Due To My Stupidity, I'm Going To Blog Today.
Tell You Why Later.

I'm Starting Wonder If It Is True.

Somehow, Whenever I Start To Blog.
I Forget Everything I Wanted To Say.

It's Not Impossible.
Is Whether Or Not You Choice The Right Methods.
And If It Fails.
Blame The Methods Given To You.
Or Something Like That.

I Always Wish I Had Superpowers.
Like I'm Just Walking Causally On The Side-Walk Or In School.
And Then A Laser, Or A Bolder Or Some Monster Starts Charging At Me.
Then I Lift Up My Hand And Deflect/Block The Attack.
I Take Out My Two Magical Swords.
Wielding The Power Of Darkness On One Hand And The Blessed One On The Other.
And An Epic Battle Begins.
As I Stare The Enemy In The Eye, Or If It Doesn't Have Eyes, I'll Just Stare At It.
Maybe Some Intimidations.
And Then Awaits The First Attack.
Lasers Fire In My Direction, And With The Darkness, I Absorb The Light.
And Immediately, I Raised The Blessed Sword And Fire Off A Blinding White Light.
While My Target Is Blinded, I Jump In The Air.
He Regains Sight, And Look Around...
In The Nick Of Time, He Looked Up And Block My Duel Blade Attack.
I Jump Right Off It, And Still In Mid-Air.
It Flung A Huge Chunk Of Rubble At Me At A Speed Of 300m/s.
Due To The Power Of The Blessed Sword.
It Has Given Me The Power To Move At The Speed Of Light.
Along With The Darkness, Which Can Enhance My Power From A Tens To A Billion Folds.
Of Course, At A Cost Of My Life Energy.
With It I Was Fast Enough Not Just To Move Away.
But Cutting The Chunk Of Rubble To Mere Dust.
I Dissipated The Dust In The Air.
Causing Confusion To My Enemy.
As It Cleared.
10 Doppelgängers Of Myself Appeared.
The 10 Attacked.
But Each One Of Them Were Defeat.
1 At A Time.
None Of Them Was The Real Me.
The Sucker Took The Bait.
After My Last Clone Was Defeated.
The Next Split Second, The Blessed Sword Travelled At Light-Speed Directly Above, Towards My Enemy's Head.
While The Blade Of Darkness Emerged From The Ground A Shot Upwards Towards His Chin.
Although Grabbing Both Of Them In His Bare Hands, Stopping A Vital Attack.
He Was Finished.
I Moved Behind Him So Fast, He Wasn't Able To Sense My Presence.
And Delivered The Finishing Blow To My Enemy With My Judgement Daggers.
One Behind His Head.
The Other In The Centre Of His Spine.
I Removed It, And He Fell To The Ground.
Turning To Black Ashes.

Being Demoralise Is Another Way Of Working Harder.
But First You Need To Get Out Of That Depression.
How To Get Demoralise?
When Someone Has better Results Than You.

Well, back to Tuesday: felt a sore throat coming, but went to school and Fencing anyway. Lessons were the usual stuff, Dr Tan wast commenting on Starcraft 2. Went to Fencing, and only 3 Epee Juniors came! Sad, I was part of the three. So did some PT and Yong Chi came to compress the 2 hour training into 45 minutes. SuTian came later. Well, gave a small comment to JinRu and SuTian that the rest of the epeeies that they were able to accept my friend request, but no time to come for training. Laughed about it, but SuTian wanted me to post it on my Facebook wall. I told him he was crazy, then he did it to his wall instead, well, some got the joke, while Cheryl got angry at him. Anyway, had dinner and went home after that.
Wednesday, it gotten worst. Bought Lozenges. Went to IS lessons and went down to LSCT after. Had some games, and was the operational I.C. for the November event which will be involve in. Went to MacDonald's for dinner and went home.
Thursday, my morning was ruined by being close to getting a fever. Hot and Cold, reminds me of a song. So slept at home during the optional Maths lecture. Went to school later in the day for IPC Practical. Went to fencing to watch after that. Was score taker that day.
Today, screwed myself by coming early to school, which I could have used the time for sleep. Well, Melvin, Alex and Brandon also screwed themselves like me as well. Anyway, they met me at the Attic to slack. Went for Lunch after, more like brunch.
Now having Thermodynamics. More lessons and a Maths test later on, and maybe a movie.

