About Me

Last day of Pieces, the start of Aries (20th March 1993). Enjoys life as well as think about it. Contemplates on many things, and never always fixed to a single answer, as anything can happen. Humble, weird and funny, but underneath is intelligences and experience, yet he strives for more. Never liked losing friends, but understands that impermanence is present. Hotmail:glen-titinyqwerz@hotmail.com

Thursday, April 30, 2009

I Wanted To Blog Yesterday, But My Keyboard Went On Strike For A Few Hours And Wouldn't Let Me Type. I Know Labour Day Is Coming And You Want Your Off Day, But Hey, That's Life.

Hey, I'm Trying To Ignore Fact For Awhile, Can't You Just Let Me Do That? It's Sickening When It Pops Up In My Thoughts.

Well, English Wasn't That Difficult, But My Results Might Prove Me Wrong.

Force=Mass X Acceleration Still Applies For Helium And Air, Since Pressure Is Same, And By Using The Formula: Pressure=(Force=Mass X Acceleration)/Surface Area, Doing Secondary School Physics Can Prove That A Helium Rugby Ball Will Travel Almost The Same Distance As A Air Filled Ball From The Same Amount Of Force Applied To The Ball From A Kick Since The Pressure Is The Same Throughout. Mythbusters Did Not Have To Do That Experiment.

Maybe If I Have A Extremely Powerful And Strong Magnet Of Mammoth Proportions, I Can Attract The Small Amount Of Iron In The Red Blood Cells Of Humans.

Good Revision, Isn't It?

I Want The Truth, So It Won't Pain Me That Much Then When I Find It Out Myself.

Ask Me, And I'll Be Honest. If I Beat Around The Bush, It Means Not Right Now.

I Really Need To Change My Blogskin Now, It's Getting Real Old.

It's All 'At Times', Depending on My Multi Coloured Auras And Which One Will Reveal To You At That Second, Or Environment And Music, Which Can Alter My Mood, Emotion, Thoughts, Feelings And Personalities. Well, Will See.

I'm Heterozygous Dominant. I Have The Soul Of Fire, Air And Light, According To Decreasing Dominance.

Today's Choice Of Song: The Truth By Good Charlotte

The Truth Is I... (I Want? I Want To Hear From You Before I Say, Or Before My Dateline.)

Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Prayers Calms The Souls As Well As Oneself. Do It And See The Results, Whether Buddhist, Christian, Catholic, Muslim Etc. It's The Same For All.

In The Computer Lab Again.

Can My Wish Be Made True?
I Pray Everyday For The Well-Being Of Everyone, Especially You.

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

I Just Found Out Something: All My Papers I Had Today, I Put The Date As The 1st Of May.

Sunday, April 26, 2009

In Nature, What Might Seem Ugly Could Hold A Helpful And Beautiful Agenda Inside. What Might Seem Beautiful Could Be Dangerous And Destroy Anything. They Could, But Will They? Same Goes For Humans.

The Sky Is A Nice Shade Of Yellow.

Saturday, April 25, 2009

'When In Doubt, C4'.
'Don't Try This At Home'.

I Love Slow Motion.

Circles Are So Versatile.
I Want To Understand, Yet There Is An Imaginary Restraining Order.

Cookies Last Night. I Screw Up My English Paper 1.
Time For Chinese.

Innovation, Creation, Explosion.

Tell Me, I Want To Know So Bad.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

A Night Of Strong Winds, Seems Horrifying, Yet Exciting. There Might Be A Storm. There Will Be News.

I Don't Looked Worried, I Don't Sound Worried, But Deep Down, I Am.

I Wish I Was The Wind Now, Flowing Fast And Mighty.

I Want To Be Outside Now, And Get Swept Away Together With The Current, And Go With Its Flow.

I Want Time To Stop, And Everything Frozen, Then I Would Have All The Time In The World.

Merely More Than A Month.

