It Is Clear When You Reach The Finish Line.
Almost Everyone Will Be Able To See The Errors In Their Ways, Their Mistakes That They Made, The Regrets That They Do Not Want To Carry Down In Their Life.
All This Happens To Most People Close To The End Of Your Journey.
You Try To Amend Them, Try To Seek For Forgiveness, Try To Build Up What Has Been Lost.
You Forgive And Let Go.
'It's Better Late Than Never' As The Saying Goes, But Some Just Don't See It.
Blind, Reluctant, Unwilling, Griping Tightly To The Past.
When One Seeks For A New Start, The Other Believes That It Has Already Ended.
For One To Give The Present, The Other Has To Receive It.
Staying In The Past Gets You No Where In The Future, Solving The Past Gets You Till The Very End Of Time.
But Maybe Thats How Some People Solve Their Past, By Being Unforgiving, By Tormenting Their 'Enemies', By Staying In The Shell Of Theirs.
I Myself Believe That Is Not The Way.
I Have Seen Its Effects, And I Know It Works, After Seeing A Smile On One's Face.
You'll Live A Better Life, And I'm Certain Of It, After You Learn How To Let Go.

Sometimes, It Takes Someone To Lose Something Or Someone To See That It Was Precious After All.

If Everyone Is Fine With Anything, Even Me, I'll Decide.

Once, We Thought Of Changing Our Lives, Wanting To Build A Time Machine To Make Our Lives Better, Lusting For The Changes You Needed To Change Your Sorry State Then.
But When You See Life As It Is Now, You Feel Like You Don't Want To Change It.
For Me, I Wouldn't Want To Change It.
But Until 12.55AM On Saturday, I Felt Like I Should.

12.55AM Saturday, 09-01-2010. 3 Days Before Taking Our O'Level Results.
Have You Been Stuck At One Conner, Deciding To Move To Your Left Or Right? Where Even Both Ways Lead You To A Win-Lose Situation? The Left Would Be Where I Leave Him In The Dark, Harming My Conscious And Hope He Won't Find Out, And When He Does, I Might Lose Both. The Right Would Be Telling Him And Might Lose One In The Process. However I Wanted It To Move Straight, Forward, Where It Won't Be A Win-Lose Situation. Yet I'm Not Allowed To, And I Sway To The Right. Now, It Seems Impossible To Go Back To My Conner.
I Feel FUCKED. So FUCKED.

Damn, Should Have Approached You First.
I Feel Like An Asshole Now.

Well, I Still Have To Blog About This Week.

Monday, went out with Nigel and GS to play LAN. L4D2. Great day. Went to collect my pay and GS phone at Orchard. Nigel Went home before that.

Tuesday, prepared for sleepover at GS's house.

Wednesday, the sleepover. Went to play badminton at 7.00AM in the morning. Corey, JL, GS, Ben, Marcus and Bolun were there. Played till 9.00AM. Bought some drinks and headed down to MacDonald's with Ben, Marcus and Bolun. Corey and JL went to GS's house to place their stuff, then met us there. After that, we walked to Corey's house to collect some Table Tennis stuff. While walking to his house, Ryan messaged Corey. Corey just remembered he had to take his disc from Ryan at Hougang Mall. I decided to go meet up with him first since I had to go back to make my bank account. Took the disc from him and talked for awhile. Went to make my bank account and decided to invite Ryan to my house first. He gladly accepted. So went to my house to rest for awhile and used the computer. Took a shower and went to find GS and the others. Ryan left. Went to his house to slack and play PS3. Nigel came soon after. Played Risk. Ben and Marcus also came. They played the PS3. Talked and then we decided to go out for dinner. After dinner, Ben and Marcus went home. We went to play LAN at PlazaSing. Freaking awesome L4D2. Played till 10PM+. Rushed back to GS house. Watched Dawn Of The Dead and went to sleep.

Thursday. Woke up and had breakfast. Nigel left around noon. Was deciding what to do. But almost the entire day was at his house. We played Table Tennis, had lunch outside and played LAN again. L4D2 FTW. After We had lunch, we PS3 till Jeremy and Darren came. Darren went home before playing LAN with us, but he came back to stay over. We were doing our own stuff, like some were watching TV, while a few were practicing their fighting. We watch Planet Terror, then went to sleep.

Friday. Woke up and cleared the mattress. Went out for brunch. JL went home early, Corey also went home and Darren went home to put his stuff, which we will be meeting us later. GS did not go out with us for brunch, so me and Jeremy went to Hougang Mall to meet Ryan. After eating, we went to find Darren. Took a bus to NP, while Jeremy decided to go home along the way. NP is still great and had lunch there. Went to NYP, then had dinner outside. Went home after that. Slept and woke up, took a bath and here typing.

Seems Like It Ends Here I Guess.