To Everyone I Have Seen And Known.

All Things Boring Starts Tomorrow, And 3 Days Of Work Is Brought Over To 1.

32 Rules On How To Survive A Zombie Apocalypse.

'Thank You For Flying Qwerz Airlines, Hope You Had A Pleasant Trip'

Pokerface.

Went to Darren's house today to watch a few movies. Corey, WZ and Jeremy where there too. An animated version of Storm Warriors 3, which was so much better than Storm Warriors 2 even if it was in Cantonese. Used his computer for awhile while deciding what or where to eat. In the end, we ordered KFC. Watch some comedians on Youtube while waiting for food to arrive. At chicken, lots of chicken. When back to watch Zombieland. Loved Zombieland, now craving for L4D2. It's a slightly, and I really mean slightly cliche storyline, but even I love the cliche of that movie. Used Darren's computer more while Corey had to go back home. I went home with WZ while Darren and Jeremy went for their martial arts training. Took 112 with him home.

At Times, I Believe What I'm Not.
Other Times, I Try To Be What I'm Not.
And Seldom, I Feel This Sinking Feeling.
Its Like I'm Betraying Myself To Be Whats Not.

Precision Is All About Timing.

Sometimes I Just Have To Force Myself To Blog, And This Is One Of The Many Times.

Secrets Told Or Secrets Kept?

I Love To Clarify Rumors.

Sometimes I Just Feel Like And Exhibitionist, And I Don't Mean A Nudist.

Feelings Are Always Temporary.
It Comes And Goes Like The Wind.
How Strong And How Long It Blows,
Depends What Feelings Are Exhibited.

Its A Passing Thing.

Well, its today already, and soon I'm going to Darren's house to watch a movie later. Starting from where I ended off, I went home to web-surf and bath. Met GS and the girls at the MRT station. Went down to PlazaSing for a movie. we walked around to find a place to eat, but to no avail. So we just walked around. Went to the Cathay to watch Avatar. The movie was awesome, so watch it. Then some of the girls went their separate ways. Few of the girls, GS and me headed down to Priscilla's house for a steamboat dinner. Jia Hui and Lena was totally afraid of her pet dog. Her boyfriend tagged along as well. Played the Game Of Life for awhile, but thought it was to complicated, so we decided to play UNO Stacko, after eating our dinner. I was full as hell. Played something like a truth or dare UNO Stacko. Whoever destroy the stack will be selected for a truth or dare. But it was kinda boring. Anyway, we took some pictures and went home. Came home about 12AM+ today. Used the computer and bathed to remove all the dog slobber on my body(yes the dog likes me and GS). Signing out soon.

At Some Point Of Time, I Feel Totally Obvious And Stupid.

It's Sort Of A Habit.

I'm Not Keeping It Secret, It Just That You Don't Ask Me.

I Want To Say More, But I Going Off.

Well, lets start form yesterday.

Went To Work Till 5.30PM. Met Ryan, GS, Nigel, Jeremy and WZ at Ion Orchard.
We walked around the area, we had to find a food court. Orchard is very well known for their scarce number of foot eatery, and when you find a few of these eateries, it will make a hold in your pocket, all in goodwill to scam foreigners. Well, it took us awhile to find a food outlet cause the whole of Orchard is a freaking maze. All the malls are linked, and we wondered around for awhile thanks to Jeremy's sense of direction. We decided to eat at Food Republic. It took us like half an hour to find a freaking seat. We should have anticipated a dinner rush. Well, we looked around to no avail. I almost found a seat for six, but as the people at the table were about to finish eating, to ladies came and ask if the two empty seats next to them were taken. In the end we settled for a smaller table with added on chairs. Like I mentioned above, food there is a scam. Mine was 7 bucks just for 2 meat, fried rice, and 1 vegetable. When we finished eating, we went off to admire the decorations along Orchard Road, except for Nigel, when he went to meet up with his brother at Shaw. Took some pictures with WZ's camera. Went to Takashimya to buy some food to eat. Looked around the area as well. GS bought a soft toy for her little cousin on Christmas. Saw Marjorie there at the cashier. Decided to walk back to the MRT and head home. What a great time I had. Came home and was just in time for Survivor: Samoa. Watched it till 2AM. Can't wait for Survivor: Heroes And Villains. Slept at 2.30AM. Woke up at 6.30AM to brush up and head off for badminton with GS and some of the girls GS hangs out with. Later going out again.