I Have To Know My Limits.
Even Though I Believe I Have None.

I Think Everyone Can Be Einstein.
Heck, Even I Think I Can Be Better Than Him.
But There Is Just This Huge Wall Blocking Us Called 'Laziness'.

Some People Act Stupid.
Maybe They Are.
But They Are Damn Hard-working.
And That Beats Ingenuousness Any Time.
And That Is Scary To Me.
Time To Be Hard Working.
With A Combination Of Hard-work And Brains.
You Will Have Epic Win.
Bad Grammar.

Finishing Miss

Politics, I Say Something About This Before.
I Don't Really Like It.
It's Everywhere.
Every Time.
I Don't Want To Be Involve.
Yet At Times, I'll Be Part Of It.
Why Can't Everyone Be Peace Loving.
Tolerate Their Habits Here And There.
And Just Become Good Friends.
Because They Won't Mind Each Others Bad Habits.

That Time You Asked Me.
I Couldn't Believe It.
It Still Makes Me Shiver.
But I Thought To Myself.
It's Just Not That.
I Believed.

I Overheard Something.
It Seems There Is Something Linking Me To What I Eavesdropped.
The Thought Of It Seems Hopeful.
But Fantasies Ain't Reality.
Unless It's Shoots Me In The Face.

So it has been a week since I blog, shall do a quick recap.
Monday, can't really remember what I did. The normal lessons, I think we ate at Magabites this time. Seems like the distant past already, even though it was a week ago. I think I went home early on Monday?
Tuesday. Lessons per usual. Went to Toms & Toms that day with Alex, Melvin, Kugan and Ninette for tea break. For lunch, ate with them including MeiZi and Vanessa. Had Fencing after. Lovely PT, Ninja jump was hilarious. At ate MacDonald's after that.
Wednesday, Lessons as per normal. Did my IS test that day, conclusion, I believed, was totally screwed. Had LSCT Society after that. Finally bought my bottle. Thanks Joyce and Elena for buying it. Ate with Alvin and the rest at MacDonald's, again. Took the same bus home with Alvin, and we talked about the politics in LSCT.
Thursday, same old lessons. Did IPC practical test. Awesome. I think I ace it. So had Fencing after. And after fencing, I found out I lost my jacket. Fail. Well, it should be at the SIM lost and found corner. MacDonald's yet again.
Friday! No CCAs! Well, actually NPOB had a camp, but did not sign up for it. So went home and relaxed.
Saturday, Went to fencing training. At a light lunch at Tom & Toms. Went to SBM for sharing session. Ate food prepared by Monggolana Group. Awesome Udon. Played Nerf after. Then went home.
Sunday, Did my Powerpoint presentation slides for Thermodynamics.
Today, did not study much for my Thermodynamics test, so I'm just going to get a pass. Damn sad. Went to eat and more lessons after. Now blogging after discussing on the project. Going to study after this.

Lightning Flashes Like A Camera Does.
Thunder Is The Shutter Sound.

Turning Out

Sometimes, I Think I'm Working With Idiots.

Politics, It's Everywhere, No Matter How Much You Try To Avoid It.
Cliques, It Will Still Form, How Can It Be Prevented?
Friends, I Will Only Betray Them, For Their Own Safety.
Thoughts, Some Inspire, While Others Kill.
Love, Some For Friends, Some For Family.
Crushes, It Seems Hopeless, But It Gives Hope.
Mystery, We Seek For The Answer, But We Have To Break It First.
Truth, What Is True To You, May Not Be For Others.
Rumours, True Or Not, Bad Or Good, It A Mystery.
Perpetual Cycle, Something Like This, It Starts But Never Stops.

