I Foresaw This,
And Tried Staying Unaffected,
Using Anime To Flight.
Code Geass If You Were Wondering.
Watch It.
Its Good.
But It Only Last That Long.
Its Going To Fade No Matter What.
It Will Take A Miracle Not To.
I Also Foresaw Another.
And Yes I Missed That Feeling.
The Way It Will Start,
Might Not Be The Way They Started.
An I Like The Way They Started.
I'm Being Held Back.
If It Could Just Start Now.
Maybe The Better Stuff Have To Be Place On Hold?
I Don't Know.
They Feel Great,
I Feel Bored.
I Can't Relate To Them.
That's The Difference.
I Don't Regret The Choices I Make.
I Can't Regret The Choices I Make.
I Just Need Friends To Pass The Time.
I Need To Sway From The Past.
I Shouldn't Remember Them,
At Least For Now...

Learning How To Time Travel

As I Rode The Bus Home After Today.
I Listen To The Song In My Head.
I Remember The Images Of These 3 Days.
Corey Coming To My House On Monday,
Trying To Make The Video,
But Failed Due To Failure Programming.
And Ended Up Playing CS.
Shopped For Shoes At Qweensway Yesterday.
Nigel's Very Late Birthday Present.
Me, Jeremy And GS.
JL And Me Also Went To Find The Game Shop.
Cleaning And Consultation.
While Waiting,
They Played Fifa.
And Today.
In The Morning Was The Results.
Some Happy,
Others Contented,
The Rest Was Not.
Appeals In The Progress.
While I Prepare To Meet Ryan.
It Kept Me Thinking About Today.
On How The Last Day For What I Still Felt Like 2009.
Headed To Ryan's Place.
Hung Out For Awhile.
And Had Lunch.
Headed To The Job Interview.
And Went To Clarke Quay.
Thanks Ryan's Dad.
Headed To Doby Ghout.
And Said Bye To Ryan.
Coincidentally Met Corey.
Met Up With GS, Nigel And Jeremy.
Eating Chicken Rice.
Went To Play LAN.
Teaming With Corey Rocked.
Could Not Play L4D2 With Them,
But Had A Great Time Watching.
Went To Eat my Pre-Dinner At Doby Ghout.
Talked Bullshit There.
They Took My Ez-Link Card.
Had To Irritate Them To Give It Back.
We Waved To Jeremy As He Left.
And There Were 4.
We Were In The Train And Started Talking About Each Other.
How We Would Or Would Not Change.
As We Were Reaching Our Destination,
We Decided To Take A Walk.
So We Could Just Stay That Bit Longer.
And Cherish That Moment.
We Walked To A Traffic Light.
And Gave Hugs To Corey Before He Went Off.
And There Were 3.
We Walked To GS House.
I Gave A Hug To Him,
But Nigel Didn't.
He Did Not Want To Cry.
And There Were 2.
We Walked From GS House,
To Hougang Point.
I Wanted To Walk To Nigel's House.
But Nigel Said 'No Need'.
As My Bus Was Near,
He Asked Me To Board It.
He Thank Me For The Shoes Again Before I Went Up.
I Said 'No Prob Baby'
He Said 'I'm Not Your Baby, I'm Your Bro'.
'See'Ya Bro'.
And I Went Up The Bus.
And There Was 1.
As Waved To Him On The Bus As It Passed Him.
And I Though From Here.
But My Thoughts Went Further.
Back To Secondary 4,
Secondary 3,
Secondary 2,
Secondary 1,
Primary 6 And So On.
16 Unforgettable Years Has Passed.
Countless Experiences,
Countless Fun And Laughter,
And Many, Many Friends.
But 5 Of Them.
The Monitored Philosopher And Psychologist Seeing Faces,
The Weird Mixed-Up Sex Craved Sicko Of Knowledge,
The Pedophile Wielding Excalibur Who Kicks A Lot,
The Spoilt Yet Smart And Destined Curly Hair One,
The Mother Of All Horns Who Has Good Sense Of Direction.
Has Been 5 Of The Greatest Buddies I Have Ever Met.
But It Seems The Future Splits.
Sometimes I Wish I Would Live In A World Of Lies.
Even Though At Some Point,
I Would Have To Face The Truth,
Even If It Hurts Me.
Wish It Was Just A Dream.
So I Would Wake Up In Class,
During The Free Periods In February,
And See Again The Class That I Still Know.
And Still Love.
But It's All Just A Dream.
Thinking About The Past,
Even In Primary School.
Made Me Wonder Where Are They Now?
And I Do Not Want To Wonder Where They Are.
But Already Know Where They Are.
And I Do Not Want This To Happen Again.
Especially The 5 Of Them.
Maybe I Will Know Where My Primary School Peeps Are.
As Crossroads May Lead Us Reuniting Once Again.
2-3 Years Will Change Them,
Even Myself,
Yet Change Will Not Hinder This Friendship Between The 6.
But Yet It May.
However,
I Will Never Say 'Goodbye',
As This Isn't The End.
But A New Beginning.
And Since Its A New Road For Each Of Us.
Paths May Cross Once Again And Into A Straight Line.
For Now,
No Goodbyes,
Instead We Say,
'See'Ya Later'.