Tired.

My Last Post Was My 300 Post. This Shall Be 301.

Airline Manager Just Gets Better And Better.
And When I Have To Wait, Mafia Wars, Quiztastic! and Poker Rivals Really Feels Up That Gap.
If Not, IGN's Reviews And Youtube Videos May Work.

Phrases Just Amazes Me.

I'm Waiting For My Computer All Day Long... Wait Scratch That... Waiting For My Pay To Come... Both.

Desire Is The Fall Of Many.

We Control, But As Rocks Erode, Many Revert Back To The Old Ways, Some Converted That Control Into Habit.

It Seems M18 Activities Are Moving Down To PG13.

Copenhagen Failed.

I Need... I Crave... I Lust... I Want... I Desire... I Seek.

It's A Secret? I Say Nothing.
It's About Me? Say Whatever.
Secrets Keeps You Chained, Always.
Reveal The Truth To Break Free.
It's Sounds That Easy.
Yet Why Are We Still Clinging To It?

Two days ago, which was a Saturday, went out with Marcus in the morning for a jog around Hougang Stadium. We went there and waited for about half an hour for the rain to stop. Talked about stuff. We were slightly afraid that our stuff would be stolen, so we brought it to the opened sheltered seating on the opposite side of the stadium. Placing it there means if anyone steals it, there is only one why they can run, so we will know if we get robbed. Jogged 2.4km around the stadium. We rested and took off to the gym. Exercise there for awhile. Went to Hougang Mall to eat with Ryan at PastaMaina. Ryan was going to be late, so we decided to venture around Hougang Mall. Marcus eyes were extremely red, so he bought some EyeMo. Marcus went off first, so me and Ryan walked around Hougang Mall. Chatted with Ryan about many things. Went home after that, and Internet-ed the whole day.
Yesterday, Shopped with my mum and dad for clothes for me and my cousins for Christmas.

I Miss Something.

Sometimes I Just Want To Say 'Gosh, You're Pretty' Or 'Gosh, You're A Lier' Or 'Gosh, You Suck'.
But There's A Problem With That.
One, You Get Mistaken, Usually In A Bad Way, Rarely In A Good Way.
Two, You Affect The Other's Feelings, And Feelings May Vary.
Three, You Might Get Beaten Up, And Nothing More Is Needed To Explain That, Unless You're A Masochist.

Expressing Your Feelings Makes You Feel Better?
Depends On What That Is.
It Might Make You Feel Worst After That.

Risk, Risk, Risk, Risk, Risk... It's Such A Problematic Thing.

No Replies? It Makes Me Think Negative, And Made Me Felt Lame.
And This Negativity Surrounds The Matter And Escapes To Other Matters As Well.

Pimping A PSP And Having A D.I.Y Computer Is Not Cheap, But My Pay Covers That.

Many Seems Non-Existent In The Night, While A Few Stay Up To Bask In The Moonlight.

Be Prepared For The Worst, Only Then Your Fears Maybe Faced.

Board Game Anyone? Not Needed, We Are Already In One.

Jogging/exercising with Marcus later at 10 AM, and maybe eat lunch with Ryan.

Its Late, Exercise Is Going To Be Killer.

Today Was Nothing, Lets Talk Stuff.

Love Has No Boundaries
Therefore Love Is Blind
To Remove The Blindness
We Must Make The Boundaries
But Then Love Has No Boundaries
(Repeat From Line 2 Until Infinity)

Darkness And Light Are Totally Different And Opposite In Almost Every Way, But There Is One Thing Similar: Too Much Of Either And You Will Go Blind.

Friends, We Got To Gather, Then Move Out. Not Move Out And Get Lost.

