I decided to pluck out all my courage(and time) to do what I should have done a long time ago: Blog.

Well, it has been the start of the new year for, 2 weeks already, and for ditwits who doesn't know, I mean the Chinese New Year, and it doesn't seem smooth sailing for most people, especially social life, but for me, it more towards my studies. These few days where school was optional, I played, too much, and what I should have done was study, for the semester exams. I foresee this is going to happen in the years to come, because coincidentally, Chinese New Year happens to land around the same time, and I ain't in no mood to study during Chinese New Year.
In awesome news, I have learned Mahjong and I'm awesome at gambling, period. I expect to lose not by a lot when I always gamble, but these few weeks, this rooster(Chinese Zodiac) has been win big, except for the first time I played majhong, then the next time I won back my loses.

Test and more test! Which has already been done and over with.

It's like an angel harping in my left ear 'you better study you A-Ho! Or you are going down!', while in my right ear, the devil seductively whispers 'No study. Study bad, play! Play!'(Somehow, no part of that sounds seductive)

Well, the post ends here I guess.

Sanity Shorten

So whats new? Nothing much, blades and competitions, studies and test. Last Saturday was team events in Epee. My team lost, and they lost not because of me, heck, I did not even fence. Well, it was alright, still had a great time after. Ate my way through Sumo-House for lunch. We skipped out on Koi that day. Took 147 bus service to SBM, and went out for dinner and then supper. Moving backwards, nothing much to talk about, other than tons and tons of pumping during LSCT training. Woke up with aches which lasted a few days. Back to this week, it was quite a great half week so far. '12 points' and 'Gayboy' became Captain and Vice-Captain respectively, for Epee, congrats, and Louis is Vice-President/Publicity for Fencing. Had dinner after the AGM. Took a bus home. Wasn't paying attention on Tuesday, decide to start playing my PSP on Monday, and well, got distracted, and with exams coming, Damn. Well, no school today, and a lovely reunion dinner.

I still remember when I was a kid, always looking forward to Reunion dinners, how I ate till I literally drop, one time I actually vomited after, awesome stuff. Yet as time past, Reunion dinner seemed like any other dinner, just with a steamboat and family members around. I don't get that joy and feeling of it being a reunion dinner. Ate lesser than I once did. Yet is nice to see everyone sitting down and eating together at the table, that feeling is pleasant. Maybe thats the reason why I don't sit at the dinning table to eat, even if I did, it would be with my gadgets or newspaper. When nobody is sitting with you when you eat, it just feels lonely.

I Don't Want To Live Just Earn A Living, I Want To Live An Extraordinary and Amazing Life.
So What Extraordinary To You?

I Wonder How Reunion Dinners Are In Other Households.

My Awesome Future Lies With Me And My Not So Awesome Studies.

Unachieved Achievements

It's times like this where I blog: During lessons of non-importance.
Well, not totally.

For war to end, one must lower their pride.
For the tension to cease, bring down that ego.
If no one gives in, then just fight till you realize you have to.
Flames doesn't extinguish with another flame, water does.

1 week gone, with many trainings, a fencing competition, and dinner with SBM after. Koi-ed on Saturday and Sunday. My early hongbao money from my God-ma was basically used to buy a fencing mask, which I'm going to get it 2 months later, $45 dollars worth of Taxi fare, a $3.30 dinner, $8 of Koi, and thats about it. $45 dollars why? decided to take a slingshot journey from Clementi to Hougang, and then from Hougang to Bugis. I did not want to bring my fencing equipment down to Bugis for dinner. I also experienced how being perfume-sandwiched felt like from aunties that looked like desperate hookers, in the bus, and it was horrible. The overused of blusher and different coloured eyeliner. Scary shit. Anyway, Sunday was mainly for studying, but its been more of a loaf-around-and-slack day. Went down to pass the fencing stuff to the girls, went to buy Koi, and decided to take bus service 147 from Clementi to Hougang. Yes, a almost full trip, excluding 2 bus stops. around 1 hour 45 minutes to 2 hours, if there isn't any traffic congestion. Watched a episode of How I Met Your Mother On The Bus, before my battery died out. Started downloading Korean songs on my phone to listen. 147 is a fun bus. Love to take a full trip on it again.

Time to pay attention.
Or wait for the next class.