The Phoenix Dies,
Burning In Flames,
Down To The Ashes Of Its Memories.
And From The Ashes,
Comes A New Life.
The Phoenix Reincarnates.
And Grows Again,
To Repeat Life And Its Cycle.
As The Ashes Gets Blown By The Wind,
And Get Dragged Into The Current Of Memories,
Some Stains The Ground,
Forever Leaving A Mark.

Today, I'll Make It Quick.

Yesterday. I woke up around 5AM. I had a job. My sister asked me to get the 5 bucks she owe me before I left for work. She thought it was 5PM. But well, I woke her up and she gave me 3 bucks. 2 bucks more. Left home and walk to the bus stop across the church near my house cause there were more buses going to Hougang Mall. After walking pass the bus stop opposite my house's back gate, the 112 drove by. Usually after 1 day of long distance cycling, your legs would experience sores. But I didn't. I still could chase for the 112 to the other bus stop. Epic. Well, took the MRT down to City Hall and met Jeremy there. We both arrived at the station on the same time. So went to carry plates. It was fucking heavy. Hands aching today. After work, had lunch there and went to Orchard to collect our pay. Went to Potong Pasir Station after that to meet my cousin. Jeremy went home. Went to SBM to listen to the talks and have fun. It was great with Darren there. We played games there. Slpit into 2 groups. The Nerf game was close, but we lost that by 2 points. The Eraser Game We lost badly. Our Group owned with the Food Challenge. I think we won with the Maths And Memory Challenge. Then our Group-mates won for us the Q&A. won by 4-6 points. There was a game of luck also, but it was just for fun. If you selected the odd card among the rest, you get tortured. The torture was hilarious. Went off after everything was done. Darren and me bought some food at Hougang Mall and went to Bugis for LAN with Stephen. The LAN at Iluma was EPIC. Went home by Taxi for dinner.

Today on the other hand, woke up at 12PM. Met JL about 1.30PM. Went to my house to practice hypnotism on me. And it kinda works. Went home soon after.

What Do People Do During And After Shitting? Other Than Shit Of Course.

