I seriously think this is torture. Locked at home, for 8 days, mostly confined in my own room. Maybe I deserve it? For all the bad things I've done? Maybe its a vacation? To relax? Maybe its due to the eclipse? since it was a ominous sign? Maybe. Everything is a maybe, but I really think I deserve it for all the bad things I've done, if I can remember any. I just know that the technique of using boredom as a form of torture works on me, and I can't do no shit about it.