Things have been done, well some have not. Now its my friend's turn to get sick, so I'm not sure about the outcome on the weekends. Anyway get well soon. Nothing interesting, really boring actually. It's finally coming to an end.
4 more days.
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
Not Everyone Believes,
Not Everyone Understands.
Not Everyone Listens,
Not Everyone Speaks.
Not Everyone Runs,
Not Everyone Fights.
Try To Change One,
Its Difficult As It Seems.
Try To Change Everyone,
Its Quite Impossible.
But Nothing Is Impossible,
Thats What I Believe,
But Not What Others Believe.
What You Believe Is Right,
Is Not What Others Believe It Is.
Change, I Want Someone To Change, But Its Difficult.
Well, what's there to say? Work? I did some. Watching heroes the whole day.
Why Don't You Believe In Justice?
Not Everyone Understands.
Not Everyone Listens,
Not Everyone Speaks.
Not Everyone Runs,
Not Everyone Fights.
Try To Change One,
Its Difficult As It Seems.
Try To Change Everyone,
Its Quite Impossible.
But Nothing Is Impossible,
Thats What I Believe,
But Not What Others Believe.
What You Believe Is Right,
Is Not What Others Believe It Is.
Change, I Want Someone To Change, But Its Difficult.
Well, what's there to say? Work? I did some. Watching heroes the whole day.
Why Don't You Believe In Justice?
Monday, July 27, 2009
All Things Wither,
Rot,
Turns To Dust,
Come To A Halt.
Nothing Last Forever.
There Will Always Be An 'End' When There Is A 'Start'.
The Question Is How Long?
Something That Last Forever Means That Something Has Attained Perfection.
Remember About Having A World Without Hate?
Without It,
Love Cannot Function.
And When Love Cannot Function,
A Chain Of Misfortunes Takes Place.
Without Hate,
The World Will Have Attain Perfection.
But At A Cost Of The Destruction Of The Human Race.
Without Hate,
There Is No Balance With Love.
Too Much Love And It Malfunctions.
And Without Love,
There Is No Joy,
No Happiness,
No Sadness,
Nothing.
There Has To Be Hate For There To Be Love.
There Has To Be Yin For There To Be Yang.
You Can Avoid Hatred,
But It Will Come Back To Bite You.
And It May Not Be Yourself Biting,
But Someone Else.
Feelings Are Inter-Connected, If One Goes Down, So Does Most Of Them.
We Are The Cause And Thus We Make An Effect. And It's Our Thoughts That Are Causing Us To Make The Effect. We Do Foolish Things For Our Selfless Needs And Seldom For Others. If We Know We Are Going To Die, We Try To Flight Or Fight For Survival, Which Any Human Would Do. But If Your Friend Is In Danger, And You Protect Him Or Her Even If You Know You Will Have To Risk Your Life Doing It, That Is A Foolish Thing To Do For Others, But Maybe, The Right Thing To Do. I Believe Everyone Have Done Foolish Things For Their Selfless Needs, It's Just Whether Or Not You Are Aware Of It Yet. No Examples, You All Should Know Yourselves Well Enough.
That Day, I Felt Like Arguing Back. I Know It's Wrong, But Do Oneself Know What Wrong It Has Done? Correction, From There You Change. I've Corrected, Did Oneself? I Could Have Won In An Argument, There Were Many Loopholes And Openings, And I Really Wanted To Do Something Cause It Was A Stupidly Weak Attack. But I Give In. In Some Arguments, You Have To Learn To Agree With The Things You Disagree With. Sometimes It's Best To Know How Losing Feels Like, To Learn To Lose. Winners Never Always Win, There Will Always Be Someone Better, And There Will Always Be Someone Better Than That Someone Better.
At least I did some work today.
I Just Want To Be A Hero.
It's Generation After Generation By Simple Plan Of Endless Emotions.
Rot,
Turns To Dust,
Come To A Halt.
Nothing Last Forever.
There Will Always Be An 'End' When There Is A 'Start'.
The Question Is How Long?
Something That Last Forever Means That Something Has Attained Perfection.
Remember About Having A World Without Hate?
Without It,
Love Cannot Function.
And When Love Cannot Function,
A Chain Of Misfortunes Takes Place.
Without Hate,
The World Will Have Attain Perfection.
But At A Cost Of The Destruction Of The Human Race.