Since I Clicked The 'New Post' Button At Jan 23 2010 11.59PM.
I Consider This To Be Yesterday.
Time Warp.
I Screw With Time.
Call Me Time Master.
Sounds So Corny.
Back To YESTERDAY.
Capital For Emphasis.
I Can Now Deem It As An Epic Day.
Why?
Caused I Was Able To Remember The Great Times I Had.
Which Was Almost All The Time.
I Shed A Tear.
Well.
I Decided To Wake Up Early.
To Bath.
Because I Did Not Have A Choice.
I Had Some Spare Time On My Hands.
Or Maybe Not In My Hands.
Consciously.
So Used The Computer.
Facebook-ing What Else?
But.
It Was Raining In The Morning.
So Our Plans Got Delayed.
And Continued To Facebook Till That Time Came.
Which Was Earlier Than The Original Planned Delay Timing.
Thanks To Corey.
We Got It At 2 Hours Earlier.
Anyway.
Corey Came to My House First To Show Me A Clip.
And No.
It Isn't Porn.
Unless You Considered A Montage Of NCC Cadet's Pictures And Some Videos Porn.
Then Ya.
Its Porn.
And Well.
It Was Freaking Hilarious.
Transfered A Few Songs To Him.
While Trying To Sent That Video Into The PSP After Converting It.
My PSP Of Course.
However.
Conversion Was Unsuccessful.
Wrong Format.
It Was Already 12PM.
So We Decided To Go Off To Find Nigel.
Who Was 1 Hour Early.
Or 1/2 An Hour Early.
At The Meeting Point.
So He Went Home.
He Got The Wrong Information.
Or Heard The Wrong Thing.
So We Headed There And Saw GS.
Talked And Waited For Nigel At The Bus Stop.
Which Was Apparently Closest To His House And Was The Last One To Meet Up With Us.
I Did Not Say He Was Late.
I Just Say He Was The Last One To Meet Up With Us.
We Ran For The Bus Even Though It Was Less Than 50m Away.
Boarded The Bus And Crapped All The Way To East Coast Park.
Met JL When We Were There.
And So I Forgot To Mention That Corey Brought A Video Camera.
He Was Video Taping The Journey From My House To East Coast.
And With It.
He Tried To Video JL On His Bike Riding Away From Him.
Failed.
Headed To The Bike Rental And Waited For Jeremy There.
He Was Running.
So I Decided To Greet Him Amazing Race Style.
But Instead Of Giving Him A Million Dollars.
He Owes Me A Million.
For Losing His Other Partner.
Being Late.
And Being A Loser.
Just Kidding.
So We Rented Our Bikes And Cycled.
Corey Was Filming Most Of The Time.
At The Start Or The Journey.
I Was In Front.
From Then On I Was Behind.
Well.
Jeremy Bike Was Screwed Between 10-20 Minutes Through The Start Of Its Ride.
So JL Went Back With Jeremy To Change The Bike.
Waited For Them.
Corey Videoed.
GS And Me Was Listening To Music.
Not Of Nature.
Of PSP.
Nigel Rode On Forward And Turned Left Of The Curb.
I So Imagine A Charger From L4D2 Would Have Charged Him At The Curb.
Then We Started To Make Jokes.
But Well.
He Came Back Safely.
Once Jeremy And JL Came Back.
We Immediately Left Our Waiting Area.
We Rode Towards One Pit-Stop.
Where We Disturbed A Couple Who Was About To Make Out.
Drank Some Water And Continue.
Nigel Was Such An Ass Telling Me And GS About The Wrong Direction At The First Traffic Light.
Made Us Fools.
For Them.
We Cycled On The Path Along Changi Airport.
You Know The Runways Of The Airplanes?
Are Close To That.
Separated By The Road.
Nigel Calls It The 'Endless Path' Cause He Can't See The End Of It.
Which We Did Later On.
Cycled To Changi Village.
Had Dinner There.
And Nigel Was Talking About Aquas.
How And When You Can See Them.
And I Was Telling Them To Throw Eggs At Them.
I Also Hypothesized That Nigel Wanted To Be With His Own Kind Since He Was Talking About Them So Much.
Ate GS And Nigel Stingrays.
Had Wonton Mee And Sugarcane With Lemon.
Fixed GS Bike Since Its Chain Is Lose.
Then Cycled Back.
GS Had Cramps Along The Way.
So We Stopped For A Long While.
Then We Continued To Cycle.
Then He Got Cramps Again On The 'Endless Path'.
So We Rested And Gave Our Bikes Names.
JL's Bike Was Jennifer.
Corey's Bike Was Mike.
Mine Was Senbonsakura.
And Nigel Was Aqua.
Named By Corey.
Then Corey Stared Humping Our Bike With His Bike.
I Just Moved my Bike In Circles.
Once GS Cramps Got Better.
We Continued.
This Time I Wasn't Last Anymore.
But After Awhile.
I Started To Feel The Strain.
And I Guessed Everyone Does.
At One Point.
Everyone Was Ringing Their Bell And I Shouted 'Garanggooi'
Funny Man.
I Rushed Towards The End Because I Was So Tired Already.
And Along Came The Rest To Return Their Bikes.
When We Were Close To East Coast.
JL Spotted A Hot Girl.
Why GS Was Having Cramps Again.
Then After Awhile.
The Rode Back To East Coast.
So It Felt Like Stalking Them.
Later On.
When Jeremy And JL Departed From The Rest Of Us.
She Too Was Walking The Same Path As The 4 Of Us.
By The Way.
She Was With Her Boyfriend.
So I Think At One Point They Though We Were Stalking Them.
Anyway.
Took 43 Home.
Nigel Left.
Then 72.
Where Corey And GS Left First.
Then I Think I Walked Home.
Used The Computer And Fell Asleep.
About 1Am

Tell The Rest Later.

