Never Thought I Would Be Blogging Today...
Huh.

Saturdays Feels Lax.
While Sundays Feels Stress.
I Should Even Things Out A Bit...
But Saturdays Is Play Day :(
Hmm...
And Sundays Feels Stress And Lax As Well...
Hmm...
I Should Go For A Coffee.
At Starbucks.
Every Sunday.
Just To Do Work.
Any Takers?

It's 11PM Already!!!
Oh The Bleh.
What Have I Been Wasting It On?

So we are going backwards, from today to Vesak Day. So today was... Dull, distracting, delusion, stress, and very lax. TV which prevents me from doing work, fail. Starbucks next time. Yesterday, slacked at home and went to Ryan's house to do a photo shoot for Darren's 3 Minute Film Poster. Then, on Vesak Day, went to the temple, had Soccer with Mr Yun, Melvin, Kris, Surya and their friends, and met GS for lunch and headed down to Orchard and get Red Dead Redemption for his PS3. Nothing like a day out. Now for Thermodynamics Quiz, I'm screwed.

Heavy Feathers

It Has Been... Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, Thurs... 4 Days Since I Have Blogged.
An Improvement If I Must Say.
Then Just Say It.

OK, Some Things I Forgot To Mention About Last Week.
So I'll Be Mentioning Them In This Blog Post.
How Ingenious Is That!

Sometimes, You Can Control That Urge Outside.
But However, Whenever You Reach Home After A Day Of Controlling It.
You Will Just Have To Do It.
Have To Release It.
Yes You Know What I Mean.
...S...
Shitting And Peeing.
OK, So This Is My Take About This.
You See...
Whenever I'm On The Bus, And I Got The Feeling To Pee And Shit.
I Won't.
I'll Just Hold It Till I Start Singing Or Till A Fat Lady Sings.
Or When I Reach My Destination.
Say My House.
And The Urge Won't Feel That Bad.
Then When I Know I'm Reaching Home.
The Full Effects Kicks In.
And When You Try To Run To That Destination.
It Will Try To Come Out.
And When You Try To Walk.
It Will Push You To Run.
It A Mental Thing I Guess.

Everyone Is Beautiful.
Because Of Their Flaws.
To Some, It's Due To Perfection Which Makes Them Beautiful.
But To Others, Flaws May Be Their Perfection.
And Perfection May Be Their Flaws.
But My Flaws Are Both Perfections And Flaws.
Because Many Don't Look Towards And Recall Others Due To Perfections.
Many List Out And Remember Other Because Of Their Flaws.
Humans Are Flawed Creations.
Humans Are 'Perfect'.
It Is Their Flaws Which Makes Them Unique.
Makes Them 'Perfect'.
Therefore There Are The Things We Call Perfection.
However, Everyone Is Flawed.
That's Why Everyone Is Beautiful.

Talking About Shit, Diarrhoea Hit Me Today.
And It Hurt So Bad, And This Was The Third Time During This 2 Weeks.
I Had It Twice Last Week, But It Wasn't That Bad As Compared To Today.
Woke Up At 3AM to Shit.
Then At 6AM To Shit Again.
And My Tummy Is Really Killing Me.
Note To Self:
NEVER, EVER EAT THE MUTABUK AT MAKAN PLACE.
THATS WHAT HAPPENED TO ME.