It's Difficult On Me.
But I Strive To Carry On.
How Long Will That Last?
Is Another Thing.

Reflection, It's A Cheat Sheet.

Why Does Silence Make People Uncomfortable?
Why Does Speaking Reduce Tension?

Tuesday was a slow day. OK, not really, but nothing much happened, I think. Almost similar to last week, except that Melvin and Kugan called a Indian dude 'Ah-Neh'. Well, went to play soccer with Kris's friends, played aggressively the first few rounds, then relaxed, but still ran like an idiot cause it was fun. Scored 1 goal. Took a cab back with Melvin and Alex. Dropped them off along the way and went back to school for fencing. There were playing captain ball. So I decided to join in and I scored the winning ball. So we PT-ed like no fencing PT ever, yet I think. Went to market to eat. Saw Darren and Leon there. Awesome prawn-mee. Went home after that.
Wednesday, same study place, same time. This time Surya decided to skip IS. So did my Maths, Wee came to the library as well to study. talked to her fore awhile and left for IS. Found out that around 5 people were skipping IS. Went for IS lesson and mainly watch the movie 'Tuesday With Morie'. Awesome movie. I Cried once, almost cried twice. Went for LSCT training after, before eating with Ben and Surya in school. Headed to Mac after.
Thursday, fatigue kicked in, down in my calves. Lessons as usual, and had fencing today. Free fencing was great. Loved it. won twice(can be consider as once), and lost once. Mac again and headed home after that.
Friday, fatigue is still present. School, like before is usual. Did not have lecture on Maths though. went to NPOB. And along to worsen my fatigue is a physical test. got the necessary points to pass. went to Mac for the third time again. And headed home.
Well, Saturday, fatigue was slowly going away. And I celebrated my grandma's 80th birthday with my family and relatives. Awesome since I haven't seen my cousins in awhile. Watch a movie after, which was HotTub Time-Machine, and went home.
Had a good morning rest today, and woke up to do some presentation stuff. Blogging now.

I Been Through Many Things To Know How Life Is Like.

When You Are Best Friends With Someone, You Won't Mind Their Bad Habits.
Because You Just Love Them For Being There.

I Love Being An Unsung Hero.

Victorious Defeat

There Is Always Boundaries Between Many Things.
Countries, States.
Dreams, Reality.
Night, Day.
Friends, Family.
Allies, Foes.
Relationships, Friends.
Family, Relationships.
And An Infinity More.
Many Are Natural.
Few Are Needed.
Others Due To Selfishness.
At Times Arrogance.
Some Made From Anger.
A Handful Of Ignorance.
Mainly Protection.
Maybe Prevention?
Or Even Obligation?
Possibly For Happiness?
Simply To Cause Pain.
Seeking Forgiveness.
Stopping Awkwardness?
Living By Rules.
And An Infinity More.
We Need To Know Them.
To Find Out What To Do About Them.
Break It?
Solve It?
Leave It?
Or Maybe All Of The Above?
I Experienced Some.
And A Few I Was Part Of.
But It's From Life Which We Learn.
Not To Bring The Mistakes Along.
But Leave It There And Then.

Maybe I Was A Bit Selfish That Time.
I Only Thought Of Myself.
Even Though You Allowed Me To Try My Luck.
I Could Have Talked And Joked With My 'Bro' Instead.
Which Did Not Required Luck.
For Me To Think I Had A Chance With Her.
Felt So Selfish When I Could Have Hanged Out With An Awesome Friend.
Where A Lonely Ride Home Was The Punishment.
And The Guilt I Felt.
Take Something For A 100%, Making Both Parties Happy.
Or Playing Chance, Seeing Whether Happiness Has A Chance?
Well, It Seems Impossible.
But The Impossible Is Always Possible.
Yet, I Rather Choice Something After Giving A Little Thought To It.
All I Can Say Now Is That I'm Sorry.
I'll Make It Up To You.

