About Me

Last day of Pieces, the start of Aries (20th March 1993). Enjoys life as well as think about it. Contemplates on many things, and never always fixed to a single answer, as anything can happen. Humble, weird and funny, but underneath is intelligences and experience, yet he strives for more. Never liked losing friends, but understands that impermanence is present. Hotmail:glen-titinyqwerz@hotmail.com

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

It's 5:43AM now studying. Woke up at 4AM to study, came online at 5AM. Ya that's all I got to say.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Humans Are The Beauty Of This World As Well As The Evil In This World.
There Are More Than Just One Thing That Beautifies The Earth.

The Smiles I See Everyday, Makes Me Happy.
On Public Holidays, I Seem To See More Known Faces.

Some Says Life Is Just A Game. If It Is Just A Game, There Is Nothing Impossible. Why? Each Task Has A Level Of Difficulty. By Making That Level Of Difficulty Means Completion Of Its Storyline/Puzzle/Equation Is Possible. Why Did The Heavens Make These Difficulty? To Challenge Us. If You Choose The Difficulty At Its Highest, Completion Of The Level Will Give Us The Satisfaction, The Satisfaction Which Amounts Up To That Of The Level Of Difficulty. You Can Live In Happiness For 5 Minutes By Completing 'Easy Mode', Or In A Field Of Greatness And Satisfaction By Completing What People Call 'Impossible Mode'. That Level Was Created For A Purpose, To Be Completed. Don't Forget, Much Time Is Needed To Complete 'Impossible Mode', So Complete The Other Modes ASAP So That You Have Time For It. Do It In Between The Time Limit Before 'GAME OVER'. If You Think All Of Them Is 'Impossible Mode', More Time Will Be Used Before Reaching The Real 'Impossible Mode'. 'Hacks' Are Available For Some Situations In The Game, But It's 'Illegal' And Lowers Satisfaction Upon Completion.

Yesterday, Good Friday. Went To Nigel's Church Carnival. Became A Volunteer To Help Out At His Booth Instead. Today, Extra Lessons For Biology Tuition. Gerald Was There Already. Shermin Came Late And Left Early For Her Other Tuition. Finished Tuition, Paid Fees. Ate Pastry And Went Home. Ate Lunch, Macaroni And Japanese Curry. Went For Chinese Tuition. After That, Went Home.

We Live In A World Of Lies.
Lies, There Is Never A Day Where Anyone Stops Doing That.
Mind-Reading A.K.A Telepathy Is The Key To Stop Lies.
If There Was No Lying, There Would Be Chaos.
Lies Just Delay The Matter, It Will Be Worst If Found Out At A Later Time.
Just Looking At The Behavior And Mind Of A Human, Not Lying Will Lead To Havoc.
It's A White And Black Thing.
I Love These Two Colours, And Typing In Capital For The Starting Letter Of Each Word.

Today's Choice Of Song: The Curse Of Curves By Cute Is What We Aim For

I Still Have Second Thoughts On One Thing... At The Moment.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I There Is Only A Situation Where I Don't Know What To Say And How To Help.

I Regretted Somethings I Did In The Past, But Will I Still Be Me If I Did Or Didn't Do Those Things? Sometimes, I Just Don't Feel Satisfied With Myself, Sometimes I Do. Hope I Don't Regret Anything Else Anymore...

Personal Attacks Sickens Me.

I Missed The Times When We Were Children, Simple Minded.

My Goals Must Be Achieved. I Only Have One Shot At This.

We Can Never Fully Understand The Human Mind, But I'm Trying.
What The Bloody Hell Was That All About?

School, nothing unusual. Happy Birthday Javen! Shermin, Pam, Nigel and Me have new names now. AAR after school, saw Javen cut the cake. Never eat the cake, left AAR early with GS and Corey.

Today's Choice Of Song: Just So You Know By Jesse McCartney.

You Never Fail To Bring Joy In My Life

Monday, April 6, 2009

No Point Crying Over Spilled Milk, Just Clean It Up.
Once Bitten Twice Shy? Then Why Do We Still Do It?

Here's a book I just finished reading 1 minute after typing this. It's called The Joys & Pains Of Growing Up... 17 Principles Every Youth Must Know! By Peter Lau
It's a book to give you encouragement and how you can succeed in life, by using his own one as an example(He Archived His University Degree At 21, And Is The World's Youngest Neuro-Semantics Trainer As Well As Singapore's Youngest NLP Trainer, And He Is Only In His Mid20s).

Talk about his book some other time.

Today? Sleepy. PE, Mathematics Test. Went to eat with Ben, Marcus and Shermin at MacDonald's because the rest had English.

Today's Choice Of Song: When You Look Me In The Eyes By Jonas Brothers

I Keep Thinking About You

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts. This Are Some Of The Things That Make An Ass Out Of Me And You.