Study Time

Why do we grieve over death?
Death is a sad thing.
But would the ones you love want to see you in such a sad state?
Like many of your love ones.
They make you happy by swallowing the pain of their own.
Not to spoil the mood.
Not to make others worry.
Not to make you upset.
And when death strikes on them.
Their efforts was to a waste.
Being sad is inevitable.
Crying doesn't make you weak.
But don't cry tears of despair.
Cry tears of joy.
Keep a smile on your face.
Be glad of the times spent together.
The memories shared.
The love you gave.
The times you argued and forgave after.
The things that made them special to you.
And most importantly, be happy you met such an awesome person in your life.

I should start to bring sandwiches to school for lunch again.
I'm on a tight budget.

An area where I can modify the landscape and environment, increase or decrease the size of the area, control the time and weather: sounds like a good place to simulate real-life Warfare, all I need now is paint-ball guns, nerf guns or lazer-tag guns, and the area I mention above.

The Razor-Switchblade might be cool, but its 7-inch screen is a turn off.

Dear Glen, this is not Secondary school anymore, so stop being an asshole failing quizzes and tests. It might give you the drive to do better, but its screwing with your GPA as well.

Love,
Titiny Qwerz

OMG, aliens are attacking Earth! What other reasons is there to prove all the dying fishes and birds? Anyway, its time for: Recap of the week! It's been a tough week, and by tough I mean physically enduring the aching induced from physical training. Attended both fencing training and LSCT training, with 50 pumping everyday, thanks to an agreement I made with Kugan to do them with him for, well, for our future in NS. That's what I think, but it sounds wrong as well, so I say small little men must be turning the world gay, or maybe its dolphins, like those at Langkawi, clever little things, they might rule the world some day. In other news, I think I'm sure to fail my last Maths quiz, oh crap. Well, normal like any other day, just want to say I like Hokkien Mee, so I'm dedicating this post to my favorite hawker food.

K-Pop, J-Pop, more music.
I need a iTouch.

I just took a 2 hour bus ride.

Frozen Flame

Its good to see everyone happy.
For those who I don't see happy,
Well, stuff happens, so just get over it.

The school library likes playing modern medieval music.
Sounds like a contradiction to me.

So the Chinese uses the Sciences and discovered that shaking your boobies frequently gets you bigger boobs.
So ladies, shake your boobies.

Actually, if to others, slightly below average looking girls are not really that bad looking.
Just put on some make-up, wear nicely dress clothings and you don't look all that bad.

Stop sending me game request on Facebook!
Please?

We Learn From Lectures, But We Don't Lecture Our Friends.
We Are Not Perfect, So Don't Lecture Us On Our Behavior.
Somethings Can Be Change, While Others You Have To Accept.
So What Is A Friend?
Someone Who Tells Things To You Straight In The Face Even If You Don't Want To Hear Them.
Someone Who Makes You Happy.
Someone Who Accepts You For Who You Are Even If Bad Habits Doesn't Change.
Someone Who You Don't Expect Much From But Will Always Try To Be There For You.
Someone Who Gives Advice Whether You Choice To Listen To It Or Not.
Someone I Would Give Help And Advice To When They Need It.
Someone I Don't Expect Much From.
Someone I Would Accept Them For Who They Are No Matter What They Do.
Someone I Would Make Them Feel Happy.
Someone I Would Tell Things Straight In Their Face Even If They Don't Want To Hear It.
Someone That I Would Forgive Always And Apologize To If I Did Something Wrong
Someone That I Love.
Someone That I Trust.
Someone That I Would Take A Bullet For.
Someone That I Spent Memories With.
So What Is A Friend?

So the pass week has been a little busy, with open house, soccer, Nigel's run for your life amazing race church event. Well it was all fun and tiring. I also had to get my computer fixed, another reason for not blogging. Lessons as usual before open house, and cancelled during the event. Some screwed up information which wasn't relay on properly. Overall, was a fruitful week. I got the urge to train-up this week, mainly due to the fact that I'm starting to do pumping everyday with Kugan. About my laptop? It's fixed already, went to IT help-desk to get my programs back, and mainly did a few stuff to speed up my computer. Well, IS lessons are going to start later. I'm think I'm going to get a shit first.

6 Weeks Till Exams, Bummer.

Breaking Stress

Choosing One Out Of 3 Things Is Hard, And I'm Having That Dilemma Now.
Being Forgetful Sucks, Especially When It Comes To Remembering Events.
I Tell People To Book Me As Early As Possible So I Won't Go For Other Events.
But When I Forget Is Another Thing All Together.