Mafia Wars Is Screwed Again.

zzzZZZzzzZZZzzz... I Think I Typed That In My Sleep

I Would Be Blogging About Yesterday Now.
But Its Not The Time.
And I Got To Work.
It Will Be A Long Post Later.
If I Remember What Happen Yesterday.
And If I Do Remember.
It Is Really What I Call An Epic Day.

Don't Lie, You Used An Online Dictionary.

It's Been Oh So Long Since I Blog.
Feels Like Its Been 2 Weeks.
Which It Actually Only 1.
But I Shall Summarize It In Ways Even A Rock Can Understand.
*Stares At Rock*
For Those Who Did Not Get It.
Including Me.
Although The Rock Understands.
Basically.
Last Friday.
Two Guys Came To My House.
For What?
To Waste Time.
Apparently His PSP Could Not Play The Game I Downloaded.
Therefore We Wasted Time Doing Stupid Stuff.
Then Collected My Pay.
At Orchard.
Which The Both Of Them.
Nigel And GS.
Decided To Go Home Instead Of Accompanying Me There.
The Next Day.
Which Comes After Friday.
Which Is Saturday.
Where I Went To SBM Chalet.
Till 9PM?
With My Cousins And His Friends.
And Off To Play Pool And Other Stuff.
Sunday.
I Guess I Rotted At Home.
If I Remembered Correctly.
Or Did I Go Out With My Dad On Sunday?
Anyway.
Monday.
Went Exercising With Marcus At The Hougang Stadium.
Ate Lunch At Hougang Mall After That.
Went To My House To Play Sims.
Tuesday.
Fun Day.
LAN With My Group.
Excluding JL.
Who Was In Malaysia.
Corey Left.
And We Went To Jeremy's House.
His Nephew Is Annoying.
Wasted The Most Money On Food That Day.
Damn.
What Else?
Oh Ya.
Yesterday.
Rot And Absorbed Radiation For The Computer.
Boring Like Shit.
When You Don't Go Out I Mean.
I Kinda Like Thursdays Though.
I Don't Know Why.
Its Like There Is Feeling.
Or Aura Or Something.
Even If I'm Rotting At Home.
Or Maybe Its Just The Need To Pee.
Which I Got To.

An Ant May Destroy Humanity

Sometimes I Just Feel Like Changing My Link To TitinyQwerz.blogspot.com
But That Would Be Totally Troublesome.
Like Having To Tell Everyone Who Has My Link.
That I Updated My Link.
But I Can Also Make A Link On This Current Link To Direct The People Visiting To The New Link.
Got That?
But.
It Is Also Troublesome.
I Should Have Learnt HTML.
Sobs.
But Why Do People Change Their Links?
Avoidance Maybe?
Out Of Fun?
Due To Certain Emotions Maybe?
And If They Change Their Links.
Could They At Least Have Least Courtesy To Tell Those Who Have Their Links To Relink?
How Hard Is It Going To Their Tag-Board.
Leave A Tag Saying 'Relink'.
And Then Leaving Their Link There.
If You Have So Much Time To Change The Link.
Even Though It Takes Seconds.
And If You Think Its So Troublesome To Do It.
Don't Change Links!
GawdDamn It Irritating!
When You Try To Click Your Friend's Old Blog Link.
And It Say 'Blog Cannot Be Found'.
I Say 'WTF'.
And Then I Emo At One Side.
Just Kidding.
I Don't Emo.
Just Get Irritated.
Maybe You Think That They Are To Lazy To Relink You.
Which Some People Are.
Whoever Those People Are.
Sloths.
But Actually Some People Would Relink Immediately.
Or Sooner Or Later.
Me.
Wow.
I Used A Lot Of 'Link' Today.
Sounds So Weird.
Airline Manager Rocks!
Random Quote.
From Me.
Oh.
I Just Found Out.
Good Friend Benedict Told Me That.
There Is Prom In Polytechnics.
And I Didn't Know That.
It Felt Kinda Good.
Especially Due To The Fact That I Did Not Have Prom In Secondary School.
Where Is That Crotch Bomb For The Principal I Ordered?
Hopefully This Information Is True.
I Dislike The Feeling Of Having Such...
There Is This Word.
I Thought Of It Few Seconds Ago.
What Was It?
Confidence?
Aghh..
Whatever.
Lets Stick With Confidence.
I Dislike The Feeling Of Have Such Confidence.
That It Will Happen.
That There Will Be A Chance.
And Being Crushed When I Hear The Truth.
That Is The Worst Way Of Being Lied Too.
It Makes You Feel Like A Donkey.
And Upset That It Wasn't The Truth You Have Heard All Along.
Damn That Bad.
Anyway.
If It Happens.
It Would Be Totally Awesome.

