Time. It's Moving Too Quickly, I'm Not Sure If My Preparations Are Complete. Life Has Been Bitter-Sweet. Bitter As In Bitter, Sweet As In Sweet, Worries And Family/Friends. It Seems Normal, But I Don't Feel That Sense Of Normality In Me. It Just Feels Heavy On The Shoulders, To Carry All That Burden Around. But When I'm With Friends And Family, Or Just Chatting To Them Without Their Presence, That Thousand Tons Of 'Bitter' Just Falls Off. Maybe It's Just Me, I'm Tired. Or I Blame It On Radiation.

I Have Not Been Blogging For Awhile Due To Laziness, But I Can't Always Blame It On My Habits For Restricting Me To Carry Out These Simple Actions.

I Feel That I Sunk, Suck All The Way To The Bottom Of The Ocean, Digging Into The Depths Of The Seabed, Towards The Core Of The Earth. I Feel... Too Many That It Creates That Burden For Me.

I Know So Much, Yet Do So Little.

Went Out With My Cousins Today. It's Been A Long Time Since I Saw Them. I Really Missed Them. My Uncle Brought Us Out For A Movie. After The Movie, We Went For Dinner. Darren Said I Changed, And I Think So Too. I Wish I Was A Child Again, Where Things Were All So Simple. Where The Only Trouble We Had Was To Only Pick Who Was Going To Be The Next Catcher For Catching. Where We Could Frolic Around The Playground Without Anyone Caring. Where Everyone Would Hate Each Other And Be Friends Again The Next Day. It Was The Best, But Now Is All About Deception, Stress, Infatuation And Anything Else That Does Not Fit In The Term Simplicity.

I'll Change, For The Better Or Worse, It's A Simple Decision, But Why Oh Why Do I Feel That It's Becoming So Wrong?

I Miss My Friends And Family Ever So Much, They Are Always Remembered In My Memories, And Are Always Thinking About Them.

I Heard This Quote 'Life Is Tough, But I Am Tougher'. Am I?