This is getting stupid, I'm starting to talk to myself... I need to get a life. Although I already have one, I need to find a better one.

The Genius Is Within Everyone, Is Your Decision To Use It On White Or Black.

Somethings Are Meant To Be Said, But Not Spoken Off.

Sometimes I Think I'm An Idiot For Reasons I Don't Even Know Why.

Perseverance Is Either Achieving Satisfactory, Or Receiving Discrimination From Others.

I think I should change my blogskin, I have been using Naruto Themes too much.

It's an utterly boring day today. Booked the chalet for Wei Zhuang and company, had plenty of trouble doing that. Now let me wonder off into the zone.

I think too much.
Or I'm I Imagining Things?
I Wonder Why I'm Not Good.
I Wonder Why I'm Not Bad.
Should There Be A Day Where I Can See Beauty?
Or The Day I See Evil?
All This Seems Random To You,
But To Me It's Not.
I Don't Understand Things.
Yet I Understand Plenty.
Pictures Of My Mind Drifting Off To Wonderland.
Or To The Depths Of Earth.
I Don't Know Which Will Happen.
I Want To Know The Effect Before The Cause.
But Like I Said,
I think too much.

One Day I See You, The Next Your Gone. What If That Day Never Ends? I Will Be Stuck In That Parallel Dimension. I Won't Be That Fool, But Yet, I Think I'm Already Stuck Without Knowing.

It's 12:01AM... No... 12:02AM. Time to cheat time and put it at 11:59PM.

Lets start from Thursday, shall we? Went out for badminton with Corey, Nigel, Guo Sheng and Ryan. Actually me and Nigel did not play at all. Nigel's reason was that that he has been playing tennis for so long, he is not used to play badminton now. Bullshit. That answer resulted him in 60 seconds(or more) of humping, by our very own Guo Sheng and Corey! I just suck at badminton, so just came by to pass them their Class Tee, collect my charger, and played PSP. I got hit in the head by badminton rackets a few times, ouch. Guo Sheng and Nigel headed home, while Ryan and me accompanied Corey home. After doing that, Ryan and me decided that instead of going home, we will take a bus down to the nearest LAN shop. To do what? Play of course. Played for 1 hour, took a bus home. We saw Wei Zhuang at the bus-stop, and pretended to ignore him.

The Mind Of A Simpleton Could Actually Have The Complexity Of A Genius.

Friday was... Boring, on the computer the whole time. Slept at 3AM today, and woke up at 12:30PM. Was Bored today as well. Please find me something to do. I'm saying please this time, so please reply to this message. Give me a list of things to do and I might just reward you a cookie. A COOKIE.

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It time to blog. Starting form Saturday. If you had read from Marjorie's blog, We went to FightWorks to watch a boxing tournament. Sat on the seats available, but we had to sit on the mats for some reason. We were playing around with the Anti-Burst Exercise Ball. The competition started. After awhile, most of us were not paying attention to the match. During the second or third interval, we left. Most of them went back to Hougang, some of us decided to take a detour to Tampines. On the bus, Alex, Marjorie, Wei Zhuang and me listen to the perverse thoughts and ideas which were imagined by the secondary ones from Fatul and Olivia. The almost surpass the level of that of Ryan's. Decided having dinner at Han's. Fatul did not join us. Olivia left after her meal. Wei Zhuang and Alex were cutting watermelons and pouring other red stuff into the plate of minced watermelon. Took 72 to Hougang Point. That's where we decided to start prank-calling people. It was totally hilarious. I almost laugh my ass out loud.

The Mind Is The Strongest Weapon Anyone Can Have.

Sunday, nothing special, at home looking at the stupid boxes I call computer and television.

Okto Is Something That I watch Every Night.

Monday, met Wei Zhuang and Marjorie at Compass Point. I forgot there was Muay Thai, so came in my home clothes. Bought them cookies as well. After lunch, met up with my maid to get my PE attire. Changed and ruched to school. Had Muay Thai, where we learn Wai Kru. Had a before-dinner snack. Prank-called so other cadets again. Back home.

Can You Think What I'm Thinking Now?

Yesterday. Went to FightWorks again for Muay Thai training. Before that, met up with Sin Lee, Marjorie and Wei Zhuang at Compass Point for lunch. Saw Donnovan, he told me he was working at OG and asked me who I was waiting for. After lunch, Joyce took the kayaking form and passed it to Sin Lee. Wanted to ask her if she wanted the cookies now, but the others asked me to keep quiet. Bought Sin Lee cookies. Departed there and headed for school. Took a bus hired by Miss Nadleen to FightWorks. Had warm-up, 10 minutes on the skipping ropes, shadow boxing, some kicks and punches and Wai Kru. Went to Hougang Mall after that. Bought bubble tea and left after that.