Would you prefer the hard way, or the easy way? No pain no gain? That is only applies when you have one dangerous path to walk through. Now you have two choices, hard or easy? Everyone chooses the easy way. Even if one is told that is bad, and the one who told that is bad knows its bad, why does he/she give a deaf-ear? Telling you it wrong, and yet you let your ego lose, thinking that is right. I give you an example.
You are curious about smoking. You know its bad, and your friends discourage not to, but you want to have the feel of it. Here's your two paths:

1) Listen to your friends. Don't light that stick. Prevent curiosity and your ego from empowering you. Save your money up of that car you always wanted. In the long run, you lead a healthy life.
2) Ignore your friends. Puff it and get addicted. Regret that you should not have smoke. Spend money over $30k a year on cigarettes. In the long run, you develop cancer and heart disease.

Pick you choice, it should be easy for anyone.

Bickering at each other will forever be endless. Some one must let way and give in to an argument, or forever the cycle will be endless.

Is it best to do it right the first time, or learn from your mistakes and try to do it again? What if you don't have a next time? One chance, and you screw it up. No way you will get it back, no matter how much you beg or plead.

Quarreling is pure childishness and shows no maturity whatsoever. Fighting over petty reasons is even more childish, immature and barbaric.

If you think reality is shooting personal attack at each other, a place of backstabbing one another, using one another for their own means, either you are a pessimist or your mind has not reach that point of maturity to understand about reality. Go ask for a religious teacher for help on this topic. Although, only the strong will survive is true, the phrase is to encourage you to become strong, either that or it just redundant because if the strong will survive, we all are strong.

Anything else to be cleared out of that cranium of mine? just one sentence:
Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts. This Are Some Of The Things That Make An Ass Out Of Me And You.

Today was cold and wet. Usual Sunday, Gerald went to my Biology tuition at Mavis. Bought a new school bag, going to gym soon.

Today's Choice Of Song: Shiver By Maroon 5

Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts Leads To Misunderstanding. Always Be Sure.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

I Despise A Personal Attack.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Friends. I did this once, and this will be its sequel.
Friends, we have an abundance of them. You think that the people you know and talk to are your only friends? If you see Facebook or Friendster, there is a link between the people you communicate with and the people you don't.
Everyone is your friend, if you don't know the strangers passing by around everyday, they are the type of friend I call a '3 Seconds Buddy'. It's the type of friend who passes by, take a glance, and continue what he or she was doing, occupying his time of up to 3 seconds. The longer you spend time with a person, the better you understand him/her. In 3 seconds, you obviously won't know much about the person. When you complain you have very little friends, you are lying to yourself and wasting precious time. Why do they complain? Simple reasons:

1. Too Lazy
2. Not Open
3. Always Passing Judgment
4. Bad Attitude

Just do the opposite mentioned above and you will have friends in no time. The world is full of friends, it depends if you want to foster that friendship or not. Remember, some friendships are best remained in that 3 seconds time period.
Even after being friends, there is a process to gain ones trust. Long or short depends on the characteristics of him/her and yourself. The process is up to you to create, it not fixed or anything, it comes naturally. If you don't continue to strengthen or maintain that bond between the two parties, day by day it will wear off, slowly cutting the strings that tied them together.
Sometimes, after being friends for a long period of time, we still have doubts on that person. Why? We don't take the initiative to communicate, we don't understand him/her. Waiting for the other party say the first word ranges from seconds to days, months or even years. Sometimes we do not know how to communicate properly. We don't make rapport(I shall explain this another time), express our feelings well, thus leading to misunderstandings among friends. This is one main reason why friendship is lost.
When you have problems, you can't handle it yourself, you have to share. There are Internal and External factors that gives support to solve that situation. Internal is your mind and thoughts, but it is the External factors that fuel the Internal ones. It was the people and the media who supply you with information and help use your mind better. Solving it External means solves you problems quicker than compared Internal, but using both is still the fastest.
But how do you know who to share your troubled thoughts with? Which friend will keep that what you think is 'confidential', and who will just gossip about it? Sometimes you know them for a very long time, but their character speaks for themselves. Even if that whoever is your best friend, having the characteristics of a gossip queen/king, or the prince/princess of teasing, why tell even if he is your close friend? He will just tell or leak it to some fellow gossipers and sooner or later, it's like the entire world knows whats going on. Just like that, the friendship you and him/her shared is lost. Either their attitude changes, or they will never hear of anything confidential.
Friendship is easily lost and difficult to gain. Both parties are responsible for the breakup, not one. Everyone's different, finding a true friend is easier said than done.

This might be stereotyping women, but it is a fact that women tend to gossip at least 5 to 6 times a week.