Without Hate,
There Is No Balance With Love.
Too Much Love And It Malfunctions.
And Without Love,
There Is No Joy,
No Happiness,
No Sadness,
Nothing.
There Has To Be Hate For There To Be Love.
There Has To Be Yin For There To Be Yang.
You Can Avoid Hatred,
But It Will Come Back To Bite You.
And It May Not Be Yourself Biting,
But Someone Else.
Feelings Are Inter-Connected, If One Goes Down, So Does Most Of Them.
We Are The Cause And Thus We Make An Effect. And It's Our Thoughts That Are Causing Us To Make The Effect. We Do Foolish Things For Our Selfless Needs And Seldom For Others. If We Know We Are Going To Die, We Try To Flight Or Fight For Survival, Which Any Human Would Do. But If Your Friend Is In Danger, And You Protect Him Or Her Even If You Know You Will Have To Risk Your Life Doing It, That Is A Foolish Thing To Do For Others, But Maybe, The Right Thing To Do. I Believe Everyone Have Done Foolish Things For Their Selfless Needs, It's Just Whether Or Not You Are Aware Of It Yet. No Examples, You All Should Know Yourselves Well Enough.
That Day, I Felt Like Arguing Back. I Know It's Wrong, But Do Oneself Know What Wrong It Has Done? Correction, From There You Change. I've Corrected, Did Oneself? I Could Have Won In An Argument, There Were Many Loopholes And Openings, And I Really Wanted To Do Something Cause It Was A Stupidly Weak Attack. But I Give In. In Some Arguments, You Have To Learn To Agree With The Things You Disagree With. Sometimes It's Best To Know How Losing Feels Like, To Learn To Lose. Winners Never Always Win, There Will Always Be Someone Better, And There Will Always Be Someone Better Than That Someone Better.
At least I did some work today.
I Just Want To Be A Hero.
It's Generation After Generation By Simple Plan Of Endless Emotions.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Saturday, July 25, 2009
I seriously think this is torture. Locked at home, for 8 days, mostly confined in my own room. Maybe I deserve it? For all the bad things I've done? Maybe its a vacation? To relax? Maybe its due to the eclipse? since it was a ominous sign? Maybe. Everything is a maybe, but I really think I deserve it for all the bad things I've done, if I can remember any. I just know that the technique of using boredom as a form of torture works on me, and I can't do no shit about it.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Seriously, everything happen at the wrong time. Today, time was really hay-wired for me. It was really the worst possible thing to happen at this time. Everything. Biology SPA, after school activities, tuition cancelled, went to Compass Point, and now after doing that, I hear that and after seeing that I don't want that, Blah, blah, blah. But I'm still doing it.
I Think I'm Going Crazy By Simple Plan, I Really Need To Get Some Sleep.
*Stopped*
I Think I'm Going Crazy By Simple Plan, I Really Need To Get Some Sleep.
*Stopped*
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Yup, I have no social responsbility. I just went out to Clarke Quay to buy some stuff, but because my temperature was reading 36.9 Degrees Celsius. I thought it was Marina Bay, so I took a MRT down there. She was sleepy, so I heard 'Clarke Quay' as 'Marina'. Then took the MRT to Clarke Quay. I stupidly, went to buy the wrong thing. I wanted to change it, but they say no refund. Anyway I thought of something else to do with it, so I decided to keep it. Tomorrow I'm going Compass Point tomorrow I guess. Well, when I reached home, I took my temperature and guess what? 37.8 Degrees Celsius. What The *Bleep*.
Seriously, whatever is inside me, stop fooling around, I'm not happy with what you are doing.
I'm getting blamed in class even without my presence there. I should have went home yesterday.
Why did Mrs Bu had to show mine, out of 44 people in class, my Chemistry Practical to the class? Worst still, she photocopied it to everyone in class.
I think my sorries are of no use because I away say 'sorry', even if it is sincere.
I'm not feeling a bit happy of what I have done. Guilt and confusion is what I'm feeling now. Or is it the headache that is causing the confusion?
One word, 'Damn'.
Whoever who thinks 'What would the world be without me?', it would be better, because there is one less person is using resources. What if it was Albert Einstein wasn't around? No E=MC²? No nuclear bombs. Anyway, even with out him, sooner or later someone is going to find out E=MC² as well, or maybe not. Who Knows? No one can foresee the future in the past if changed.