My Friend Once Told Me If He Wanted A Girlfriend.
He Would Want A Girlfriend Who Is Closer To Her Girlfriends Than Her Guy Friends.
Having More Girlfriends Than Guy Friends.
And Do Not Communicate Well With Other Guys.
Therefore Being The Un-Flirty Type.
This Gives My Friend Security.
So That It Would Be Less Likely For Her To Dump Him For Another Guy.
Reducing the Chances Of A Breakup.
And Yes.
Many Guys Think That Way.
And To Some Girls, Vice Versa Everything.
Yes Some Might Think That Way Too.
And I Believe That To A Certain Extend.
Because Due To Insecurity, You Tend To Breakup.
But It Depends.
Are You So Insecure That You Cannot Trust Her/He?
Or Are You Feeling Insecure But You Have Faith In Her/He?
Relationship Is About Trust.
Yes You May Feel Insecure, But Not To The Extend Like She/He Is A Drug To You.
And You Can Live Without Her.
Even A Small Amount Of That Drug Has To Be Yours.
That Obsession And Addiction Is Going To Lead To Your Downfall.
'Too Much Of A Good Thing Is A Bad Thing'
So?
You Go To Jail And/Or Drug Rehab And Never See That Drug Again.
Maybe You Will, But You Can't Buy It.
And Drugs May Lead You Down The Road Of Death.
Either By Law, Or By It.
Now Replace 'It' And 'Drug' With 'Her/He'.
Still Don't Understand?
Me Either.
Go Figure It Out.
Its Not Wrong To Feel Insecure, But Not To That Extend.
Just Trust The Person.
And If She/He Betrays Your Trust.
Then That Their Problem.
Because You Are Not In The Wrong.
They Are.
Karma Is A Bitch, But Sometimes A Saint.
Just Learn To Live And Let Go, But Don't Hate Them.
Still Stay As Friends, Which There Would Still Be Frequent Communication With One Another.
For You Will Be In The Wrong Too If You Do So.
Envy, Bad Mouth, Blah, Blah, Blah.
That's How You Will Sin.
And Don't Hold On To It Till Your Death.
It Could Be That Which Kills You...

When You Are In Poly, Everyone Seems Too Look Similar, Or Like Someone You Know... Hmmm... Have I Mention That Before?

I Thought Of Having A V.Blog, But I Would Not Have A Usual Timeslot To Post It.

It's Getting Crowded Here.

So cutting the crap, I'm going talk about my 4 days which I did not blog.
Monday, went to school refreshed. Biomol practical rocks. After lessons, went to the Library with Alex, Danial And Surya to do work. Actually, they played more than work more. I was doing work. Yay me!
Tuesday, Lectures and that's about all. Went Attic to do homework and slack there. Fencing after that.
Wednesday, came school do do work at the Library. Saw YiHui and decided to sit with me at the table to do work. Bought some food, and Huimin came after to meet her. Went to IS class, and stayed back with Danial, Surya and Eileen for SCC. Company Danial to check the CCA out. Went home around 9PM.
Today! As mention above, I have Diarrhoea. Well its better now. Quite slack today actually. Slept throughout tutorial and lecture. And did IPC practical after that. Slacking at Ourspace. Most Probably going to fencing.

Flourished Ideas I Can't Remember.

Opposing Attractions

It's Been A Week Since I Blogged!
No! 8 Days Since I Blog!
Grab Your Copy Of 8 Days Now!
'8 Days Every Week~'
I Think That's How It Goes...

Anyway It's Been Like I Said 8 Days Since My Last Blog Post.
And Sorry To All The Readers.
Which I Kinda Still Doubt There Are Frequent Readers.
But Ya, Poly Life Is Not All Fun And Games.
Kinda Stress Out...
Maybe That's Why I Have 3 CCAs.

So Enough About Me, Let Talk About Me A Week Ago.
Go All The Way Back To Monday!
So Followed The Usual Lessons On My Timetable Blah Blah Blah.
Stayed Back In School To Play RISK.
The Winner Was Considered Undecided.
But I Actually Won Due To Rolling Dice.
Reason We Did Not Complete It Was Because I Love To Change The Battle Strategy And Lengthen The Game.
So We Went To Makan Place For Dinner, While I Had Some Snacks, And Headed Home.
Tuesday!
Follow Timetable Etc.
Went To Play Lan.
It Was Epic-ness To The Max I Have To Say.
And Went Back To School For Fencing.
Surprisingly, I Wasn't Late For It.
Had Lunch With Darren And The Others At AMK.
Wednesday!
Went To School To Do Maths.
Had Jamming At 11pm.
It Was Freaking Hilarious I Have To Say.
Then Had IS Class.
I Got An 'A' Grade For My Speech This Time! YAY!
But Due To The Previous Speech, It Pulled My Overall To A 'B'.
...
So After School, I Guess We Played CS?
Or Went Home, Forgot What Really Happened.
Thursday!
Lessons And CS And Fencing! Great!
Next On Is Friday!
School And CS, And I OB.
We Were Learning Knots Today.
KAP After That.
So On To Saturday.(Almost Done With This)
Went To A Concert With SBM!
Then Had Dinner At Chinatown And Roam Around The Area.
Played LAN With ZheMing, YuanYing, Alvin And MaoMao.
L4D2!
So On To Sunday!
Homework, Homework And Outing With The Fencers.
Gathering To Wish The Graduates Farewell.
Had Coffee And Cheesecake At MacDonald's.
Ah The Cheesecake, One Of Life's Greatest Invention.
Ate It And Was Bloated After That.
Slacked Till I Felt Better, And Took A Bus With Ben On My Way Home.