(Approached 1st)
Benefits: Bonus,
Disappointment For Not Attending: Minimal,
Fun Factor: Average,
Girl Factor: Above Average-Extremely High,
Time Consumed: 3-4 Hours,
Positive Attendance: Possible Outcomes Include Stupidity, Craziness, Finding A Girlfriend, Boredom, Waste Of Time, Nothing Conducive, CCA Points.

(Approached 2nd)
Benefits: Inversely Proportional To Time,
Disappointment For Not Attending: Huge,
Fun Factor: Excellent,
Girl Factor: Random,
Time Consumed: More Than 24 Hours,
Positive Attendance: Possible Outcomes Include Awesome Craziness, Getting To Know More People, Maybe Getting To Know More Girls, Hell Loads Of Fun, Major Tiredness, Prize For Winning 1st-3rd.

(Approached 3rd)
Benefits: Great And A Possible Bonus,
Disappointment For Not Attending: Below Average,
Fun Factor: Varies From Above Average-Excellent,
Girl Factor: Minimal,
Time Consumed: 2-3 Hours,
Positive Attendance: Possible Outcomes Include Being Better Friends, Trains A Skill, Have Crazy Fun, Figure Out Positions, Good Exercise For The Legs And Heart

Well, I should find someone to help me decided on this, but anyway the next factor on my mind is Qing Gong Yan at Changi Chalet! Well a summery on it cause lecture is going to start soon. Basically, food, minimal sleep, Nerf, dress-up, countdown, sparklers, more food, BBQ, events, more Nerf, being scared of the toilet, and long hours of watching people play majhong. That about raps things up, time for lessons.

Time Is Key, So What Is Door?

New Year, New Aspirations.

An RPG World.

Head Fake.

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO MY 2011 1ST EVER POST!!!
SEE YOU PEOPLE SOON!!!

Rude, Spoilt, Horrible, Ignorant People, I Give You My Blessings.

I Got The Urge To Play Sims, So I Bought It. Awesome.

I Rid My Table And Cupboard Of The Messiness! Yay! Giving Myself 3-5 Months Before The Messiness Returns :/
Or Maybe Less :(

Friends Come, Friends Go, Friends Return, Friends Reunited, Friends Die, Friends Forever, Always In Our Hearts.

Have I Mentioned I Wanted To Play The Piano?
Have I Mentioned I Wanted To Take Up Photography?

I Just Heard My Father Pronounce 'Justin Bieber' As 'Justin Blu-Bleh'

Stay Strong And Endure. Your Way Might Be What You Think Best, But Give In To His/Her Way To Make It Better. That's Something Required In Love. Maybe One Day, They Will Find Out That Yours Was Better, Maybe They Won't, But Be Happy You Made That Person Happy And Smile.

Well, I can't thing of anything else to type, so lets start with the epic time I had at the BBQ/Christmas party gift exchange with LSCT! So awesome. Although it was me and Kaifeng doing the BBQ-ing, as expected. Aside from us cooking alone and starting the fire, we did have company once in awhile, and after cooking everything, we had an awesome and great time at the function room. should have catered food though. Got cookies as a Christmas present from JeiShi cause she forgot to buy the gift, but it was OK, as long as it came from her heart. I was actually going to get my Nerf gun back, but I swap my number with Royston so he could get it instead. Got another Christmas present from Alvin: an awesome Soccer ball plushie! :D Headed home later to have a good nigh rest.

[23 December] Gym-ed and swam with Gerald at my house, long time since I met him. Had some good catching up to do. Then after, met up with Ryan, Darren and Jeremy for a awesome dinner and much catching up. I say, I really missed my secondary schoolmates. The buddies I haven't met up with yet is JiaLiang, Corey, GuoSheng And Nigel.

[24 December] Dinner with my mum's side of the family for Christmas. Also been a long time since I saw them. Had a great time with my family, especially my cousins. Steamboat dinner, but vegetarian, of course. Since most of the food was flour, expect yourself feeling bloated fast. Christmas gift exchange was ongoing as we ate. 2 shirts, a wool-woven beanie, IKEA tray shelf, Taka vouchers accumulating up to $50, deodorant and $20 hongbao.

[25 December] Christmas at home.

[26 December] Shopping with the Tans, my parents.