Stayed home today. Only went out with dad to buy groceries. Thanks dad for the new earphones for my PSP!

1st) Molecular Biotechnology(NP)
2nd) Chemical & Biomolecular Engineering(NP)
3rd) Biomedical Science/Biomedical Laboratory Tech(NP)
4th) Biotechnology(TP)
5th) Biomedical Science(TP)
6th) Biotechnology(SP)
7th) Biomedical Science(SP)
8th) Games Design And Development(SP)
9th) Game & Entertainment Technology(TP)
10th) Molecular Biotechnology(NYP)
11th) Biologics & Process Technology(NYP)
12th) Digital Media Design(Games)(NYP)

Don't Tell Me You Don't Know What That Means.

You Know, I Think Students In Uniforms Are Very Eye-Catching.
Sort Of Like Taunting.
Especially Pretty Girls In School Uniforms.
Seems Like I Really Do Miss School That Much.
Or Just Pretty Girls.

I Feel Totally Bad Trying To Brainwash Others.

The Ballistic Behavior Of A Crying Portrait

An Early Blog Post, Before Dinner.

You Know, Its Still Feels Like Holiday For Most Graduated Students.
Except In Hougang Secondary.
We Don't Graduate.
We Stay As Hougeans Forever.
Why?
Because We Have No Freaking Graduation Day For The Graduating Classes In 2009.
Epic Failure.
Crotch Bomb The Principal!
Or Strip Him Of His Rank.
Or Just Strip Him.
But I Think He Would Like It...
In Anyway I'm Not Going To Be The One Doing The Stripping.
Back To The Point:
It Feels Like I'm Stuck In The December Holidays.
And For Those Soon-To-Be Polytechnic Students.
Its Going To Be 1 Hell Of A Holiday Till April.
Yes April.
Longer That The March Holidays We Once Had In Secondary Or Primary School.
And It Surpasses The March Holiday.
For Those Who Never Seen A Calendar, April Comes After March.
Yes, It Is 'Magical'.
OMG.
And Due To This Extended Holiday.
Or You May Say Until The Cows Come Home For Those Soon-To-Be JC Students.
It Has Actually Slipped My Mind That It Was Actually The 13 Of January, 2010.
And For Those Who Don't Know About January.
Its The First Month Of The Year.
Directing This Information To Cavemen.
Or Monkeys Evolving To Cavemen.
Or Just Monkeys.
The Point Is Monkeys May Evolve To Cavemen.
Wait.
Thats Not It.
What I Meant To Say Is, Almost Half A Month Has Past.
And I Didn't Know About It.
It Still Felt Like December.
Or The First Of January.
I Was Totally Obliviously By All The Fun.
If You Go To School.
You Count The Days.
The Hours.
The Minutes.
The Seconds.
Therefore.
Keeping Track Of Time.
Awesome Isn't It?
Looking Forward To The Next Day Off From School.
I Missed That.
It Made The Weekends Kinda Rewarding.
While Having Fun During The Holidays.
You Tend To Play And Don't Bother About Timing.
Therefore Losing Track Of Time.
Wishing That Time Would Stop.
Which In This Case.
Many Of Us Wants.
Without Looking At The Time Every Few Seconds.
We Won't Be Able To See Time Slow Down.
Another Way To Slow Down Time Is Becoming Hiro From Heroes.
But You May Get Cancer.
Or Something.
And This Makes Us Lose Track Of Time.
I Think I Said That Already.
Therefore Overplaying Sucks At Times.
Can't Time Just Fucking Stop For Awhile?
Seriously.
Its Halfway Through The GawdDamn Month.
I'm Using GawdDamn As A Replacement.
So It Won't Insult Nigel.
Or Anyone's Religion In Anyway.
And It Seems Like Christmas.
Or New Year.
Either Which.
I Kinda Miss School And Its Antics Now.
Or I Might Have Missed It A Very Long Time Ago.
Should Be When December Started.
Is That A Long Time?
Doesn't Seem So Though.
It Feels Like 1 Week Ago.
Or Was It Actually 1 Week Ago?
Damn.
I Might Need A Calendar For This.
Shit.
Now It Just Means I'm A Caveman.
A Monkey.
Or A Monkey Evolving Into A Caveman.
Self-Owned/Pawned.
Anyway.
Now.
Its Like Everyday Is A Weekend.
Boring Like Fuck.
If You Don't Go Out I Mean.
I Need To Learn Something.
Seriously.