Airline Manager On Facebook Is A Lovely Game, But I'm Way Behind My Peers.

MafiaWars Is Finally Back In Action For My Account! Yay!

Currently My Bookmarks On Facebook: Friends For Sale(Collecting Cash Everyday Only), MafiaWars(Almost Removed Due To Bug), Restaurant City(Awaiting For More Money And A Better Computer Before I Do Anything Big), Pokemon Card Maker(Why The Hell Do I Have That? Oh Wait...), Poker Rivals(If You Can't Make It Out There, You Can Still Make It Here, Warning Though, It Addictive, Too Me) And Airline Manager(FTW).
Any Bookmark Suggestions? I'm Open To Any.

To Live A Lie Or To Face Regrets, Nither Of Them.
Nither Of Them Means Risking It.
And Risking It May Lead To Either Of Them.

Why Does Many Things Feel Like An Infinite Loop.

'This week we're rolling out our coveted year-end awards for each gaming platform. This is the part where we talk about how prestigious they are and how important it is for you to pay careful attention to our choices. But seriously, who really cares? Don't we already know what all the best games were? "Blah, blah, blah, I'm Greg Miller and I love Uncharted 2." Yeah, thanks for the sweet info.
So while all those mindless console monkeys are falling all over themselves to see who can use the most superlatives in a sentence about Halo, we're taking a different route. We're going to hand out awards that really matter. Enough talk. Let's kick this s**t off.'
-Taken From IGN's Article: IGN's Totally Unauthorized 2009 Game Awards
More At http://psp.ign.com/articles/105/1055257p1.html

I Got To Say, IGN Is My Favourite Website! But I Don't Have A IGN Account Yet.(Ponders)

We Live To See It End.

I Need To Sleep Soon, So My Thought Will Just Have To Wait.

Sleep, eat, work, text messages, ETC.

Many people have a kneejerk response when violence and videogames are mentioned in the same breath. Depending on your viewpoint, violence is either the scourge of a bankrupt entertainment or an unfairly criticized way to have fun in an imaginary environment. In 2009, violence was used in a legion of different ways, and to give body to an array of different experiences. Blunt horror, comic exaggeration, nightmarish guilt, slapstick humor, Freudian catalyst, emotional manipulation, and abstract rumination; all sprung from the common seed of virtual violence. There is no single truth about violence in games anymore than there is about violence in ourselves. The more we become afraid of experiencing violence in our pastimes, the more distance we put between the ideas and their creators. And then falls the shadow. -Extracted From IGN's Article: The Year in Violence 2009
For The Full Written Article, Go To http://ps3.ign.com/articles/105/1055065p1.html

And Then Falls The Shadow.

As The Days Passes By,
The Memories Start Coming Back.
A Sentence, A Place Or A Picture,
Which Recalls What Looks Like The Past.
It Seem Oh So Near,
But Yet Its That Far.
I Missed Those Great Times I Had.
I Kept It So Dear,
But Yet Gone So Fast,
Whats Left Is Just The Past.

-TitinyQwerz

Working today, and got wet due to the rain on my way home.

Difference Makes It Clear.
Difference Makes It Separate.
Difference Makes It Horrible.
Difference Makes It Special.
Difference Makes It The Minority.
Difference Makes It Weird.
Difference Makes It Comparable.
Difference Makes It Some Similar.
Difference Makes It Complete.
Difference Makes It Useful Or Useless.
Difference Cause Many Things To Happen,
And Thats Why We Are Already Different.
We Are Only There To Make The Difference.

I Always Don't Have The Time For Long Post.

Tired And Busy On Mondays To Fridays And Maybe Saturdays.