I Feel Like Shouting Hallelujah By Paramore, But Guilt Is Stopping Me From Doing It.
Seriously, whatever is inside me, stop fooling around, I'm not happy with what you are doing.
I'm getting blamed in class even without my presence there. I should have went home yesterday.
Why did Mrs Bu had to show mine, out of 44 people in class, my Chemistry Practical to the class? Worst still, she photocopied it to everyone in class.
I think my sorries are of no use because I away say 'sorry', even if it is sincere.
I'm not feeling a bit happy of what I have done. Guilt and confusion is what I'm feeling now. Or is it the headache that is causing the confusion?
One word, 'Damn'.
Whoever who thinks 'What would the world be without me?', it would be better, because there is one less person is using resources. What if it was Albert Einstein wasn't around? No E=MC²? No nuclear bombs. Anyway, even with out him, sooner or later someone is going to find out E=MC² as well, or maybe not. Who Knows? No one can foresee the future in the past if changed.
I Feel Like Shouting Hallelujah By Paramore, But Guilt Is Stopping Me From Doing It.
I had a fever yesterday, but refused to go home, because I had Listening Comprehension for Chinese O'levels that day. My highest temperature? 38.2 Degrees Celsius. Bloody high right? Weirdly, I felt normal yesterday. I did not feel sleepy(except during Mathematics class), my muscles did not feel weak, and my attitude was normal. Went home to use the computer. Went to sleep after that. Then had dinner and slept again. Woke up today at 6am. Took my temperature, and it was 36.8 Degrees Celsius. I still felt warm, but no fever. Yet, my body felt extremely tired and my muscles felt like jelly, and there was a piercing pain, much worst than before, in my throat. My mum told me not to go to school today. I was happy and sad at the same time. Happy as in I get to skip school, and complete the homework which should have been done yesterday. Sad as in I get to skip school, and miss out on all the fun with my friends. But I guess someone is having a good time without my presence there, since Guo Sheng should be sitting at my seat. Anyway, after sleeping again and waking up at 9.30am, I started sneezing, but still no fever. At breakfast and took some medication, then watched some TV.
If It Was Swine Flu, The Whole School Would Be Quarantine.
I'm Immune To This Disease By Matchbox 20, I Won't Die That Easily
If It Was Swine Flu, The Whole School Would Be Quarantine.
I'm Immune To This Disease By Matchbox 20, I Won't Die That Easily
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Is There Such Thing As A World Without Hate? If There Is, Tell Me It's Location. If There Is Not, Tell Me What Would It Be Like? How Would A World Without Hate Look Like? Feel Like? Be Like?
The New South Wales English Comprehension was a joke. The last few passages were all random answers. I should have started the paper without filling in my particulars, total waste of time. And Nigel said this was my first time. I did plenty of this before, just at the same speed: Slow. Anyway, my History And Social Studies is improving. Even if Mr Tan is trying to kill us, I'm learning to improve my speed only in Humanities, and understanding the topic of course.
Indirect personal attacks will not work on me. I don't know why, but ignoring and avoiding you doesn't seem to help, even if you say it will, but I respect what you say and carry out that instruction. Still, I see no results. Getting rid of me? Maybe, but who knows? I can't read minds that's for sure.
When The Battle Between Darkness And Light Collide
I will see if it is Time To Say Goodbye By Simple Plan 5 days later.
The New South Wales English Comprehension was a joke. The last few passages were all random answers. I should have started the paper without filling in my particulars, total waste of time. And Nigel said this was my first time. I did plenty of this before, just at the same speed: Slow. Anyway, my History And Social Studies is improving. Even if Mr Tan is trying to kill us, I'm learning to improve my speed only in Humanities, and understanding the topic of course.
Indirect personal attacks will not work on me. I don't know why, but ignoring and avoiding you doesn't seem to help, even if you say it will, but I respect what you say and carry out that instruction. Still, I see no results. Getting rid of me? Maybe, but who knows? I can't read minds that's for sure.
When The Battle Between Darkness And Light Collide
I will see if it is Time To Say Goodbye By Simple Plan 5 days later.
Monday, July 20, 2009
It Has Been A Long Week. It Seems Nothing Has Changed.
A lot has happened. Yet it has been a week, so I hardly remember. I do remember spending a large amount of time at shopping centres, malls and plazas, and watching Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince twice. Surprisingly, it seems to be better when I watched it the second time. Maybe the sound system sucks at Cathay compared to Golden Village. Anyway, if I hardly remember them, it should be of no importance.