Keeping In Contact With Friends Will Be Great.
I Want It To Happen.
Please Make It Happen.

Yesterday, invited my cousin over to my house to talk about JC and Poly stuff.
Today, went to Temasek Polytechnics JAE talk about Psychology courses there. When to Meridian after that. Nice place though. When to Tanjong Pagar for nothing much. Was looking for a cafe. Went home after that.

Minority, Majority.
I Think I Might Have Something Against The Majority.
But We Can't Have Everything, Can't We?
Unless We Have A Clone.
Or A Few Of Them.
Yet To Some Of The Majority I Know, Don't Regret It.

Majority, Minority.
Minority Feels Left Out At The Moment.
Some Of Them Says Abandon.
Some Of Them Says Not Good Enough.
The Minority Will Miss The Majority.
Will The Majority Miss The Minority?

That Above, Feels Weird.

The Resurrection Of A Broken Florescent Lamp

Somehow, There Is No Point Feeling Disappointed In Your Results, And As A Matter A Fact, I'm Not.
I Have This Feeling Though. I Don't Know What That Feeling Is Called, But To Put It In Literal Terms, I Feel 'Stretched' From The Heart. As I Was Walking Back Home, There Was This Feeling Like As If Something Hocked Onto My Heart And Trying To Pull Me Back.
I Believe That The Thing I Was Tied To Was My Friends.
I Once Said That Friends Aren't Forever, But Somehow, I Don't That I'm Ready For The Goodbye Now.
It Is Really Going To Be So Different When We Meet Up Again, Thats Why I Want Things To Go Slightly Slower, Or Even Stop For Awhile, Just To Prepare For It.
Its Not Time Yet.
I Need To Get Insurance.

Today... No, actually yesterday we all got our O'Level Results. I couldn't believe that my English was a C6 though. I thought it would at least be a B4 or B3, but what done is done.

'I Hate How You Said You Got A Really Low Grade, And It Was Higher Than Mine', Ever Hear About This Group On Facebook?

When You See Stocks, It Either Stays, Goes Up Or Goes Down. Mines Going Downhill In Everything Compared To Other Stocks.

Walking Without Wondering

This week, or rather last week, I have been roaming Polytechnics(well, the last two to three days) and I have come to a decision that, all the Polytechnics have the courses that I want to go to, except Republic. If I have to rate by campus standards, NP will be first, followed by SP, and tied at third is NYP and TP(had difficulty moving around in NYP, did not have time to roam around TP). Well, today, or rather yesterday. Went for another wedding banquet, which I was hoping not to do today, or yesterday. It was the most stressful day of my life, I believe. Took the charted bus back to Hougang with Corey. Had some food at 7-Eleven and talked about guy stuff(if you know what I mean).

F.Y.I, I tried drinking my Ice Lemon Tea with the bottle cap still on.

In A Few Hours, It Could Be Anything.

We Are Best Friends, We Treat Each Other Equally, But If There Was A Hierarchy, You Would Be Ranked Way Above Me.

It's Time To Take Out The Calendar And Mark The Days Which I Can Visit Each Of My Friends.

We All Ask, JC Or Poly? Try Weighing The Pros And Cons?

We All Try To Keep It Till The Very End, But When Is Your Very End?

I Have Many Things To Say To Each Individual In My Class, Or Maybe Even In School, But I Might Make My Current Situation(Which I Don't Think I Even Have A Current Situation) Worst And Maybe Slightly Better.

Sometimes We Keep It Till The End, Had A Last Minute Thought That Maybe You Shouldn't Reveal It, And Then Swallow It Down Your Stomach, Shitting It Out At One Side And Leaving It There. Nutrients Are Then Absorbed And Sent To Your Brain. After A Few Years Down The Road, This Nutrients Stimulates The Brain, Making You Think Either 'It Was A Good Thing I Didn't Reveal That Shit' Or 'Fuck, I Should Had Done It When I Had The Chance'.

Cookies.

Waffles.

