About Me

Last day of Pieces, the start of Aries (20th March 1993). Enjoys life as well as think about it. Contemplates on many things, and never always fixed to a single answer, as anything can happen. Humble, weird and funny, but underneath is intelligences and experience, yet he strives for more. Never liked losing friends, but understands that impermanence is present. Hotmail:glen-titinyqwerz@hotmail.com

Sunday, November 29, 2009

There Is Times Where I Just Want To Say
Beautiful
Pretty
Stunning
Gorgeous
Cute
To People Without Others Thinking Too Much.
Thats All I Mean.
Yet I Don't Say It.

Not Letting Out The Feelings Within Feels Heavy.

Why Do I Need A Trigger To Open Up?

I Want To Ask To Help, Will I Be Allowed To Help?

Is Sleeping The Only Way To Speed Things Up?

Bored The Whole Day.

Give Me A Laptop Or Desktop Or A Camera Or A PS3 Or All Of The Above.

My Friend Might Be Right, But I Don't Have The Guts To Do It.

Imaginations Of Being A Superhero And Saving A Damsel In Distress Never Seem To Be Boring.

Yesterday? Went to Hougang Point for an interview at NTUC. Darren told us about it. It wasn't actually an interview, just filling up forms. They will call us if we got it. Frederick is actually working there with Joel, although I did not see Joel. Anyway Freddy messaged me to tell me if they don't reply to us in 2 days time, we should search for other jobs. We went to Darren's house to use his computer to check up on the telephone numbers of the hotels we wanted to work at. Fooled around with his computer for awhile. Went to LAN with Corey and WZ after that. Their L4D sucks. Anyway Corey went home first, so had my pre-dinner with WZ at Kovan. Talked about stuff. Went to the bus-stop near his house and took a 112 home.

Today? At home. Simple Enough.

Saturday, November 28, 2009

No One Is Alone, Is Whether Or Not You Want To Be Alone.
Kill, Or Be Killed. It's A Food Chain.
Typing 'LOL' Is A Habit.
Life Isn't Fair, Life Is Fair.

Been exploring Singapore lately in search for a job. Been going for job interviews lately. Was reluctant to go for one today cause it was a public holiday, therefore there will be lesser companies, stores etc. in operation, and it was planned that we did not do anything today. Well, still went to look for a job, while playing around with WZ's Camera. Been sleeping well lately.

Our Owl Hours.

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

Uninspired Today, That's What A Job Does. Ya, I Can't Multi-Task My Thoughts And Work Well, I Just Do It.

Hiding Stuff Should Be A Crime

Thinking... Nothing.
Too Tired To Think Of Stuff Right Now.
L4D2 Is Calling Out To Me...
I'm Getting Bored... Again.
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What is the verdict today? Boring, stupid, kills brain cells and zombie-fies(Wow! New Word!) you into retards asking for a freaking $10 donation, always with a smile on your face, saying Thank You every second. On the plus side, approaching people is much more easier now for me. On the neutral side, I'm starting to smile more to people when I approach them or talk to them, but I think this side-effect is temporary. Lets start for this morning.

Met up with Corey and WZ for the job we were offered before having prata for breakfast and topping-up my Ez-Link Card. It was late when I met them at the bus-stop. However, we were not late. So, we waited, and waited, and sat down, and waited more, till they called our names and were sent into our individual group. My group leader in-charge of me was call Kris. Short girl, but older than me. Thought me the basic of advertising their product. Oh wait, I forgot. We were working for this charitable organisation called 'Operation Renewal'. It has been on for 16 years, but who the hell knows about it? Anyway, we were selling $10 tickets to help the needy. So we were trained. Introduced ourselves, introduced ourselves more, told a story, made fun off for fun, get a bit enthusiastic then were dispatched to our location where we were going to sell our stuff. Corey and me were lucky to be close. My location was at Hougang Mall, Corey's was at Hougang Central(difference much?). On the other hand, WZ was separated all the way till Outrum(Don't Know How To Spell) Park. Had lunch first. Me and Corey were already talking about quitting during lunch. Anyway, we tried the job. I sold 9 tickets, and was pure dumb luck. Corey and WZ sold only 2 each. After that we slacked and talked to the rest of the students who were scammed by the advertisement in the newspaper. They all had the same thought: being sacked or quitting. We joked around while slacking, talked about a few stuff. It was also flag day today for the St. John's Ambulance Brigade for YuYing(if I'm not wrong) Secondary School, and they were all girls. It felt like a competition. But after awhile, we had small talk with them who were doing Flag Day, they were quite nice and funny. I donated to them as well, although they didn't help me one bit(I'm a sucker for flag day, and a even bigger sucker for girls in skirts who act cute, which means they are cute, and at least look average, and uses a elastic band with a bow on it). Anyway, Corey and me went to Fairprice, where Corey took some pictures of us slacking and bought his kiwis(the fruit) for his mum.
Anyways, my mum called me and asked me to collect pay from them or she will call in for a complain. The organisation never receive any complains before. So I decided to tell my group leader about it. She wanted to pay me, but I did not REALLY(see the emphasis) want to accept it. I also told them that my mum was the type of person who is daring enough(which she actually is) to complain about this type of thing. Newcomers were not suppose to receive pay on their first 'observation' day, but my group leader did not want to take the chance, so she paid me $22 dollars. Corey did not receive any cause his was prepared to not receive it. I wanted to split the money, but he did not want it. So we went home before have his dinner and my pre-dinner at Long John Slivers. Went home after that to use the computer, talk to my cousin, watched Singapore Idol, and had dinner.
I think I left a few parts out, but it doesn't matter much, I think. Or does it? Could have been memorable. Well, and least I have my two working buddies, other than Corey and WZ, Hotmail account. Search for jobs are still on until 3 Dec, and if we don't get a job by then, we are not working anymore.