Well, today was a warm day. Normal lessons, extra Chemistry lessons, skipped remedial. Went for Physics tuition, and then Mathematics tuition.

Today's Choice Of Song: In The End By Linkin Park

Presents Of The Future

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Secrets. It's something I mention before, and it has me thinking a lot. Such an information so dangerous, powerful, hurting, embarrassing, surprising, stunning and valuable, is entrusted in the palm of your hands. How can you suppress the urge to reveal it? It might seem ordinary to the majority, but the minority involved in the matter treat it like platinum.
It can be used to threaten, to gain control, to obtain power. But when revealed, it can kill, hurts feelings, result in a mental breakdown. Benefits you or the majority? Even if its the minority that suffers, they are still like any other humans on this planet, they have feelings, and you got to respect that. Yet this feelings sometimes have to be revealed bit by bit. It will feel uncomfortable, sometimes painful, without opening up. And it's best to talk it out with your closest friends.
Have you heard? Rumors and gossip are unconfirmed secrets, but it hurts the origin of the secrets. The constant thought of 'How did he/she know? How did it leak out? Who told them? ETC.' pops in their mind frequently. There are 3 ways to prevent this:

1) Keep it to yourself, but don't regret suffering.
2) Share it with friends, trustworthy ones.
3) Reveal it yourself, freedom and downfall/success comes in a pair.

Yet secrets aren't meant to be kept forever. There will be a period of time to reveal it. Either the right time or wrong time. Sometimes there might be a few periods of time which are right, but certain circumstances might result in the event of having one specific time slot where it will be the right time. How do you know when? Either you know or you don't. It is a mixture of feelings, but following this feelings means you are taking a chance. There is never a perfect plan nor a perfect time, and so there never be something as a prefect 100%. The word 'perfect' means close to perfection. The most you can reach is 99.99999..(infinity of 9s)..9%. That all. there will always be at least a 0.000000..(infinity of 0s)..1% of imperfectness to close the gap to the 100% mark.

The secret of one is his/hers to keep. Do what ever you want to it, but never, ever regret it.

Seemingly, today was shorten. Mrs Lai had something to attend to after school and left us homework to be done before school ends. In other words, no periods after lunch. Usual day. English was funny. History was troublesome. Changing of study locations were too frequent. Had lunch with my usual buddies along with Ryan. He got ditched. Went home and do the usual.

Today's Choice Of Song: From Yesterday By 30 Seconds To Mars

Unorthodox Methods Are What Makes Humans Interesting

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

It's just plain empty. I having mental blocks here and there. I either can't think of anything or I can't really remember what I wanted to type about. Maybe I need some inspiration, or maybe there is a distraction. Now my head feels heavy. I should just relax. If I can't remember what I wanted to type, then forget it.

Everyone's A Friend
Many People Are Good Friends
Some Of Them Are Best Friends
Few Of Them Are True Friends

Trust. I sometimes don't know why, who and when to trust someone. People gain my trust very easily, because I'm a very forgiving guy, from my prospective. I don't hold grudges and I always give people chances, too many chances. And this makes me leak information out, especially about myself. Lately, a friend did something what he thought was funny, but revealed something that I did not want others to know. People's interpretation skills are there for a reason you know. Yet, I did not seek for revenge, nor hold a grudge on him. I merely told him what he did wrong, and forgave him, giving another chance. I can't hold grudges on a friend. I myself need them to survive the day. Like I mention before, I'm afraid to lose a friend.
At times, it puzzles me when people tell me something in secret. Out of the thousand other friends you have, I'm entrusted with this sacred, dangerous and valuable information. Keeping this sometimes makes me feel uncomfortable yet curious, and I have to talk to people about it at times, or I really might cause havoc to the people around. I have a curious mind. I like to guess, but gets irritating when you don't get your answer in the end. Sometimes people just denied it even if the answer was correct. I on the other hand, only reveal the truth if the right answer was mention the first time, and maybe that is a stupid thing to do. I still wonder why secrets are entrusted to me. I know, yet I can't talk about it. I just need someone trustworthy enough to share my thoughts with that person.
Sometimes I do wish I could read minds, don't you all? Everything about everyone can be found out in just a glimmer of an eye. It will be fun yet boring at the same time.

I wonder, I wonder, I wonder.

I paused for awhile when a massager alert was shown. And it will always be the same person on that alert, weird isn't it?

Today was April Fool's Day. I fooled a few. Anyway, the day yet again was full of free periods. Oh and GS went home during CME cause he had gastric. Then Corey and me felt a little weird in the stomach, and I concluded that the influenza virus has mutated into a virus that attacks the digestive system, and of course I was kidding. The day went along smoothly.

And WZ Here's The Updated.

Today's Choice Of Song: Words By FR David

Aphrodite's Has Conjured A Spell On Me.