Life, Get Over It

I love to observe, so would you bother?

I love to help, so would you let me?

I love to give, so would you allow it? 

I love to advice, so do you need it? 

I love to encourage, so do you require it?

I love to appreciate, so do want it? 

And I love somethings like this to be returned, so would you do it? 

Dedicated to the unsung heroes of the world. May you one day receive instead of give. 

Music, a remedy, where you can escape and relax for the madness, and float into your fantasy. Where it gives you self-realization of you and the world you are against. It gives you hope to something you thought lost. And it gives you time to think. Yet, its a drug, where you can dwell in your fantasies for oblivion. Understanding the things which you are unable to grasp, breaking your mental self. Gives you false hope of what you couldn't realize. And you over think, something which is that simple turn complex. 

Music, its a cure, and a curse. 

How much mental, emotional and physical strain can one person handle? Have I experience it before? Have I seen someone experience it before? Human's have intriguing ways of handling oneself, and working with one another. Classes and cliques of people holds different limits, and works better in ways so unusual even I want to ask 'why'. The thinking of people, the brain that holds everything, and we only use 20% of it. At times, I want to experience this strain, how I succumb to it, or how I overcome it. What will it take for me to stop that pain. It sounds sadistic yes, but the only way to know it is through yourself. 

But sometimes, seeing people going through the same course you did helps you understand that as well. And that what I want to know. Its an intriguing process, but in my heart, I can't stand people getting hurt, and that's something my morals would prevent me to understand.

What does it take to make your life great? Do you think your life is good enough? If you don't, then just live that 'awesome' life of yours, or work towards something better. If you do, make it better. Why stop at good when you have that will to make it better? 
A friend once said, you have somethings that you are bad in, and somethings you excel at, but no one said that these bad things can become something good. If you think this is a 'great' life, so be it. If you want it to be happy and better, do something about it. It is easier being happy than depressed, just sit down alone, close your eyes and clear your mind. 


Well its late, I have a camp tomorrow(actually later). A summery of my life so far: 
Do what is given to you and prove them wrong, even how fucked up it is. 
Its getting fucked up as the time goes by. 
Proving myself is not easy. 
There is nothing to prove, so just do it. 
Belief in each other is minimum. 
My eye-candy eye-candied me on the bus. 
Common test. 
Studying during common test. 
Maplestory(somehow I got into it again). 
A small summery made of life in society for us(so far).
Common test ends. 
AEM Help-out. 
Proposal of captain ball. 
Training has just started, and it was... Interesting. 
Things just doesn't go in the way I want it to be. 
So lets see what going to happen. 


Risky Shores.