And That's All For Last Week Activities.
For This Week... I'll See.
As For My Thoughts, Maybe Some Other Day.
Or A Day When I Can Remember It All.

Late Achievements.

It's Like Spring Just Occurred, And The Violence Just Blossomed.

It Feels Like I Mention This Before.
But Repentance Is Practice.
When There Is Fighting, Both Sides Are At Wrong.
But It Only Takes 1 Side To Apologise.
Allowing The Fighting To Stop.
But Yet Why Is It That Difficult For It To Stop?
Because The Two Sides Think That They Were Right.
Egoism Kills.

Never Fucking Play With Other People's Feelings.
It Is Fucking Bad.

There Is A Board Line Between A Kid At Heart And Just Being Childish.
Figure Out Which Is Which.
You Just Might Get A Cookie.

To Some It Like Summer, And A Warm Road Memories To Bathe In.

You Aim For The Impossible So You Can Get The Possible You Once Thought It Was Impossible.
Then How You Get That Impossible?
Aim Higher Than Before And Pray That Lady Luck Is On Your Side.

I Just Remembered I Taught Sruya and Danial How To Play Risk.
Random Fact.

Continuing from yesterday, woke up at 6.30AM. Woke up and stoned for awhile. Had some light snacks. Brushed my teeth and prepared our mini bags for the day. PT in the morning and had our breakfast after that. Prata for the win! Cameras for the win as well! So after that, since we were last group from yesterday, we were released last for the amazing race. So we decided to learn our dance for the night. After that small practice, we walked to Sunset Way which was about 3-4 bus stops away from Ngee Ann. Our first station was to collect stuff for the second station. Recyclables like plastic bottles, metal cans and newspapers. We had the most newspapers though. So got our stuff, got our next clue, and waited for the bus to the Hot Park. Continue to learn the dance moves. Then we went on to the second station there to threw the stuff away in the recycle bin, blindfolded. Next, we had to go all the way to the Henderson Waves. Walked and Walked and Walked all the way there. Then formed a 'NPOB!' Sign there! Awesome! Then walked to Vivo from there. Had a KFC lunch, and went on to the rooftop to slack and think of the food we going to buy for our dinner. Feet dipping in the water rocks. OK, so took a bus to Bukit Timah Plaza to get our food. I pushed the trolley. So walked back to the BBQ pits at Kismis, and started cocking while the other half was practising for their dance. We cooked the latest, but we feel that we made the best food. I was chopping and cooking food! Yay me! So fed ourselves and the group, washed up and practised for dance. Got it after awhile, and went to Lecture theatre 26 for the night concert. Awesome games, I was Tom for awhile, and did many many sabos. To awesome. Then we did our dance, which was the last to perform before the GL dance. Headed back to the loft for a debrief, went up to get our stuff for supper. Went down the first floor and laughed our asses off, while having an awesome fruit salad! Then went back up to bath. The girls came to our floor to eat chicken, which we did. Watched some videos and took a picture. Slept while waiting for my turn to use my laptop. Woke up, went to my room and slept more.
Woke up at 6.30AM today, got a cramp in the morning. Packed our bags, went down, played Ouch. Painful, and went for PT after that. Came back and had breakfast. Nasi Lemak Owns. so after that was our wet games! Splashing water here and there, fun much. Changed into dry clothes and headed to LT77 after slacking. Had a photo montage there and a debrief. Prize presentation, and guess what! Our group was most bonded! Epic-ness. So had some snacks outside, debrief again, and writing our feelings to the people in our group. Went to KAP to eat. Met the fencing seniors there and at the same time told them which style I wanted to join. Went home after eating.

Memories Memorials

Is It Really Too Late?

My Imagination May Lead To The Death Of Me.

Music Says More Than Its Lyrics.
It's Just Magical.

When I Feel Like Sleeping, I Think Of Things.
And Then It Leads Me To A Dream.
But When I Try To Think Of Something.
All I Picture Is Blankness.
Or Maybe A Long Period Of Blank Thoughts Before One Comes About.