I'm Waiting, I'm Waiting, I'm Waiting(Waiting Sucks), I'm Waiting(It Not Getting Me Anywhere), I'm Waiting(But What Else Can I Do But Wait?), I'm Waiting(I Might Just Make Things Worst If I Do Something), I'm Waiting(Or Even Better), I'm Waiting(Waiting Just Leaves You At A Standstill), I'm Waiting(I Want Waffles And Cookies)...*Stops Waiting And Go Get Some*

I Like Them... I Like... Girls! And Cookies! There I Said It, Pay Me My Money

Night Owls Basking In The Moonlight

If I Were To Say I Love You, I Just Did

Fly, Sky, Wry, Why, Ply, Sly. No Vowels FTW

There Is This Song In My Head, And The Title Is 'Fuck You'

It Is Clear When You Reach The Finish Line.
Almost Everyone Will Be Able To See The Errors In Their Ways, Their Mistakes That They Made, The Regrets That They Do Not Want To Carry Down In Their Life.
All This Happens To Most People Close To The End Of Your Journey.
You Try To Amend Them, Try To Seek For Forgiveness, Try To Build Up What Has Been Lost.
You Forgive And Let Go.
'It's Better Late Than Never' As The Saying Goes, But Some Just Don't See It.
Blind, Reluctant, Unwilling, Griping Tightly To The Past.
When One Seeks For A New Start, The Other Believes That It Has Already Ended.
For One To Give The Present, The Other Has To Receive It.
Staying In The Past Gets You No Where In The Future, Solving The Past Gets You Till The Very End Of Time.
But Maybe Thats How Some People Solve Their Past, By Being Unforgiving, By Tormenting Their 'Enemies', By Staying In The Shell Of Theirs.
I Myself Believe That Is Not The Way.
I Have Seen Its Effects, And I Know It Works, After Seeing A Smile On One's Face.
You'll Live A Better Life, And I'm Certain Of It, After You Learn How To Let Go.

Sometimes, It Takes Someone To Lose Something Or Someone To See That It Was Precious After All.

If Everyone Is Fine With Anything, Even Me, I'll Decide.

Once, We Thought Of Changing Our Lives, Wanting To Build A Time Machine To Make Our Lives Better, Lusting For The Changes You Needed To Change Your Sorry State Then.
But When You See Life As It Is Now, You Feel Like You Don't Want To Change It.
For Me, I Wouldn't Want To Change It.
But Until 12.55AM On Saturday, I Felt Like I Should.

12.55AM Saturday, 09-01-2010. 3 Days Before Taking Our O'Level Results.
Have You Been Stuck At One Conner, Deciding To Move To Your Left Or Right? Where Even Both Ways Lead You To A Win-Lose Situation? The Left Would Be Where I Leave Him In The Dark, Harming My Conscious And Hope He Won't Find Out, And When He Does, I Might Lose Both. The Right Would Be Telling Him And Might Lose One In The Process. However I Wanted It To Move Straight, Forward, Where It Won't Be A Win-Lose Situation. Yet I'm Not Allowed To, And I Sway To The Right. Now, It Seems Impossible To Go Back To My Conner.
I Feel FUCKED. So FUCKED.

Damn, Should Have Approached You First.
I Feel Like An Asshole Now.

Well, I Still Have To Blog About This Week.

Monday, went out with Nigel and GS to play LAN. L4D2. Great day. Went to collect my pay and GS phone at Orchard. Nigel Went home before that.

Tuesday, prepared for sleepover at GS's house.

Wednesday, the sleepover. Went to play badminton at 7.00AM in the morning. Corey, JL, GS, Ben, Marcus and Bolun were there. Played till 9.00AM. Bought some drinks and headed down to MacDonald's with Ben, Marcus and Bolun. Corey and JL went to GS's house to place their stuff, then met us there. After that, we walked to Corey's house to collect some Table Tennis stuff. While walking to his house, Ryan messaged Corey. Corey just remembered he had to take his disc from Ryan at Hougang Mall. I decided to go meet up with him first since I had to go back to make my bank account. Took the disc from him and talked for awhile. Went to make my bank account and decided to invite Ryan to my house first. He gladly accepted. So went to my house to rest for awhile and used the computer. Took a shower and went to find GS and the others. Ryan left. Went to his house to slack and play PS3. Nigel came soon after. Played Risk. Ben and Marcus also came. They played the PS3. Talked and then we decided to go out for dinner. After dinner, Ben and Marcus went home. We went to play LAN at PlazaSing. Freaking awesome L4D2. Played till 10PM+. Rushed back to GS house. Watched Dawn Of The Dead and went to sleep.