[27 December] Went to Linus house with Darren. Long time since I met him too. He learn to play the keyboard, which I also can't wait to learn as well. Awesome. Went for dinner and had a nice chat. Bought Otah and bubble tea for supper and went home to prepare for camp.

[28-29 December] Trial camp, and my body wasn't feeling well since after CEP, but still went nevertheless. And no regrets. Relived the games we experienced during FOC, not excluding Ice-breakers. Forfeits included. Learn a few new cheers, and a modified versions of what I have heard from other camps, along with a few game too, like grandma and grandpa. Funny shit. Food was the usual, rice was dry, and it is usually the meat and the drinks which would be finished. Dirty games made us take a 1 hour bath, wash my hair 3 times to get the gunk out, took Tingyan 6 times. A night walk which shocked the hell out of me, a treasure hunt where we were unable to find the elusive red bra, and a Mabel Thong who ate chilli by accident for lunch and finished 5-6 pieces of bread for breakfast. Received our postings for FOC: I'm in Games, which isn't bad, but see if I can op to Welfare. Well, not everyone was happy about their postings, but we try to make the best of it, while some are eager to op to other positions. Went to MacDonald's for dinner and talked even more about the postings and FOC. Went home with my wallet taken away by Royston and Edwin. But got it back at AMK MRT bus-stop from Edwin. Went home to get a good nights rest. Overall, beyond legendary.

[30 December] A day before Qing Gong Yan celebrations and 2 days before the new year. Went shopping again with my dad and had a great time playing nerf with my SBM peeps, even though I slipped and fell. Went home to clear half of my room. What a great achievement! Oh! Forgot to mention, I bought Sims 3 and its expansion. Awesome. And it came with a cool water bottle, double Awesome.

[31 December] Typing this, and going for Qing Gong Yan with SBM at Changi Chalet later till the 1st of January. Most probably installing Sims 3 too. :D

So how was my school holidays?
My answer: It was worthwhile, meaningful, awesome, loved every minute of it, and not a minute wasted in this 2 weeks. Totally awesome.
Well what is there more to say?
My Christmas Resolution And A Recap Of Well, A Short Recap Of 2010.

2010 has been a great year. First year in Polytechnic, went back to SBM as a frequent member, continue having fun with my secondary school buddies and meeting new friends along the way. Seeing a wholesome of pretty girls at school, became the class rep, joined Fencing and LSCT Society, meeting great and awesome friends. Doing crazy stuff with them, fence with them and bonded with them. There were times of trouble and misfortune, times of tension and dispute, but we were able to overcome these obstacles, and even if we didn't, we will eventually. Friends come, friends go, friends reunite, friends disappear, friends forever, in our hearts.
Not everything was smooth sailing in 2010. Grades, studies, homework, misunderstandings, disputes, events, stress, more stress. Even for the world, Global warming, Miners trapped in all sorts of places, Slashing incidents here and there, BP oil spills, PSA touching you everywhere, Catholic priest doing bad stuff again, many many fails, many bad games and Justin Bieber. But from Destruction comes Creation, from the Chaos comes the Light. The discovery of a poisonous element that be part of the building block of life, closer we are to curing AIDS, further advances in technology, the IPhone4 and ITouch with a Camera, more fails, more Youtube videos, COD:BlackOps and other awesome games, more hot ladies, and well, many, many more.
As the year is coming to a close, and 2011 is lying and awaiting for our welcome, we are all growing, ageing but becoming wiser. We are prepared to face the full force of 2011 and whatever awaits, even the truth of 2012, so pack our bags and prepare all your weapons and equipment, 2011 is going to be tough.

But I am tougher.

New Years Resolution? Here's a few:
1) May All Be Well And Happy.
2) Pimping Up My Entire Room.
3) Improvement Of Grades.
4) Get My Full Set Of Fencing Equipment.
5) Learn The Piano/Keyboard.
6) Get A DSLR Of My Own And Learn Photography.
7) Go Out More With All My Awesome Friends And Family.
8) Become A Better Person.
9) Get A Girlfriend.
10) World Peace.
Just These Few Will Do :D

So What's Left?

A BELATED MARRY CHRISTMAS AND AN EARLY HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
MAY YOUR WISHES COME TRUE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SEE YOU NEXT YEAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
AND MY NEXT YEAR BLOG POST!!!!!!!!!!

Goodbye 2010, It Was Fun. Hello 2011. Make It Fun.
Best Regards,
Glen 'TitinyQwerz' Tan

Incoming Post
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Transmission Fail.