I'll Just Admire From Afar.
I Don't Think I Have An Awesome Chance.
Maybe Lesser Than A Slender Chance.
And Even Though There Is A Chance.
I Don't Want To Create A Possible Boundary.
So If You Read My Previous Post.
I Think I Would Keep It To Myself Instead.

Well, maybe it's time to talk about my Monday. Meet Jerry and Surya at the usual place. Went to buy a snack, while Jerry lodged a lost and found article for his shoes which he left in the shuttle bus. Zimin came soon after. Went for Thermodynamics practical, and just paid attention to the main stuff, while basically looking through the examples and not doing them. Had lunch at SIM food centre. Went back to the lecture theatre to have IPC. Maybe if I reread again, I would understand. Then stayed back with Kugan, Wan Teng And Vanessa to do our project. Jerry had to go home to get his shoes, so he did not meet up with us. Went home after, but not before visiting the dentist.
And Something About The Dentist Which I Don't Really Like.
There Is Always Pain Involved.
And It Being In The Mouth.
Sucks.
Well, Better Than Failing My Oral Hygiene.
And I Don't Really Like Others Tampering Inside My Mouth.
Unless It's Intimate.
By A Girl.
Like, I Said Before.
I'm Just A Guy.
So The Dentist Really Isn't My Favourite Place.
But Have To Visit It Every 6 Months.
Because That Short Painful Moment Helps In The Long Run.
So the rest of the day was just reaching home and bathing, watching TV and blogging.

I'm Just Tired Of Many Things.
I Want Change.
Or Equilibrium Of Everything.
With The Addition Of New Stuff.
Sounds Like Le Chatelier's Principle.

Every Song Has A Meaning.
We Just Need To Find That Meaning.

Seemingly Harmful

Nightmares And Fairytales.

WARNING: SUPER LONG POST

Friends.
They Are The 2nd Most Important Thing That Is Required In My Life.
I Like Having Plenty Of Friends, Good Friends.
I Like Knowing More People.
But What I'm Missing Now Are Best Friends.
True Friends.
When In Secondary School, I Had A Few True Friends.
Many Of Us Went Separate Ways.
While Some Came Here, They Scattered In Different Places.
I Came Here Alone, Because I Liked What I'm Doing, And Because I Wanted To Meet New People.
I Know These Stuff Takes Time, But It Would Be Great If It Was Earlier.
Wouldn't It?
It Would Be Awesome Being Able To Share Almost Everything With Each Other.
Know Almost Everything About Each Other.
To Tell Secrets Which You Had Never Told Any Other Person.
Having Conversations Ranging From Randomness To Heart To Heart Talks.
And I Have Not Much Preference On Who Or How They Are Like.
All They Need Is To Fill The Conditions Above.
You Can Be A Nerd, A Jock, Popular Kids Or Whatever.
It Sounds Like I'm Advertising Myself.
Well, These Are Just Thoughts, I Don't Mean It In Any Other Way.
Continuing:
And The Last Thing A True Friend Has To Do Is To Point Out And Tell You What Are The Things That Make Him/Her Uncomfortable.
Actually, Everyone Else Should Tell Me Too, Not Just My Best Friends.
Maybe Not Everyone Should Be Told Of Their Flaws.
But I Preferred To Be Told.
So I Can Change.
Even Though Everyone Is Flawed, Therefore Being Perfect/Beautiful In Their Own Way.
Not Everyone Sees It Like Me.
Anger, Hate, Back-Stabbing etc. Will Occur.
Due To Their Flaws.
And I Don't Want Anyone To Do Any Of The Things Above.
Well, These Things Can't Be Rushed.
But It Would Be Better If It Came Earlier.

The Paragraph Above Seems Very Weird When You Read It.
Feels A Bit Stupid.
Maybe I Could Not Put Those Feelings Into Words.
Or Explain It Well Enough.
Even This Paragraph Feels Weird.
Maybe I'll Try To Express It Some Other Time.

If The World Has One Huge Common Enemy Where Everyone Is Needed To Be Able To Stop, There Is A Very High Chance Of Gaining World Peace, Or Something Close To That.