Lets cut to the chase, shall we? Yesterday, me and Corey met up for lunch. we talked about work and stuff. Darren told us to meet him at Hougang Mall MacDonald's. Went there and spotted our Airborne diver, Wei Long. He was having lunch with his friend after finishing guitar practice. Chatted about stuff. Wei Long and his friend left while we were awaiting for Darren. After meeting up, headed down to PlazaSing to book our tickets for Storm Warriors 2. Wei Long actually warned us about the movie, telling us to go to the counter and ask if it was possible for a refund, well anyway, I got 2 free tickets so we split the cost for the other two tickets. Why 4 tickets? Ryan was going to come later due to housecleaning. After that went to LAN, and finally, I played L4D2. Well, Ryan came soon after. Corey is a terrible player in L4D. You can never work with him. Even the AI's are so much smarter than him. I don't want to go into details on how we lost the last stage again and again. Simply put it, some were careless mistakes, most were lack of teamwork and coordination, and others was just plain stupid. Well, Ryan played for awhile using Darren's computer and watched us play as well. Headed back to PlazaSing to catch the movie. Usually, I don't mind watching a squeal even if I don't get the storyline, and I also don't really mind watching a sucky movie where it actually meets my expectation(which is usually quite low to other's standards), but seriously, This movie was a failure. I mean the evil villain died too early in the show, the bad guy's son was seen in like how many scenes? I did not know what happen the son and the Emperor's right-hand man after they broke the spine, and the ending was seriously crap. I show have taken Wei Long's advice and watch Princess and The Frog. Well, we ventured around the area, and then left for home soon after.

Today? Work.

Brain Is Not Functioning Well Lately, Pardon Me For The Bad English Used.

Laziness Had Gotten To Me Again, Or I Just Have No Time, You Decide.

Messages Of Apology Especially On Websites, MSN, E-Mails, Blogs, Text Messages Etc. Is Fucking Insincere, But This Are My Feelings:
Sorry For Being Such A Jerk. Did Not Meant To Insult You In Anyway, Was Only Kidding. Sorry For Say Such Mean Things, Forgive Me Please? I Don't Like People Being Angry At Me.

I Feel Like Making A Random Montage Of Clips And Pictures I Have In Secondary School. Provide Me With More Media And I Might Make It With The Famous 'I Hang After An Hour Or So' Windows Movie Maker.

Why Is Mininova Dead!!! I Will So Miss The Torrents There, Those Lovely, Lovely Torrents...

L4D2... L4D2... L4D2...
I Think I Need To Kill Some Zombies...(Takes Out Shotgun And Walks Out Of The House)

Circles Are Everything.

I'm Hungry, Go Get Some Milk And Cookies Later.

Why Can't Of Anything Profound Now(Or In Nigel's Point Of View, Bullshit)? Could I Have Been Cured Off That? I Just Can't Remember.

If You Read Close Enough, You Might Be Able To See A Plus Sign On The Post.

Work has been tiring, which caused me to become lazy and not blog. Well anyways, there was nothing interesting to blog about except work. Although I made a few new friends, and I think 2 out of the 3 of the friends I made is going to quit. And I had diarrhea yesterday. Today however, went out with my dad to shop at NTUC, and on the computer almost the entire day.

Slept Till 11am This Morning, And It Felt Great.

OK. Today I Getting Straight To The Point Because I'm Kinda Pissed Right Now.

I'm still unsure whether my PSP got bricked or my battery was modified. In anyway, I was scammed both ways. I wasted $____(Not going to specify) because my battery is working fine now, and I actually thought that it was modified... And if it was brick, then it was partially worth it. if it wasn't, I wasted $____. In total I wasted $____ if everything was fine in the first place!!! Black screen and green power light on really eats your money if you don't look it up on the internet. Failure, epic failure. Now there is no problem with either batteries, and all of them are normal batteries. There was a possibility it was bricked, but I'm still unsure about it. Now my wallet is crying, real badly. Could have use the money for other stuff.

Well, That's Taking Chances And Risk, And This Is How It Turned Out To Be.

Blogging Is Like My Escape, Its Like My Comfort Zone, And I Like It.

My Hair Stands For All The Right And Wrong Reasons.

I Hope I Leave Secondary School With No Regrets.

Sometimes, The Truth Hurts, But We Live With It, And Sometimes We Try To Live With It.
Sometimes, The Memories Are Painful, But We Let Go Of Them, And Sometimes We Try To Let Go Of Them.
However, We Can Only Try To Forget Them, Its Not Possible For Anyone To Forget. Unless You Were Hit By Amnesia.