Maybe I Really That Feel.
Now It Seems More Like An Attraction.
Or Admiration In A Sense.

I Can't Remember My Thoughts Few Days Ago, But I Can Remember The Events.
Well Wednesday, I had a great time doing homework in my favourite place, the library, early in the morning. Had a lovely IS class that day. Thumbs Up to that. Met up with Kratos for dinner after that. Well, part of them, 6 with two GLs. Went to the Burger Shack for dinner, and had a fight off with Brandon and Kenneth, and Ronald MacDonald. Super funny, recorded on video and guess will be uploaded maybe by next week? Had 70 cents Ice Cream, and went home after taking pictures.
Thursday, was a long day. Maths and IPC practical, and I guess that was it. Huh, was as long as I expected. Had fencing after and slacked at the Attic during the 2 hour break.
Well, today, had my Maths test, and let me tell you, it was easy. The only thing I'm worried about is that the teacher follow strictly by steps, so missing out 1 or 2 steps may cause you a lot of marks. Had Brunch and had a short jamming session. Went for thermodynamics tutorial. Completed my thermodynamics editing during the 2 hours break. Went for lectures after that. And having camp now. Just had ice breaking, a few station games, and a 'bazaar' to buy food for tomorrow trekking. Took a bath at the Loft, and yes now I'm there, going to sleep soon.

We Can't Control Thoughts, But Why Bother What Others Think When Its You Who Holds The Truth

Weird Excitement

I'm Here In School Early.
So Deciding To Blog.
What A Waste Of Time.
Exactly.

It Alluring Sometimes.
Really, Really Alluring.
But Somehow, It Reaches A Certain Point Where There Is A Glass Barrier Between.
And Even Though It's Glass.
Which You Expect It To Break Easily.
This Glass Seems Like A Transparent, Super Reinforced Titanium Alloy.
Which Can't Break With Diamond.
Can't Melt At 10000 Degrees Celsius.
And Nothing Can Corrode It.
How The Hell Do You Get Pass That?
Walk Around It?
...
OK, I Really Need To Think This Through.

Life Has Its Beginnings, If It Does Not Start Out The Way You Want It, Make It The Way You Want It

The Recap From Yesterday.
*Flashback!*
So, nothing special about yesterday, as usual. Seems like every Monday, nothing exciting happens. Thermodynamics is starting to be troublesome, literally. OK, the first few parts was the stuff I learned before, force, pressure etc. And when something called 'systems' comes in, Hallelujah to that. Its screwing with my own systems. Just need to be more focus in class... So it was lunch and we head to SIM food court to, well, eat. One side was in silence, the other was about football, and one side was on Bio-related industries and Biomolecular homework. What did you know, I was kinda in the middle. Anyway, after lunch, IPC lessons. Now I understand why the electronic configuration we learn in secondary school was of no use... Barely getting the hang of that. Straight after was Biomolecular Practical. And I really felt that I sucked so much during the practical... I'll do better the next time, as I always say. So after that?
Went to buy some sweets, went home, dinner, bathed, edited the Thermodynamics report and made it into a Social Studies Essay. I think that's all about it.

Wonder If I Brought My IPC Tutorial Notes...
*Checks Bag*
Ahha... Its Not There...
Fuck.

Go To Go And Buy A Cake Now.
I Think.

Monday Blues(It Feels Reused)

Queer Lectures

A Bright Sunny Day... With A Hint Of Thunder?
Singapore Is Screwed.
No.
The Planet Is.

Thought Of A Concert, Without Words.
Only A Narrator.
And Music To Explain The Show.
Dance And Drama Putting It All Together.
That Would Be So Cool.

Don't Over Look Things, Just See It Straight.

I Finally Finished My Biomol.
At 4AM That Is.
Now I Can Die Happy.
Or Until The Next Stack Of Biomol Homework Comes About.

So What Now?
Yesterday's Events.

Well Saturday, should have went out in the morning, but continue sleeping till 11AM. Started doing homework. Went out for dinner with mummy and aunties and grandmummy. Haha, only Sam was there, the rest all busy. Went home to do homework again till 4AM.

Epic-ness.

Issues Misinterpreted

My Class Is Getting Crazy.
Well The Guys I Mean.