Today's Choice Of Song: Free By Boys Like Girls

I Want To Be As Free As The Wind
It's Just A Dream, A Fantasy, It's Not Reality. I Want It To Be A Reality. Is It Attainable? Is It Achievable? I Want It To Be. But It's Only Dreams And Fantasies I Envision. What Is It Needed To Make It A Reality? Is There A Answer? A Way? Or Must I Depend On Faith? I'm Never Certain. I Never Know. I Never Will.-Titiny Qwerz™

In The Computer Lab Now.

I Question Everything That I Come Across.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

Time To Post Again.

I'm Tired, Always Tired. There Is Never A Day I'm Tired. What Am I Tired Of? I'm Tired Of Studies, I'm Tired Of Homework, I'm Tired Of Waiting, I'm Tired Of Parting, I'm Tired Of Games, I'm Tired Of Silence, I'm Tired Of Noise, I'm Tired Of Almost Everything.
Everything Always Looked The Same, And Feels Like Nothing Now. But Somethings Are Not Nothing, But Are Somethings. Somethings, I Want It To Be Everything, But Is The Nothings That Stops The Somethings From Everything. It Turns Out, They Are All Just Things Affecting Other Things.
Must There Be A Balance In Everything? Can There Be Something Without Balance? But If That Thing Does Not Have Balance, Won't It Be Nothing? But That Nothing Is Still Something, But Feels Like Nothing, So If There Was No Balance, There Would Be Nothing. Balance, It's Easy And Difficult In The Same Wavelength.
A Message Is All That Is Needed. A Message Can Tell You What Is Needed. A Message Can Save Your Life. A Message Can Kill A Life. A Message Can Reveal Who You Are. A Message Can Hide Who You Are. A Message Can Be Judge. A Message Can Be Avoided. A Message Can Be Accepted. A Message Can Be Ignored. A Message Is A Reminder. A Message Is A Waste Of Time. So Now Tell Me, Which Message Have You?
We Can Predict The Outcome, But We Are Never Sure Of It. We Can Say Yes To Something, And Yet We Don't Do It. We Can Sleep Throughout The Day, But We Will Never Accomplished It. We Can Read A Book, But We Never Finished It. We Can Buy An Item, But We Never Used It. We Can Love Our Friends, But We Never Meant It. We Can Trust A Friend, But We Still Worry About It. We Can, We Must. You Will Not Touch The Stars If There Is A 'BUT' Barricading The Way.
So Near, Yet So Far. It Never Pains To Know That I'm Near, But I Get Pressed On The Floor When I Know It's Far. This Is Why I'm Always Tired. Can There Be Time Of Just You? More Time Than Usual?

It Feels Weird Saying That.

Rainy Days, It Always Gets The Better Of Me, Conserving My Energy For Warmth By Staying Quiet, And Using It For Thoughts Instead. Rainy Days, The Best Time For Sleeping, To Wrap Yourself In A Cocoon Made From Blankets. Rainy Days, The Best Time To Be Drenched, To Get Soaked In Rainwater. Rainy Days, A Time To Wash Away Your Worries, And Let All Pain Out, Happily. Rainy Days, It Affects Me.

Today's Choice OF Song: We Believe By Good Charlotte

I'm Just Tired, And Always Will Be, If You Know My Definition Is.

Sunday, April 19, 2009

My eyes are engraved with the flame of a Phoenix, engraved on it for eternity... Even when I close my eyes to sleep, or until the day of my Reincarnation, the flames will still live ... Until I meet the Legendary Bird, the fire will burn the container of this soul, till all that is left are ashes and dust... The cycle repeats, till I meet this Legendary Bird...- Titiny Qwerz™

