O'level Chinese Is Just An Excuse Not To Blog. Anyway, I've Been Listening And Seeing Things Lately, Mostly Listening. Too Me, Some Of The Things Are Bullshit, Some Are Dangerous, And Some Are Plain Stupidity.

The World Is Full Of Gossip, And Sometimes When It Is About You, You're Totally Unaware. Words That Are Written Behind One's Back Is A Cruel Thing, Yet Everyone Does It. Saying It Is Human Nature To Gossip Is Bullshit. By Creating Gossip, Unconfirmed Rumors, Is Because You Let Your Feelings Overpower You. Letting Your Feelings Control You, Means You Have Not Control Over Your Mind, Only Thinking Of What You Want, And Not What's Right. The Feeling Of 'Hate' For That Person, Makes You 'Want' To Spread Bad Things About Him Or Her, To Detest Him Or Her, Sometimes Without Knowing, And Not Think What Is Right For Him Or Her. It's Stupid. It's An Attack From The Back, A Personal Attack, And I Despise Personal Attacks, Especially When The Person Does Not Know. That's Where I'm Stuck At. When You Know, You Feel Ashame Of Knowing This Piece Of Information While The Targeted Person Is Unaware. Should You Tell To The Victim? Or Keep It To Yourself?

Sometimes When You Feel Upset, Heavy In The Heart, There Will A Certain Something That You Will Want To Do To Take The Pain Away. When I Have That Feeling, I Feel Like Running. I Just Have A Urge To Run When I Feel Down. It Relives The Sorrow Inside. It's Like I'm Running From My Worries, And Leaving Them Behind For Good. I Feel So Much Better After That. But, Running In Public For No Reason Is Not Really What I Will Do.

I Seriously Want To Say 3 Words To You, Yet I Can't Do It Now. Feelings And Thinking Cloud My Mind From Carrying Out My Actions.

I Have Many Things I Want To Say, Many I Want To Do, Many Things I Want To Ask And Tell. Yet, There Are Restrains. Because Of My Friends And Family, I Endure Them. Because Of Them, I'm Tougher Than Life As I Live On Every Single Day Of It. Because Of Them It Makes Me Appreciate What I Have Now, Although Asking For More. It Is Because Of Them, I Say My Prayers And Wish Them Good. I Might Still Live Without Them, But My Soul Will Be Dead. Thanks Guys And Gals, Mum And Dad, Sister And Grandma, Uncles And Aunties, Cousins And Relatives.

My Mum Thinks I'm Like An Unsung Hero, And Facebook Thinks I'm An Unappreciated Friend In The Circle Of Friends I Have. I Think I'm Fine With It.

Is The One That I Can't Reach For Which It Pains Me.