Everyone has been a Victim Of Love By Good Charlotte
A lot has happened. Yet it has been a week, so I hardly remember. I do remember spending a large amount of time at shopping centres, malls and plazas, and watching Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince twice. Surprisingly, it seems to be better when I watched it the second time. Maybe the sound system sucks at Cathay compared to Golden Village. Anyway, if I hardly remember them, it should be of no importance.
Everyone has been a Victim Of Love By Good Charlotte
Monday, July 13, 2009
We Are Just Plain Childish. We Are Young, Innocent, Stupid.
Agree with the above statement. You might say you have a sense of maturity, but some of the things you do are just plain stupid and childish. Try looking back after 15 years of your life. Notice the things you are doing now then. It is utter stupidity. Hating your friends for petty things they did, quarreling over things that broke up your friendship, revenge over bullshit events, even your dressing can be a joke if you think back. Energy and trouble could have been saved and avoided if 'forgive' and 'let go' is in their vocabulary. You might tell me 'You don't understand' or 'You are not in my shoes' ETC.
Seriously, not only you are hiding yourself from the truth which you have to face sooner or later, you also are torturing yourself by living in the past, not forgiving, not letting it move on. You still might say 'It's Difficult, And You Don't Understand', but the truth is you are making it difficult for yourself and not seeking for help. It's a difficulty if you always look at it the difficult way, but is simplicity when you look at it the easy way.
You don't let people understand, so the people won't know, but hiding in the pot hole of yours thinking that enough is enough, is not. If you think if difficult, seek for help, for advice, and don't be embarrass about it, because you are helping yourself, and literally, you will feel much better after that.
All this stupid things you do, when you think back, notice what a waste of time it was to do all these nonsensical HUHAs of yours. You could have actually had a good friend back then, but spoil it with one stupid fight. Believe me, it is not worth it.
Yet, who would listen to a teen typing this out? Not saying I'm mature or anything, just that this kind of things don't really comes from the thoughts of a teenager and... well... look at it 15 years from now and see what I mean.
Young And Hopeless By Good Charlotte Portrays Most People Out There
Agree with the above statement. You might say you have a sense of maturity, but some of the things you do are just plain stupid and childish. Try looking back after 15 years of your life. Notice the things you are doing now then. It is utter stupidity. Hating your friends for petty things they did, quarreling over things that broke up your friendship, revenge over bullshit events, even your dressing can be a joke if you think back. Energy and trouble could have been saved and avoided if 'forgive' and 'let go' is in their vocabulary. You might tell me 'You don't understand' or 'You are not in my shoes' ETC.
Seriously, not only you are hiding yourself from the truth which you have to face sooner or later, you also are torturing yourself by living in the past, not forgiving, not letting it move on. You still might say 'It's Difficult, And You Don't Understand', but the truth is you are making it difficult for yourself and not seeking for help. It's a difficulty if you always look at it the difficult way, but is simplicity when you look at it the easy way.
You don't let people understand, so the people won't know, but hiding in the pot hole of yours thinking that enough is enough, is not. If you think if difficult, seek for help, for advice, and don't be embarrass about it, because you are helping yourself, and literally, you will feel much better after that.
All this stupid things you do, when you think back, notice what a waste of time it was to do all these nonsensical HUHAs of yours. You could have actually had a good friend back then, but spoil it with one stupid fight. Believe me, it is not worth it.
Yet, who would listen to a teen typing this out? Not saying I'm mature or anything, just that this kind of things don't really comes from the thoughts of a teenager and... well... look at it 15 years from now and see what I mean.
Young And Hopeless By Good Charlotte Portrays Most People Out There
Saturday, July 11, 2009
I Want It Back The Way Before. Atmosphere Is Tense, To You That Is.
The Will To Change, To Forgive And Let Go Is From Inside.
I Have Been Through This, And I Have Learned From My Previous Mistakes.
But Not Every One Is Similar, And I Should Have Known That Better.
May Lie Till There Is No Tomorrow
But Are Already Lying To Oneself That There Is No Tomorrow
And When The Day Comes To Face Facts
Lies Can't Save You Anymore
Just Go Down With It.
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word By Elton John Does Not Relate To Me As It Does To You.