Music Is Something I Heard Whenever An Action Is Carried Out, Or Am I Just Going Mad?

Today, went to school to collect the class T-Shirts for Guo Sheng, Nigel, Jeremy and myself. Corey was there as well to collect his class tee, so I talked to him until we reach the bus stop. Walked back to school and took a bus to FightWorks. Skipping ropes, kicks and punches, light sparing. Gerald is fast at his legs, but he is easily tricked. Said our good-byes and took a bus to Hougang. All the others went home, so it was only Ryan, Alex and me who went for a before-dinner snack. Talked about some computer stuff, and headed for home.

Time for dinner!

The Enthusiasm Was There In The Early Years, Now That Feeling Has Disappeared.

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The Abundance Of Homo-Sapiens Sometimes Question Me About Their Intellect

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I'm have a kaleidoscope of things in my mind right now, but I'm lazy to blog such a long post... What to do? Simple, scrap the word laziness out of my thoughts and continue with what I'm doing.

I'm a back-stager. I lead from the back and do not take credit for the job well done. I keep things bottle up myself and seldom receive acknowledgement. I can be a great leader, but I don't have the self-confidence that resides within me. That's something I need to grasp hold of, and I have to start searching for it from now on. I also have to step up more and show that my helpfulness is to no avail. I have to gain the acknowledgement which will create great results among myself and the rest of my team. Take note of this.

Day one was something to remember. We settle down at the campsite. Our instructor, Tony was the lead facilitator of this whole camp.Played 'Alphabet Race'. It shows us that there are people with different ideas and mind-set. A game where everyone has a letter and we have to find others with letters than can form from 4-7 words. We formed our groups after that. The group had to consist of at least 3 Alpha, Bravo and Charlie, and has to have 5 people. Our Team consisted of 16 people. Song Jie, Ying Chong, Choon Wee, Xin Hao, Wei Ting, Fariz, Nulfal, Michelle, Yee Xuan, Xiang Yue, Hui Qi, Gerald, Wei Zhuang, Shi Ying, Choon Kiat and me. Our team facilitator was Jones, and he was a really great guy. There was another game which involve throwing paper balls into a basket. A few people were called to somewhat disturb yet encourage them. The theme of it was encouragement, and how people reacts to different types of it. It also shows us that by setting goals, we can achieve better results. We named our Team "'Indiana' Jones" and it was thanks to the name of our facilitator, Jones. Played 'Ouch!', and that game really hurts, but it hurt Wei Zhuang even more. Most of our thighs were turning red. Had our low elements, and it was really challenging. But at least we completed most of our stations at least once. The last station we completed twice. It was Dinner Time! Before dinner, we went into our bunks. Corey threaten us that he will rape us all tonight. Played 'Mind-Field'. It was all about memory, teamwork and perseverance, as well as self-awareness. In the end, our team completed it first! Waited for the other teams, debrief, and 2 hours of free time! Took a bath, and started going crazy in our bunks. Talked about lots of guy stuff. Corey started taking pictures of us. It was just too hilarious when all of us were in the bunk. Even after nights out, laughter could still be heard. Slept at 2am plus. We had panelling, and Wanted! team won. Our team had too wash toilet.

Next day, turns out that we did not had to wash toilets! I woke up due to the fact Corey humping Ryan, and Ryan was sleeping just next to me. The cleaner already help us. Thank You mysterious cleaner! Had breakfast and off to for Kayaking! We were brief on how to kayak. Moved the kayaks to Kallang Basin. Had our buoyancy test with our floatation devices on. Went I stepped into the water, I felt so disgusted! But aftr awhile, I got used to it. Kayaked all the way to our destination. I team up with Song Jie. Great fun man. Had some activities. Lunch, then the final activity, where a few guys and to be in the water to connect the kayaks as we moved from point to point. at each point, more had to get out. After completing that, we celebrated by splashing water at each other! I got Corey to fall in! Paddle back to the location where we started. Great job Song Jie, We capsized Julia and Sin Lee! Went to return the kayaks and walked back to our campsite. Took our bath, ate dinner, and had a feedback session with the whole NCC. Went crazy in the bunk again. Don't want to go deep into what happen that night. Ryan, you totally got owned.

