Today Was Nothing, Lets Talk Stuff.

Love Has No Boundaries
Therefore Love Is Blind
To Remove The Blindness
We Must Make The Boundaries
But Then Love Has No Boundaries
(Repeat From Line 2 Until Infinity)

Darkness And Light Are Totally Different And Opposite In Almost Every Way, But There Is One Thing Similar: Too Much Of Either And You Will Go Blind.

Friends, We Got To Gather, Then Move Out. Not Move Out And Get Lost.

Airline Manager On Facebook Is A Lovely Game, But I'm Way Behind My Peers.

MafiaWars Is Finally Back In Action For My Account! Yay!

Currently My Bookmarks On Facebook: Friends For Sale(Collecting Cash Everyday Only), MafiaWars(Almost Removed Due To Bug), Restaurant City(Awaiting For More Money And A Better Computer Before I Do Anything Big), Pokemon Card Maker(Why The Hell Do I Have That? Oh Wait...), Poker Rivals(If You Can't Make It Out There, You Can Still Make It Here, Warning Though, It Addictive, Too Me) And Airline Manager(FTW).
Any Bookmark Suggestions? I'm Open To Any.

To Live A Lie Or To Face Regrets, Nither Of Them.
Nither Of Them Means Risking It.
And Risking It May Lead To Either Of Them.

Why Does Many Things Feel Like An Infinite Loop.

'This week we're rolling out our coveted year-end awards for each gaming platform. This is the part where we talk about how prestigious they are and how important it is for you to pay careful attention to our choices. But seriously, who really cares? Don't we already know what all the best games were? "Blah, blah, blah, I'm Greg Miller and I love Uncharted 2." Yeah, thanks for the sweet info.
So while all those mindless console monkeys are falling all over themselves to see who can use the most superlatives in a sentence about Halo, we're taking a different route. We're going to hand out awards that really matter. Enough talk. Let's kick this s**t off.'
-Taken From IGN's Article: IGN's Totally Unauthorized 2009 Game Awards
More At http://psp.ign.com/articles/105/1055257p1.html

I Got To Say, IGN Is My Favourite Website! But I Don't Have A IGN Account Yet.(Ponders)

We Live To See It End.

I Need To Sleep Soon, So My Thought Will Just Have To Wait.

Sleep, eat, work, text messages, ETC.

Many people have a kneejerk response when violence and videogames are mentioned in the same breath. Depending on your viewpoint, violence is either the scourge of a bankrupt entertainment or an unfairly criticized way to have fun in an imaginary environment. In 2009, violence was used in a legion of different ways, and to give body to an array of different experiences. Blunt horror, comic exaggeration, nightmarish guilt, slapstick humor, Freudian catalyst, emotional manipulation, and abstract rumination; all sprung from the common seed of virtual violence. There is no single truth about violence in games anymore than there is about violence in ourselves. The more we become afraid of experiencing violence in our pastimes, the more distance we put between the ideas and their creators. And then falls the shadow. -Extracted From IGN's Article: The Year in Violence 2009
For The Full Written Article, Go To http://ps3.ign.com/articles/105/1055065p1.html

And Then Falls The Shadow.

As The Days Passes By,
The Memories Start Coming Back.
A Sentence, A Place Or A Picture,
Which Recalls What Looks Like The Past.
It Seem Oh So Near,
But Yet Its That Far.
I Missed Those Great Times I Had.
I Kept It So Dear,
But Yet Gone So Fast,
Whats Left Is Just The Past.

-TitinyQwerz

Working today, and got wet due to the rain on my way home.

Difference Makes It Clear.
Difference Makes It Separate.
Difference Makes It Horrible.
Difference Makes It Special.
Difference Makes It The Minority.
Difference Makes It Weird.
Difference Makes It Comparable.
Difference Makes It Some Similar.
Difference Makes It Complete.
Difference Makes It Useful Or Useless.
Difference Cause Many Things To Happen,
And Thats Why We Are Already Different.
We Are Only There To Make The Difference.

I Always Don't Have The Time For Long Post.

Tired And Busy On Mondays To Fridays And Maybe Saturdays.