The Will To Change, To Forgive And Let Go Is From Inside.
I Have Been Through This, And I Have Learned From My Previous Mistakes.
But Not Every One Is Similar, And I Should Have Known That Better.
May Lie Till There Is No Tomorrow
But Are Already Lying To Oneself That There Is No Tomorrow
And When The Day Comes To Face Facts
Lies Can't Save You Anymore
Just Go Down With It.
Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word By Elton John Does Not Relate To Me As It Does To You.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Tuesday, July 7, 2009
Truth Hurts, But I Prefer To Go Through The Bush Than Walk Around It.
Wanting A Better Place, A Good Environment. No Tension, No Stress. Saying It Out Loud Won't Help, You Have To Find A Way To Get What You Want. What If The More You Do, The Worst It Gets? It's A Helpless Situation, Where You Want A Change, But You, Yourself, Can't Make It Happen, Or Even Worse, Make It Worst.
It Feels Like My Hair Is Always Standing.
Forgive, Forget, Forever. Let Go, Give In, All The Best. I Can't Do It At Times.
I Feel Stupid.
Seconds, turns to minutes, turn to hours, turn to days, turns to months, turns to years. It seems that this year, time has been moving so fast, too fast. When you want it to slow down, it doesn't, instead it speeds up. When You want it to slow down, it in turn speeds up. Why? Can anyone tell me why? Tomorrow is another day of school, and it covers every single subject. When there is a start, there is a end, but are there times where you do not want to see the end? Have you wished it could continue forever? I have, but they are just fantasies.
In A Dream, You Can Feel That It Actually Happened, Like It Is Forever, But When You Wake Up, You Wondered What Happen, And Noticed That It Was All Just A Dream. It's A Fantasy, But The Feeling You Have In A Dream Is As Close As The Real Thing, And It Seem It Will Never End.
I Can Wait Forever By Simple Plan Makes Me Feel Like Crying.
Wanting A Better Place, A Good Environment. No Tension, No Stress. Saying It Out Loud Won't Help, You Have To Find A Way To Get What You Want. What If The More You Do, The Worst It Gets? It's A Helpless Situation, Where You Want A Change, But You, Yourself, Can't Make It Happen, Or Even Worse, Make It Worst.
It Feels Like My Hair Is Always Standing.
Forgive, Forget, Forever. Let Go, Give In, All The Best. I Can't Do It At Times.
I Feel Stupid.
Seconds, turns to minutes, turn to hours, turn to days, turns to months, turns to years. It seems that this year, time has been moving so fast, too fast. When you want it to slow down, it doesn't, instead it speeds up. When You want it to slow down, it in turn speeds up. Why? Can anyone tell me why? Tomorrow is another day of school, and it covers every single subject. When there is a start, there is a end, but are there times where you do not want to see the end? Have you wished it could continue forever? I have, but they are just fantasies.
In A Dream, You Can Feel That It Actually Happened, Like It Is Forever, But When You Wake Up, You Wondered What Happen, And Noticed That It Was All Just A Dream. It's A Fantasy, But The Feeling You Have In A Dream Is As Close As The Real Thing, And It Seem It Will Never End.
I Can Wait Forever By Simple Plan Makes Me Feel Like Crying.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
I was looking forward today, but it only portray utter disappointment.
I don't like that feeling. My friend doesn't as well. Feeling dead-centre.
Want to know something funny? At 6am in the morning, I heard my mum shouting out 'meow meow come here'. I thought she was trying to save an insect or something and let it go. Surprisingly, I heard a 'meow'. I woke up and saw a cat at my door. It stared and me, I stared at it. He meow at me, I meow at it. Then I picked him up and released it outside my house. went to wash my hands, and went back to bed. Next morning, my maid told me it went to the neighbours house.
Dreams are just awesome. You really feel like you are there.
I don't like that feeling. My friend doesn't as well. Feeling dead-centre.
Want to know something funny? At 6am in the morning, I heard my mum shouting out 'meow meow come here'. I thought she was trying to save an insect or something and let it go. Surprisingly, I heard a 'meow'. I woke up and saw a cat at my door. It stared and me, I stared at it. He meow at me, I meow at it. Then I picked him up and released it outside my house. went to wash my hands, and went back to bed. Next morning, my maid told me it went to the neighbours house.
Dreams are just awesome. You really feel like you are there.
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