I Will Miss My New Friends I Made Today.
Damn I'm Too Emotional.
Is That A Bad Thing?

Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Perfection Is Prospective, Nothing Is Perfect.
Imperfections Makes One Unique In A Perfect Way.
Contradiction Much?

I Have Seen This Before.
Both Sides Have A Path Of Regret.
One Side Is Where You Will Regret.
The Other Is Where You May Regret.
Where You May Regret, You May Satisfy.
But It's Probability, It's Chance.
You Don't Know That Probability.
It Again, Is Chance.
For Some, They Will Regret Again.
For Some, They Avoid These Choices.
For Some, They Seek The Satisfaction.
Only To Fall Into Regret.
So, Will The Regret End If You Keep Trying?
Or, Lose Hope Along This Road Of Chance?

We All Think When There Is No Need For It, We Are All Just Humans.

Always Expect The Unexpected.

I Don't Know, But I Just Feel Like Helping, But Feel Helpless That I Can't Do Anything.

Met up with Corey and WZ at Hougang Mall to prepare for our job interview. I called up the person working at the company, and he told me that the walk-in interview was from 2-4pm. So we had nothing to do during this few hours. We stayed at MacDonald's to look for more jobs in Straits Time's Classified. After awhile we found a job we were interested in, called up and were told to go for a interview at 2:30pm. Then we still had a long time, so we decided to go to Corey's house before we browse around Hougang Mall. We were the first 2 friends he invited to his house. We looked in the street directory for the place we were going to for the interview. Saw his dad, and he looked like one of those Chinese/Japanese/Russian guy with a mustache, small eyes, round head and bald. Like those old bald Chinese officials. Anyway, had lunch at his house, then headed off for the interview. After the interview, went to WZ's House to slack. Went home after that. (It's a summary, I'm lazy)

Bored, Job Tomorrow, Yay, I Guess...

Monday, November 23, 2009

Everyone Is Blinded By Emotions
Nothing Is Ever Too Wrong Too Correct, Its All About When You Correct
Disappointment, You Don't Have To Be
If You Make Failure An Option, Your Chances Of Succeeding Is 50/50, Or Maybe Less
Never Believe In Failures Even Before The Race Has Started, You Are Just Putting On Extra Weight
Nobody Knows, Nobody Sees, Cause Its Hidden, Why Not Let It Out? Thats An Option
Knowing Your Limit? Or Exceeding The Limit? Depends On The Situation
Easier, Less Time Consuming But Feel A Lesser Sense Of Achievement? Then Read The Instructions. Or Harder, Time Consuming But A Greater Sense Of Achievement? Do It Yourself

Went for a game of badminton with Corey, GS and JL. Thats all. What can I say, boredom is taking over soon... Until I find a job. Going for another job interview tomorrow.

Tick-Tock Tick-Tock... Running Out Of Time Soon, For Many Things...