Lets cut to the chase, shall we? Yesterday, me and Corey met up for lunch. we talked about work and stuff. Darren told us to meet him at Hougang Mall MacDonald's. Went there and spotted our Airborne diver, Wei Long. He was having lunch with his friend after finishing guitar practice. Chatted about stuff. Wei Long and his friend left while we were awaiting for Darren. After meeting up, headed down to PlazaSing to book our tickets for Storm Warriors 2. Wei Long actually warned us about the movie, telling us to go to the counter and ask if it was possible for a refund, well anyway, I got 2 free tickets so we split the cost for the other two tickets. Why 4 tickets? Ryan was going to come later due to housecleaning. After that went to LAN, and finally, I played L4D2. Well, Ryan came soon after. Corey is a terrible player in L4D. You can never work with him. Even the AI's are so much smarter than him. I don't want to go into details on how we lost the last stage again and again. Simply put it, some were careless mistakes, most were lack of teamwork and coordination, and others was just plain stupid. Well, Ryan played for awhile using Darren's computer and watched us play as well. Headed back to PlazaSing to catch the movie. Usually, I don't mind watching a squeal even if I don't get the storyline, and I also don't really mind watching a sucky movie where it actually meets my expectation(which is usually quite low to other's standards), but seriously, This movie was a failure. I mean the evil villain died too early in the show, the bad guy's son was seen in like how many scenes? I did not know what happen the son and the Emperor's right-hand man after they broke the spine, and the ending was seriously crap. I show have taken Wei Long's advice and watch Princess and The Frog. Well, we ventured around the area, and then left for home soon after.

Today? Work.

Brain Is Not Functioning Well Lately, Pardon Me For The Bad English Used.

Laziness Had Gotten To Me Again, Or I Just Have No Time, You Decide.

Messages Of Apology Especially On Websites, MSN, E-Mails, Blogs, Text Messages Etc. Is Fucking Insincere, But This Are My Feelings:
Sorry For Being Such A Jerk. Did Not Meant To Insult You In Anyway, Was Only Kidding. Sorry For Say Such Mean Things, Forgive Me Please? I Don't Like People Being Angry At Me.

I Feel Like Making A Random Montage Of Clips And Pictures I Have In Secondary School. Provide Me With More Media And I Might Make It With The Famous 'I Hang After An Hour Or So' Windows Movie Maker.

Why Is Mininova Dead!!! I Will So Miss The Torrents There, Those Lovely, Lovely Torrents...

L4D2... L4D2... L4D2...
I Think I Need To Kill Some Zombies...(Takes Out Shotgun And Walks Out Of The House)

Circles Are Everything.

I'm Hungry, Go Get Some Milk And Cookies Later.

Why Can't Of Anything Profound Now(Or In Nigel's Point Of View, Bullshit)? Could I Have Been Cured Off That? I Just Can't Remember.

If You Read Close Enough, You Might Be Able To See A Plus Sign On The Post.

Work has been tiring, which caused me to become lazy and not blog. Well anyways, there was nothing interesting to blog about except work. Although I made a few new friends, and I think 2 out of the 3 of the friends I made is going to quit. And I had diarrhea yesterday. Today however, went out with my dad to shop at NTUC, and on the computer almost the entire day.

Slept Till 11am This Morning, And It Felt Great.

OK. Today I Getting Straight To The Point Because I'm Kinda Pissed Right Now.

I'm still unsure whether my PSP got bricked or my battery was modified. In anyway, I was scammed both ways. I wasted $____(Not going to specify) because my battery is working fine now, and I actually thought that it was modified... And if it was brick, then it was partially worth it. if it wasn't, I wasted $____. In total I wasted $____ if everything was fine in the first place!!! Black screen and green power light on really eats your money if you don't look it up on the internet. Failure, epic failure. Now there is no problem with either batteries, and all of them are normal batteries. There was a possibility it was bricked, but I'm still unsure about it. Now my wallet is crying, real badly. Could have use the money for other stuff.

Well, That's Taking Chances And Risk, And This Is How It Turned Out To Be.

Blogging Is Like My Escape, Its Like My Comfort Zone, And I Like It.

My Hair Stands For All The Right And Wrong Reasons.