One of my first few post, 11 months old, and now is My 204 post. Other then my weekly training at gym, and 4h30min of tuition today, I decided to review my blog posts and other peoples' posts. My messages in my phone are a year old. Since it did not take up any space in my phone, I left it there to rot. Sadly, pixels and electrons can't rot, or so I think. So I decided to revise my messages instead of my Social Studies Test on the 'Rise And Fall Of Venice', which is only a measly two days away.
So I read them, from the oldest to the latest. From 'Hey, you now at Kovan?' by Ryan, 09 March 2008, all the way up till 'When is the SS test?' by Guo Sheng, 19 April 2009. It has been a long time, from my birthdays, NCC trainings dates, one-sided love, broken hearts, chain messages, enlightening words, more reminders, hidden crushes, 'Where are you?' & 'What are you doing?' Messages. There were lies, hatred, confusion, misunderstandings, asking for homework, persistence, confirmations, chit-chats. Many encouraging words, help, playing the computer, pranks, caller alerts. Also, there were change in handphone numbers, time and greetings, falling in love again, family, guessing games, NCC chalets, SBM Youth gatherings, Muay Thai, PSP battles and downloads, funny messages, freestyle drills, Humanities camp, mapling, Speech Day and Happiness.
Well, it has been great, it has been painful, it has been breathtaking, it has been sad. Events, events, events, love, heartbroken and love again. Back stabs and leakage, happiness and enjoyment. So this is how Secondary School life has been like. I still have 6-8 more months before it ends, lest make the best of it. For now, I just have to clear my inbox.

Short post, being pushed by my mum to stop.

Today's Choice Of Song: Thanks For The Memories By Fall Out Boy

Memories, It Is Just So Great.

Thursday, April 16, 2009

Sometimes I Need A Knock On My Head, That's Why I Have Friends.
I Suffer From Torture Everyday, Just Endure And Hope That It Will End Soon.

Test On Mathematics, Die.

Today's Choice Of Song: American Idiot By Green Day (Although I'm Singaporean)

Quiet, Silence, Tranquility Is Not Always Needed.

There Is Nothing Either Good Or Bad. But Thinking Makes It So. -William Shakespeare

Wednesday, April 15, 2009

My Mother Is The One That I Can Really Make Me Smile, I Love Her So Much. My Friends May Ease The Pain For A Short While, But My Mother Is The One That Always Patches Up And Replaces The Bandage For My Wound. Telling Her And Opening Up To Her Makes My Life So Much Easier. I Would Not Be Able To Survive Without Her And My Dad.

My Foul Temper Has Subsided. I Learned A Lot From My Mum. At Least Now I Won't Assume For The Time Being. If I Worry, I Just Need To Go And Seek Help From Her. She Will And Always Be There For Me.

Oral Was Bad, But Let Bygones Be Bygones. I Just Need To Learn From History And Not Repeat It Again.

Today's Choice Of Song: 聽媽媽的話 By 周杰倫

I Returned To My Better Than Normal State, For Now.
I'm About To Explode. Seriously. I Screw Up Oral, My Mind, My Body And Anything Else That's Mine.

Not Opening Up=Assume.
Hinting People=Assume.
Assume=Wrong Mind Set.
Assume=White Lies.
Assume=Pain.
Wrong Mind Set+White Lies+Pain=Terrible Pain.

Now Do Your Own Equation.
Open Up People! Give Feedback People! That's Why Conflicts Exists People! None Of The Two Is Done People!

Silence, Twist, Crack, Break, Grind, Kaboom. Proceeding To Cracking.

It's All Starts From Me.

May I Please Pray That I Can Live A Happy Year Having My Wishes Coming True? Please.

Is There A Reset Button For Life? Is Amnesia That Button?

There Is Never A Time I Can Stop Assuming Until I Really Know, And Assumption Is Ruining My Life And Health. Fuck That, I Need Answers.

I'm In Such A Foul Mood Now... Blog Later.

Fuck! Stop Assuming! Asshole! I Can't Stop.

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Assumption Grants You Great Joy Or Curse Exaggerating Pain On One. When Your Assumption Is Proven Inaccurate, You Are Either Voided By Regret Or Be Extremely Thankful.