Even If I Love You.
You Don't Have To Love Me Back The Same Way.
I Actually Wanted To Keep It To Myself.
You Can Love Any Other Person.
I'm Fine With It.
My Love Will Still Be The Same For You.
At The Most We Remain Friends.
At Most You Remain Happy.
That's All I Want.
I Have No Regrets.
Because I Already Met You.
-From Some Taiwan Actor In Some Taiwan Show, Where The Guy Swaps Body With A Dog
OK, Maybe I Edited Some Parts Here And There.
The Original Idea Was From The Show.

I Remembered I Had A Dream Awhile Back.
Seems As Though I Was At A Music Store Buying A Bass Guitar.
I've Been Looking For An Instrument To Play.
Possible Future?
Maybe.
But I Thought I Wanted To Learn The Violin Or The Keyboard.
Maybe I Already Learn One Of The Two In My Dream?
Or Both?
It Could Be The Future.
Maybe?

Suddenly, I'm Starting To Dread Homework Again...
I Can't Stay At Home And Do Work.
I Need To Go Out.

Song Downloads.
I Have A List.

So guess what?
I'm going to start talking about the week!
YAY!
Read my sarcasm if you may.
So starting from Tuesday, since I've talked about my Monday. What did I do? Or what did Tuesday did to me? Well, the usual Biomolecular and IPC stuff. We went to find our Thermodynamics Practical Teacher, Mr Eric at the lab. However, since our IPC lesson ended at 3PM, and I told him we would meet him at 3PM, we were late. And we could not find Mr Eric. Luckily, Zen, my LSCT Senior, was around and I asked him. He said he was around the area a minute ago. Anyway, decided to ask him, by any chance he had his number. And lucky me, he had. Gave him a call to meet us at the foyer. Thanks Zen! So went to the steam plant in school. Got some info, took some pictures, and had to do a project about it. Putting that worry aside, I had fencing that day. Went to the market to eat after.
Wednesday, went to IS after doing homework in the morning. Met Wee and talked to her. Sat down with me to study. Well, went off to IS, did some work and some stuff about my project on plastic surgery. Went home because I felt sick, so missed LSCT Society.
*Cries*
And on the bus back home, there were these two Indian guys. And like, I was damn close to them. So, they were holding hands and, well, 1 guy was feeding Long'John Slivers to the other. So the holding hand I ignored. Feeding each other with fish and chips, I expected that the other guy's hands were busy with something. As the bus moved from one bus stop to another, there were lesser passengers on the bus. So I decided to move. After awhile, decide to turn back to look at where I sat at, and if you don't know where this is going by now, you are retarded.
The two Indian guys were kissing, and hugging.
I mean, I have nothing against Gays, let alone Indians.
But for two grown teenage adults to be doing that in public.
It feels awfully weird, and gross.
Maybe because I'm not used to seeing it in public.
But still, whether gay, or lesbian, or straight couples.
I still suggest you get a room.
Or somewhere with lesser people.
Well, to be honest.
This is points more towards gay couples and less towards lesbian couples.
What?
I'm just a guy still you know?
And if you think I'm gay.
Then you are stupid.
So, sorry gay couples.
I'm just not used to seeing that in public.
Well back to Wednesday, well, nothing much, got home and sleep.
Thursday, went to School, had Maths, then IPC Practical. Fencing after which was awesome. Free fencing today, but using a right-handed French grip on my left hand. I play more aggressively today.
Now, for me, I found out how the different grips affects my playing ability. A French grip gives me more distance for my attack, as well as more power in my trust, but at a cost of my control and speed. My accuracy is actually better. A pistol grip, however, Gives me a slightly better control and an increase in speed, but distance is shorter than a French grip, and my attacking power is weaker. Accuracy is between below average-average, not as good compared to a French grip.
The verdict?
Pistol grip.
Because I'll choice better control and speed than power and distance.
And accuracy can be trained.
So, since my speed was reduced, you kinda guess that I lost my matches against SW and Elton. For Elton, since he was a senior, I expected to lose, but I did not expect to lose without a point, so getting one point during the match was good, but not enough though. Well, I was happy with the attacks I did during SW match, and my parry was good but my riposte was too slow, either that, or I have not master the right technique. So went to Mac to eat.
Friday, Thermodynamics and Maths. OB after. PT like crazy and games. Debbie was complaining about her weight. Then a few of us were telling her how to cut down. Went to Mac after. Me and WenXuan disturbed her with curry sauce, while she was eating yoghurt. Met some friends, and old friends there. Went home on the bus with Sabbie and Raymond. Talked about PSP for awhile, then Darren, my cousin called. talked to him about many things. Went home to play some games, till very late. Then went to sleep.
Saturday, did some work. And played the rest of the day.
Sunday, still playing, and watch some of the world cup. Germany 3-2 Uruguay. It was like, a super tense match. Slept after the 70th-80th minute. Then woke up, researched on a few of my project, and played some more. And now I'm here.