Next day, we won panelling, so our team was leading in the morning stretch. Played this game 'Silent-Web'. It's just a game where you have to keep silent, and move a string through the holes of the man-made web. Did not complete it, but we were happy that we did not give up. We were to complacent. We almost finished, but at the last few holes, the web moved. Anyway had our high elements, although not everyone did every element. We shared element with 'Wanted!' because we had to stick to the game plan, like what Jones said. Two groups from each team went up the rock wall. Many people at the left of the wall had trouble climbing. But many of them did not give up, and that what I like, determination. Anyway it started to rain, so we had another activity under this huge tent(don't know what is it called). Our team had to stand on a ground sheet, and had to flip it over with everyone still in contact to it. In the end, we combined mats with 'Wanted!' team and completed the job. Had a game of 'Ouch!' with the NCC after me and the guys sang and talk crap in the bunk. BBQ time! Me and Gerald help to BBQ the food for everyone who came to us, in turn we ourselves did not eat much. Anyway had a session where we gave feedback to everyone. We had this exchanging of gems session, where we gave gems to people to those we acknowledge. I got many gems, but deceided to just keep one since one is enough to represent the whole of this camp. A group of Charlies (Joyce, Shi Ying, Corey, Guo Sheng, Wei Long, Alex, Juan and me) had a talk with the Alpha guys. That was where we found out that Juan was going to be a future bouncer. The guys all felt tired and went to sleep. Then Wei Zhuang and Sin Lee had a talk with us concerning the Bravos. After that we all prepared for bed.

Final day, Ryan, Corey, Wei Zhuang, Gerald and me left for camp early for the shooting competition. We reached there at about 830am. And stayed there for 10 hours. The girls arrived later on. Had dinner outside and went home.

Mixed feelings I had at that camp was simply memorable, I so which going back was possible. What's done is done, the facilitators already implanted the seeds into the minds of the cadets, it just up to the individuals to make a choice whether or not to grow it in real life. I will miss this camp, you made a great impact on my life, and the memories will never be forgotten. I love you guys!

Now back to my boring old life. Was so tired yesterday, I woke up at 1230pm. Used the computer and left for Muay Thai. I took a taxi there, I might go out tomorrow.

I have to learn and put it to use, if not the time spent will be wasted.

Sleepy, sleepy, sleepy.

Let's start from yesterday at school. There was a briefing, checking-in, some ice breakers which involved face paint. Had a short break and breakfast. Set out for Sentosa. We were having an amazing race as usual... We walk all the way to the first check point. we had to build a sturdy structure with Satay sticks and lot of tape. Simply put it, my team pawned the others in that station. Walk all the way to Fort Siloso. The team was suppose to count the number of cannons in the park, but we needed tickets, so we just answered a few question outside and we left. We took a bus ferry to Tanjong Beach, build some stuff in the sand and we left. Next was lunch. There was some disturbing scenes that involve toddlers letting the jets of water to be sprayed at their *fill the blanks with the things between girls and boys legs*. We were laughing crazily at their actions. My trainer felt the same way too. anyway we continued on to the race after lunch. We went to this place where there was a head of a dragon, and we played charades there. Along the way, there were talks about Russell Peters, Hard Gay and DOTA. It started to rain so we went to seek for shelter, and had a TCS while we wait for the rain to stop. We had to play Chaptheh at our second last station. And that delayed us the most. We took more than one hour to complete it, after giving us handicap. At our last station, that too was time delaying, which made us second after the whole race. We went to the restaurant we book for dinner. Durring dinner, there was a limbo competition just for the fun of it. Kok Wee won. After dinner, watch Songs of the Seas. That was the end of our trip to Sentosa. Went back to school and played some games. Washed up and wondered around till I was forced to sleep. Woke up, washed up and played some games, breakfast and more games after breakfast. Ended the camp at 12pm.

Time to sleep my lazy ass off for tomorrow.

I shall be away for quite awhile. Tomorrow is the Humanities Camp. and this coming Monday is the NCC Adventure Camp. So I will be back on Sunday to blog about the Humanities Camp. I pawning myself with camps.

Limitations, I need to get one of those.

Let's talk about yesterday, went out to meet my cousin and his friend for a movie. Then went to his friends house to play PSP, PS3, Wii and the Computer. Sorry Ryan for not helping out in the stock-taking, I owe you one.

Lies should not be spoken, but why do we still speak of it?

Today went out to meet my uncle who is at the hosipital. Get well soon! After that, went to shop for some shoes for the upcoming camp.

Wow, that was short.

I change the Skin.