Assumption Sounds Like 'Ass Someone'.

Assumption, I'm Standing Between Pain/Regret And Joy/Thankfulness.

Confusion Messes Up My Brain.

It's 50/50 When You Answer A 'Yes' And 'No' Question.

I Predict A Crashing End To It, But Imagining A Wonderful Success. Kill Me.

Hypothesis Is Good In Certain Ways.

You Can't Play Reverse Psychology With Faith.

I Know Every Bit Of My Flaws, I Plan To Erase Them But There Is No Action To Do It.

It's Not A Simple Split Path, Where Signs Are Place To Tell You That On The Left Is 'Heaven' And On The Right Is 'Earth'. It's Like A Curve With Infinite Numbers Of Gradients Where You Have To Find dy/dx; Endless, Narrow Paths With Signs Of A Foreign Language. You Just Have Your Unreliable Gut Feelings To Help In Your Choosing: Remorse Or Glee?

How Do Girls Think? Seriously, How Do They Think?

When It Happens, You Don't Worry, It's Too Late For That. Worrying Now Is Degrading. So It's Best Not To Worry At All, Yet I'm Doing It. Crap.

Tomorrow Is English Oral Examination, And A Social Studies Test.

My Mother Is A Life-Saver.
It's 5:43AM now studying. Woke up at 4AM to study, came online at 5AM. Ya that's all I got to say.

Saturday, April 11, 2009

Humans Are The Beauty Of This World As Well As The Evil In This World.
There Are More Than Just One Thing That Beautifies The Earth.

The Smiles I See Everyday, Makes Me Happy.
On Public Holidays, I Seem To See More Known Faces.

Some Says Life Is Just A Game. If It Is Just A Game, There Is Nothing Impossible. Why? Each Task Has A Level Of Difficulty. By Making That Level Of Difficulty Means Completion Of Its Storyline/Puzzle/Equation Is Possible. Why Did The Heavens Make These Difficulty? To Challenge Us. If You Choose The Difficulty At Its Highest, Completion Of The Level Will Give Us The Satisfaction, The Satisfaction Which Amounts Up To That Of The Level Of Difficulty. You Can Live In Happiness For 5 Minutes By Completing 'Easy Mode', Or In A Field Of Greatness And Satisfaction By Completing What People Call 'Impossible Mode'. That Level Was Created For A Purpose, To Be Completed. Don't Forget, Much Time Is Needed To Complete 'Impossible Mode', So Complete The Other Modes ASAP So That You Have Time For It. Do It In Between The Time Limit Before 'GAME OVER'. If You Think All Of Them Is 'Impossible Mode', More Time Will Be Used Before Reaching The Real 'Impossible Mode'. 'Hacks' Are Available For Some Situations In The Game, But It's 'Illegal' And Lowers Satisfaction Upon Completion.

Yesterday, Good Friday. Went To Nigel's Church Carnival. Became A Volunteer To Help Out At His Booth Instead. Today, Extra Lessons For Biology Tuition. Gerald Was There Already. Shermin Came Late And Left Early For Her Other Tuition. Finished Tuition, Paid Fees. Ate Pastry And Went Home. Ate Lunch, Macaroni And Japanese Curry. Went For Chinese Tuition. After That, Went Home.

We Live In A World Of Lies.
Lies, There Is Never A Day Where Anyone Stops Doing That.
Mind-Reading A.K.A Telepathy Is The Key To Stop Lies.
If There Was No Lying, There Would Be Chaos.
Lies Just Delay The Matter, It Will Be Worst If Found Out At A Later Time.
Just Looking At The Behavior And Mind Of A Human, Not Lying Will Lead To Havoc.
It's A White And Black Thing.
I Love These Two Colours, And Typing In Capital For The Starting Letter Of Each Word.