If Soccer Had A Full Time Of 120Minutes For Each Match.
Then History Would Totally Change.
And We All Would Have Lesser Time.

Heard Of Female Contraceptive Pills?
Now, There Are Male Ones!
At $2US A Box!
Or Was It Anti-Rape Condoms That Were $2US?
Now Guys Can Go Around Screwing Girls And Raping Them Without Any Worries.
Because Nothing Will Happen After 9 Months.
Just Remember To Take It Every Three Months.
Or Less.
Or Just Screw Yourself.
So Whether Male Contraceptive Pills Are Good Or Bad.
Girls, Just Stick With Chastity Belts.
Or Anti-Rape Condoms.
Because Nothing Says It Better Than Vagina With Teeth.
Or Something Like That.
Yes.

If Slaughterhouses Were Made Of Glass Walls.
Everyone Will Go Vegetarian.
Visit www.meat.org

Vegetarian.
I Don't Know Why People Not Understand It.
You Still Eat Vegetables, Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Animal Products Which Does Not Involve Killing Them, Like Cheese, Milk, Eggs etc.
Vegan.
Someone That Does Not Consume Animal Products At All, Only Fruits, Nuts, Beans And Vegetables.
Raw Vegan.
Someone That Eats Unprocessed And Raw Food That Have Not Been Heated Over 46 Degrees Celsius, Excluding All Animal Products Because They Believe That Food Loses Most Of It Nutritional Value And IS Harmful To The Body.
People Ask.
If The Store Is Vegetarian, Why Is It Selling Eggs?
Well, The Egg Has No Life Inside It Yet.
Only Protein And Fats.
Which Are Not Alive.
If You Know That Most Birds Fertilise Their Eggs Externally.
There Is No Embryo Form If It Is Not Fertilised.
So We Are Not Killing A Life.
We Are Just Taking Proteins And Fats From The Animal Without Killing Them.
Same Goes To Sheep.
We Use Their Wool.
And Same Goes To Cows.
We Take Their Milk.
Being Vegetarian Is More About Having Compassion To Animals.
Since We Use Their Products.
While To Some, It Is More Of A Health Benefit.
Some People Think That Eating Meat Is Necessary For The Growth Of Our Body And Health.
Wrong.
Studies Shows That People Who Are Vegetarian Lead A Healthier Life Than Those Who Ain't.
The Energy From Meat Is Much Lesser Than Vegetables And Fruits.
Only 10% Of Energy Is Pass Down From The Next Consumer To The Next.
The Rest Of The 90% Is Removed By Heat And Excretion.
Since Plants Are The Base Of The Food Chain, Or Also Known As Producers.
Energy is 100% There.
Nuts And Beans Can Provide You With All The Essential Amino Acids.
And Vegetables Provide You With Iron.
And Since 100% Of It Remains There.
Guess What?
100% Of It Isn't Used.
Also, The Amount Of Fat, Saturated Oil And Cholesterol In Meat Is Higher Than In Vegetables And Fruits.
For Healthier Means, Try Unsaturated Fat Products, Which Mainly Comes From Vegetables And Fruits.
F.Y.I
Unsaturated Fats Breaks Down Easier Than Saturated Ones, So Eating The One Which Is Healthier Will Reduces The Risk Of Clogging Your Arteries.
And Believe Me.
Eating Meat Can Make You Sick.
Mad Cow Disease, Bird Flu, Mercury Poison From Fish Etc.
So Ya.
Going Vegetarian Is A Good Thing.
At Most For Me Now, I Go Pescatarian.
Which Is Abstaining From Eating Animal Flesh, Except For Fish.
Excluding Fish Eyes And Eggs.
Which Is A Plus Point.
Unless I'm Force To Eat Them Due To A Life And Death Decision.
I'm Actually A Flexitarian, Or Also Known As A Semi-Vegetarian.
Where I Usually Eat Vegetarian Food.
At Home And With My Family And Relatives Most Of The Time.
But I Can Eat Meat Outside.
“I’m a level 5 vegan—I don’t eat anything that casts a shadow.” –Character on The Simpsons