Sunday, November 22, 2009

My Thoughts Run Free Like A Wild Mustang In The Open Grassland Of The North American West.
I Love To Hear The Fact Than Leaving A Huge Gap Between Suspicion And Solution.
Tell Us So There Will Be No More Conspiracy Theories.
Willing To Accept Help From Others Is One Step Towards Success. Willing To Help Others Is Also One Step Towards Success. Give And Receive It Sincerely. Do Not Prevent Others For Giving And Do Not Prevent Yourself From Receiving, That's Not The Sincere Thing To Do.
Contradiction Lurks Everywhere, Or Is It Just Me?
Why Doesn't The World Accept Willing? If Everyone One Was An Atheist, How Would It Be Something Else?
Somethings Just Disappoint Me, While I Disappoint Others.
Text Messages And E-Mails Are Convenient, But Fucking Insincere, In A Way.
Everyone Is Born With It, But Only 5% Of Everyone Uses It.

Starry Starry Night on Friday, which was considered our Graduation Night. One of the most disappointing events I know. But kudos to the teachers who tried to make the event at the very best. After eating, watching, taking pictures, listening, and eating more. The 6 of us got bored and went to play LAN. Counter Strike FTW! It was fun. Left at around 9pm. Corey and JL stayed to play more.

Went to SBM on Saturday with Darren. Then went to Linus House to celebrate his birthday. It was food, food and more food. Nothing else exciting I guess.

Resting today. I've been out for the whole week.

Cannot Make It Equals To An Epic Fail. You Fail.

Thursday, November 19, 2009

Start from the 16 shall we? Well, I went to play badminton with GS and some of the girls in the class. After badminton, I went to GS house to have a bath. Then we discuss a bit on the plans for the chalet, at the same time playing his PS3. Then we met up with Constance and Maureen at the Hougang MRT station so we could head to Jo'di's house. walked around and talked a bit. Played some boardgames. Pictionary was hilarious.

Next day. Met up with Wei Zhuang and Corey to head for a job interview. After the job interview, went to Gs house to do the Montage. We finished it up nicely, had dinner and went home. I can't believe we took a few hours to think of the opening at the start... But it turned out fine anyway.

Yesterday, woke up about 7am to meet GS and Nigel. Went to GS house to wait for him. Took a 72 and met Nigel along the way. Went to Khatib MRT Station to meet up with Jeremy, Corey and JL. Headed out for Paintball. While playing we had no protection, so the impact of the balls hitting us was painful, and I really mean painful. The second round gave me most of my injuries. Everyone walked out with an orange-stained shirt, oily hair and a hell lot of bruises. Nigel took the advantage and targeted GS like there was no tomorrow. We were extremely tired but had a hell of a great time. Headed out to the Chalet carrying a few bags of ice. Had a nice bath there. JL was doing his usual to Jeremy and Corey join in the fun. Jeremy took a video of Corey being a Left 4 Dead Hunter, caused his dressing really made him look like one. His victim was me... Anyway, most of the girls came soon after. Leonard, Nicky and Matthew arrived as well. The girls helped us decorate the cards for the teachers, while the 6 of us went to play Table Tennis. Headed back to the room to have some rest, as well as preparing for dinner. Mdm Tan came before dinner, but left soon after as well. Had pizzas and chicken for dinner. The rest of the class came soon after. That was when it became more lively, and noisy. Mrs Lai came and had dinner with us. We showed her a the montage me and GS made after she finished her meal. Mrs Bu didn't come cause she was sick :( After Mrs Lai left, we went out to play pool. Corey and Jeremy were one team and GS and Nigel was on the other. JL was a bystander while I became the cameraman. Jeremy and Corey are total noobies(new to this game), whereas Nigel and GS had experienced this game before, so they had to teach them. In the end, the teacher became the student, and the student became the master. Corey and Jeremy won. JL came in between turns to have a tryout. Well, it was me and Nigel against Corey and Jeremy/GS/JL (I don't know who was his actual teammate cause all of them just cut in between turns). My shots were hack, even though I it was my second time. I made the ball jump to prevent the oppositions ball from entering the hole and my ball to enter it. But it was not hack enough to win. Remember Fort Minor's 'Remember the Name'? Went back to the room to rest again and play some Monopoly. Some of the others went home. While most of them stayed. Just say most of the night was boring, other than the fact JL kissed Leonard's nipples for $2. Fell asleep while watching LOTR.

Today, was awaken by JL and Corey. Brushed my teeth and the usual. Had breakfast, and watched some TV. Most of the guys and JL left earlier. Only the 5 of us were left. Played Monopoly again. Had to clean the room after that. Headed to Northpoint to eat Soul Garden. Went home after that.

I so shagged right now and I don't like cold weathers now...

Sunday, November 15, 2009

Success Breeds Success
Get Out Of Your Comfort Zone Or You Will Never Grow.
It's The Gift That Keeps On Giving, So Receive That Gift Or You Are Not Letting This Great Feeling Of Giving To Be Felt By That Person.
Does Everyone Have The Heart To Forgive And Let Go?