Thursday. Woke up and had breakfast. Nigel left around noon. Was deciding what to do. But almost the entire day was at his house. We played Table Tennis, had lunch outside and played LAN again. L4D2 FTW. After We had lunch, we PS3 till Jeremy and Darren came. Darren went home before playing LAN with us, but he came back to stay over. We were doing our own stuff, like some were watching TV, while a few were practicing their fighting. We watch Planet Terror, then went to sleep.

Friday. Woke up and cleared the mattress. Went out for brunch. JL went home early, Corey also went home and Darren went home to put his stuff, which we will be meeting us later. GS did not go out with us for brunch, so me and Jeremy went to Hougang Mall to meet Ryan. After eating, we went to find Darren. Took a bus to NP, while Jeremy decided to go home along the way. NP is still great and had lunch there. Went to NYP, then had dinner outside. Went home after that. Slept and woke up, took a bath and here typing.

Seems Like It Ends Here I Guess.

Starting from my previous point form post, I went to work. It turns out that I had to be serving guest for a banquet on my second day. We were thought briefly about how and what we should do. I was kinda nervous at the start, serving tea to my guest and etc. But after a few unpleasant comments from my partner and supervisor, I bucked up and felt that this wasn't so bad. Kinda feels good. While cleaning up, I saw my partner talking to two pretty and nicely dressed girls. One of them looked like Ingelica Lee. I walked passed her, making eye contact, trying to see if it was actually her. Couldn't put my thumb on it, so asked my partner. And well what you'll you know, it was. Either relatives of the bride or bridegroom, most likely the latter. Changed back into home clothes and rushed to catch the last MRT. Corey and me went to 7-Eleven to buy some food and snacks. went home after that.

Post Some Chim Stuff Tomorrow, If I Still Remember.

I'm Cutting Short This Post. I Got A Job.

01. POP Yesterday.
02. POP Was Awesome.
03. I Caught My Beret In The Air Even After I Threw It Backwards.
04. Most Memorable Day Of My NCC Life.
05. Took Pictures.
06. Enjoy The Little Things.
07. When To Eat At MacDonald's.
08. Took More Pictures.
09. Went Home, Took A Bath, Went To Work With Corey.
10. My Second Job, Free Dinner, More Exciting.
10. Arranged Tables And Saw Many Ants.
11. Stacking Sugar Cubes.
12. Ate One Sugar Cube.
13. Cleared Tables, Set Tables, Moved Partitions
14. Went To WZ House Today At 12AM
15. Used The Computer.
16. Drank 7Up And Played Cards.
17. Went To 7-Eleven To Buy Stuff.
18. Ate Food And Went To Sleep.
19. Woke Up, Mouthed Washed, Used Computer.
20. Brunch. Went Home, Use Computer.

Hurt My Toe, But Was A Great Time.

Why Do My Believes Contradict Each Other?

Since Its Today, Its Today.

Actually, I Was Going To P.O.P Just For The Sake Of Doing It, Now I'm Doing It For The Sake Of My Last Takan There.

Well, I'm going to make it short and simple. Today... I mean yesterday, I went out with WZ, Sinlee, Alex, Ryan and Marjorie. Met WZ, Sinlee and Marjorie at AMK Hub. Took a bus to East Coast from there. Ryan called WZ about 6 times before he got there. Reached there and met up with Ryan and Alex. Rented roller skates. Its been 7 years since I roller-bladed. I stopped after awhile. My ankles we killing me. It totally felt different 7 years ago, or maybe I forgot that feeling. Maybe because I was taller, therefore higher center of gravity, more weight on my ankles. Well, passed the blades to Alex and slacked with Ryan. Ate food and talked. WZ and Alex came back and ate with us as well. Marjorie and Sinlee followed soon after. Went to the beach to fool around. Alex, WZ and Ryan were making traps for us, but it failed. Talked, played and ate Subway. Went home with WZ after that. Sinlee and Marjorie took 43, while me and WZ took 135, then 136. Ryan and Alex rode home.

New Year Seems To Be Looking Good.

I Love The Sound Of People Screaming The Countdown.

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!! MAY YOUR DREAMS AND RESOLUTIONS COME TRUE!!! GOOD LUCK FOR THE FUTURE!!! WHOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!

Watch Out For Everything, You Are In New Ground Now.