Thermodynamics Is Starting Soon.

Can See, But Can't Touch.
Just Admire The Beauty Deep Within.
And Anything Outside Of It.
Can See, But Can't Touch.

Admiring Beauty, That's What I Call It.

Deep Thoughts

Finished Maths And Had Lunch.
Now Slacking.

Practical later, and Fencing after.

Never Go Too Deep.
It Will Kill You.

In Anyway.
Anyone Will See Things Wrongly.
So How Do You Not Get Misinterpreted?
Simple.
Voice Out.

Don't Shoo Me Away.
I Have Experience Enough To Learn And Walk Away.
Don't Shoo Me.

You Said It Was Bad News.
I Say It's Neutral.
Maybe It's Just A Scratch.
I Can Live With It.
Thanks For The Information.
To All Of You.
I Don't Know If You Read My Blog.
But Its A Thanks Deep Down.
Hope All Will Feel It.
Its Considered A Save For Me.
To Prevent The Past From Haunting Me Again.
So Thanks For Not Letting Me Deal The Full Blow.
But Please Don't Shoo Me Away.
I Can Go Away On My Own.

Am I That Predictable?

Well, after the previous blog post, I had my I.S speech, and I'm fucking disappointed. I got a C for my first speech, which was 2.5% out of 5%. I could have done better. External factors caused me to make a long pause. Damn the timer, and damn the teacher for not informing me before hand. Well, all is not lost, I think. I still got 97.5% of the 100% to get. Talked on the way down. Headed to the concert at SRJC and met GS, at the same time, went to take back my Chemistry Textbook Jia Liang loan from Corey. Jodi, Fengzhu and Euwen was there to. The performance was corny. Like the narrator though. Headed to Hougang Mall for dinner. Euwen left while Marcus came. Took Pictures after dinner. Ate and went to MacDonald's for dessert. Headed home after that.

Blogging Later, Maybe.

Luckily, I Wasn't Trap In That Infinite Loop.

I Say 'Sorry' And 'Thank You' To Much.

Infinite Thoughts

Currently In IS Class.
Just Wrote A Something Called A Scope And Purpose For A Written Report.
About Kids Growing Up Online.
Like Me!

Life Is Good The Way It Is, So Don't Complain.

Boring Interest

Everything Is Already Written In Stone.
Past, Present And Future.

Go To The Past And Change The Future?
Or Go To The Past To Continue What It Is?
Same To The Future.
Go To The Future To Save The Past?
Or Go To The Future To Destroy It?

It's Happening Again.
I'm Resisting It.
But It Is Now That I Know That It's Power Is Great.
Its Part Of My Morals Not To.
But It Wrong To Abide It.
Its Difficult To Uphold.
It Is Not Really A Moral If You Think About It Yourself.
And Heck, It Might Not Be To Me.
But Sometimes That's How Complex The Mind Is.
You Think It Is, And You Think Its Not.
Well, Whatever It Is, Its Something Which Got To Do With Experience.
And Not Abiding It.
Is Equivalent To Not Learning From My Past Experiences.
It Seems Like A Endless Cycle.
Like It Cannot Be Stopped.
It Cannot Be Changed.
But I Want It To, In Both Ways.

The First 3 Months Of Your Poly Life Will Be Looking At Girls.
No, Seriously.

When You Need Help.
Friends Are There.
When You Are In Trouble.
Friends Are There.
When You Are Scared.
Friends Are There.
Just Make The Right Friends.
'Friends/Brothers Before Girls/Relationship'
That One Moral I Strongly Uphold.
And Will Forever Uphold.

My Metabolic Rate Owns, Literally.

Back To Yesterday,
Had Thermodynamics Lecture.
Lunch.
IPC Lecture.
And Thermodynamics Practical.
Which rocks.
Stayed back and slacked in school, and headed to eat steamboat with Brandon, Melvin and Joseph after. Headed back home and had dinner again. Learned a few stuff from my friends today. And a few general and in-depth conversations.
Well today,
loving Bimolecular Science Lecture.
Break for lunch and had IPC lecture after that, along with tutorial.
Well been blogging at MakanPlace since then.
And A Waffle-Ala mode.
Strawberries, Vanilla Ice-Cream, Whip Cream And Chocolate Fudge.
Having fencing later.