Deciding Things Are Not My Strong Side.
I Only Do It If I Don't Have A Choice.
Or Do It Randomly, Sometimes.
That's Why I Like Anything Random.
Really.
Anything.

A Black Hole Emitting Light.
Or Light Which Emits Darkness.

If There Are Spelling Errors Or Misused Of Words.
I Apologised Because I Did Not Check.

Actually, Even Though I Do Not Have Best Friends I Can Talk To About Everything.
I'm Glad To Have Many Good Friends.
Who Knows?
Maybe One Day They Will Be My Best Friends.
And Maybe One Day, Those Friends Who Are Girls Maybe My Girlfriend.
I'm Just Glad To Have Awesome And Cool Friends.

The Future.
It Holds Many Mysteries.
And I Want To Know It So Badly.
But It Won't Be Exciting Any More Since You Know Everything.
Boring.

I Need A News Feed On Game Updates.
And Everything Else In The World.

Aeroplanes And Astronauts.

Failing Win.
Winning Fail.

Questioning Answers

Thinking About Things Which Have Made My Life Great.
Family...
Friends...
The Internet...
My Intellect(Don't Mock Me, I'll Kill You, Maybe)...
Being Fit...
Managing Time And Work Well...
Joining Awesome CCAs...
And Thinking About Things Which Could Make My Life Great.
The Career I Favour...
Entering University...
Having Stuff...
And Maybe A Girlfriend...

Don't Deem Or Mock Yourself In Anyway Negative.
That Means You Lost All Faith In Your Abilities.
Only Others Can Call You That Way.
But Are You Willing To Accept And Agree To It?

It's All About The Approach.
And It Is All About Tolerance.

We Are Not Afraid To Say 'I Love You'.
We Are Afraid Of The Effect And What Happens After We Say 'I Love You'.