Perfection, you can never attain it. Don't even try to be perfect, you are already perfect the way you are. Even if you try, you will forever be stuck at infinite ninety-nines.

The only exciting that happen today? Muay Thai. Going out with my cousin and his friends tomorrow. Good Night.

Changing this blogskin soon.

I'm Too Lazy To Bother About Social Hierarchy

Yesterday, met up with Corey at Kovan. After so long, I finally get to see his face. Parents have been keeping at him at home 24/7 to study Chinese. He had to buy clothes, so he ask me to tagged along. He got a haircut, and we went to the nearby LAN. Departed at 2.55PM.

Today... Best way too put it:
I was rotting at home... NCC tomorrow, I think I'm looking forward to it, I guess.

This is blog entry 109:

I foresee and imagine things that, hopefully will or will not come true. The things I imagine and foresaw was either satisfying, ballistic, gracious or disappointed, perverse, destructive. My mind always drift off somewhere, hungry for an idea when ever it is bored. Imagination is something everyone needs, but is dangerous when used in the wrong ways. You can float along with your imagination, but do not dwell in it for too long. You can be pulled so deep into it, that you yourself will be the imagination.

People visited my house yesterday. Ryan borrowed my PSP.

Leave it and let it move on. Even the slightest change could affect us. Whatever good that happens to you, be grateful to every single thing around the universe, for even the slightest change could affect the blessing which occurred on you. Everything has it's advantages and disadvantages, but why risk it when you don't know what the future has installed for you?

Went out with Ryan to eat lunch today. Jia Li came along after that. Went for tuition later.

Everything you see, hear and touch has at least one purpose. Nothing is useless. You just need to brainstorm to find its many uses. Just relax, think and imagine. Give yourself ideas on how to fix and use it. It might need to be in partnership with something else for whatever you want to work. That one function might actually save your life one day. You will never know till you try.

Do not dwell past, stay present, and look forward towards the future.

I think Wednesday was nothing interesting...

Today was alright, watch a movie. Go find out what it is. Went to play bowling. Had great time with Wei Zhuang, SinLee and Marjorie. Joyce came for awhile to see us bowl.

I see busy days ahead of me... I need more cookies.

Let's start from NCC (I'm going to do this quick, I'm so tired). Arrived late and played infected. Ryan got pissed because I wasn't showing sportsmanship, but I was only just kidding, I'm sorry. So everything was OK and we had our break. Boring break. Had to change to long-fold for IFC, so I hesitated, took my time eating cup noodles. In the field, I was attack by the legion of Part Cs. They failed. Then they sent out two Part Bs after me, I was so tired running from the Part Cs, that I did a sacrificial move, it ended up in a bloodbath, or just being mobbed by the two Part Bs and Part Cs, and just because I was too lazy to pull down my sleeves. Less than 5 minutes, the IFC ended. What the Fuck. So I was mobbed for nothing. Had another break and then last parade. Along the way home, someone asked me to donate $2 for this organisation, or just for the disable guy with her. I was not hesitant to give up the $2, didn't really bother if it is for that guy or charity, I just feel like giving, and they ask me, I can't say no to that. After that I blogged and had lunch at the same time. Took a bath, changed and out I go to meet Ryan. Along the way to Hougang MRT Station, a lady ask me a few question and ask me to donate some money. Being the guy, which I am, obviously donated $5 two her, and I received 2 pens. Met up with Ryan. Took a MRT to Orchard. Met up with Joyce, SinLee, Marjorie and Wei Zhuang. Wonder around and saw many cool cars. Window-shopped as usual. Then headed for the airport to pick up Xiang Jing. Joyce had to go to Tampines for I do not know what. The rest of us went to the airport. Ryan and me went home early because we were too tired to function. At the bus stop, we took our separate ways. I slept while standing, and my head knock against the pole a few times. Once 27 reached a Tampines stop, many people alighted. I quickly grabbed the back seat and fell asleep. I hit my head against the window a few times as well. I think the guy sitting next to me could hear the bang. Took a one hour trip to Hougang. Walked home after that.

We all need money...

WOW! It's been three days since I blogged! Hurray for me! Let's cut the chit-chat and get down to point.