Today's Choice Of Song: The Curse Of Curves By Cute Is What We Aim For

I Still Have Second Thoughts On One Thing... At The Moment.

Tuesday, April 7, 2009

I There Is Only A Situation Where I Don't Know What To Say And How To Help.

I Regretted Somethings I Did In The Past, But Will I Still Be Me If I Did Or Didn't Do Those Things? Sometimes, I Just Don't Feel Satisfied With Myself, Sometimes I Do. Hope I Don't Regret Anything Else Anymore...

Personal Attacks Sickens Me.

I Missed The Times When We Were Children, Simple Minded.

My Goals Must Be Achieved. I Only Have One Shot At This.

We Can Never Fully Understand The Human Mind, But I'm Trying.
What The Bloody Hell Was That All About?

School, nothing unusual. Happy Birthday Javen! Shermin, Pam, Nigel and Me have new names now. AAR after school, saw Javen cut the cake. Never eat the cake, left AAR early with GS and Corey.

Today's Choice Of Song: Just So You Know By Jesse McCartney.

You Never Fail To Bring Joy In My Life

Monday, April 6, 2009

No Point Crying Over Spilled Milk, Just Clean It Up.
Once Bitten Twice Shy? Then Why Do We Still Do It?

Here's a book I just finished reading 1 minute after typing this. It's called The Joys & Pains Of Growing Up... 17 Principles Every Youth Must Know! By Peter Lau
It's a book to give you encouragement and how you can succeed in life, by using his own one as an example(He Archived His University Degree At 21, And Is The World's Youngest Neuro-Semantics Trainer As Well As Singapore's Youngest NLP Trainer, And He Is Only In His Mid20s).

Talk about his book some other time.

Today? Sleepy. PE, Mathematics Test. Went to eat with Ben, Marcus and Shermin at MacDonald's because the rest had English.

Today's Choice Of Song: When You Look Me In The Eyes By Jonas Brothers

I Keep Thinking About You

Sunday, April 5, 2009

Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts. This Are Some Of The Things That Make An Ass Out Of Me And You.

Would you prefer the hard way, or the easy way? No pain no gain? That is only applies when you have one dangerous path to walk through. Now you have two choices, hard or easy? Everyone chooses the easy way. Even if one is told that is bad, and the one who told that is bad knows its bad, why does he/she give a deaf-ear? Telling you it wrong, and yet you let your ego lose, thinking that is right. I give you an example.
You are curious about smoking. You know its bad, and your friends discourage not to, but you want to have the feel of it. Here's your two paths:

1) Listen to your friends. Don't light that stick. Prevent curiosity and your ego from empowering you. Save your money up of that car you always wanted. In the long run, you lead a healthy life.
2) Ignore your friends. Puff it and get addicted. Regret that you should not have smoke. Spend money over $30k a year on cigarettes. In the long run, you develop cancer and heart disease.

Pick you choice, it should be easy for anyone.

Bickering at each other will forever be endless. Some one must let way and give in to an argument, or forever the cycle will be endless.

Is it best to do it right the first time, or learn from your mistakes and try to do it again? What if you don't have a next time? One chance, and you screw it up. No way you will get it back, no matter how much you beg or plead.

Quarreling is pure childishness and shows no maturity whatsoever. Fighting over petty reasons is even more childish, immature and barbaric.

If you think reality is shooting personal attack at each other, a place of backstabbing one another, using one another for their own means, either you are a pessimist or your mind has not reach that point of maturity to understand about reality. Go ask for a religious teacher for help on this topic. Although, only the strong will survive is true, the phrase is to encourage you to become strong, either that or it just redundant because if the strong will survive, we all are strong.

Anything else to be cleared out of that cranium of mine? just one sentence:
Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts. This Are Some Of The Things That Make An Ass Out Of Me And You.

Today was cold and wet. Usual Sunday, Gerald went to my Biology tuition at Mavis. Bought a new school bag, going to gym soon.