I Have Went Cold Turkey For Too Long, I Need My Drugs Back: Music.

I Just See Things Moving So Fast. Too Fast.

Some People Really Need To Update Their Personal Message On MSN, And I Mean Really.

No One Had Gotten Everything They Wanted.

I Remember Everything Like Yesterday... How Quaint, Isn't It? I Missed All Those Times Spent With My Friends... How Cliché, Isn't It? Yet, It All Feels So True.

I Wished I Knew Everyone Earlier.

16 Just Like That? It's Going To Be A Fast Lifetime.

Is There An Answer To Everything?

Inspiration, It Just Comes, It Just Goes, Its Many Things.

Enough of it I guess. Had work today, and since it was on Saturday, it was considered half-day. I might have earned, from Tuesday, either $165 or $198 this week. Did the thing I was doing before, cementing gaps between the wires and the rubber tubings. Well went home to rot. Boring. Mafia Wars is having problems, but I just it is just me and my browser. Met Corey after that for lunch. He finally found a job. Working as a service crew at hotels. Yes, hotels. If they need people at different locations, they will just get him to that place. His first job is tonight, 8PM-6AM. Hope he is doing well now. Ate at Subway. Well, I ate at Subway, I just offered him a cookie. We chatted for awhile. Companied him to the bus-stop. Tried calling Nigel and GS if I could hang out with them, but as you know its a Saturday, so most likely they will be at church. Well no harm asking or trying. Anyways went home. Started watching HSM, HSM2 and HSM3. Totally bored. Anyways, after watching, chatted with Marcus. Now chatting with GS.

I'm Just Waiting For Something Exciting To Happen, Even By Watching The Live Feed On Facebook Move By.

I Forgot What I Wanted To Type Here...

This Is A Presumption, And I Hope It's Wrong.
I Starting To Wonder If My Thoughts Were Right.
At The Moment, Its Just Something To Me.
If You Want It, You Can Take It.
Cause I Not Willing To Fight Or Compete Over It.
I'm Too Tired, Too Worn Out, Too Sick Of It.
Having It Was Just To Pull Me Up.
It Is Just Not Worth Fighting For.
Especially With My Best Friend.
Thats An Assumption, And Many Times It Isn't Accurate.
Hope This Time Isn't As Well.

It's Like 7AM+ Now.

I Wonder Sometimes, If I Can Get A Hint, Or Is It Just Inaccurate Assumption.

I See, That Is Only How Far I Could Become, Unless There Is A Miraculous Change In Events From My Own Believes.

At Some Places, I Approach People More, In Others, I Get Approach More, And In Certain Areas, Either I'm The Only One Approaching, Or I Don't Approach At All.

Murderous, Don't You Think?

Tell Me If You Can, I Want To Hear It From You, But Who Am I Kidding? If Asked, It Shall Be Told For Me. If Asked, It Might Be Told From Others, And Not All Truths Are What You Expect Them To Be.

When In Doubt, You're In Doubt, Get Over It.

Yesterday was a great day. After working, and not having overtime, I left for work to Ryan's House. It was raining at that time, so I waited for awhile. Miraculously, the last guy I said 'bye' before leaving work, was also leaving work, and he had an umbrella. He walked towards me and offered me shelter towards the nearest bus-stop. Had a talk along the way to Toh Payoh Station. Thanks Johnathan for providing shelter. He took the MRT back home while I was looking for a bus to Ryan's house. Luckily, there was a single bus, 73, going to his house. Ryan told me not to come so early, so I Went to BreadTalk to buy something custard-filled. I just had a craving for custard. The only thing custard-filled there was a chocolate Christmas Tree. Bought it, ate it and waited for the bus. I missed the actual bus-stop by 1 bus-stop. PSP more. Walked back to that bus-stop. It seemed that that bus-stop holds a few great memories. Anyway, walked to Ryan's House with his guidance. Darren came slightly earlier than me. Playing with matches and had a good chat. Well WZ was late as usual. Had dinner made my Chief Ryan. I love it, just because its spaghetti. Anyway we slacked and watch American's Toughest Jobs and American Gladiator. Great shows. Watched some videos on Youtube with Ryan. WZ and Darren was watching TV downstairs. Did some stuff with my PSP, don't ask what. Anyway, it was getting late and we had to go home. WZ and me were scared that we will get lost, but in the end we found our way out and walked to his house bus-stop. Took 112 home. Took a bath and watched the rest of Amazing Race and Survivor. Went to sleep after that.