Sunday, Ryan and me explored the world! I mean Orchard Road. The rest were too pussy to follow. Went to so many places just to find something to eat. We wanted pasta. Look here and there, and there was pasta, but too high-class for us, we only eat middle-class food (we just did not want to spend so much... Alright, Ryan did not have that much money). In the end, after exploring about 1hours 30minutes (Estimated), we decided to go to Plaza Singapura to lunch at Pasta Mania. Then we kept roaming and window-shopped here and there, both Orchard and Plaza Singapura, for what guys and geeks always dreams to have, other than girls. Electronics, Games and Weapons. I want a Predator! But is six thousand dollars! Make a guess what a Predator is. No, I won't give you a cookie for that. Went to Kovan to check if we could go to Wei Zhuang's house. He said NO. Roam around Heartland Mall since we had nothing better to do, went to Hougang Mall to relax in the Library. Went home about 4-5 PM. Play my usual games.

This proves that I don't have short-term memory. Next up.

Yesterday, met up with SinLee, Marjorie, Wei Zhuang and Gerrald at Compass Point for lunch. We talked about Maplestory. Went for Muay Thai training. SinLee left early while Wei Zhuang waited for us, while playing my PSP. Once it ended, we rushed home since Ryan said there was going to be a 'Don't Forget the Lyrics' Recording session, and he invited both me and Wei Zhuang. Rushed home, changed and headed for Darren's house. I had to take a cab to his house since Ryan pushed me. While in the cab, Wei Zhuang message me and told me that he could not make it. When I arrived, we took a 74 bus to MediaCorp. An auntie in the bus scammed us and told us to get down 3 stops after our stop. We did, and ended up in the middle of a FREAKING HIGHWAY! We took a bus back to that stop, and the bus we boarded looked like it was made and shipped form China! There was a few Chinese words, the interior looked quite old, and the way the doors open and how it is position gave me the feeling that it was made in China. Everything was about the same, even the seats! Only thing that was out of place was the Air-conditioning and the people who don't look Chinese (I'm not being racist or anything). We missed our stop again! One stop before our stop! Then we walked towards MediaCorp despite of the distance travelled. We though we were late. The tickets stated 7:15 PM. We arrived at 8:15 PM. We sat down and waited till an interval occurred. Then we were lead by the crew members into the set. And guess what? The recording had not even started. The crew told us it was the last recording of the season, but will be the first episode of that season, so watch out for Ryan, Darren and me! Gurmmit Sigh was the host, and it was the Pop star Special tonight, and they were playing for charity. Please welcome... First let's talk about the band. There are two background singers, one guy and a lady. The ones playing the instruments were cool! the Guy playing the drums looked like he was in his Sixties! Now for the contestants: Johnathan, Taufik and Hardy. Anyway, it takes 3hours to do one recording! We started to fool around with things we found on the floor. Anyway not going to go in details, it will ruined the show, or maybe it just I'm too lazy to think that much. So we left. Oh I forgot to mention that I saw Patrica Mok, want to tell Gurmmit something, I think.

Continued from yesterday night... Maplestory is a no life game. We play it cause we have no life.

We were waiting for the bus, took a 74 back. They alighted the bus at Darren's stop, so it was only me. Went to 7-Eleven to have Dinner. Ate along the way home. I slept about 1AM, woke up at about 8AM and prepared for NCC. One problem, I could not find my beret! tooked 1/2 an hour to find it and that's the reason why I was late. Some stuff happen in NCC, go into details later, or not. Leaving home now because I have other plans, will fill in the information in the night, or a few days later.

Looking for a job, help me please.

"It's fast... It's day after day, month after month, holiday after holiday, and it does not stop moving..."

"Why won't everything come to a standstill, so that we can prepare, so more can come within us?"

"You should have prepare before it even started, now it's nearly too late."

"It not too late, everything has loopholes."

"What if the wall has no cracks? What do we do?"

"We make one. There is a possibility to everything in this universe."

"How do we do that?"

"It's all about time, practice and luck."

"Do we have that time, the practice and this we call luck?"

"You won't know till we try, just remember to buy life-insurance, or Good Game!"

"It's the main essence of it... But it is moving too fast, and we won't be able to catch up... It's going to take forever to achieve it."

"Improvise! We have the other other two, work with them first. The third one will be late"

"What if we don't make it?"

"We will, but only part of it. The rest is up to the future. If we won't catch it, someone else will."

"We all will be watching from the heavens until it's being completed."

"So what are we waiting for? It's moving away further and further as well speak!"

So they gave chase, but will they seize it? Will it be completed? Only time will tell...

Good evening everyone! Went to my cousin's friend's house to play and help some computer games yesterday! That's all folks!

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In the meantime, lets talk about today. It was a clear sky, no rain, had morning tuition. Watch 'Ratatouille'. Went to buy some clothes. More tuition, had dinner and watch 'Mean Girls'.

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