Today's Choice Of Song: Shiver By Maroon 5

Assumption, Doubt, Worries, Thoughts Leads To Misunderstanding. Always Be Sure.

Saturday, April 4, 2009

I Despise A Personal Attack.

Friday, April 3, 2009

Friends. I did this once, and this will be its sequel.
Friends, we have an abundance of them. You think that the people you know and talk to are your only friends? If you see Facebook or Friendster, there is a link between the people you communicate with and the people you don't.
Everyone is your friend, if you don't know the strangers passing by around everyday, they are the type of friend I call a '3 Seconds Buddy'. It's the type of friend who passes by, take a glance, and continue what he or she was doing, occupying his time of up to 3 seconds. The longer you spend time with a person, the better you understand him/her. In 3 seconds, you obviously won't know much about the person. When you complain you have very little friends, you are lying to yourself and wasting precious time. Why do they complain? Simple reasons:

1. Too Lazy
2. Not Open
3. Always Passing Judgment
4. Bad Attitude

Just do the opposite mentioned above and you will have friends in no time. The world is full of friends, it depends if you want to foster that friendship or not. Remember, some friendships are best remained in that 3 seconds time period.
Even after being friends, there is a process to gain ones trust. Long or short depends on the characteristics of him/her and yourself. The process is up to you to create, it not fixed or anything, it comes naturally. If you don't continue to strengthen or maintain that bond between the two parties, day by day it will wear off, slowly cutting the strings that tied them together.
Sometimes, after being friends for a long period of time, we still have doubts on that person. Why? We don't take the initiative to communicate, we don't understand him/her. Waiting for the other party say the first word ranges from seconds to days, months or even years. Sometimes we do not know how to communicate properly. We don't make rapport(I shall explain this another time), express our feelings well, thus leading to misunderstandings among friends. This is one main reason why friendship is lost.
When you have problems, you can't handle it yourself, you have to share. There are Internal and External factors that gives support to solve that situation. Internal is your mind and thoughts, but it is the External factors that fuel the Internal ones. It was the people and the media who supply you with information and help use your mind better. Solving it External means solves you problems quicker than compared Internal, but using both is still the fastest.
But how do you know who to share your troubled thoughts with? Which friend will keep that what you think is 'confidential', and who will just gossip about it? Sometimes you know them for a very long time, but their character speaks for themselves. Even if that whoever is your best friend, having the characteristics of a gossip queen/king, or the prince/princess of teasing, why tell even if he is your close friend? He will just tell or leak it to some fellow gossipers and sooner or later, it's like the entire world knows whats going on. Just like that, the friendship you and him/her shared is lost. Either their attitude changes, or they will never hear of anything confidential.
Friendship is easily lost and difficult to gain. Both parties are responsible for the breakup, not one. Everyone's different, finding a true friend is easier said than done.

This might be stereotyping women, but it is a fact that women tend to gossip at least 5 to 6 times a week.

Well, today was a warm day. Normal lessons, extra Chemistry lessons, skipped remedial. Went for Physics tuition, and then Mathematics tuition.

Today's Choice Of Song: In The End By Linkin Park

Presents Of The Future

Thursday, April 2, 2009

Secrets. It's something I mention before, and it has me thinking a lot. Such an information so dangerous, powerful, hurting, embarrassing, surprising, stunning and valuable, is entrusted in the palm of your hands. How can you suppress the urge to reveal it? It might seem ordinary to the majority, but the minority involved in the matter treat it like platinum.
It can be used to threaten, to gain control, to obtain power. But when revealed, it can kill, hurts feelings, result in a mental breakdown. Benefits you or the majority? Even if its the minority that suffers, they are still like any other humans on this planet, they have feelings, and you got to respect that. Yet this feelings sometimes have to be revealed bit by bit. It will feel uncomfortable, sometimes painful, without opening up. And it's best to talk it out with your closest friends.
Have you heard? Rumors and gossip are unconfirmed secrets, but it hurts the origin of the secrets. The constant thought of 'How did he/she know? How did it leak out? Who told them? ETC.' pops in their mind frequently. There are 3 ways to prevent this:

1) Keep it to yourself, but don't regret suffering.
2) Share it with friends, trustworthy ones.
3) Reveal it yourself, freedom and downfall/success comes in a pair.