Its Was An Important Day Yesterday For Me To Be Typing 20 Minutes Before I Leave For Work.

I Think I'm Going To Have A Headache Soon.

Tired, So Tired...
Labour, So Much Labour...

I Can't Think, Can Someone Make Me Think?

I Want To Ask If You Don't Think That Much.

Painful... Hands.

Have been working these 2 days. Yes I have found a job. Yesterday was the day I started work. Corey was considered on pending for that job, but they asked me to tell him he got the job. However, he told me he found another promising job, and was told that they will call, therefore rejecting the job I am doing now. How many times we've been to an interview and they actually calls us back? That's something he never learn! Well simply put it, my job is a general worker at this company called Prospec Electronic Pte Ltd. So I deal with electrical stuff now. At the moment, I'm doing a lot of things with wires. Well, yesterday was a somewhat easy job. Cementing open gaps in connecting wires to prevent water from seeping into the inside of the wires. Just required a steady hand. Was able to pull through that, although it got a little boring along the way. Today was a little tougher, with physical strength required, much patience and having a good eye for estimation. I was learning how to make those industrial wires. It seem like advance D&T there. Well I almost completed it, but went home before completion. Hands are kinda sore at the moment, but it is a good way of passing the time, cause you get paid and help gets rid of boredom.

I'm Thinking Something Right Now.

Is My Thoughts Telling Me The Truth?
That You Are Keeping Me Away For A Reason?
An Can That Reason Be The Obvious?
But I Don't Believe Those Thoughts.
Cause It I Don't Believe Thats You.
A True Friend, Thats What I See.
So Sorry I And My Thoughts Doubted You.

No Time At The Moment, Going To Summarise What Happen.

30 November:
Corey Came To My House.
We Looked For A Job In The Classified Ads, But Not Much Jobs.
Corey Decided To Play CS 1.6 At My House.
Watched Him Play.
Called Nigel If We Wanted To Play LAN.
After Endless Matches Of CS, Went To LAN.
Met Nigel. Darren Came Soon After.
Wanted To Play L4D, But Garena Was Having Maintenance.
Played CS And Fooled Around With Other Games.
Left After That.
Went Home To Eat And Sleep.

1 December:
Corey Came To My House Again.
Searched For Jobs Again, And Where The Interviews Were Located.
Played A Little CS 1.6 And Went For The First Job Interview.
Headed To Ikea At Alexandra Road, But It Wasn't An Interview, Just Writing Our Particulars Down And Dropping It In A Box.
Took A Bus To The Redhill MRT Station And Trained Down To City Hall.
Went For A Job Interview At Sake Sushi At Citylink Mall.
Had To Commited For 4 Months And At LEast Work 4 Days A Week, So Did Not Get The Job.
Tried Our Luck At Our Last Interview.
Trained Down To Potong Pasir For Our Last Job Interview.
They Let Us Have A Trial Run For The Job.
I Was Selected, While Corey Is Still Pending. Try To Convince Them In Accepting Him Tomorrow.
Went Home After That.

I Have A Job As A SiaKang... I Mean General Worker.

So Many Thing To Say, But Now... Will See First.

8.30AM-5.30PM Lunch at 11.30AM-12.30PM (Weekdays)
8.30AM-12.00PM (Saturday)

Don't Like Summarising... Last Time I'm Doing It, Makes Me Fell So Cooped Up Inside My Head, Not Letting My Feelings Out. That Sucks.

Got To Sleep.