Hey!
Look At That!
I Blogged During A Weekday!
Yay Me!

I Admire You A Lot.
I Admire You More Than Anyone Else.
I Just Admire You.
I Think.

Confusion Breaks

Say Hello To My Little Friend.
Hi!
*BOOM* Headshot.

'Please Reply When I Ask A Question'
*Silence*
'Well I'll Be Damn'

So, let start to recap from yesterday.
Well, went to SBM late like I expected. They were already reading the sutra. So had a sharing session about 'the mind and how powerful it is' by Vicky. Wow, could be a title of a lousy book. Well, that's my self-created title. Haha. So anyway, slacked after the talk was done. Played PSP with FuZhong, and went for dinner after that. Then we played street soccer!! Fun much. Well, went to Bugis after that to hang out, and shortly after went home.
So today was the Tanaquil outing. I had trouble with my Ez-Link card cause it expired, so I was kinda late for it. As punishment, I had to buy Ing Lee, Joyce and Elena Ice-cream, then treat Wei Zhi his nachos for the movie later. We decided to walk around and wait for Tim. Headed to the arcade, where we went crazy with the games. I love the junkbeats or something, that 16 boxes game, then must tap the box when light up. Then Kei Kei and Bariah came at almost the same time, and continued playing like crazy. Fun to the max. It was about 5, so we decided to leave the arcade and went to The Cathay to watch the movie. And because Wei Jie was already there. Then we went to The Cathay, reached the fifth floor and started shouting for Wei Jie to come out. I actually did that though. Haha. So we went to use the computers nearby to Facebook and watch Youtube videos, till it was about time for the movie to start. Ming, Keith and Uncle Jack came. Passed them the tickets.
You are wondering why they were there?
Well, since a few people cannot make it at the last moment, I had to ask other people if they wanted to watch. So decided that the 3 fit that description. Bought some food and went into the movie theatre. Ironman 2 rocks. There will be like a Ironman 3? Or will they continue from the Avengers? Not sure but its good! Ending was super funny.
Well, went back to PlazaSing, and Bariah had to go home. Had dinner at Long John Slivers, talk cock and went home soon after :).

What An Awesome Day.

I'm Nothing Without My Friends.
Therefore If Anyone Hurts Them.
You Will Die.
In Away, It Depends Actually.

Friends Forever

My Week Without Blogging?
I'm Not Lazy.
I Just Can't Find The Time.

Poly Life Is Great.
But Its Time Consuming.

I Might Be Blogging Like Once A Week From Now On.
And On Weekends.
Maybe I Might Blog During The Weekdays, If I Find Time.

So today will be recap day, where I recap all the events of the week.
Well, Monday, we continued with our thermodynamics lecture. Loving it actually. There was also a talk about an overseas trip, to Ireland! Own! Now I'll just have to see what my mum can do to make my trip cheaper. Had IPC lecture after Lunch. Did not sleep this time, awesome! Afterwards, we had our first Bimolecular practical. Great! Went home for dinner.
Tuesday, Bimolecular Lecture, lunch, IPC lecture, and tutorial. Then slacked at somewhere, from 3pm, but I forgot where was it. had dinner at canteen 2 and went for my first fencing training. It rocks! Reach home about 10-11pm.
Went to school early on Wednesday to finish my Engineering Mathematics homework. Had IS lessons after that. Fun much. Had a mass-conversation with the entire class, well most of them. And got to know the entire class better. Went to dinner and headed home after that.
Thursday, EM2 lecture, boring. 2 hours break for lunch and went to the Attic@28. Had IPC practical after that. Me and Bin were the fastest to complete, and we were the lab manager as well. At dinner and went to fencing training again.
Yesterday, had EM2 tutorial, Jamming session with our new band, First Time Down! Had thermodynamics tutorial. Since thermodynamics Lecture was cancel, the rest of the day was free, well almost. Lunched and slacked at Ourspace@72. Then EM2 lecture again. Ate Oreo's and got bored. Went for dinner and OBS after that with CaiLing and XueYi.
Met Soul and Tu there. Took a bus to Dhoby Ghout with Tu. Bought tickets for the movie on Sunday at The Cathay. Went home after that.

Going to SBM now, going to be late.
Shitz

It Can't Be Forced On.

Blog Later.

An Early Late.