Well that didn't work. So the 2 week term break has started, and I started it off with Camp Ehi-Passiko. A 4-day camp, but for organisers like me, it was more like a 5-day camp, where we started it off with day-zero. Well, that was the only time I slept in the bunk, and on the last night. Well, with all fun and games, and many many water bombs. We had an awesome time, not to mention the night walk on the last night, scary shit, but all-in-all, what I wanted to earn out of it was to tighten the knots of our friendship, and tie new ones as well, and I did, satisfied much :D Skits, Nerfs, Food, Water Bombs, More Food, And More Water Bombs, Massive Robot War, Sharing Sessions, Meditation, Night Mission, Water Bombs, Food, And Water Bombs. Overall, it was just awesome :D

Well, had lunch after the camp, and headed to Dhoby Ghout for pool. Went home to take a bath and went out with Fu Zhong, Wen Shi, Forester, Wen Chong and Rayner for a movie. Tron: Legacy, had stunning visual effects that blew your mind off, but storyline and character build up was average, or even lower than that. Overall, I give it a 6/10, due to the lack of action, and bad story telling, but awesome visual effects and graphics. Well, I went off to play LAN with Earnest and bunch. TF2 was awesome, but our team always loses out in points :/ Well went home after.
Played a game in the MRT with Ernest, Jian Yong and Kevin. The game was: guess which pretty girl drop at which station. I lost my bet for all 4 pretty girls, so gotta buy 4-6 tei pengs for them.

Well, meet Brandon, Kai Feng and Thet yesterday to check on the BBQ stuff, and to buy some presents. Ate like a king yesterday at Chop Chop, slack like crazy at Brandon's house, and took the long way home, which was sending Thet home with Kai Feng first, and then MRT-ed back home.

Well got to go out for the BBQ soon :D

Mockery Is The Result Of Pride, Jealously, As Well As A Form Of Interaction.

Time Ticking

Actually, The Hardest Game Has The Easiest Method To Complete It. Saying Its Hard Is Actually Simple.

Pessimists Are Realists With Logic. Optimists Are Protagonists With Beliefs.

It's the common test week, so I'm here in school early to study. But its an hour early before the Library opens, so decided to blog.

So spent my weekend chopping wood at SBM, being grossed out at maggots on cat dung(still itchy even thinking about it, eww...), packed the storeroom, and found out that my acting role in camp was the super secret weapon, heh, who knew. Well had a nice dinner with them after, and went home. Did I study on Saturday? Yup.
Well, my Sunday was spent well. Woke up, wash up, turn on the TV, study, play, watch TV, and did a common test paper. overall, 79.5% for that test, not bad, if they would just help me round it up, but you know, I mark my own test very strictly, so if I left out something which I might feel important, I would take away the mark.

Nobody said it was a crime, neither was it wrong. Yet, I feel such a pervert for looking at pretty, hot, cute girls and ladies, as well as their, put it bluntly, boobies, or for the minors, their top half. Yet after thinking so, what is my definition of Ji-Kok-Peh? Well, its a old man, looking at very young girls, where the age gap is around more than 50+ years, then I consider that as a Ji-Kok-Peh, pervert, or the conventional term, paedophile/Pedo-bear. And if that's the case, then child porn is expected in that's person's phone. If this does not apply to you, then go and admire the beauty around you.
Well, girls should be glad that guys look at them, and their chest muscles. It is to let them know that they are either beautiful, hot, pretty, cute or whether they have something on their face. At least we tell you, indirectly, that you have something on your face, or in your teeth, instead or just laughing at you. So girls, rejoice that guys admire your beauty, and guys, rejoice that we were bless with two big, watermelons.
If you aren't bless, then its karma, accept it.
Yet you can't, blame a guy's love for girls and beauty. It's in all the guy's DNA, the X chromosome is the cause, yet having child porn in your phone just mean your screwed, or your DNA is spoiled. Like Phil said 'don't scrutinise a guy's love for Asian girls', or something similar to that. Child porn is just sick and wrong.
I'm defending for guys all around the world, so if a mob of pretty, cute girls come after me, don't stop them, anything else, please help.
Boobies, there I said it.

well its 7:58 AM, going to the library now.

12 Days To Christmas, Lets Start Singing.

Have We Been Too Hard On Ourself? Take Some Time To Look Around, And Relax. Life Will Actually Feel Better.

Study Testing