I Hope I Leave Secondary School With No Regrets.

Sometimes, The Truth Hurts, But We Live With It, And Sometimes We Try To Live With It.
Sometimes, The Memories Are Painful, But We Let Go Of Them, And Sometimes We Try To Let Go Of Them.
However, We Can Only Try To Forget Them, Its Not Possible For Anyone To Forget. Unless You Were Hit By Amnesia.

I Have Went Cold Turkey For Too Long, I Need My Drugs Back: Music.

I Just See Things Moving So Fast. Too Fast.

Some People Really Need To Update Their Personal Message On MSN, And I Mean Really.

No One Had Gotten Everything They Wanted.

I Remember Everything Like Yesterday... How Quaint, Isn't It? I Missed All Those Times Spent With My Friends... How Cliché, Isn't It? Yet, It All Feels So True.

I Wished I Knew Everyone Earlier.

16 Just Like That? It's Going To Be A Fast Lifetime.

Is There An Answer To Everything?

Inspiration, It Just Comes, It Just Goes, Its Many Things.

Enough of it I guess. Had work today, and since it was on Saturday, it was considered half-day. I might have earned, from Tuesday, either $165 or $198 this week. Did the thing I was doing before, cementing gaps between the wires and the rubber tubings. Well went home to rot. Boring. Mafia Wars is having problems, but I just it is just me and my browser. Met Corey after that for lunch. He finally found a job. Working as a service crew at hotels. Yes, hotels. If they need people at different locations, they will just get him to that place. His first job is tonight, 8PM-6AM. Hope he is doing well now. Ate at Subway. Well, I ate at Subway, I just offered him a cookie. We chatted for awhile. Companied him to the bus-stop. Tried calling Nigel and GS if I could hang out with them, but as you know its a Saturday, so most likely they will be at church. Well no harm asking or trying. Anyways went home. Started watching HSM, HSM2 and HSM3. Totally bored. Anyways, after watching, chatted with Marcus. Now chatting with GS.

I'm Just Waiting For Something Exciting To Happen, Even By Watching The Live Feed On Facebook Move By.

I Forgot What I Wanted To Type Here...

This Is A Presumption, And I Hope It's Wrong.
I Starting To Wonder If My Thoughts Were Right.
At The Moment, Its Just Something To Me.
If You Want It, You Can Take It.
Cause I Not Willing To Fight Or Compete Over It.
I'm Too Tired, Too Worn Out, Too Sick Of It.
Having It Was Just To Pull Me Up.
It Is Just Not Worth Fighting For.
Especially With My Best Friend.
Thats An Assumption, And Many Times It Isn't Accurate.
Hope This Time Isn't As Well.

It's Like 7AM+ Now.

I Wonder Sometimes, If I Can Get A Hint, Or Is It Just Inaccurate Assumption.

I See, That Is Only How Far I Could Become, Unless There Is A Miraculous Change In Events From My Own Believes.

At Some Places, I Approach People More, In Others, I Get Approach More, And In Certain Areas, Either I'm The Only One Approaching, Or I Don't Approach At All.

Murderous, Don't You Think?

Tell Me If You Can, I Want To Hear It From You, But Who Am I Kidding? If Asked, It Shall Be Told For Me. If Asked, It Might Be Told From Others, And Not All Truths Are What You Expect Them To Be.

When In Doubt, You're In Doubt, Get Over It.

Yesterday was a great day. After working, and not having overtime, I left for work to Ryan's House. It was raining at that time, so I waited for awhile. Miraculously, the last guy I said 'bye' before leaving work, was also leaving work, and he had an umbrella. He walked towards me and offered me shelter towards the nearest bus-stop. Had a talk along the way to Toh Payoh Station. Thanks Johnathan for providing shelter. He took the MRT back home while I was looking for a bus to Ryan's house. Luckily, there was a single bus, 73, going to his house. Ryan told me not to come so early, so I Went to BreadTalk to buy something custard-filled. I just had a craving for custard. The only thing custard-filled there was a chocolate Christmas Tree. Bought it, ate it and waited for the bus. I missed the actual bus-stop by 1 bus-stop. PSP more. Walked back to that bus-stop. It seemed that that bus-stop holds a few great memories. Anyway, walked to Ryan's House with his guidance. Darren came slightly earlier than me. Playing with matches and had a good chat. Well WZ was late as usual. Had dinner made my Chief Ryan. I love it, just because its spaghetti. Anyway we slacked and watch American's Toughest Jobs and American Gladiator. Great shows. Watched some videos on Youtube with Ryan. WZ and Darren was watching TV downstairs. Did some stuff with my PSP, don't ask what. Anyway, it was getting late and we had to go home. WZ and me were scared that we will get lost, but in the end we found our way out and walked to his house bus-stop. Took 112 home. Took a bath and watched the rest of Amazing Race and Survivor. Went to sleep after that.