2 Days of attending the 'Millionaire Mind' Seminar at Singapore Expo with my cousins, aunts and uncle was inspiring, but expensive. When I mean expensive, I mean the future programmes they offer. I had a free entrance. I know its life-changing, I know there is many goodies, but it cost over a thousand dollars. At the moment, I don't have that sort of income, although the offers were great, and the speaker really knew how to phyco the people into buying his product. He really made it sound promising. Well, at least I have an arrow which I broke with my neck as a souvenir(it was an activity just so you know).

Why Doesn't The School Teach Us How To Be Happy, Wealthy Or Relationships Which Are The Actual Reasons How We Are Going To Be Successful In The Future? Studies Are Just Entry Proofs.

Friday, November 13, 2009

It has been a long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long long(very long 'Longs') long long long long long long long long long long long long long time since I have been blogging. Been studying lately for the O'levels(This is total bullshit that I'm using study as an excuse for not blogging because I have been using the computer even during my O'levels, I'm just lazy actually). Anyway, O'levels have finally ended! I'm now free to roam the planet, or maybe just my house and some parts of Singapore. Actually, to some students, it ended last week, while to other students, its the start of the O'Levels was equivalent to the end of their O'levels. Anyway, no more studying! Well, until we go into our Junior Colleges and Polytechnics.

Been thinking quite a lot, during like what? 1 month? But of course I can't remember them all. So not posting any of it today.

So what happen today? LAN, Movies and well, fun. After the papers, we went home first to get changed. Jia Liang went home. Nigel made a short trip to my house, and then we went to Hougang mall to meet. Played Dissidia along the way. I rushed out of my house so fast, I wore my pants the wrong way... Went to Hougang Mall's toilet to re-wear it. Anyway meet up with Corey and GS there. And went to PlazaSing. Waited for Jeremy there. He got confused with the words escalator and elevator, then started walking around in circles. Well, he found us eventually. Went to The Cathay to buy our tickets for 2012. So we wanted to play LAN. At The Cathay, there was a LAN shop. Nigel and the rest did not want to ask how much was the price for 1 hour, so Nigel asked me to get information on the prices. So I asked, and they though it was too expensive, then they gave an excuse to walk away. Then Nigel jokingly blame me for making them lose face in front for that person. Epic Fail. So went too a walk to a nearby shopping centre Nigel knew about with a cheaper rate. So we went there to play LAN. First it was L4D. Nigel and me on one team, Corey, GS and Jeremy on another. After playing among ourselves for awhile, we had extra teammates from JP and TW. The funniest moment when we played L4D is that just a few metres from their starting safehouse and GS team got pawned, twice. Joke of the century. Anyway, we went to play CS after that. At the start, GS team was losing like, well, noobs. But after GS got the hang of playing CS, he started killing more then Jeremy, and his score was close to Corey's as well. Funny moments playing CS was endless. When we tried playing Poolday, Corey threw the grenade against the wall, and blew himself up. I cant believe I used a ShimiScout to kill someone with a single hit, without the scope. Another one was when I jumped in the pool after Nigel died. Corey, Jeremy and GS jump in the pool with me. I killed Corey and Jeremy, the GS was swimming in circles behind me, and the funny thing was he did not shoot me. I love the backstabs. Sometimes so clueless that they didn't even know I was walking behind them. Jeremy was funny when playing the Mansion. They kept camping at their spawn point. Jeremy just had to camp at the drain entrance, without looking down. Anyway, after 3 hours, we went to have a quick lunch at MacDonald's, then took 5 minutes to walk back to The Cathay for the movie. Bought the popcorn combo as well. Watched 2012, and it was a great film. It made me thinking if that was actually me in that situation. I think I would have died of a heart attack near the start of the movie. Felt a slight adrenaline rush when watching it. Many touching moments as well. Well I'll just say its not a movie to be miss. After the movie, Corey had to rush home. The rest of us went for dinner. Well, the rest of us as in Jeremy and me but after we went to the toilet. Haha, ate non-stop this entire day, better go exercising soon. Took a stroll around PlazaSing and went to Hougang Mall. Jeremy departed from us at PlazaSing. Went to check some stuff for the PS3 and PSP. After that went home and here I am now!

I was extreme high today. Especially during LAN. Went ballistic. It was just such a fun day to remember.

It Is Only The End Where It Recreates New Beginnings.(When I Say I'm Not Posting Any Today, I Mean Not Those I Thought Of 1 Month Ago)