Yet secrets aren't meant to be kept forever. There will be a period of time to reveal it. Either the right time or wrong time. Sometimes there might be a few periods of time which are right, but certain circumstances might result in the event of having one specific time slot where it will be the right time. How do you know when? Either you know or you don't. It is a mixture of feelings, but following this feelings means you are taking a chance. There is never a perfect plan nor a perfect time, and so there never be something as a prefect 100%. The word 'perfect' means close to perfection. The most you can reach is 99.99999..(infinity of 9s)..9%. That all. there will always be at least a 0.000000..(infinity of 0s)..1% of imperfectness to close the gap to the 100% mark.

The secret of one is his/hers to keep. Do what ever you want to it, but never, ever regret it.

Seemingly, today was shorten. Mrs Lai had something to attend to after school and left us homework to be done before school ends. In other words, no periods after lunch. Usual day. English was funny. History was troublesome. Changing of study locations were too frequent. Had lunch with my usual buddies along with Ryan. He got ditched. Went home and do the usual.

Today's Choice Of Song: From Yesterday By 30 Seconds To Mars

Unorthodox Methods Are What Makes Humans Interesting

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

It's just plain empty. I having mental blocks here and there. I either can't think of anything or I can't really remember what I wanted to type about. Maybe I need some inspiration, or maybe there is a distraction. Now my head feels heavy. I should just relax. If I can't remember what I wanted to type, then forget it.

Everyone's A Friend
Many People Are Good Friends
Some Of Them Are Best Friends
Few Of Them Are True Friends

Trust. I sometimes don't know why, who and when to trust someone. People gain my trust very easily, because I'm a very forgiving guy, from my prospective. I don't hold grudges and I always give people chances, too many chances. And this makes me leak information out, especially about myself. Lately, a friend did something what he thought was funny, but revealed something that I did not want others to know. People's interpretation skills are there for a reason you know. Yet, I did not seek for revenge, nor hold a grudge on him. I merely told him what he did wrong, and forgave him, giving another chance. I can't hold grudges on a friend. I myself need them to survive the day. Like I mention before, I'm afraid to lose a friend.
At times, it puzzles me when people tell me something in secret. Out of the thousand other friends you have, I'm entrusted with this sacred, dangerous and valuable information. Keeping this sometimes makes me feel uncomfortable yet curious, and I have to talk to people about it at times, or I really might cause havoc to the people around. I have a curious mind. I like to guess, but gets irritating when you don't get your answer in the end. Sometimes people just denied it even if the answer was correct. I on the other hand, only reveal the truth if the right answer was mention the first time, and maybe that is a stupid thing to do. I still wonder why secrets are entrusted to me. I know, yet I can't talk about it. I just need someone trustworthy enough to share my thoughts with that person.
Sometimes I do wish I could read minds, don't you all? Everything about everyone can be found out in just a glimmer of an eye. It will be fun yet boring at the same time.

I wonder, I wonder, I wonder.

I paused for awhile when a massager alert was shown. And it will always be the same person on that alert, weird isn't it?

Today was April Fool's Day. I fooled a few. Anyway, the day yet again was full of free periods. Oh and GS went home during CME cause he had gastric. Then Corey and me felt a little weird in the stomach, and I concluded that the influenza virus has mutated into a virus that attacks the digestive system, and of course I was kidding. The day went along smoothly.

And WZ Here's The Updated.

Today's Choice Of Song: Words By FR David

Aphrodite's Has Conjured A Spell On Me.