A week not being able to blog, and it is not me being lazy this time, but it's the busy 1st week of school which have resulted in the failure to blog.
I just got nuke!
Back to last Sunday, where I got my new phone, a Motorola Blur™. Went to grandma's house to meet my cousins, my aunts and uncles. Had loads of fun.
Last Monday was quite an easy day. Nothing much after two lectures and lunch. Went home early to do nothing.
Tuesday, everyone was as beautiful as ever. Had the usual Biomolecular lecture, and the rest was IPC. We played FIFA 10 though, after school and after lunch. Awesome. Had fencing PT after. It felt weird though, because everyone went to bonding camp, and I did not know the others well there, went to Melbourne instead though. Anyway, missing a week of training, this PT really wore me out, badly. Was extremely tired, but stayed back to eat at MacDonald's.
Wednesday, came to school early to complete the IS project. Well, presentation was... Ruined, by wrong Intel, so what to do? Do better next time. Stayed back to play FIFA 10 again, before heading off to LSCT Training. Awesome training. Bought a light snack before going home.
Thursday, my shoulder was aching badly, my left shoulder. Pulled through the Engineering Mathematics lecture, and the Awesome practical for IPC. Was hoping my group could do the last experiment. Fencing after before my 1st briefing for the YEP trip to Vietnam. Ben went with me, well, because he was going as well, if you had to ask why. Met Carol there. Seems she was going too. Went to change and headed to Fencing with her. Kept calling me banana that day because I was wearing yellow that day. Had free fencing that day. Lost 1, won 2. Louis was too unpredictable for a 5 point match, however, SW and Kin tactics was seen through after losing the first 2 points. Had dinner after. A funny dinner I have to say. And headed home after.
Friday, Shoulder continued to ache, but was able to survive Mathematics, Thermodynamics and a short Biomolecular lesson, with only two 1-hour breaks. Awesome right? FIFA 10 after school. Went to NPOB, where I had an awesome PT which include going up and down 6 flights of stairs, twice, and being able to do 6 pull ups, and Orienteering lesson. Found out that my adaptor for my laptop was missing and was with Eileen. Anyway, went to MacDonald's again for dinner.
Saturday, had a recording for the voice over of Darren's short film. Hanged out with Darren and Ryan. Headed to SBM late to watch a movie sharing. Had dinner with SBM at PlazaSing, then played Nerf near Bugis. Awesome.
Then there came Saturday, where I went down to SBM to celebrate the birthday the oldest living woman, age 114, in Singapore. Well, watched the magic show performed my Yao Zhong, and sang some songs. Had lunch and had the first committee meeting. Went off to meet GS and Marcus at the MRT station.
Vampires or Werewolves?
Which do I support?
Sure, each vampires have their individual powers, super fast, and super strong, and super agile, while Werewolves are tough and can only change into wolves, but of all things, vampires had to suck blood for food. And when Werewolves transformed, why can they retain their pants and underwear(Not sure if they wear it underneath) for guys when they transform back, and the tank tops, shorts and undergarments(Not sure if they wear it underneath too) for women. Vampires are just like cement/marble statutes, they crack and turn to rubble, not bleed, and just like cement and marble, they are cold, icy cold, although they can endure the most extreme condition with just a T-Shirt and Pants, while a Werewolf stays warm and can endure the most extreme conditions bare chest, with pants, somehow.
The Verdict?
Werewolves.
Pale white skin doesn't fit me.
Wolves are cuddly.
I usually kill the living dead, like zombies, and vampires.
Seems like all Werewolves are naturally buffed, fit, toned and good looking.
If Jacob could have been with Bella, and not Edward.
So ya, if you did not find out by now why we met up, you either are just slow, or need to get a life; it was to watch Twilight:Eclipse. And it was not as bad as what haters said. But before, we went to LAN to kill the living dead, and don't worry, it wasn't vampires, it was zombies. At least vampires have a mind of their own, unlike zombies, and I have to give them credit for that, even though they are dead.
So that was what happened last week, and I had a great time.
I enjoyed it, but today was the start for school again, and every single lesson was like a cricket cricking in the dark open field. I really got to start reading my lecture notes before coming for lectures. Had Biomolecular Practical after. Hanged out with Kugan and Melvin after school to talk cock, snack and slack. Went home for dinner, a bath and TV.
Tomorrow will be a better day.

It Fades Off Like Ink.

I Wish You Were My Girlfriend.
But It's Only A Wish.
What Can I Do To Really Achieve That Wish?

When You Love Someone.
You Accept Their Decision.
And Try To Stop Them From Choosing The Wrong Ones.
Even If He/She Doesn't Love You The Same Way.

'I'll Be Waiting For You Until The Day Your Heart Stops Beating.
And Maybe Even After That'- Jacob

My Mind Is Just Full Of Thoughts And Worries Sometimes.
And Something's Are Just Nonsensical And Redundant.
But I Still Ponder About This Kind Of Things.
Because It Means Something.
Which I Haven't Grasped.
Or Which I Haven't Conclude.

Hidden Tears