Its Was An Important Day Yesterday For Me To Be Typing 20 Minutes Before I Leave For Work.

I Think I'm Going To Have A Headache Soon.

Tired, So Tired...
Labour, So Much Labour...

I Can't Think, Can Someone Make Me Think?

I Want To Ask If You Don't Think That Much.

Painful... Hands.

Have been working these 2 days. Yes I have found a job. Yesterday was the day I started work. Corey was considered on pending for that job, but they asked me to tell him he got the job. However, he told me he found another promising job, and was told that they will call, therefore rejecting the job I am doing now. How many times we've been to an interview and they actually calls us back? That's something he never learn! Well simply put it, my job is a general worker at this company called Prospec Electronic Pte Ltd. So I deal with electrical stuff now. At the moment, I'm doing a lot of things with wires. Well, yesterday was a somewhat easy job. Cementing open gaps in connecting wires to prevent water from seeping into the inside of the wires. Just required a steady hand. Was able to pull through that, although it got a little boring along the way. Today was a little tougher, with physical strength required, much patience and having a good eye for estimation. I was learning how to make those industrial wires. It seem like advance D&T there. Well I almost completed it, but went home before completion. Hands are kinda sore at the moment, but it is a good way of passing the time, cause you get paid and help gets rid of boredom.

I'm Thinking Something Right Now.

Is My Thoughts Telling Me The Truth?
That You Are Keeping Me Away For A Reason?
An Can That Reason Be The Obvious?
But I Don't Believe Those Thoughts.
Cause It I Don't Believe Thats You.
A True Friend, Thats What I See.
So Sorry I And My Thoughts Doubted You.

No Time At The Moment, Going To Summarise What Happen.

30 November:
Corey Came To My House.
We Looked For A Job In The Classified Ads, But Not Much Jobs.
Corey Decided To Play CS 1.6 At My House.
Watched Him Play.
Called Nigel If We Wanted To Play LAN.
After Endless Matches Of CS, Went To LAN.
Met Nigel. Darren Came Soon After.
Wanted To Play L4D, But Garena Was Having Maintenance.
Played CS And Fooled Around With Other Games.
Left After That.
Went Home To Eat And Sleep.

1 December:
Corey Came To My House Again.
Searched For Jobs Again, And Where The Interviews Were Located.
Played A Little CS 1.6 And Went For The First Job Interview.
Headed To Ikea At Alexandra Road, But It Wasn't An Interview, Just Writing Our Particulars Down And Dropping It In A Box.
Took A Bus To The Redhill MRT Station And Trained Down To City Hall.
Went For A Job Interview At Sake Sushi At Citylink Mall.
Had To Commited For 4 Months And At LEast Work 4 Days A Week, So Did Not Get The Job.
Tried Our Luck At Our Last Interview.
Trained Down To Potong Pasir For Our Last Job Interview.
They Let Us Have A Trial Run For The Job.
I Was Selected, While Corey Is Still Pending. Try To Convince Them In Accepting Him Tomorrow.
Went Home After That.

I Have A Job As A SiaKang... I Mean General Worker.

So Many Thing To Say, But Now... Will See First.

8.30AM-5.30PM Lunch at 11.30AM-12.30PM (Weekdays)
8.30AM-12.00PM (Saturday)

Don't Like Summarising... Last Time I'm Doing It, Makes Me Fell So Cooped Up Inside My Head, Not Letting My Feelings Out. That Sucks.

Got To Sleep.